Step by step routine

My heart warmed up, and my depressed mood was a little less.After a while, the little guy hugged Shen Xiansi's hand in his arms and said seriously: "The sauce is not cold anymore, warm baby."

Shen Xiansi pursed her lips and smiled, "We clowns are so sweet."

The clown turned his head to look at him, and sighed decently, "Daddy is not happy, and Chouchou is not happy either. Bad daddy, he doesn't even come to visit the nest."

"A clown can't say that about Daddy." Shen Xiansi kissed his forehead and said softly, "Daddy is a great hero, he is protecting us, you can't say he is bad."

"But he made... um... Daddy unhappy..."

What is it about being comforted by a child until the eyes are moist?Shen Xiansi's heart was like waveless water stirring up a thousand layers of waves, his emotions broke the bank almost instantly, no matter how hard he tried to suppress it, he still shed tears.

The clown quickly raised his hand to wipe his tears. While wiping his tears, he pouted his mouth with tears in his eyes and yelled softly, "Don't cry...don't cry...daddy don't cry..."

Shen Xiansi turned her face away to wipe away her tears, Yun'er on the side came over: "Young master, master is not feeling well, you have a younger sister, shall we come down?" The chubby little man is cute, but he is really too fat.

The clown nodded and crawled down in a hurry. He knew he had a younger sister before his father.The little guy wiped away his tears, touched Shen Xiansi's belly with his paws, then leaned forward to kiss him, then backed away and said to Shen Xiansi: "Daddy, Chou Chou is sleepy, I'm going to bed. "

"Well, let's go."

After Yun'er came out with the clown'er, she didn't go back to her room, but instead went looking for Lan'er.The little guy hugged Lan'er's leg and said with tears in his eyes, "Sister Lan'er, take Chou Chou to find Daddy, okay~"

"Young master, the general will be back at night." Lan'er bent down to pick up the clown, but the clown pushed her hand away, rolled on the ground gruntingly, howling as she rolled, "I don't care, I want to see you Daddy, don't let me see you, I will cry and make trouble, I won't eat or sleep! Woooooo... I want Daddy..."

A group of servants were at a loss for this precious lump, they were crying so hard, Lan Er gritted her teeth, and squatted beside him, "Young master, Lan Er will take you to find the general, please stop crying..."

The man who was howling so deeply stopped immediately, and as a nimble little fat man, he got up lightly and threw himself into Lan'er's arms.

After preparing the carriage, Lan'er took the clown to the camp in the suburbs of Beijing.Lan'er also has her own thoughts, the two masters have been too stiff recently, maybe they can relax after seeing the young master.

...

Rong Zhiming was finishing his drill, and when he took the sweat towel to wipe off his sweat, a soldier reported to him.When Rong Zhiming threw down his sweat towel and walked outside the practice field, he saw the little fat man coming down from Lan'er's arms, wearing a red cloak, clenching his fists like a little fireball, and sternly facing him come running.

As soon as Rong Zhiming picked him up, the clown punched him in the face, and then yelled ferociously: "I have a sister... I have a little girl..." He stubbornly believed that Shen Xiansi's belly was a Sister instead of brother.

Rong Zhiming was stunned.

...

When she brought the child back to the General's Mansion, Shen Xiansi was vomiting into the mouth into the darkness.He just forced himself to drink half a bowl of porridge, and he vomited like this.

Rong Zhiming put down the clown and let Yun'er get out of the way, with one hand around him, the other gently patted Shen Xiansi's back.

Retching, pulling and rolling his stomach, it took Shen Xiansi a long time to recover from the unbearable feeling.Tears were condensed on the eyelashes, sweat in the winter.

Wiping his mouth with a handkerchief, after rinsing his mouth, Shen Xiansi allowed himself to catch his breath, and then said: "I'm back, have you had lunch yet?"

"Not yet, let's go together." Rong Zhiming let go, sat on the side, and the servant added another pair of bowls and chopsticks.

The clown obediently nestled next to Shen Xiansi, fell asleep after a while, and Yun'er carried him down.

The two chatted and ate, and the atmosphere was light and shallow.

After the servants withdrew their meals, Rong Zhiming looked at Shen Xiansi who was patted on his chest and frowning in extreme discomfort, and poured him a cup of tea.

Shen Xiansi glanced at him, took it obediently and drank it, stroking the blue and white flowers on the tea set with her thin white fingers, lowered her head and said: "Zhi Ming, if I'm really unhappy, I can go back to my mansion first, you don't have to Hiding from me, staying in the barracks day and night, my heart aches."

"Just give me some time, you don't have to worry about it." Rong Zhiming looked at him, "Yue Zhi, I sent Lan'er to Miao Chun Tang, and the medicine will be ready and delivered in a while."

"Wh... what... medicine..." Shen Xiansi felt cold all over his body, so cold that he seemed unable to speak.The hand holding the tea trembled slightly, he raised his head, the light in his eyes formed a fragile film, looking at Rong Zhiming pitifully, begging him not to say such words.

"Good...you know, I can't keep it." Rong Zhiming sighed. After his mother gave birth to two older brothers, he stubbornly wanted to give birth to him, but she was left with a serious birth disease. very painful.And Shen Xiansi's situation is even worse than his mother's.

Made up his mind, endured the pain that flowed into his limbs, Rong Zhiming took Shen Xiansi's hand, who was stunned, "We already have a clown, so there is no need to take risks, I don't have to have children, I just want you to be safe, safe and safe alive."

Shen Xiansi clasped his hand with great force, her tendons bulged, her joints turned white, her eyes were red, and when she opened her mouth, her voice was hoarse and choked, "I know...I know what you think, Zhi Ming, I understand, but, no Way, I can't leave him, I've, I've lost him once..."

Without tears, he smiled with trembling lips, "That time, in the mountains and forests, when it rained heavily, he just disappeared like that... I don't even know when he came, just disappeared like that...Zhi Ming, I'm not willful Liu, at the beginning, I tried my best to avoid the child, but still, I still had it by chance."

Shen Xiansi looked at him, with red eyes full of longing, "Why are you willing to lose him? He will be sad, Zhi Ming, I beg you, let me keep him."

"Throwing...what's going on?" Rong Zhiming felt that every word was like a knife, slicing his throat, with the smell of blood.

"After one night at the border, there is, I don't know. He is very obedient, he doesn't make trouble at all, he is even more obedient than a clown..." Shen Xiansi swallowed a few times, lowered her eyelashes, pressed her face against Rong Zhiming's hand, and said dryly Said, "Then, Ye Xuan's remnant has what I need. During the fight with Ye Yi, the little guy couldn't stand it, so he passed away. It rained heavily, and when he was dripping from my arms, I There is no way…”

"Why, why don't you say it?" Rong Zhiming asked in a gentle tone as the muscles on his face trembled.

"It's fine to be sad alone, I will remember him." The hot tears in Shen Xiansi's eyes finally flowed down, "But now that he's back, I can't, I can't leave him again. Zhi Ming..." Shen Xiansi stood up and said eagerly, "I know, it's dangerous, but the clown is also very dangerous in such a situation, I can give birth to him safely, let alone now." Tears fell on the two of them With the hands clasped together, Shen Xiansi smiled with tears in her eyes, as if she could give birth to infinite confidence to convince Rong Zhiming, "I can do it, I can do it."