my princess boy

After Yu Wanyan left, Mu Xianyi became more and more disappointed. He lost even the interest in writing letters, and hid in the bed secretly sad—indeed, he thought that Ling Xuetang's reaction after the incident between Ling Yutang and Yu Wanyan was not the same. It's not very big, and he mentioned the "broken sleeve" thing repeatedly, but every time Ling Xuetang didn't feel disgusted, he thought Ling Xuetang could accept his male body.

However, it was so different from what he thought, not only could Ling Xuetang not accept it, but she also cared about it very much, wishing she could get divorced!Perhaps, many things can be easily accepted by others, but it is quite different when it is one's own turn.

Do you regret marrying Ling Xuetang back then?

But I don't regret it either.If he doesn't marry, maybe he won't be able to touch Ling Xuetang in his whole life, and he won't even be entitled to his hatred.Only then did he realize that Zhen Shi's madness before his death was justifiable - if Ling Xuetang wanted to divorce him in public, he might not have done better than Zhen Shi, just like Ling Xuetang knew her identity as a man Afterwards, no matter how he treated and hated himself, he never thought of breaking up with him. He always thought, maybe after a while, the son-in-law will accept it?Maybe after a while, the son-in-law will forgive me?

He thought, he is also despicable and selfish, first he deceived his man to forcefully marry Ling Xuetang, and then he was unwilling to leave Ling Xuetang no matter what, and refused to let him live...

Perhaps, in this lifetime, Ling Xuetang will hate herself, and she and him will eventually become a bitter couple, but she just doesn't want to leave him, let alone let him marry another woman...

Thinking of this, the more he felt that this matter was unsolvable, and he would never want to go back to the past when the two were in love and the husband and wife were loving each other.

In this life, only Yu sighed, like snow falling on the fingertips, a piece of coolness.

On February 23, news came from the northwest that Ling Xuetang and others had successfully arrived in the northwest to rescue Xiaowan City.Emperor Zhangwu Longyan was very happy, and the court promised a commendation.

After Mu Xianyi found out, he was much happier and added a bowl of rice, hugging the cloak Ling Xuetang brought along before he left, and chattered a lot.Just talking and talking, the eye circles turned red again, and in the end, I just said one more sentence:

"My son-in-law, I miss you."

On the fifth day of March, Jing Zhe.

Another news came from the northwest, but this time it was not good news, but bad news—the [-] elite troops led by Ling Xuetang and Han Yu rushed forward under the guise of the enemy, and were besieged in the Ege Dafeng Valley by the general A(ē) Qiguang who was scolded by Bi Na. Ling Xuetang and Han Yu led their troops to break through, but they were outnumbered. In the end, Han Yu died in battle, losing [-] elite soldiers.

At that time when Mu Xianyi got the news, he was writing a post in front of the window. His hand shook, and the wolf almost missed it. He raised his head and looked at Luan Jing with a pale face:

"What did you say? What about the son-in-law? Is the son-in-law okay? Are you injured?"

Seeing that he was excited, Luan Jing hurriedly comforted him: "The son-in-law is fine and has returned to the camp safely. Princess, don't worry."

Mu Xianyi heaved a sigh of relief, blood came to his pale face, and then he said in shock: "Han Yu is dead? How could Han Yu die? He is still so young... and he is still a general, how could he die?"

Luan Jing didn't know how to comfort him, hesitated for a moment, and said: "I heard that he was injured by Liu Ya, and the son-in-law took him back to heal his wounds, but he passed away on the way..."

Mu Xianyi thought of that young general with a clear temperament and always smiling on his face. At this moment, he had turned into a corpse. He couldn't help shivering, and felt his whole body go cold - he had never been so afraid, he was afraid from the bottom of his heart, The husband who was afraid of him, the handsome man who loved him and hated him, also turned into a pale corpse.

For the first time, he personally realized what it means to be "poor by the river without a fixed bone, still like a person in a spring girl's dream"!

He stood up with straight eyes, and said foolishly, "I'm going to the northwest too, tomorrow!"

Luan Jing was so shocked that she couldn't speak, she said after a while: "Princess! Are you crazy?!"

"I'm not crazy, I'm calm!" Mu Xianyi's tone was firm, and his eyes began to become clear and persistent. He looked at Luan Jing, and he had never been so determined. Come on, you can’t even tell. I’ll get back to my boy and hurry up, and I’ll send a few more hidden guards on the way, and everything will be fine.”

"But what if the empress and Your Majesty ask about it! How will you deal with someone coming from the palace? Princess..." Luan Jing's eyes were red, looking at him, she suddenly knelt down in front of him with a "plop", her tone was sincere, "Princess, I know you are worried about the son-in-law, you miss the son-in-law, and you are afraid that he will be in danger, but you are a golden branch and a jade leaf, how did you get to the bitter cold place in the northwest? If there is something wrong on the road or on the battlefield, how will the empress survive the rest of her life?" The son-in-law hates you and blames you, even if you go, you won’t get a change of heart from him, why are you doing this! I beg you, slave, please give up this idea!”

As Luan Jing spoke, she kowtowed on the ground.

But Mu Xianyi still stubbornly said: "It's okay, I'll be fine, I will arrive safely... Whether Ling Xuetang wants to see me or not, I must go to him. More What's more, have you forgotten?" Mu Xianyi looked at her, the corners of his lips raised slowly, and there was a strange look in his eyes:

"I know martial arts!"

Luan Jing froze for a moment, but still walked forward on her knees, grabbed his skirt, and cried out: "Princess, swords have no eyes. General Han's martial arts skills don't mean that he would sacrifice his life for the country. How can you use such skills on the battlefield?" Can resist it! Princess, listen to your servant, don't be impulsive, don't do anything you regret!"

She had been serving Mu Xianyi all along, treating him as her master, and even more so, her own relatives, how could he be willing to take such a big risk now?

However, Mu Xianyi had made up his mind and did not listen to persuasion at all, he just said: "I have made up my mind on this matter, you don't need to persuade me anymore, you go and pack my luggage for me, and I will set off for the northwest early tomorrow morning!"

Seeing that he was extremely firm, Luan Jing knew that she would not be able to persuade him back, so her tears fell even more: "Princess——you want the life of your servant!"

"I know that you are good for me, and I know that you treat me sincerely, but..." Mu Xianyi said, his smile gradually turned sad, "If you don't go, I'm afraid it will kill me."

He knew that he would not be able to help Ling Xuetang at all if he went here, and might even make Ling Xuetang angry and disgusted, but he just wanted to go, even if he had a look at him, and then stayed in a city not far away, as long as he could stay there all the time. Only when I know his news at any moment can I feel at ease, so I won't be afraid day and night.If Ling Xuetang really... had any accidents, he would kill his enemy with his own hands, and go to the underworld with him!

He doesn't want to be a woman who is afraid in the boudoir, he wants to be a comrade who advances and retreats with Ling Xuetang!