Step by step routine

The body was too weak, this time Shen Xiansi fainted from the pain in the Qianjishu.When I woke up, I just ate, ate, slept and slept. I never left the door of the room. I was pale and emaciated like a wandering spirit all day long.

With this group of people who have accompanied him through life and death, Shen Xiansi has always had a lot of conversations and jokes from time to time, but this time Shen Xiansi was too silent.

When Hua Yuan came back after dealing with the matter, Shen Xiansi was still sleeping, and he could only see the figure with his back facing him through the gauze curtain.

Hua Yuan asked the servant girl to follow him out, and then asked: "Have you eaten?"

"Using a small bowl, the servant girl persuaded the master to eat more, and the master ate it, but he vomited it out as soon as he entered the mouth. The servant girl, the servant girl did not dare to persuade me again." The servant girl said worriedly.

"Did you go out of the room today?"

The maid shook her head.

"I see, you go down first, the dinner should be prepared carefully, I'll watch over here." Hua Yuan sighed, waved the maid to go down, Hua Yuan walked gently to the garden table and sat down.

The breathing in the room was shallow and steady, Shen Xiansi really fell asleep.

At the end of Shen Shi, Shen Xiansi finally woke up, the lights in the room were lit, Hua Yuan called someone to hook up the bed curtain, and waited for him to get up.

Shen Xiansi casually wore a white auspicious cloud and light fur, her long hair was let loose without being combed, her eyes were half drooped, her face was pale, her lips were so pale that there was no blood, and she looked listless.

After washing his face and rinsing his mouth, Shen Xiansi sat at the table and picked up his chopsticks to eat.

Hua Yuan gave him vegetables, "Master, the Nanyang Lantern Festival is very interesting, let's go out for a stroll." People who have been sleepy for a long time should yearn for freedom.

Shen Xiansi shook her head, raised the corner of her mouth and smiled slightly, looked at Hua Yuan, "I'm quite tired."

After Hua Yuan asked the servants to go down, he walked over and squatted in front of Shen Xiansi, put his hands on the other's knee, and asked in a soft voice: "What happened? Master." Hua Yuan was recommended by Eunuch Lin to Shen Xiansi , handsome appearance, ability is also a must.His parents were old friends of Eunuch Lin, who died under Ye Xuan's lackeys but could not redress their grievances.

In order to make Shen Xiansi notorious, the palace often recruited a large number of young and beautiful men and women. At that time, Eunuch Lin was still trusted by Ye Xuan, so he inserted many of them. Unfortunately, the only male favorite who survived in the end was Yuejian and Xuezhan are lovers.At the beginning, Eunuch Lin planned to let Hua Yuan enter the palace, but Shen Xiansi let him take over Chunhua Tower.

Obviously, Shen Xiansi did not use the wrong person, he trusted Hua Yuan very much.

Hearing Hua Yuan's question, Shen Xiansi was stunned for a moment, he tilted his head and smiled, feeling that the food in his mouth was tasteless.

He was silent, Hua Yuan quietly waited for him to speak.

"I really just feel tired." Shen Xiansi sighed and looked at Hua Yuan, "I've lived too hard, so I want to take a good rest, otherwise, I might, I might collapse." The tone was flat, as if what he was saying was just A very common thing.

No one is more tired and hard than Shen Xiansi.I have been stretching my bow all the year round, without a moment of peace, thinking about how to survive, thinking about how to win a little life for the people around me, thinking about how to deal with the group of evil spirits and beasts in the past... Even in the dream, it must be Cold and bloody.

It was hard to break the cage, but the remnants of the nightmare did not let him go.The most ridiculous thing is that Shen Xiansi still has to fight with the so-called father and brother he once respected.

I wish I was really crazy, Shen Xiansi really couldn't swallow this fate.

What's more, Rong Zhiming chased him away... and the child who left unexpectedly, this is forcing Shen Xiansi to collapse.If he hadn't met the old woman, even if Shen Xiansi survived by chance, he would have become a fool

Rong Zhiming is the last ray of light in Shen Xiansi's heart, just like Xiao Anzi's eyes are fixed on the cluster of candles in the corner at the last moment of dying.When people are in a desperate situation, they can only rely on a belief to support them.

But if this belief collapses, that person will collapse in an instant.

It's not that Shen Xiansi doesn't love Rong Zhiming, he won't not love until he dies.However, he couldn't believe that Rong Zhiming really loved him and was willing to spend the rest of his life with him.They don't expect equal love, since they didn't stand on an equal footing from the very beginning.

When the little life was gone, he had always firmly believed that Rong Zhiming would be willing to work with him to grow old together, and there was a crack in his belief.

Hua Yuan looked at the silent person and had no choice but to say, "Then let's have a good rest and don't think about anything."

Shen Xiansi nodded, and after he drank half a bowl of ginseng soup, he said to Hua Yuan: "This time, the scars on my body don't need to go away, let's keep it like this." Shen Xiansi always felt in the past that if those scars were less, the humiliation on his body would be reduced. With just one point less, he can also paralyze himself, and he can more or less forget about it.Moreover, it won't be too ugly in front of Rong Zhiming.

Hua Yuan nodded.After sitting for a while, Shen Xiansi went back to bed and fell asleep. The moment Hua Yuan put down the curtain, Shen Xiansi had closed his eyes and asked: "Hua Yuan, is he here today?"

"Here we come." Hua Yuan smiled, "I drank a little wine downstairs, not much, but I seem to be drunk." People are particularly prone to getting drunk when they have something on their minds or are sad.

Shen Xiansi hummed.

Hua Yuan put down the curtain and blew on the lamp, the room was quiet.Shen Xiansi was in a deep sleep, emotionally overwhelmed, but just raised her neck and breathed heavily, couldn't let it go, always couldn't let it go.

...

The red lanterns swayed, and the streets became silent.The sparse vendors began to collect their things, planning to go home and sleep peacefully.

Only two figures were still wandering around.Song Wei, who took a lot of effort to pull her hand, was so happy that his face blossomed. He took off his women's clothes and put on men's clothes, with a heroic appearance and a dignified appearance.

Xiao Jue secretly glanced at him while he was being silly, and turned red at his daughter's house.Thinking about the scene where many women secretly peeped at Song Wei and stuffed him with a sachet just now, all kinds of feelings came to His Majesty the Emperor's heart.He even secretly thought: "Obviously I'm more handsome than him, but I'll see what he's doing! I'm a little unhappy."

Song Wei quietly looked at a vendor in the distance that hadn't closed yet, her eyes suddenly brightened, she dragged Xiao Jue and ran over.

"Boss, bring me a stinky tofu." Song Wei let go of Xiao Jue's hand, shouted, then took out a money bag and took out a few copper coins. .

Song Wei just let go of this hand, and His Majesty the Emperor immediately covered his nose like a frightened rabbit and bounced far away.

Song Wei looked at him in surprise.

Xiao Jue's almond-shaped eyes widened, and she asked in shock, "What is this? Why is it so, so, it stinks!"

Song Wei turned back with a suppressed smile, said a few words with the vendor, and then walked towards Xiao Jue with her share of stinky tofu.

As soon as he approached, Xiao Rabbit jumped a few feet away, and still shouted angrily: "Stay away from me!"

Yep, I've used them all!