The random me and Dazai HE with the ability

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Only the Zenyuan opened the window, and saw the mist covering the sea, forming a boundless mist, covering the city in a hazy way, but still unable to resist the rising sun from the sky, and the rays of light spread all over the sky, bringing new life vitality.

She breathed the fresh air, and the white clouds, like cotton, fluffed and rolled up in the sky.She watched quietly, her dark blue eyes were almost the same color as the sky, and as she breathed, she felt that the cage that confined her had been pried open.

Because Zenyuan Yui noticed that Dazai Osamu's attitude changed a lot on the second day after cooking together.

It's not that he doesn't pamper himself any more, but that he finally looks like a serious port mafia chief.And as she wished, the document was corrected in front of her.

Could it be that the love game I played with him these days has worked?

The Zen Academy only thought so.

That's right, she thinks these days are Osamu Dazai's love games, after all, the method is really straightforward and simple.

Zenyuan Weiquan regarded himself as having made a deal with him, and traded his trust in him with a decent love game in which both parties were quite involved.

Now it seems that the effect is quite good.

Just like now, Osamu Dazai even found a very powerful doctor for her, trying to cure all the hidden diseases in her body with supernatural powers.

The doctor named Yu Xie Ye frowned, his face looked very bad: "Your health is too bad."

She looked at the only eye of the Zen Academy again: "I didn't take care of it at all, and I still want to practice physical skills? It's good if I don't practice my knees."

Zen Yuanwei pursed his lips and smiled.

How can you not practice?This is the foundation of my own life and the most important step in the plan.

Osamu Dazai didn't say anything else, just sighed: "Come on, what else can I do?"

Indeed, so far there is only one way out.

Yosano Akiko didn't refuse, and pushed her into the bathroom, reminding him as she walked, "Although I don't know what exactly you traded with Mr. Ranpo..."

Osamu Dazai cut the conversation directly: "Even if you don't believe me, you should believe him."

Yo, it still looks like a lover.Yosano Akiko squinted at him with a smile that was not a smile: "Okay, then I won't say more."

Then she turned her head and smiled at Zen Yuanwei who was lying on the bed: "Don't be afraid, the scene may be a little bloody in a while, but it's okay, he has prepared a good anesthetic for you." She smiled and couldn't see it at all. It looks like it's on purpose.

Zenyuan Wei could only look at Osamu Dazai again, and the gratitude in his expression was also true.

Osamu Dazai could only smile wryly again.

……

When Zenyuan Yui woke up again, she had already returned to the bed in the bedroom. The room smelled like ashes and mint, with a slightly bitter coldness, just like Dazai himself, cold, lonely, but With unknown tenderness.

The anesthetic on her body had worn off, she propped herself up on the bed and sat up, watching Dazai put the soft pillow behind her as a backrest with cold eyes, smiling at Yan Yan, and thinking about it in her heart again.

Does she really have such a great value?Is it worth it for Osamu Dazai to make a deal with someone else for her?

Wei Wei of the Zen Academy just had a little doubt in his heart, but was interrupted by Osamu Dazai again: "Do you want to watch the sunrise, Wei?"

sunrise?

Zenyuan Wei feels that the relationship between the two is almost the same now, too much is too much.

And her top priority now should be to have a general understanding of the port mafia. It is best to show up in front of several cadres and prove her identity as a port mafia member.

Thinking of this, she had a bit of embarrassment on her face, and tears came as soon as she said it: "Dazai..."

"Don't want to go?" Dazai frowned.

Zen Yuanwei lowered his head, glanced at his expression from the corner of his eye, and began to make up a lie with tears in his eyes: "Mom, she...she died at sunrise..."

Dazai looked at her silently for so long that she thought he saw her lie.

Time passed by, and in this suddenly quiet atmosphere, her whole body was like a willow tree in a storm, swaying under the tempering of thousands of raindrops.

Finally, he let out a deep sigh, as if exhaling the stale breath of old age: "Okay."

Seeing Zenyuan Yui's relieved expression, Osamu Dazai seemed unable to even breathe normally.

His mouth opened and closed, as if fighting against an invisible being.Finally, Osamu Dazai let out a sad breath.

He heard his own voice say, "Are you interested in what port mafia handles, Wei?"

Now, the only thing he can do is to teach Zenyuan how to deal with the affairs of the port mafia as a leader and a high-ranking person.

Other than that, nothing more.

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Days passed by, and Wei Wei in the Zen Academy frantically learned all the knowledge given to her by Osamu Dazai during the day, and was forced to be led by the crazy Osamu Dazai towards bliss at night.

In the later days, Wei Wei of the Zen Academy was able to handle some things alone when Osamu Dazai left.

She always thought that Osamu Dazai wanted to train her as his subordinate.Faced with his sincere care, Wei Wei of the Chanyuan almost gave up that plan and was ready to live a good life.

Unexpectedly, the Zhefa cadre who had met by accident before suddenly came to the door and brought a blockbuster——

"You, what did you say?!" Wei Wei was stunned.

The ocher-haired cadre in front of him, who called himself Zhongyuan Chuya, took off his hat, his face was dark, and he repeated again: "The former leader Osamu Dazai has been confirmed dead, and I'm here to welcome you—now the leader of the port mafia returns."

Zen Yuanwei could not hear it more clearly, and before she could think about anything else, great surprises and panics flooded in like mountains and seas.

The ambitions that had been eliminated were like weeds, scrambling to emerge from the bottom of my heart under the rain of ecstasy.

In the end, it was the doubt mixed with a little bit of sadness.

After the ecstasy, Zenyuan Wei felt that Zhongyuan Zhongye was scrutinized and unkind.

She quickly adjusted her expression, her eyes flickered, and when she looked up again, it became misty again, showing obvious sadness and uncontrollable regret.

Her lips trembled, and she was in a trance: "Dazai... what happened to him?"

Zhong Yuan Zhong also looked at her quietly, with complex and delicate eyes: "He committed suicide successfully."

"Suicide...successful?" Zenyuan Wei keenly recognized the difference between these words, and hurriedly asked, "Why did he commit suicide?"

"You don't even know?" Nakahara Chuya's eyes became more complicated, and there was a trace of sadness in those bright jewel-like eyes, which even showed on his face.

He said to himself: "He can do this for you... Even this..."

As he talked, Zhongyuan Zhongye's originally critical expression subsided a bit, and even the vague hostility disappeared.

He sighed, and could only explain vaguely: "Dazai has been committing suicide, it's his hobby." He then lowered his eyes, with uncontrollable sadness: "Who knew...he succeeded this time. gone."

Zenyuan Wei thought of the deep and shallow scars on Osamu Dazai's body covered by bandages.

Her heart seemed to be knocked lightly, like a small stone thrown into the water, causing shallow ripples, and there was no trace in an instant.

That's it.

As a taboo and as a gift the attitude should be shown.

The only way to think about it is in the Buddhist temple.

Nakahara took out a letter from his pocket and continued, "I found this in Dazai's office."

He raised his eyes: "It's for you."

Zenyuan Wei took the envelope, but did not rush to open it: "Mr. Zhongyuan, can you take me to the port mafia?" She said righteously: "I have to protect what he left behind."

Zhong Yuan Zhong also looked dimly: "Are you sure?"

"...I'm sure." The Chanyuan Wei hesitated for a moment, but nodded heavily.

She is very sure.

As her mother said, a man's words are like the stars in the sky, untouchable.

And power and freedom... are the ones that can be firmly grasped by oneself.

She needs this, and only this.The monastery only warns itself.

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at the envelope in her hand and sneered: "You will definitely regret it."

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"...Yui, when you read this letter, you already have news of my death, right?

Na na, I know, you must be very curious about the reason why I committed suicide, right?

All I can say is...it was hard work.

It's really hard, in order to maintain the balance of the port mafia after Mr. Mori is gone, for the stability of this world, for the sake of enabling friends to live the life they love...and for you to be able to get rid of the imprisonment and go to freedom...

Ah, I may have said too much, I hope you don’t just tear up this letter and throw it away...』

At the back of this paragraph, Osamu Dazai also drew a cute Q-version villain who is very similar to himself, which looks like he is playing with a letter paper and making faces.

Zenyuan only smiled briefly, and the ecstasy and excitement of getting the port mafia suddenly cooled down, and the words of Chuya Zhongyuan couldn't help but think of him in his mind.

Reason told her that she needed to close the envelope, put aside everything that belonged to the first leader Osamu Dazai, and tell her——after reading it, she might really regret it...

But emotion tends to her eyes, tends to her limbs, forcing her to keep looking——

"...I watched the sunrise for you that day, it was beautiful.The orange-red fire broke through the darkness and the cage, and finally returned to its own place.

I see it as if I saw your future.After all... At that moment, the sky belongs to the sun, and the ground, the sea, and all the places in the world belong to the sun.

It was like the only one I expected.

——Wei, you should not be imprisoned by anything, you can always find the path you should go, and keep going.

...now do you regret not agreeing to watch the sunrise with me?

Don't regret it, Wei.

In my opinion, you are also the sunrise of thin hair. 』

Wei Wei seemed to have been struck by a sudden lightning, and almost couldn't restrain himself, he fell on the chair in the chief's office.

In the huge space, only her rapid breathing could be heard.Zenyuan Wei was panting violently, his complexion was pale, and his temples were buzzing like they were about to explode.

But she still gently but firmly pinched the thin paper in her hand, forcing herself to continue reading——

"...Speaking of which, in the love list I planned, there is also the item of two people dying in love together!

But I thought about it later and gave up.Your life is still very long, why do you follow me?Another world may be very bitter...

Moreover, you have already suffered a lot, how can you follow me?

So, let me go and find out the way for you first.

Don't say silly things about coming with me - even though I know you wouldn't do that.

Wei is a smart man, really smart, smarter than anyone else.It's not like the other silly guys who can't think about it.

In addition, you must practice what I taught you, it is a necessary means for you to gain a foothold in port mafia, Wei.

I leave the port mafia as your wealth, just so that you can get out of the shackles of the surname Zenyuan and truly embark on your own life.

So, only...

Stop being chained to yourself. 』

Zen Yuanwei trembled his fingers, and could no longer restrain his emotions—this emotion, which he did not know where it came from, swept his whole body, and the bile in his stomach seemed to flow back, and his mouth was full of bitter taste.

The trembling gradually spread from the fingers to the whole body, hitting and washing the soft underbelly of the bottom of my heart like waves, and even the throat seemed to be stuck by a fishbone.

The Chanyuan Wei trembled and turned to the second page. There were only a few short lines written on this page, which looked completely different from the full first page——

"...I have already reached the world I wish to go to.

Don't feel sorry for me, because - I have woken up from this rotten dream world. ①』

Zen Yuan only walked out of the chief's office - a place firmly sealed off by walls on all sides.

This is obviously the pinnacle of power she has been looking forward to, a place of freedom that symbolizes her escape from the prison of the Zen Academy.

But at this moment, Zenyuan Wei felt that the air here was extremely stuffy and uncomfortable. Countless anguish and discomfort spewed out of her chest returned to her body after spinning around in this small space for a few times.

She stood at the end of the corridor, looking at the light rain outside.The gloomy gray sky is like a broken hole at this moment, densely packed with cold and thick dirges.

Zen Yuanwei took a deep breath of the icy mist, let the chill soak into his lungs, and let it escape from his broken chest.

She couldn't help recalling what Nakahara Chuya told her just now.

In four and a half years, as the leader of the port mafia, as one of the pillars of Yokohama, he polished the new double black that belongs to Yokohama.

Osamu Dazai planned everything for Yokohama, and everything for her.

... He cleared for her all obstacles in the way of her goal, including himself.

This made Zenyuan Wei's blood seem to have condensed into ice cubes, and all the doubts and denials in the past were like heavy scars at this moment, imprinted on her scarred heart.

Does she regret it?

—I regret it.

But apart from regret, what made her feel even more uncomfortable was... until now, her mind was still thinking about Osamu Dazai's purpose:

Does he really love himself?

Did he really seek death to make way for himself?

He, his purpose of writing this letter... Could it be to make her remember him firmly and fall in love with him?

【You are already a qualified port mafia leader, Yui. 】

The soul of Osamu Dazai seemed to appear in front of Zenyuan Yui's eyes. He gently held her face and kissed her long hair again.

Qualified leader?

She trembled slightly, wanting to touch the phantom in front of her eyes, but before she stretched out her fingers, the crystal clear teardrops rolled down the jaw line like broken pearls.

She murmured, "No, I'm not qualified enough."

Zenyuan Wei withdrew his hand cruelly, his reddish eye sockets seemed to be covered with a layer of misty water vapor, with a familiar pleading: "If I am a qualified leader, at this moment... I will never see you again."

In the illusion, Osamu Dazai was as gentle as he was on a Ferris wheel, with stars shining in his eyes, he stroked her hair lovingly, and said with a smile: "Then try to be a qualified leader, Yui."

His milky white body gradually faded, as if he was going to return to nothingness, and his smile was full of encouragement: "Isn't this a good job?"

"I'm looking forward to that day, Yui."

The phantom of Dazai Osamu, the last trace he left in the human world... completely disappeared.

A gust of cold wind blew through, and directly poured into the pores of Zenyuan Wei's whole body. Every inch of her nerves and every muscle seemed to be cut by the hurricane.

She touched the two thin pages of letter paper, looked at everything in front of her, as if she heard a young bird that had just hatched in her heart wailing.

But what can the monastery do?

The wings of the baby bird have been broken, no matter how much she takes care of it, the baby bird will not be able to fly out of the cage in her heart.

unless--

Unless Osamu Dazai can come back to life.

Thinking of this, Zenyuan Yui found Nakahara Chuya like crazy, holding the letter paper carefully in his hand, and pleaded with his eyes: "...can I see Dazai Osamu's body?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at her with that extremely strange gaze, not caring at all that she was his future boss, and his tone was unclear: "Then...in what capacity did you ask me?"

"The leader of the port mafia?" Zenyuan Wei was cautious.

"Then forgive me." Zhongyuan Zhong also sneered, "Port mafia has always had a tradition of leading the corpse first when the subordinates restrain themselves."

As Dazai Osamu's former partner and friend, how could he watch him fall into such a field.

He warned: "Even if you want to take control of the port mafia as soon as possible, you cannot use the corpse of the first leader as a deterrent."

Zhongyuan Zhong also saw the ambition and ecstasy in the eyes of this woman named Zenyuan Yui when she learned of Dazai's death.

After that, she couldn't wait to subdue the members of the port mafia.

Zenyuan Wei felt that something was wrong, so he immediately changed his words: "It's his cohabitant!"

"Cohabitants?" Zhongyuan Zhong also almost laughed out loud: "First of all, the leader lives in the headquarters of Mafia in the port most of the time, so in terms of cohabitation, all members of Port Afia can be called his cohabitants, right? "

Wei Wei's eyes dimmed, and she whispered, "That's the lover."

Seeing Nakahara Nakaya frowned, she immediately explained: "I know that I am not worthy of being Dazai's lover..." She rubbed the soles of her feet, "After all, my previous identity..."

"Enough." With a dark face, he cut off the conversation, "Come with me."

Nakahara Nakaya took her to the hillside next to the sea in Yokohama, where a delicate little house stood.

He opened the door and let Chanyuan Wei follow in.

She saw the crystal coffin in the middle at a glance.

He looked unchanged—pale, thin, and covered in bandages.

But when Zenyuan Wei staggered to the front, she found that the bandage was almost soaked in blood.Like a flower blooming from the snow, it took away all the vitality of Osamu Dazai.

Zhongyuan Zhong also came over and stood behind her: "Stop talking about whether you are worthy or not, you are now the leader of the port mafia."

"And everything, Dazai has already arranged for you." He lowered his eyes, looked at Zenyuan Yui who was squatting on the ground and crying silently, and said softly again:

"Now, do you regret it?"

Wei Wei of the Zen Academy stared blankly at the familiar person in the crystal coffin, tears filled her bright eyes, covering her deep gaze.

Regret?

she asked herself a second time.

She regretted not watching the sunrise with Dazai Osamu, regretted not opening the envelope in front of Nakahara Chuya at the first time... regretted not accompanying Dazai to complete the planned love list.

I regret even more the suspicion and refusal I showed towards Osamu Dazai during those days.

But she has no regrets about inheriting the port mafia.

She needs this, she needs this to escape the fate of being manipulated.

And now, she is the leader of the port mafia.

And only the dead Osamu Dazai is the lover who can break the baby bird in her heart.

Zen Yuanwei lowered his eyes, and the crystal tears fell silently with the blinking of his eyelashes. Drop by drop, it seemed to be filled with endless mourning, falling down his cheeks.

She said softly: "Yes, I regret it."

The sound of the waves beating against the cliff, and the sound of the pattering rain in the sky, seemed to have a big hole torn open in his chest, and even the reflection on the glass window was shattered by water droplets.

Zenyuan Wei only felt that his heart was being torn apart, and heaven and hell were only in one thought.Wu Yun could clearly pour out her emotions, but she couldn't.

She struggled, but still asked: "What supernatural power...can you save Dazai?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also frowned, and thought for a while: "I heard that in the Armed Detective Agency, there is a supernatural person who can save dying people."

He sighed immediately: "But he is... too late."

Looking at Dazai's body in the crystal coffin, Zenyuan Wei felt that the cold wind was blowing into her limbs like a sharp knife point, as if it wanted to dismantle her body until the pain could penetrate into the bone marrow.

She was breathing quickly, and the light in her eyes was like a small flame lit in the dark night, shining brightly: "I have to try."

Zhong Yuanzhong didn't stop her, but said softly: "If Dazai really wants to die, he won't tell anyone—he won't leave any way for others to save him."

"What?" Wei Yuan seemed unable to understand his words.

"You should understand." Nakahara Chuya said, "Since you can be selected by Dazai as the leader of the port mafia."

"Then you have the potential to become a leader."

He closed his eyes, took off his top hat, and half-kneeled to salute, with the sound of crashing waves behind him.The wind played a sad melody in the air, playing parting music: "Boss, it's time to return to the port mafia."

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Zenyuan Wei came to the mafia building at the port and took the elevator to the rooftop.The dark sky was like a desolate glacier, with a biting cold wind blowing.

The pattering raindrops became gentle, like stars falling on the ground in Yokohama.

It will eventually reach the other end of the sky with the soul of Dazai Osamu, and become an untouchable star for human beings.

She kept rubbing the paper, and unexpectedly pulled out another small letter from the gap, on which was written the love that Osamu Dazai didn't want others to see——

"...Yi, you are the most beautiful scenery I encountered when I fell off the cliff... But even so, it can't stop the speed of my fall. ②

Wei, I'm really happy that in the last period of my life... was surrounded by love and sunshine.

——Although, it’s just my own love.

Goodbye, Wei. 』

The Zen Academy only stands on the roof, the place where Dazai jumped off.

The cold wind whistled, blowing through the hem of the clothes and the huge hole in his heart.The baby bird in the bottom of my heart groaned and got into the shell. As time passed, the body containing the baby bird would eventually be entangled and covered by spider webs until it became dilapidated.

Indeed, you are right, Dazai.

Wei Wei in my Zen Academy is a smart person, very, very smart.Therefore, I will not die for you.

Well, I can only say goodbye.

— Goodbye, Dazai.

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The author has something to say:

Goodbye, everyone.

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The next book "My Wonderful Vests in Two-dimensional" is expected to be published in September.

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① "The world of decaying dreams" comes from the lines of Osamu Dazai in "Bungo Stray Dogs" "Let me wake up from this decaying dream!"

②"You are the most beautiful scenery I encountered when I fell off the cliff, but even so, you can't stop the speed of my fall." Lines of the movie "Before I Met You"