Hanyu's dream of rebirth

Later on, An Keru was not very busy with work, like appearing on talk shows, or participating in the shooting of some small theaters, and then staying in the practice room to write songs. These are relatively easy jobs. Recently, he was thinking To write a single for TVXQ, I have actually conceived it for a long time before, but I can't find the idea and inspiration.

But lately he feels like he's found that theme, found that vibe.This song tells a story. A boy falls in love with a girl, but the girl does not know the existence of the boy, and the girl already has a lover. The song starts from the perspective of the boy. If he said it, he would not have this love, so the boy hid it silently in his heart, watching the girl's back all the time, the feeling of heartache, the feeling of wanting to cry, and the sincere blessing. These feelings are intertwined, a kind of A touch of sadness and silence spread out, making people cry.

"I silently watched your back, go away, leave, disappear, I want to stand in front of you and say, I love you very much. You have already had her by your side, I am just an irrelevant stranger, who will remember What about me? Your existence is my happiness, your smile is my happiness, I am just an unrelated stranger, who knows my existence? Your figure is reflected in my deep mind, beside my ears Your laughter still echoes, I can vaguely see your face in my eyes, and my heart is still full of you. Who knows my name? You are my injury, I just have nothing to do, let I'm leaving, never to be seen..."

Sad and sad tune, faint and long piano sound, heart-piercing pain, this song is not TVXQ's usual line, but what is rare is that the tune of this song is very pleasing to the ear, as long as it can be performed emotionally enough, it will definitely be It's going to be a huge hit.

Li Xiuman took the sheet music and looked it over carefully in time. He was very satisfied. He felt more and more appreciative of An Keru, a motivated and talented junior. I heard that this song was written for TVXQ, but Li Xiuman didn't say anything. What, I just frowned and thought for a while, then nodded in response.

When An Keru handed the music score to Park Donghao and told him to give it to Li Xiuman, he felt a little rash. He didn't know if he did it right, but after thinking about it, he breathed a sigh of relief. Now that he had written it, he still didn't want it. I regret it.

In fact, he also thinks that this song sounds, no matter how he listens, it seems to be telling his own thoughts, as if this song is written about him, his thoughts are the same as the boy in the story, who wants to love but can’t love, and also If you can't get love, you're just a girl in Kim Jaejoong's story.

An Ke covered his face, his mood was fluctuating, and he was suffering. This song was like a catharsis, revealing all his thoughts and showing all his love. He spent a whole week on this song. One stroke, one note and one pause, are all the love that he has been thinking about. He has put a lot of thought into it. For this song, he hardly knows how to eat. If it wasn't for Li Xiuyan to send it over, he would always be immersed in it .

Li Xiuyan suspected that he might have guessed An Keru's thoughts, but he was helpless. In this circle, gossip is a terrible thing. It can destroy a person. When everyone is accusing and talking, you are powerless resistant and helpless.

What's more, An Keru, a child who is almost ignorant of the world.

Li Xiuyan can only give An Keru some comfort and enlightenment occasionally, she can't do other things, and she doesn't know what to do.

TVXQ was pleasantly surprised when they got the song written by An Keru. Although this song is a sad love song, it is a good piece of music. To thank An Keru, TVXQ decided to go to An Keru’s dormitory Raid once, saying that they didn't seem to have been to An Keru's dormitory, and An Keru ran to them every time.

So that day, when An Keru had just returned to the dormitory and was taking a comfortable bath, the doorbell rang.

When An Keru heard the doorbell, he hurriedly dried himself off, put on home clothes, his hair was still dripping, and ran to open the door. He thought it was Li Xiuyan, but who knew it was TVXQ.

He froze at the door for a while, but then invited a few people in.

Jin Zaizhong, who was walking in front, was surprised to see An Keru's seductive appearance, and immediately said, "Xiao Keruo, go first and wipe your hair. Don't worry about us, go quickly."

"Oh, brothers, sit down first, do you want me to pour water for you?" An Ke rubbed the hair on his forehead and asked.

"No need, let's do it by ourselves. You go to do your hair first and wipe off the water on your body. Don't get sick again. Did you get better from the headache last time?" Jin Zaizhong asked as he pushed him into the bathroom to get the towel.

Zheng Yunhao and the others have long taken care of themselves.

"Oh, the headache is gone. Isn't there nothing to do during this period? It will be better if you are not so tired." An Keru took a dry towel and wiped his head casually, and replied.

Jin Zaizhong leaned against the door of the bathroom, thought for a while, and said, "Have there been no other announcements recently?"

"No, I'm pretty free recently, so I'll just be on the show once in a while, what's the matter?"

"No wonder you have time to write songs for us. By the way, I think the songs you wrote for us are very nice. I like them very much. Thank you."

"It's nothing, actually I've always wanted to help my brothers write songs, but either I didn't have the inspiration or I didn't have the time, so I never realized it."

"Then how did you get the inspiration this time? Is this song a sad love song? It sounds quite sad. What made you want to write such a song for us? Tell us."

"It's nothing, it's just that when I was watching TV that day, I suddenly got inspiration. This thing is not sure, as long as the music is good, don't be picky in Brother Zhong." The corners of An Keru's mouth were stiff Pulling, a little unable to laugh, fortunately there was a towel blocking it, he pretended to be indifferent and said.

"Really? I thought you were broken in love? Haha, it turned out to be just like that."

"What? Brother Zai Zhong really wants me to break up in love? It sounds like he's gloating."

"Ah, did you hear it? I'm really sorry, ha ha."

Laughing so loudly, who can't hear it, An Keru sighed silently.

"Brother Zhong, I saw the gossip about you drinking Yunho on the Internet."

Jin Zaizhong froze for a moment, and then the corner of his mouth twitched, "Oh, I don't know why, the director actually asked us to act in such a play? You don't know how funny we were when we were filming, hey, I said, do I really miss women? Otherwise, why would they think that Yunho and I are a couple?" He was very puzzled, he was obviously very handsome and manly, he had everything he should have, his muscles were so gorgeous, he looked like a girl, That should be Xiao Keru, right...

"No, Brother Zai Zhong is very MAN, don't think too much, does Brother Zai Zhong find it difficult for two men to be together?" For some reason, An Keru asked this question intuitively.

Jin Zaizhong thought for a while, and then said seriously, "I haven't really thought about this problem, but I think it will be very difficult if two men are together, and most people will not accept it, and they will definitely be rejected. Mom and Dad scolded me to death."

"Brother Zhong, what I'm asking is what you think. Regarding the two men being together, it's not about the consequences."

"Oh, I still feel awkward. After all, I still don't think I can accept it. Well, it's better to be a girl if you fall in love and get married."

"Really? OK, we've been talking here for a long time, Brother Yunho and the others will have an opinion, go out soon."

"What's your opinion? Don't they know how to control themselves? Don't worry about them."

Facts have proved that An Keru is still very talented. TVXQ finished recording the song and released this single shortly after. The top three on the singles list, although TVXQ itself has a lot of charm and appeal, but the song is absolutely good, so it made it into the top three.

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