Hanyu's dream of rebirth

In the end, An Keru still chose not to tell everyone about his illness. In fact, it was not that he didn't tell everyone, but that he himself hadn't fully digested the bad news, and he himself didn't react. He thought, wait for a while, wait for him His emotions have calmed down and his thinking has become clearer. He will tell everyone that it will be the same.

He has not yet realized the horror and menace of cancer, and his mental capacity is not enough. When he heard the news, he couldn't react at all, and he didn't know how to react. He didn't know that everyone heard this. He was afraid of what expressions and thoughts he would have after the news, he was afraid of how everyone would look at him, and how Kim Jaejoong would choose.

In fact, he was not worried that Jin Jaejoong would leave him, on the contrary, he was afraid that Jin Jaejoong would treat him better because of this!

If Jin Jaejoong chooses not to leave him, but cherishes him even more, then it means that Jin Jaejoong's feelings for him are true.Knowing that he has cancer and may die, he still chooses to stay by his side to take care of himself and treat himself well, which shows that Kim Jaejoong has deep feelings for him, and he will be very happy and happy, but at this time he feels Happiness can be fleeting and cruel.

What if the surgery didn't work and the tumor in his head suddenly deteriorated and he died?What about Kim Jaejoong?He will be very painful, right?A person like Jin Jaejoong values ​​feelings very much. When he loves someone, he will treat that person wholeheartedly and give his heart, liver and lungs to that person. If such a person hears that his lover has such a disease, he will Very painful and worrying, right?

Although he was lucky to become that person, will God take back his luck now?

What should he do?

With such entanglement, Anke spent the next days in fear. Kim Jaejoong became more and more attached to himself, treated him better and closer, and would always come to him to rest and accompany him on the day when he didn't need to go on a business trip. He likes to hug himself, kisses his cheeks and the corners of his lips, likes to laugh like a rascal, and likes to see himself blushing... Thinking about this, An Keru became more and more restless , the whole person seemed sluggish.

Although there is Jin Zaizhong's daily nourishment and careful care, his spirit has become depressed.

Jin Zaizhong and the others also naturally noticed the changes in An Keru. They only thought that it was because they were too boring recently, so they were in a bad mood. However, Jin Zaizhong felt that something was wrong, but he didn't think much about it. He only thought about the relationship between the two. During the day, An Keru was pleasantly surprised.

It's a pity that something happened to An Keru before that day.

It was a car accident, and just when Jin Zaizhong was secretly arranging the layout in Ankeru's dormitory and preparing to give Ankeru a surprise, the phone rang, and there was a sobbing voice in a hurry, shouting hoarsely, "Ke Ruout There was a car accident... We were rear-ended by the car behind us on the way back, but Ruo happened to be sitting in the back seat of the car... He is in the hospital now... Come here quickly..."

Jin Zaizhong's mind was blank. He didn't know how he hung up the phone, how he asked the person on the other side of the phone that they were in that hospital, and he didn't know how to open the door to get out of the room, and he didn't know how he himself got a taxi. In the hospital, he only remembered what the person over there said, there was a car accident...

car accident?Of course he knows what a car accident is, and he also knows what it feels like to have a car accident. He and his members also had a car accident when they were rushing to the scene, but they were killed and none of them were injured. But he always remembered the situation at that time. He dare not forget the moment of fear and panic and facing death.Moreover, he still remembered that a senior also died in a car accident, and another senior also had a car accident, and he was barely able to get out of bed after lying on the hospital bed for a long time. In his mind, the twitching brain nerves stimulated him one after another.

And now, An Keru is lying on the snow-white bed, covered in blood, I don't know whether it is life or death...

Jin Jaejoong covered his cheeks and began to tremble all over.

When they arrived at the hospital, many reporters were blocked outside the entrance and were not allowed to enter. The company immediately got the news and blocked the passage. Kim Jaejoong rushed in after greeting someone from the company he knew while everyone was not paying attention.

The aisle in the hospital was very quiet, with the occasional patter of footsteps, making people creepy, Jin Zaizhong arrived at the door of An Keru's operating room at the fastest speed, everyone gathered here, even Li Xiuman came.

Li Xiuyan and Park Donghao only suffered some minor injuries. After a little bandaging, they came here to wait. It was Li Xiuyan who called Kim Jaejoong. The girl's right arm was wrapped in layers of white gauze, with blood stains on it, and her hair Scattered, the gray color on his face was a bit permeable, and tears were falling down.

On the other hand, Pu Donghao stood aside with a sullen face, not saying a word, his face was scratched, and he couldn't see where he was injured, and his body was still messy.

When Li Xiuyan saw Jin Jaejoong coming, she knew that Kim Jaejoong and An Keru had a very good relationship, and Kim Jaejoong was always An Keru's idol, not to mention that he was still liked or loved by An Keru lovers.

That's right, she knows the relationship between the two, because these two people have never deliberately concealed their relationship, the intimacy that should be intimate, the playfulness that should be played, although not as open and bold as in private, but If you find the flowers carefully, you can still see the clues.But because everyone knows that they are very good friends, so there is no doubt that they are intimate once in a while, but Li Xiuyan is a girl with sensitive feelings and delicate thoughts, and she is often by An Keru's side, so she will not fail to guess An Keru's little thoughts and secrets, what's more, she saw some kind of novel on the Internet once, and after seeing that two men can be like that, she became more concerned about An Keru's observations.

"I'm sorry, it's all me, but it's because of, to protect me, that I got such a serious injury... woooo... If he hadn't blocked me, I... I'm sorry..." Li Xiuyan hung his head, sobbing in a low voice, almost unable to cry.

Jin Zaizhong glanced at her, did not speak, his throat became dry due to his heavy panting, his jaw trembled unconsciously, his face was pale, his eyes were red, his hair was messed up, and he looked very embarrassed.He only felt that his fingertips and even his toes were trembling. Fear and fear filled his whole heart. He walked to the door of the operating room and looked inside through the door panel. Take it easy.

I don't know how long this long wait has passed. Li Xiuman didn't continue to wait with everyone because he still had work, so he left first, and other people came one after another, and left one after another. In the end, only Kim Jaejoong was left. , Li Xiuyan, Park Donghao and several other staff members, and other members of TVXQ also came, but they were dragged away by their managers afterwards, only Kim Jaejoong was not pulled away, because there was no way to pull him away.

Jin Zaizhong looked at the manager apologetically, shook his head, and did not leave.

The cold air spread, and the long wait made everyone a little anxious. Li Xiuyan couldn't bear it and sobbed softly. Jin Jaejoong lowered his head, not knowing what expression he was thinking, or what he was thinking.

After a long time, with a bang, the door finally opened, and everyone looked up at the doctor who came out.

Jin Zaijoong couldn't help standing up straight, his face was tense and expressionless, only the trembling palms and chin revealed his nervousness and worry, and he even held his breath.

The doctor looked at everyone's reactions, sighed, and took off the mask, "The operation went well, and the wound on the patient's body is no longer serious..."

Hearing this, everyone couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief, the stone in their hearts fell, and Li Xiuyan couldn't help but shed tears happily.

"It's just..." The doctor's unfinished words made everyone's hearts hang again.

Jin Zaizhong stood up straight, staring at the doctor, his hands hanging by his sides were clenched tightly, and his veins were exposed.

"The patient's condition is still not optimistic. Although the wound on his body is not serious, we found that the patient has another... There is a tumor in his brain."

"Tumor?!"

"For the time being, it can only be confirmed as a brain tumor, and the specific situation needs to be checked next."

Next check?what to check for?Is it a malignant brain tumor or a benign brain tumor?If...Jin Zaizhong slumped backwards, hitting the wall with a muffled sound, why...why did it happen?Brain tumor...?Shaking his head in despair, he really couldn't imagine that this morning he was a good, lively and lovely child, but now he was lying on the hospital bed with a fragile and pale appearance.

Suddenly remembered something, Jin Zaizhong grabbed his hair suddenly, his face was pale, he remembered that time he and An Keru went to the hospital for an examination, but he never responded, because the number that was filled in was not his own, The hospital couldn't notify him, and he was really busy at that time, so he forgot about it. He thought that An Keru went to the hospital to get the report and came back, thinking, since An Keru didn't say anything, then It should be no big deal...

hateful!At that time, An Keru must have known about his own situation, but he never said it. No wonder An Keru's reaction was so wrong during that time, and his spirit was also listless. He didn't care, and he didn't even ask An Keru what was going on, and he only remembered to surprise An Keru, but he forgot to care about his physical condition... Damn it, he would forget!Jin Zaizhong closed his eyes in pain, clenched his teeth, and embedded his fingers deeply into his trousers. The expression of regret and hatred made him look very embarrassed.

He couldn't forgive his negligence, trembling his lips, Jin Jaejoong felt that he was such a jerk!

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