Prohibition of losing contact

The rain outside the window gradually stopped, and the dark clouds dispersed, revealing the half crescent moon hidden behind.

Zhou Qingbai on the bed slept soundly. Pei You sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him for a while. Seeing that he didn't really intend to wake up, he stood up lightly, opened the curtain and walked out.

The rescue team had to clear the mountain road to enter the town overnight, and there were only one or two logistics personnel in the camp to take care of the wounded. Pei You followed the sporadic lights and walked around the camp twice, and found the tent of the medical department in a strange way.

There were two young people on duty. Pei You first explained his purpose, and before he could report himself, he was confronted with a medical kit in his hand.

"Take it and use it." The young man waved his hand generously and said, "Just put it in Brother Zhou's tent when you're done using it, and we'll get it if we need it."

His tone was relaxed, and he listened carefully with a sense of natural familiarity, as if he and Pei You were not strangers, but met each other long ago.

Did Zhou Qingbai mention him, Pei You thought.

But if he was puzzled, Pei You didn't dwell on this issue for too long. He thanked him politely, and then returned to the tent with the medical kit.

Zhou Qingbai still maintained his posture when he went out, but his arms were resting on the edge of the bed, as if he was groping for something.

Pei You bent down and fished his arm back on the bed, then sat down on the side of the bed, opened the medical box in his hand, and took out a small bottle of iodine in a portable form.

Zhou Qingbai was woken up by the pain in his hands - he used to sleep very well, as long as he fell asleep, he would not be able to move even if there was a storm outside, thunder and lightning, but for the past ten days he had something in his heart, He was on standby at any time in the disaster area, and his biological clock became shallow. Even though he had found Pei You now, he still couldn't adjust for a while.

The irritation of iodine is very small, and the pain is also slight. Zhou Qingbai vaguely opened his eyes from his sleep, and felt a coolness first.

Pei You sat on the edge of the bed, with his back half turned to him, Zhou Qingbai's arm was rested on his knee, and he wiped the medicine and blew on it, as if he was caring for some fragile glass product.

The gentle air flow brushed over the back of the hand, leaving a warm itchy feeling on the skin, Zhou Qingbai blinked slowly, and stared greedily at Pei You's back.

In the past ten days without food or shelter, Pei You seemed to have lost a lot of weight, his shoulders were gathered into a thin line, covered by a white T-shirt, only the back of his slender neck was exposed.

Because of the lack of light source, Pei You's movements were careful and careful, and he had to get up from time to time to grab a tissue or tidy up with dirty cotton balls.

Probably because he was afraid of shaking Zhou Qingbai, so Pei You didn't turn on the light. In the dimly lit tent, only the moonlight came in, outlining a layer of silver on his body.

Zhou Qingbai's thoughts moved slightly, and finally when Pei You sat back on the bed again, he couldn't help tightening his arms and hugging Pei You's waist.

Pei You didn't notice that he was awake at all, and was startled by his sudden attack, subconsciously stretched his arms, and put the iodine bottle back on the folding table first.

"Qingbai, you—"

Before Pei You could finish speaking, Zhou Qingbai had already quietly moved over. He half-closed his eyes and hugged Pei You from behind, then put his head on the other's shoulder intimately, and sniffed gently.

Most of Pei You's luggage was lost in the ruins, and now he is wearing Zhou Qingbai's clothes.Although he took care of himself, he didn't wear perfume like usual. Zhou Qingbai hugged him, smelled the good smell of laundry detergent on his body, and suddenly remembered that he was nothing at first single person.

——It was the age when he was the youngest, middle schooler, and most ignorant. Zhou Qingbai was full of uneasiness and freshness about his sexual orientation, and he had imagined what his future lover would look like.

Young people's minds are pure and simple, and they can't think of such mundane things as "youthful and promising" or "wealthy". When they deduce their future life in the middle of the night, they think about the simplest things.

For example, his future partner should be gentle and considerate, preferably wearing a white shirt, speaking softly, not believing in setback education, and not easily hitting him.

The love fantasy of teenagers always has a touch of tenderness and innocence, like fairy tales, but also like some kind of reflection of self-expectation, which is naive in a mess.

Like countless seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys, he once expected his other half to be gentle, virtuous, considerate and considerate.It's just that as he grew older, he gradually became more aware of his sexuality and the consequences of coming out, so he was too lazy to deal with this kind of trouble between himself and his family. After thinking about it, he simply became a single person .

Perhaps fate is such a magical thing, it goes round and round, back and forth, and finally pushes Zhou Qingbai back to the starting point of everything when he himself has forgotten everything he has been looking forward to.

"puff--"

Thinking of this, Zhou Qingbai suddenly burst out laughing, and leaned on Pei You's shoulder coquettishly.

"Fate——" Zhou Qingbai sighed without opening his eyes, "It's so amazing."

His exclamation was endless, which made Pei You baffled, and couldn't help but want to look back at him.

It's just that they were too close, and Zhou Qingbai happened to be pillowed on his shoulder. When Pei You turned around, his side face just brushed the corner of Zhou Qingbai's lips, as if leaving a soft kiss.

"What are you doing?" Zhou Qingbai raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "Kiss me secretly?"

"...No." Pei You was not used to this kind of intimate banter for the time being, coughed a little uncomfortably, and changed the subject jerky: "What fate?"

"It's nothing." Zhou Qingbai made a fool of himself, then turned his head slightly, kissed Pei You's side face very lightly, and said with a smile: "I just feel like I'm destined to meet you."

Zhou Qingbai was frank and sincere, never stingy in revealing his thoughts, love and intimacy came easily, Pei You pursed his lips and smiled lightly, and hummed lightly.

"Me too." Pei You said.

Not only Zhou Qingbai, but also Pei You sometimes feels "destined". Sometimes he can't help but think that maybe in the more than 30 failed blind dates, all of them were paving the way for meeting Zhou Qingbai.

While talking, new messages popped up from the mobile phone placed on the folding table one after another. The screen turned on and off, illuminating Pei You's profile lightly and then darkly.

Zhou Qingbai's eyes were used to wearing sunglasses, and he was a little uncomfortable with the light for a while. He was dazzled by the bright light, and subconsciously tilted his head.

Pei You was keenly aware of his discomfort, so he stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, touched the phone himself, and turned the screen brightness to the darkest.

Zhou Qingbai benefited from Pei You's thoughtfulness and protection, narrowed his eyes lazily, and asked vaguely what was the matter.

"It seems to be a WeChat message." Pei You said, "The people in the group are looking for you."

Probably in order to save time for processing information, Zhou Qingbai turned off the privacy settings of WeChat, and the chat content can be seen from the lock screen.Pei You took a look and found that the news sources were all from the same group, and Zhou Qingbai was mentioned one after another in it.

Zhou Qingbai groaned, and didn't get up from Pei You's body. Instead, he leaned on Pei You's shoulder, unlocked the screen openly while he was facing him, and replied two messages in the group to report his safety.

"It's the group from the disaster area." Zhou Qingbai yawned and said, "I heard that I found you, and they are all asking."

Zhou Qingbai walked all the way, and met countless people on the road, from his companions in the rescue team to the survivors he rescued, all of them have more or less heard about his "Looking for People from Thousands of Miles".Zhou Qingbai's popularity is good, these people simply formed a group spontaneously, and would help to inquire around when they have nothing to do.

Now I suddenly heard someone report that I found it, and everyone in the group was a little bit worried.

Zhou Qingbai was so sleepy that he was a little unresponsive. After replying to the message, he belatedly remembered that there was still a picture of Pei You hanging on the lock screen of his phone.But I saw everything, and it was obviously too late to cover up now, so Zhou Qingbai put the phone in Pei You's hand, and took the initiative to "confess".

"I took it secretly before, and I wanted to tell you the next day, but I forgot." Zhou Qingbai whispered vaguely: "When I came out to look for you, I was looking through the saved screenshots in the album, and accidentally found this I just remembered the photos."

"Later, I couldn't find you, so I set this photo as a screensaver and took it out to take a look during the break." Zhou Qingbai said.

When I saw this photo, it was not long before Pei You lost contact. At that time, Zhou Qingbai felt anxious, as if he was being roasted on a fire. When he saw this photo suddenly, he almost lost control of his emotions on the spot.

Zhou Qingbai and Pei You have been together for such a long time. They have eaten together, gone on business trips together, and exchanged many trivial and everyday snapshots in their lives. open.

At that time, Zhou Qingbai's mentality was a little unstable. He always felt that there was only this ethereal connection between him and Pei You, as if as soon as this photo disappeared, the traces of Pei You's existence in his life would also disappear together.

This kind of mentality is obviously abnormal, so Zhou Qingbai simply set this photo as a screensaver later, and took it out to look at it while doing work, while relieving his thoughts and "stabilizing the morale of the army".

As soon as he mentioned the days when he lost contact with each other, Pei You felt a little complicated. He subconsciously held Zhou Qingbai's hand, stroked it lightly, and then asked, "So those people from the rescue team know me?"

"Well...it should be." Zhou Qingbai thought for a while and said, "I haven't sent them your photo. If they recognize you, it should be from my point of view."

How many times would it take to make these people familiar with me, Pei You thought.

He felt sore in his heart, couldn't help picking up Zhou Qingbai's hand, and gently touched the bruise on his hand.

"Actually, I too..." Pei You paused, seeming to be phrasing in his heart, before saying after a long pause: "I'm also in a hurry. When I can't reach you, I always have nightmares. In my dreams, I go back to Beijing to find you." , I wanted to talk to you about the topic we talked about before, but in the dream you told me that it’s enough to live a life of fear once, and it’s boring if there are too many, so you’re not going to be with me anymore.”

"Really?" Zhou Qingbai burst into laughter and couldn't help teasing him: "I was so narrow-minded in your dream?"

"No." Pei You didn't hear him teasing himself, and quickly explained: "I just... feel that you are anxious. I promised you that I would answer your call as soon as possible and never lose contact again, but I didn't do it."

A good student always attaches great importance to things like "promise" and "agreement". Zhou Qingbai laughed out loud and hooked Pei You's finger.

"It's okay." It was probably because Pei You was really blaming himself, so Zhou Qingbai rarely climbed up, but said softly, "It's not your problem."

"But it's better not to be an example." Zhou Qingbai said with a smile: "My heart is relatively fragile and cannot withstand blows. If there are too many winds and waves, it will be broken into pieces."

Pei You gave a low hum. He lowered his eyes and remained silent for a few seconds, then suddenly said, "When I was packing your suitcase just now, I saw your schedule."

Zhou Qingbai was taken aback for a moment, and after a while he realized what he was talking about, so he murmured, and while fiddling with Pei You's slender fingers, he said, "What's wrong? Is the writing messy?"

Zhou Qingbai is willing to risk his life for Pei You, but if Pei You finds out about his efforts, he will not pretend to be virtuous and hide it, but simply admits: "That can't be helped, I was too anxious at the time, so I can only do something Possibilities are all written nonsense."

"It's not chaotic, it's good." When Pei You mentioned this matter, his mood became a little depressed, he shook his head, hesitated for a while, and then said: "... Thank you for your hard work."

"Indeed." Zhou Qingbai hummed twice with half-closed eyes, and said vaguely: "When you get back to Beijing, you have to make it up to me—a little bit more."

Zhou Qingbai didn't seem to want to get too entangled in this topic, and he didn't want Pei You to get into the horns. As soon as he finished speaking, the hand around Pei You's waist tightened slightly, and he fell back on the bed with him.

"Tired." Zhou Qingbai yawned and said, "Stop talking about this, go to sleep."

"Wait—wait." Pei You was successfully distracted by him, struggled subconsciously, and said, "I haven't finished giving you the medicine yet."

"No more." Zhou Qingbai was so sleepy that he "suppressed" him without saying a word, and said plausibly: "Physical injury is not important, you should comfort my mental injury first."

Pei You: "..."

It can be seen that Mr. Zhou's "spiritual injury" was indeed serious. He hugged Pei You in his arms with hands and feet, as if he was hugging a large pillow. Pei You struggled slightly, but he didn't break free.

"Okay." Pei You said the best thing to do: "Then do you have any discomfort?"

Where does it hurt?Zhou Qingbai said in his heart that he was uncomfortable everywhere, his back was sore and his arms were weak, his legs were also a little numb from the pain, and they swelled up and down.

However, Zhou Qingbai got used to being uncomfortable during this period of time, he just thought it was a muscle strain and didn't take it seriously, so he rubbed off his shoes by the bed and said vaguely no.

Zhou Qingbai didn't pretend to be serious, and after confessing that he had nothing to do, he fell asleep in a short while with his arms around Pei You, but it was the first time that Pei You shared the bed with him when he was awake, and his whole body was in a state of shock. It looks a little stiff.

He thought it would be a sleepless night, but sleepiness might be contagious too. Hearing Zhou Qingbai's even and long breathing, Pei You unknowingly relaxed his body and fell asleep leaning against him with his clothes on up.

This was also the first good sleep Pei You had had in the past ten days. He had no dreams all night, and was only awakened by the noise outside the tent when it was bright the next day.

Probably the members of the rescue team also knew Zhou Qingbai's habits, so they didn't rush to open the curtain to enter the door, but just stood at the door and called him, saying that the rescue team was going to enter the town today, and told him to gather at Dianmao.

But Zhou Qingbai was in a deep sleep, and there was no movement when he was called so. Pei You got out of his arms and was about to push his shoulder to wake him up, but when he touched him, he suddenly found that his body was terribly hot.

The author says:

I’m very sorry, last night’s scheduled addition was due to some temporary circumstances, and I couldn’t finish writing orz until after three o’clock. I asked for leave in the top comment, but it seems that some readers still didn’t see it... orz is true I'm very very sorry, I will add a chapter and update it tomorrow. [PS: I ordered takeaway last night, but when the takeaway was opened, the fried chicken nuggets inside had been bitten by someone, and there were plastic ropes inside. People, after tossing for several hours, I still lost orz in theory, which made me very angry.Everyone must be careful when ordering take-out in the future. Open the take-out to see if it is all right before eating, otherwise it will not be good for after-sales service. 】【Thanks to Humble Little Ting, Carrot Rabbit, Fried Rice Noodles with Soy Milk, and Yiman for the fish food, thank you very much~】