[Hunter] Reasons not to love you

Regarding the next meeting, Shiba only said "next Sunday", but did not say a more specific time or location.

On the appointed day, he came in the morning, and I sat on the swing in our yard and waited for him.

This is probably a tacit understanding, right?When we saw each other, we were not surprised, as if the time and place had been agreed long ago, it was this moment, this place.

As if on a normal date, I was the first to sit and wait for him at the appointed place.When the eyes meet, I will laugh, and he will soften his brows and eyes.

No, something has changed, I didn't smile when the eyes met, he remained expressionless.

This is also a kind of tacit understanding. We all know that the end may really come.

"Shiba." When he stepped on the lawn, I gave him a polite smile, "Do you want to go in and talk?"

"kindness."

He didn't stop, I jumped off the swing and walked in front of him, as if I was leading the way for a newcomer here.

After tidying up in the past few days, I have disposed of or packed almost all the personal items in the house. If there is no furniture and electrical appliances, this house is an empty house.

Even though the basic configuration has not changed, the room has become strange. I can feel that it has been de-heated, like a corpse.

I've been sleeping in this room for the past few days, even when I'm covered with a quilt, I feel a chill.

The lack of warmth in the quilt is the most obvious, usually Xiba will hug me to sleep, his body is very warm, once I felt too hot, I drove him aside.He said that the climate in Kukulu Mountain is very good, and there is no need for additional temperature-adjusting machines.Then he said I could take off my pajamas and it shouldn't be so hot.I said that it is more difficult to sleep well without clothes and easy to be excited. I don’t remember what he answered. Anyway, I bought an air conditioner the next day.I said I'm still hot, it's all your fault, he didn't speak, and I gasped intermittently during his movements.

Now there is no temperature at all, and there is even a lingering air-conditioning.

As soon as he entered the door, Shiba looked around like a newcomer.I told him that I didn't dispose of his things without authorization and put them in the box. He said he knew and asked the housekeeper to pick them up another day.

"Can you also entrust the sale of the house to you?" I said, "It takes a lot of time to find a good buyer. I don't want this place to be sold at a low price."

After all, we once regarded this place as our "home" and spent a lot of enthusiasm and effort, but in the eyes of strangers, this place is just a cold building.

"Yes." He agreed, "After the transaction is completed, half of it will be credited to your card. Do you still use your usual account?"

"Well, sorry to bother you."

The sofa in the living room is a double sofa. He usually sits there. I like to lean on him, or lie on his back, listen to TV with him, listen to him tell the noteworthy news in the newspaper, or listen to him talk about other things. What.I forgot what he said, raised my hand, touched his chin, lips, sometimes his cheek, sometimes his chest, and sometimes continued down, he would throw away the newspaper or book in his hand, bow his head and kiss me.

Every part of his body is very strong, I linger and hold him, unwilling to let go, so he carried me to another room.

Cough, no matter what, this house is not suitable for me to keep, not even for a second longer.

Even if you don't have those memories, with the current relationship, you shouldn't sit next to each other.Shiba made his choice one step ahead of me and sat down at the table, and I then walked to the chair opposite him.

As I passed him, I put my house key on the table in front of him.

"You went to Kidjo," he said when he saw the key.

"Correct."

As expected of an intelligence network for beating the enemy Hakkas, the news is not generally well-informed.

Three years ago, when Kiqiu came to kill me, she wanted to find out my flaws, and when she got close to me, she told me her address.Probably out of self-confidence?She didn't lie about the address at all. I went to look for it a few days ago, and the woman who answered the door said that Kiqiu didn't want to see anyone.

I was prepared for this, took out the loudspeaker, and yelled nonsense directly at the door, "Ki Qiu~ I've already got rid of Xiba! I don't want him anymore, so go pick him up while he's free, peerless rich man After passing this village, there will be no more shops here, so be careful, and don't be robbed by other women..."

A bullet punched a hole in the ground.

I raised my head, and Kiqiu was standing on the balcony. The beautiful young girl who used to be a little immature now has a lot of feminine charm.She wore bright lipstick, her body curves became more pronounced, and she stood gracefully.It's a pity that the expression management level is still not very good, and when I see me, I immediately become a little hideous.

For me, the power of this mind bomb is similar to that of firecrackers played by children, and it is painless to use "mind" to defend against it.However, the successful attack of the psychic can hit the enemy, which may be the prerequisite for the psychic ability to activate. Even if the power of the attack is lower than that of the bug, I have to avoid it as much as possible out of caution.

Backing away again and again, I put away the loudspeaker while dodging Kiqiu's continuous firing bombs.

"You wait!" The attack was completely missed, Kiqiu gritted his teeth, and his figure disappeared from the balcony.

I was surprised that she didn't choose to jump directly from the balcony to fight with me, but came down the stairs.She told the woman who answered the door to leave, said she wanted to have a private chat with me, and politely invited me in as if she was a different person.She still changes her face so quickly, I really doubt that she should be a person with the ability to change the mind, not the ability to manipulate the mind.

I said I had just about finished what I wanted to say and that I should go.

"Peerless." Kiqiu wrung his fingers, with a shy expression, "Why aren't you a man?"

"?"

"Then I can have a baby with you, and our baby will definitely be great." She complained coquettishly.

"..."

Hey, hey, what's going on?This kind of scene is as embarrassing as when Shiba said he regarded me as a buddy when he was a teenager, no, it was scary!

Kiju blushed at me and I fucking cracked open.

Don't complicate things further, please, keep it simple, keep your relationships simple.

"Three years, I think I have worked very hard, but when I see you again, I know that I still can't beat you." Under the mainstream aesthetics, Ki Qiu is undoubtedly a super beautiful woman. When she lowered her eyes, she looked soft and weak The weak temperament is very endearing, and it is very easy for people to forget her murderous expression a minute ago, "Peerless, you have become stronger again, I can't see through you."

"..." Giving up on analyzing her words, I chose to continue my own topic, "I have already broken up with Shibati. To be honest, all these years, I think that besides me, you are the only one worthy of that man in the whole world, so I'm here to let you know."

"Why?" Kijo asked, "Then why did you break up with him?"

The expected problem, using an inappropriate analogy, when selling items on a second-hand trading platform, the buyer also needs to protect his own interests, so the seller must explain the reason for changing the item.

"Not suitable." I said honestly, "He wants 5 children in the future. I don't want to."

"Five, five?!" Ki Qiu whispered, raising his hands to cover the lower half of his face, "Peerless, do you think five is not enough?"

I really admire her completely opposite brain circuit. Well, confirmed, she is very suitable for marriage with Siba, and the next generation of the enemy and guests rely on her.I praise her, great hero mother!

"No, I don't want to have kids," I said.

"Why?" Ki Qiu looked naive in surprise, it was related to her big innocent eyes, don't be fooled by her appearance, she is misleading by her beauty.

"It's painful and troublesome."

"Peerless." She held my hand and said softly, "If you are a man, I am willing to have a child for you."

Is this topic not over yet? ! ! ! !

"Are you still willing to marry Shiba?" For some reason, I feel like Shiba's father is helping Shiba find a wife.

"I used to dream of marrying him." After speaking, Kiqiu fell silent uncharacteristically.

Please, don't make a turning point, the original plot depends on you to give birth to the main character, Ki Qiu!The Qi Ya you gave birth to is the whole manga, no, it is a super popular character in the whole manga world, the dream of countless girls!

"Now?" I held her hand instead, "Are you still willing to accept Shiba?"

Dry!How did Xiba suddenly become a slow-moving commodity? !After all, he is also the next Patriarch of the World's No. [-] assassination family to beat up enemies!Young, rich and powerful, in good shape, strong in stamina, considerate, serious in doing things, and doesn't mess with men and women, who would not love this kind of good man? !Am I also reluctant to cut hobbies? !

"Peerless, do you still love him?" Ki Qiu asked me.

"I..." My mind went blank for a moment, and when I regained my thoughts, I became depressed, "Well, so I hope he can live a good life in the future."

"We're not the same," Kicho said.

"It's different."

"Then do you think he will like me?" Ki Qiu still held some hope, hoping that the two could be happy.

After a pause, I said solemnly, "Yes, I think so."

In fact, I'm not very sure, but I know that the married life of her and Shiba in the original book seems to be quite harmonious, which shows that they should be suitable.

"But he didn't like me before." Ki Qiu expresses her doubts.

"It's not that I don't like it, it's just that you are four years younger than him, and he thinks you are a child." I encouraged her and said, "You were not as tall as me before, but now you are almost an adult, I believe he will look at you again, Treat you like a woman."

"In short, I have confidence in you." I took out a rough sapphire in my bag, "After we broke up, we probably won't have the chance to meet again. As your wedding gift, I'll give this to you in advance. I hope you will be happy."

This rough stone was picked up when I was invited to shoot the scenery of no man's land for "Nature" magazine, and I didn't spend a penny (this is not the point).No-man's land is a forbidden area for human beings, with complex environment and climate, ferocious animals, and unsuitable for human activities. Therefore, the natural features are well preserved, very charming, and very dangerous at the same time.

In other words, it is also easy to discover various natural resources that have not been touched by humans.

I was soft when I picked it up, and I almost forgot to take a picture. I love treasure hunting (no).

"Why?" Shiba's question brought my thoughts back to the present.

Where have you been?Oh, I remembered, Shiba said that I went to see Kiqiu, he probably wanted to know why I went to meet my rival.

"I admit, I still like you, but she is more suitable for you than me." I said, "I don't like having children, but she can. You know she started liking you when she was 10 years old, which is rare, And she is not a vase, she is not bad in all aspects. You see, Ki Qiu is also prettier than me, and you will definitely give birth to beautiful children."

"Sorry, I knew from the beginning that we might not make it to the end. I didn't mean to hurt you." I continued, "I think I still prefer to be free and focus more on work. You are fine , I don't want to delay you. In the future, you will pretend that you have never met me. "

"Peerless, don't you plan to get married in the future?" Sheba asked me.

"Yes, I will not give up the whole forest for a single tree." I risked it all, and today I am a peerless scumbag, "No matter what happened in the past, I came here alone. Shiba, you don't know, I have Get used to living alone."

"you are lying."

"You think so."

I leaned back and shifted my weight to the back of the chair. I deliberately swayed and showed a disdainful smile.

"I thought that calming down with each other for a period of time would allow you to reorganize and clarify what the time of formal dating means." Without making a fuss, Xiba directly expressed his thoughts, "After marriage, although the time I spend with you will A little less, but our life together is basically like this, you are clearly living a happy life, happier than before the official relationship. I can feel that when you said you loved me, you meant it.”

"I'm just too impulsive." I said, "I don't love you as much as you think, I don't want to have children for you, I don't want to stay in Kukulu Mountain. I like to go wherever I want, and whoever I like Who do you like. It's too monotonous to like only one person in a lifetime, and there is only one life."

Peerless, this word can be used as a compliment, interpreted as "peerless in the world", interpreted as "the best in the world".

It can also be negative, interpreted as "death", interpreted as "abandoning the world", interpreted as "separated from the world".

I know that I am the kind of "isolated from the world". As an adult with fixed three views, no matter how long I live here, I can't deceive myself and not regard this world as a virtual world.

Alas, it’s all my fault that I liked the manga "Hunter x Hunter" so much in my previous life. Not only the manga, but also the animation version has been watched countless times. Many concepts are deeply ingrained and cannot be separated. I still can only regard the people around me as more real paper people. .

So I am extra tolerant and ruthless, which comes from a kind of arrogance, the arrogance that thinks that my world cognition dimension is higher than the current world.

Do I want to be "God"?No, I don't want to be a "god".

I tried to put in the effort, to let go of my arrogance, and I failed.

Maybe I chose the wrong target from the beginning. Since I don't like having children, I shouldn't choose Shiba, who is responsible for family continuation.

However, I still have to thank him for the affection he gave me, for making me understand that I can't let go of my arrogance.

I may not spend so much time and energy on liking someone so much as I once did.

As for his relationship, everyone is an adult, I am not a saint, and he is not a love brain, I believe he has his own way to properly handle this relationship that has ended.

"Thank you, Shiba, thank you for accompanying me here." I raised my head, closed my eyes, and took a deep breath, "It was my fault, I'm not as good as you think, let's stop here. Kiqiu She is a good girl, and I sincerely hope that your marriage will be happy."

Today's sunlight is very dazzling, and the fine dust flying in the light can be clearly seen.They never seem to stop, and my eyes feel sore from looking at them for so long.

"Peerless, have you ever thought about marrying me?" Shiba finally asked.

"No."

"Not even a minute?"

In fact, I have thought about it, more than once, more than 1 minute.

But what's the point of mentioning this kind of thing now?

...it doesn't make any sense.

So I smiled slightly.

"Not for a second," I replied, meeting his gloomy eyes.

The author has something to say:

Beating up the enemy is an evil camp. Generally, if you do it so directly (the golden sentences of peerless scumbags appear frequently), I think people will get cold, or take the route of a small black house and never see the light of day hahahaha (Ricky Ya in the election chapter Using Aluga to save Xiaojie, Shiba's attitude is that "as long as the family is not involved, it doesn't matter if everyone else dies", a typical beating of the enemy, a look of natural cruelty, so he will actually engage in Xiaojie Black room?

But Kiqiu also said that I feel that I can't see through Peerless... That's right, the current Shiba can't take the life of Peerless dog(?) on the spot

Ki Qiu's strength is not bad, the reason why Qi Ya will cut his face is because of love, love, she dotes on Qi Ya to death

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