Step by step routine

Shen Xian woke up with a vague thought and wanted to open his eyes, but was covered by a hand, and then Rong Zhiming's gentle and deep voice: "It's still early, sleep a little longer."

It was rare to sleep well, Shen Xiansi raised the corners of her lips lightly, hummed obediently, and really fell into a dream again.When he woke up, it was already daylight, and Rong Zhiming was sitting at the table making breakfast.Seeing him get up, she went over to take Shen Xiansi's hand, even though she just got up, it was still very cold.

Before Shen Xiansi could even speak, she started to vomit.Yun'er brought the spittoon, Shen Xiansi retched at the face, vomited to the point where Rong Zhiming's hand was pinched, the two of them were in pain, their whole body convulsed, and even spat out blood.

After stopping, almost collapsed.With his back against Rong Zhiming, it took him a long time to catch his breath.Shen Xiansi opened his eyes, and with his wet eyes, he saw Rong Zhiming turning his face away to tighten his chin. He smiled and raised his hand to touch his face, "I've been eating a lot lately, and I seem to be particularly greedy, but I don't Zhiming has a special taste, so he will accompany me to eat every meal from now on, okay..."

Rong Zhiming didn't speak, he raised his hand to cover the opponent's hand, "It's too cold."

"It's fine if you just cover Zhi Ming." Shen Xiansi buried herself in his chest and rubbed softly like a cat, "You stay with me from now on, I promise I won't be cold."

Rong Zhiming stroked his long hair and smiled: "Get up and have breakfast, and I'll take you out for a walk after eating. It will snow in a few days, and you probably won't be able to go out."

Shen Xiansi buried in Rong Zhiming's arms widened his eyes and paused, he pursed his lips, wondering what he was thinking.Hiding the strange look in his eyes, he came out of Rong Zhiming's arms and said hello.

When going out after breakfast, Shen Xiansi took Rong Zhiming's hand, "I... let's change my outfit... Yun..."

"No need." Rong Zhiming interrupted him.

Shen Xiansi looked at him in surprise, her eyes were wide open, panic and helplessness flashed inside.

Hello, Rong Zhi's Adam's apple slid up and down, his throat was a little dry, and he wanted to say something, but he felt powerless.

"Alright, it's been so many years, and I can finally walk on the street openly." With a smile on his eyes, Shen Xiansi pulled Rong Zhiming and walked forward.

It was cold and there were not many people on the street.Shen Xiansi snuggled up against Rong Zhiming, wearing a thick velvet cape, and chatting with Rong Zhiming with stretched eyebrows and eyes, pointing here and there, buying tiger shoes for a while, and sweet cakes for a while.It looks completely happy.

Only when Rong Zhiming lowered his head to talk with the small vendor to pay, Shen Xiansi drooped the corners of his eyes slightly, his waist and abdomen were aching, very painful...

The last two sat at the noodle stall by the river and ate noodles. At that time, there was sunshine and the river surface was sparkling. When talking about childhood fun, Rong Zhiming seldom smiled happily.

Back at the General's Mansion, when Shen Xiansi was arranging the little clothes she bought and feeling a little drowsy, Rong Zhiming came in with a decoction.

Put it on the table, and said calmly: "Yuezhi, come and drink the medicine."

Shen Xiansi woke up after a while, her fingers clenched her shirt tightly, then loosened it after a while, obediently responded and walked over.

"What kind of medicine is this?" He sat at the table and looked at Rong Zhiming and asked.

"Anti-fetal medicine." Rong Zhiming didn't even blink, and even smiled.

Shen Xiansi picked up the bowl, stirred it with the fine white porcelain spoon, and the bitter and unpleasant smell of the medicine wafted, "It's so bitter, can Zhi Ming get me a piece of candy?"

"Okay." Rong Zhiming walked out of the room, Shen Xiansi put the medicine on the tip of his nose and sniffed it, with tears in his eyes.He held back abruptly, his eyes flushed.He picked up the soup and poured it into the potted plant beside the bed, then waited quietly for Rong Zhiming to come back with an empty bowl.

The sugar was delivered to Shen Xiansi's palm, Rong Zhiming looked at the empty medicine bowl, and stared at it for a long time without blinking, as if thorns had grown all over his body, and they were still desperately tied up, sinking into the flesh, dripping with blood.

As if his face turned cold, he came back to his senses and saw Shen Xiansi standing in front of him, with his fingers sliding across his face.

"Don't cry Zhiming, I didn't drink."

"I didn't drink..." Rong Zhiming was stunned for a moment, he turned his face away to let the tears flow away, he couldn't tell what emotion he was in, but the stone in his heart suddenly fell down at that moment.Joy and sadness were intertwined, and when Rong Zhiming spoke again, his voice was hoarse and unpleasant, "Yuezhi, listen to me, I won't be able...not to be by your side in the future, it will be very difficult."

"What's wrong?" Shen Xiansi asked.

Rong Zhiming took a deep breath, he looked at Shen Xiansi and embraced her in his arms, "I'm going to get married."

"And...Xiao Xiao?"

"Well, Yuezhi, you... have to leave for a while."

"Leave? Where? How long?" Shen Xiansi asked with a smile.

"Go to Jing'an Valley..." Regarding the time, he got stuck in his throat, and he didn't know how to make a deadline.

Shen Xiansi gently pushed him away, "Did Xiao Jue find me?"

"Yeah." Rong Zhiming nodded, "He sealed Chunhua Tower and arrested Huayuan."

"Lan Qing told him."

"Ah."

Shen Xiansi sighed, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, lowered his head and laughed out loud: "Do you think God is joking with me, I went to you once willfully, I thought I would dress up as a girl and thought it would be perfect, but I met you When I arrived in Lanqing, I also met Ye Qun, a group of picky things, I took revenge but lost the child alone in the mountains and forests, screaming every day, and the ground is ineffective." Clear liquid flowed out from between the fingers, and Shen Xiansi was violently thinking. Trembling, "I made up my mind to kill Shen Mingting at the risk of breaking with you, and then tell me, oh, Shen Lanxiu is also dead..."

"Zhi Ming, you say it's funny or not, in a flash, I will take revenge for everything," Shen Xiansi looked at Rong Zhiming with tears in her eyes, "Hua Yuan said, I can let go of everything and live in peace..."

"It seems to be true, I also thought that I can live my life with peace of mind." Shen Xiansi burst into tears, "I'm waiting, waiting for our big wedding, waiting for this house to be filled with happy words, but, What I've been dreading all along, but I've arrived first. You're finally going to marry someone else, and what's even more ridiculous is that I'm leaving. "

"Yue Zhi, marrying Xiao Xiao is just a matter of power..."

"You will come to me, won't you?" Shen Xiansi wiped away her tears indiscriminately, interrupting him, "How long, five years, ten years?"

Rong Zhiming was silent and speechless.

Shen Xiansi felt too tired, couldn't stand up, it hurt too much, it hurt so badly.He shivered and sat down, trying to calm his voice, "Zhiming, I blame you, I really blame you. You have your way of faith, but if you really asked me to kill Xiao Xiao, you wouldn't Today's situation."

"But, I understand, and you understand, you will never let me kill her." Shen Xiansi really calmed down, looking into the distance with misty eyes, "I have never dared to mention it, because you ruined her." My own contract, no longer serve Xiao Jue, leave with me, because I know who you are. But now, Zhi Ming, Yue Zhi begs you, after marrying Xiao Xiao, he let Hua Yuan go, you come immediately Find me, okay?"