Chen Xun's kiss was desperate and restrained. At first it was just a simple kiss, but gradually he was not satisfied with it. He bit Chu Ci's lips lightly with his teeth, until Chu Ci opened his mouth unbearably, and he immediately poked in.

Chu Ci was forced to raise his head, and endured more and more intensive kisses, even breathing became a luxury, and the saliva that was too late to swallow flowed down his chin.

Losing consciousness, he softened into a puddle of water, and was picked up by Chen Xun when he slid down the wall.

Chen Xun wanted to restrain himself, but when Chu Ci unconsciously murmured "brother", he could no longer control the desire in his heart.

The coat fell to his feet, Chu Ci was turned over and pressed against the wall, and the sweater was pulled down, revealing the rose tattoo on his right shoulder.

Lips pressed together, outlining the outline of the rose, Chu Ci was trembling all over, and before he had time to react, his chin was pinched and he turned his head.

"boom!"

The action was too violent, Chu Ci accidentally knocked off the decoration on the porch cabinet, and the sound of falling on the ground made his mind regain clarity for a short time.

He pushed Chen Xun with his face flushed.

Chen Xun also regained his sanity, helped Chu Ci pull up his clothes, and hugged him tightly face to face, as if he wanted to embed Chu Ci into his body, into his flesh and blood, and never separate again.

After his breathing calmed down, Chen Xun asked, "Go to the sofa?"

Chu Ci blushed and said "Mmm", and then her feet were lifted off the ground.As if he was suffering from skin hunger, he clasped Chen Xun's neck with his hands, and pressed them tightly without a single gap.

Chen Xun hugged Chu Ci and walked to the sofa, took off Chu Ci's shoes and let him sit on his body, kissed away the tears remaining on Chu Ci's face, and then asked, "Why didn't you call me at that time?"

Chu Ci's nose was sour, and the circles of his eyes were red again: "I didn't know it was you, I thought it was someone whose back looks very similar to yours..."

"Even if it's not me, but a person whose back looks very similar to mine, why are you chasing after me?"

"Chu Ci." Chen Xun gently rubbed the tip of his nose, patiently persuading him, "Tell me, why are you chasing him?"

Chu Ci couldn't bear it anymore, the thoughts of these years gushed out like magma, burning his internal organs.

"Because I miss you, I miss you all the time. After you left that day, I was still waiting by the lake for a long time. Brother, I miss you so much..."

The rest of the words were blocked, Chen Xun grabbed the back of Chu Ci's head, and kissed him hard.

I tasted the salty taste in my mouth, and I don't know whose tears it was.Chu Ci cried uncontrollably, telling how he missed these years while crying, tears and snot rubbing against Chen Xun's suit, like a crying kitten.

Chen Xun had no choice but to pick up Chu Ci, walked into the bedroom and tried to put him on the bed, but Chu Ci hugged him around his neck and refused to let go, as if Chen Xun would disappear if he let go.

There was no other way, Chen Xun had no choice but to carry Chu Ci into the bathroom, let him sit on the sink, wipe off the tears on his face little by little with a towel, and kissed him every time he wiped.

Chu Ci blushed, stretched out his hand to push Chen Xun, and turned his face to the side: "Don't look..."

He must look ugly now.

Wiping away his tears, Chen Xun hugged Chu Ci and lay down on the bed, and Chu Ci immediately pressed into Chen Xun's arms.

"elder brother……"

Chen Xun kissed the top of his hair: "I'm here."

"elder brother……"

"I'm here."

Over and over again, Chen Xun answered Chu Ci's call tirelessly, and gently stroked Chu Ci's back through the sweater.

After waking up and sleeping last night, Chu Ci was not at ease. At this moment, the suppressed emotions were released, and he felt relieved. In addition, after crying for so long and being surrounded by Chen Xun's arms, sleepiness soon struck.

Chu Ci opened his eyes, desperately resisting the sleepiness.Knowing that he was tired, Chen Xun pressed his forehead: "Sleep, I will accompany you."

Chu Ci held Chen Xun's clothes tightly: "You promise not to leave."

Chen Xun's heart was half soaked in bitter water, half soaked in honey, he made a promise: "I won't go, I won't go anywhere, I'll be with you forever, okay?"

The words no less than "I love you" made Chu Ci's nose sore again. He buried his head in Chen Xun's chest and whispered, "Okay."

-

When Chu Ci woke up, the room was pitch black.He was a little dazed, his mind was full of fragments of memory, and it took him a while to piece together the fragments into a complete picture. When he turned his head and saw that there was no one beside him, he woke up instantly, jumped out of bed, and rushed out of the bedroom.

The light was on in the living room, and the smell of food wafted in the air. Chu Ci's heart calmed down a little, and he searched around, and finally saw Chen Xun in the kitchen.

Chen Xun came out of the kitchen with the dishes and saw Chu Ci.Chu Ci flew over, jumped on top of him, and hugged him tightly.

"Brother..." As if to confirm Chen Xun's existence, Chu Ci called out several times.

Chen Xun kissed his ear: "Why don't you wear slippers?"

Even though he asked like this, there was no sense of blame in his tone, but full of pampering.

Chu Ci didn't answer, Chen Xun knew the reason, hugged quietly for a while, and asked in a discussing tone: "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat first?"

Chu Ci shook his head and muttered childishly, "I won't eat."

Chen Xun laughed, and walked towards the window with Chu Ci on his hands: "Look at what time it is."

Chu Ci looked out, only to realize that it was already dark outside. As night fell, the lights of Wanjia lit up the whole city.

With his hands and feet wrapped around Chen Xun's body, his buttocks supported, and he was by the window, his every move seemed to be exposed to the eyes of others, which made Chu Ci feel an inexplicable sense of shame.

He buried his head on Chen Xun's neck and protested softly, "Put me down."

Chen Xun smiled lowly, and intentionally kissed Chu Ci's ear. He didn't stop until he was about to smoke, then turned and walked back to the restaurant.

"The windows are specially made. You can see the outside from the inside, but you can't see the inside from the outside." Chen Xun said.

Chu Ci's face burned even more, and he always felt that Chen Xun was implying something.

He sat down at the dining table, but his eyes were glued to Chen Xun. He watched Chen Xun go in and out of the kitchen, finally took off his apron, walked to the chair next to him and sat down.

The scene of sitting and eating together made Chu Ci a little dazed, as if he had returned to the summer vacation when he and Chen Xun were together, in a small rental house, because of the limited space, he and Chen Xun would also sit on the same side instead of eating face to face .

It's an intimate position, with elbows together and the occasional kiss exchanged.Chu Ci's heart was sour, and he turned his face away, not wanting Chen Xun to see his red eyes.

But Chen Xun still found out, pinched Chu Ci's chin and turned his head around, scraped the tip of his nose, and said affectionately, "Little crying bag."

"That's not true." Chu Ci retorted, even he himself felt that it was not convincing, his tears today really seemed to flow non-stop as if he didn't want money.

He covered his face: "Am I so ugly?"

Chen Xun answered him with hugs and kisses.

After eating, Chu Ci felt that he had regained some energy and began to think about other things.

Gu Qi'an will soon know that he has not returned to Chicago, and he must confess before Gu Qi'an sends back the medical records.

And what happened today also gave him confidence.

With milk in his mouth, Chu Ci watched Chen Xun put the bowls and chopsticks into the dishwasher, stretched out a finger to hook his pajama pants, and looked at him with pitiful eyes like a kitten: "I have something to confess .”

Chen Xun's eyes froze for a moment: "It's such a coincidence, I also have something to confess."

Chen Xun sat on the sofa, Chu Ci sat on his lap, put his arm around his neck, and pressed his chin on his shoulder.

He didn't dare to look at Chen Xun's face, for fear that he wouldn't have the courage to speak out.

Chu Ci swallowed nervously, and when he was about to speak, Chen Xun suddenly said, "If you don't want to speak, then don't speak."

"Ok?"

Chen Xun stroked Chu Ci's back: "Don't force yourself to say it, you can have your secret, even if you don't tell me for the rest of your life, it doesn't matter. As long as you know, I love you no matter what."

Chu Ci was stunned, and could hardly believe his ears.

Chen Xun let go of Chu Ci's hand around his neck, pulled it to his lips and kissed it, and then pressed it to the heart.

Through the thin flesh, the heart is beating vigorously.

Chen Xun looked at Chu Ci steadfastly, his eyes were full of love that couldn't be melted away, and he spoke slowly:

"This is what I want to confess. Chuci, I love you, I love you very much. No matter what happened in the past or what will happen in the future, I still love you. It has not changed for so many years."

No matter in the past, present or future, he left his whole heart to Chu Ci.

As Chen Xun said, he held up Chu Ci's face, put a gentle kiss on his lips, and then said with a smile, "Have you eaten candy? Why is it so sweet?"

Chu Ci could hardly breathe.

In just a split second, the tears blurred his vision again, blurring Chen Xun's handsome face, making him look a little illusory, unreal, like in a dream.

Chu Ci really wanted to reach out and touch it, and then remembered that he had seen Chen Xun in countless nights. When he raised his pinhole-covered hand to touch it, Chen Xun suddenly disappeared into air, and then It's a dream.

So later he learned restraint, no matter how much he wanted to touch, he just clenched his hands tightly. Only in this way could Chen Xun stay in his dream longer.

The voice was choked in his throat, Chu Ci opened his teary eyes wide, desperately suppressing his breath, for fear that the noise he made would shatter the dream.

But the warm touch of the body's embrace told him clearly that it was not a dream.

After a long time, Chu Ci moved his lips and asked cautiously, "Am I dreaming?"

Unexpectedly, what he said would cause Chu Ci to have such a big reaction, Chen Xun was so distressed, he put his arms around Chu Ci, and put a delicate kiss on his lips: "You are not dreaming."

Chu Ci still let the tears flow down without disappointment.

Chen Xun didn't stop him, and let Chu Ci vent his emotions. When the crying subsided, he hugged Chu Ci to the side and was about to stand up, but before he got up, Chu Ci grabbed the corner of his clothes, "Where are you going?"

"Go to the bathroom."

"What are you doing in the bathroom?"

"Get a towel and wipe your face."

Chu Ci let go of his fingers in embarrassment, and followed Chen Xun until Chen Xun appeared again.

Chen Xun brought a hot towel and water, Chu Ci breathed smoothly, remembering that his tears and snot had all been wiped on Chen Xun's pajamas just now, his face became hot again.

He buried his head in Chen Xun's neck, and asked in a nasal voice, "Is everything you said true?"

Did you really love him all the time?

Chen Xun was firm: "Yes."

A simple word made Chu Ci extremely steadfast.He leaned on Chen Xun relaxedly, breathed his scent, absorbed his body temperature, and the void in his heart was silently filled for many years.

Soon, Chu Ci thought of other things, and distanced himself from Chen Xun: "Is it because of me that Liang Xiangcong said you smoke and drink?"

"Yes." Chen Xun did not hesitate, "Because I miss you."

Chu Ci's eyes were sore, and he grabbed the front of Chen Xun's pajamas: "What about insomnia? Why can't I fall asleep?"

Chen Xun was silent, and it took a long time for his heavy voice to fall: "Because I miss you so much, I always dream of you in my dreams, so I would rather not sleep."

Chu Ci's heart tightened with sadness, and Chen Xun kissed his forehead: "But you'll feel better after you come back, you can sleep well every day, and you're not afraid that you won't be able to see you when you wake up."

Chu Ci wanted to hit Chen Xun's chest: "Why are you like this..."

Chen Xun grabbed his hand: "It's all my fault."

One sentence made Chu Ci's tears flow more fiercely.

He wiped all his tears and snot on Chen Xun's body, and said in a soft voice without any threat, "No drinking in the future."

"it is good."

"No smoking either."

"it is good."

Chu Ci hummed twice: "Don't stay up late at night, you have to sleep with me."

"Okay." Chen Xun's voice was tinged with a smile, "You can do whatever you say."

All night, Chu Ci's tears didn't stop, and he didn't want to, but he couldn't control it at all. When he thought of Chen Xun who had been waiting for him for so many years, when he thought of how they passed each other by the shore of Lake Michigan, and when he thought about what would happen if he didn't return to China They happened to meet Chen Xun, would they miss it forever?

Chen Xun stroked Chu Ci's hair and sighed, "It's all my fault."

If he knew that Chu Ci had missed him for so many years, he would have expressed his love without hesitation at the moment of reunion.

Fortunately, it is not too late.

They will no longer be like that summer on the shores of Lake Michigan, with longing for each other, but getting separated in the crowd and losing track of each other.

Chu Ci finally stopped crying, he didn't need to look in the mirror to know that his eyes must be as swollen as walnuts.He lay in Chen Xun's arms, his bodies pressed together, this was his favorite position in the past.

Although Chen Xun said he didn't have to say it, Chu Ci knew he had to.

Chu Ci closed his eyes, and whispered into Chen Xun's ear, "I'll tell you a secret. In fact, I have a hearing problem in one ear, and sometimes I can't hear at all."

Chen Xun immediately asked, "Is it on the left?"

Chu Ci was taken aback for a moment, and supported Chen Xun's chest to stand up straight: "You know?"

Chen Xun pinched his ear studs, and his fingers slid down along the earlobe to stop on the earlobe, with distress in his eyes: "Yes."

Chu Ci couldn't describe the feeling at that moment, it was as if a boulder weighing on his heart was finally removed, and even breathing became easier.

"How do you know? When did you know? Now that you know, why don't you ask me? No, you act as if you don't know at all."

A series of questions were thrown at Chen Xun, but instead of answering directly, Chen Xun asked, "Will it hurt?"

Chu Ci was stunned again, and sniffed: "It doesn't hurt, it's just that sometimes there are too many people and too noisy to make your ears ring, and it's just a little uncomfortable."

In order not to worry Chen Xun, he made a gesture on the nail of his little finger: "It's just a little bit."

Chen Xun couldn't help but kiss Chu Ci's opened and closed lips: "Then we won't go to crowded places in the future. If you feel uncomfortable next time, tell me, and you don't need to take medicine secretly."

Chu Ci nodded heavily with red eyes.

He guessed that the last time he was taking medicine and was seen by Chen Xun, Chen Xun had already discovered it.He couldn't believe it, it turned out that Chen Xun knew about the things that had troubled him for so long, and he didn't care at all.

Chen Xun guessed what Chu Ci was thinking, and said with a tease on purpose: "Then I have to lean to the right when I say I love you in the future, otherwise our Chu Ci children will pretend not to hear it."

Chu Ci blushed: "I am not a child."

What to do, he felt so sweet, love filled his whole body, and his heart was wrapped in honey, it probably felt like this.

But soon, Chu Ci recovered from the sweetness that made him dizzy, and his smile sank a little.

There was one more thing he didn't confess.

His eyes fell on the watch on his right hand, and Chu Ci's eyes unconsciously revealed confusion and fear. He took a deep breath, "Actually, I..."

Chen Xun didn't urge him. It wasn't until five minutes later that Chu Ci was still staring at his watch, his body tensed and his breathing became short of breath, that he felt something was wrong.

Chen Xun gently hugged Chuci: "That's all for today. If there is anything else, let's talk about it later. It doesn't matter if you don't want to. You just need to know that no matter what happens, I love you."

"Chu Ci, I love you."

Chen Xun spoke very slowly, he wanted to make sure that every word of Chu Ci could be heard.

Chu Ci leaned into Chen Xun's arms, closed his eyes, and hummed lightly.

The author says:

Later, Chen Xun will gradually know how much Chu Ci loves him all these years.

感谢在2022-09-2607:01:35-2022-09-2617:10:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution:, 5 bottles; 1 bottle of Qian Ruo Xia Mo, Siam, A Ling, A Ye;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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