my princess boy

Mu Xianyi lay on his knees, looked at his graceful jaw, and remembered the first time she saw him——

It was in the middle of the night when he was dragged up from the bed and saw a man in black standing in front of the bed, almost opening his mouth to shout "there is an assassin", the man in black covered his mouth and hit Yu Zhen with an ice In a cold voice, he said:

"If I were an assassin, you would have died long ago."

That was the first time he saw Ruan Foxi, and he felt that this person was very cold and had a bad temper.

But after being with him for a long time, he knew that the other party was gentle in heart, a cold-faced and warm-hearted person. Later, he often acted like a baby with him, depending on his appearance. If you ask, let him see your own appearance.

Mu Xianyi kept looking at those beautiful eyes, wanting to know what kind of face was behind the black cloth, so he practiced hard with all his might, and in the end, he finally got his wish——

It was a night with a bright moon and clear breeze, and his master was dressed in white for the first time, waiting for him at the agreed place.Before untiing the veil, he said to Mu Xianyi:

"My skin, even I hate it, since you are so persistent, let me show you."

Before Mu Xianyi thought that his master had always been secretive, but now he said that he even hated him, it must be ugly and terrifying. However, the moment the other party took off the veil, he was shocked.

Under the quiet moonlight, what kind of beautiful face is that, like a white lotus swaying in the wind and dew at night, or like a pear blossom quietly blooming under the spring light in March, the white clothes flutter in the night wind , ecstatic.

That was the first time Mu Xianyi understood what it meant to be independent from the world.

Naively, he thought that what his master said, "disgusting one's skin", meant modesty.Thinking about it now, what kind of pain and torture such a face brought him, and when he faced his own face, how his heart was cut open with a knife.

"Xianyi, you heard about me from someone else, right?"

Ruan Foxi's low voice suddenly pulled Mu Xianyi back from his past memories. He suddenly looked at the pair of beautiful and deep eyes above him, but saw that the eyes that were shining like stars could not hide his bitterness:

"That year, I was only 16 years old."

Mu Xianyi opened his eyes wide, breathed lightly, and listened quietly to what he said.

"My sister has been in the palace for a year, and she is finally pregnant. I didn't want to be an official in the court, and I didn't want to have anything to do with the affairs of the palace, but my mother said that my sister missed me very much and wanted me to go to the palace to meet her. I thought of my sister who was still making shoes for me a few days before entering the palace, and I couldn't bear to dismiss her feelings, so I agreed."

"I entered the palace and met my elder sister who was five months pregnant. At that time, she was already the emperor's wife Zhaohua. Apart from the queen and imperial concubine, no one was more noble than her. She was naturally very happy to see me. Leave me in the palace for lunch before leaving, but while we were having lunch, the emperor came..."

Ruan Foxi's voice gradually trembled, as if he was suppressing the pain, hatred, fear, and shame in his heart, biting fiercely on that beautiful face.

"I saw something frightening and uneasy in the way he looked at me. I was very scared and wanted to go home, but the emperor said that he would give me a sword and asked me to take it with him. I refused again and again. But I couldn't retreat, so I could only follow him... Then, he took me to his bedroom, raped me, and told me that if I dared to resist, our whole family would die... I still remember it, that The piercing pain, the desperate, disgusting eyes."

As he spoke, his voice trembled even more, as if these things had opened up the most secret wound in his heart again, with a maddening dull pain.There was no focus in his eyes, as if he was not talking to Mu Xianyi, but muttering to himself.

Mu Xianyi's eyes were red, he couldn't bear to listen, and wanted to interrupt him, tell him, stop talking.

But he continued: "But these are not the things that hurt me the most. The thing that hurts me the most is that after being raped, I was sent back to my sister's palace in a trance, but when my sister saw me At that moment, her expression wasn't panic, surprise, pity or sadness, but she, she actually had a happy face!"

Having said that, he took a deep breath to keep himself from being so excited. He said: "At this moment, I realized that it was not because she missed me, but because she was pregnant. She was afraid of losing her favor. So you want to use me to keep the emperor, use me to keep favor, anyway, I am a man, I can't be a concubine, no matter what, I won't threaten her... I don't understand, she was originally such a kind and considerate elder sister who cared for me , Why did it become like this? I don’t understand, she is already Mrs. Zhaohua, why does she still invite pets? I questioned her, but she questioned me in turn, asking what I did for the family, and asking me as a younger brother Why can't I help her?...They imprisoned me in the side hall of my sister's palace and refused to let me go. The night comes, I often watch the night fall little by little, my heart is swallowed by fear, despair and shame little by little, this is like a long punishment that comes on time every night, life is worse than death, the pain is so crazy... "

Mu Xianyi's eyes were blurred, and he couldn't see clearly the expression of the person above, but he felt the hot and humid liquid falling from above.

"My mother once came to see me in the palace. I thought I could finally get out and be freed. She would save me. After all, she was my mother! But she looked at me and remained silent for a long time. Say, accept your fate, Foxi, and help your sister... I was almost thrown into the deepest abyss, pierced by the hardest sword in the world, and I even had the idea of ​​dying with everyone in the world... I know, I want to calm down, I want to escape from this devil's lair, find another day, and kill back, so I obeyed, I pretended to obey because of pregnancy, after pregnancy, they relaxed their surveillance of me, so, I quietly contacted my friends, planned to escape after giving birth to a child, and later, I succeeded, and I even took the child away."

Speaking of this, Ruan Foxi's face showed endless pleasure and gloom, and there was a dark fire burning in his eyes.

"I won't give birth to a child for him. It's best to let this child destroy his country with my own hands—so I chose to give Ling Xuetang to Beiqi's Lord Zhen Guo... But, going around, my wish , it’s still going to come true, hahaha..."