Demolition of the bridge across the river

9.30.

This is the day he promised Bianqiao to "try".Bian Qiao earnestly recorded it in the circle of friends that only he can see.

Gou Xiaohe stared at the date for a while, then raised his head, he didn't know when a layer of mist had accumulated in his eyes, his throat was so choked, he swallowed several times before he could make a sound.

"...Why didn't you tell me?"

Originally thought he had controlled it, when Shinichi opened his mouth, his emotions were stronger than he expected, his nasal voice trembling, and the corners of his mouth could not be stretched straight down.

"What." Bian Qiao was still pretending.

"Your circle of friends." Gou Xiaohe lowered his head and slid a few more times, almost blaming himself.

——He used Bianqiao's mobile phone to post Moments before. At that time, he felt guilty, poked into Moments, clicked on the small camera, and then quickly threw the phone away.

At that time, if you opened your profile picture more often, you wouldn't have discovered these little secrets of Bianqiao until today.

When Bian Qiao heard about the circle of friends, he felt a little uncomfortable at once. He turned his chair back half a circle, casually squeezed an access control card from the table, and tapped it back and forth with his fingertips.

But Gou Xiaohe raised his eyes to look at him again, he had already packed his expression.

"Xinchengshu, you didn't tell me." Gou Xiaohe sucked his nose hard and let out a loud noise.

"You don't tell me anything, you ignore me when you get angry, you don't reply to your messages, you don't answer your calls, you know how to run outside."

Gou Xiaohe felt so uncomfortable, he mixed up his mood of the day and poured it all out to Bianqiao, complaining about everything.

"After waiting for a day, I finally saw you and wanted to talk to you, but you still pretended to be cool."

"...not wearing pants yet."

Bian Qiao stopped holding the access control card under his fingertips, but he still didn't frown helplessly.

"Isn't it worn?" He stretched his arms back, stretched his two long legs against the back of the chair, and stacked his ankles loosely.

Gou Xiaohe's eye circles were still red, he glanced at his thigh, his head was sullen and he didn't say a word.

He didn't speak, neither did Bianqiao.

Bian Qiao didn't think there was anything wrong with not talking, he didn't like to talk, he opened his mouth purely for the sake of looking good, and kept it closed since he was a child.

Gou Xiaohe can't do it.

He came here to explain to Bianqiao, but he was dazzled when he first met, and shocked by the circle of friends.

My brain was not enough, I sat on the bay window for a while, and then pulled back my thoughts again.

"I wanted to come and talk to you."

Before Gou Xiaohe came, he had prepared the words all the way, but now his mind was empty, he couldn't think of anything, so he spoke suddenly in a daze.

Bianqiao's movements and postures have not changed, and even his expression has remained the same.

But the air around him seemed to be frozen suddenly, his breathing was very light, and he also raised his eyelids and stared straight at Gou Xiaohe, as if he was waiting for a trial.

"Jiang Chao told me a lot, saying that you have some psychological problems, and made me think clearly whether I can... fall in love with you."

Gou Xiaohe pursed his lips, saying whatever came to his mind.

Bianqiao didn't make a sound, still looking at him.

"He said that if I really can't accept being with you in my heart, don't force myself, because that may not be a good thing for you."

Bian Qiao's mandible moved slightly, and his fingertips were quietly clenched into his palm.

"I didn't know anything before. I didn't think about what he said, and I didn't stand in your position and think about it for you."

"I thought about it for a long time just now, and I think..."

Gou Xiaohe fluttered his eyelashes, looked up at Bianqiao, and whispered, "Why don't you delete the '9.30' Moments? It was just a test day."

The door of the room was not closed tightly, and the dog Xiaohe was lying on his stomach bored, coming in and out outside the door.

Bian Qiao didn't move his eyes since Gou Xiaohe started talking, and when Gou Xiaohe's words fell to the ground, the door panel hit the wall again and made a dull sound, he just woke up, his whole body tightened suddenly, and he closed his eyelids coldly .

"Ah." He responded hoarsely, indicating that he understood Gou Xiaohe's meaning, opened the drawer and looked through it, looking for a cigarette to bite.

He had to find something for himself to do immediately, otherwise he would really lose control of the raging mania in his heart.

"Put the phone there, go find your aunt." Bian Qiao said.

Gou Xiaohe didn't move, he tilted his neck to look at Bianqiao, feeling that he seemed to have misunderstood what he meant.

"I meant to say."

He jumped off the bay window and took a few steps closer, holding his phone in front of the side bridge.

"September 9 is not counted, can we start counting from today?"

Bian Qiao paused when he flipped through the drawer, then turned to look at the mobile phone handed in front of him.

The screen was still on the interface of Moments, and Gou Xiaohe used his mobile phone to post another Moments.

This time there are no spoof sentences, only a number, like his "9.30" format.

10.4

with two little suns.

"I don't want to try anymore," Gou Xiaohe observed Bianqiao's expression, blushing, "I want to really fall in love with you. Is it okay, baby?"

If time can really go back, back to three years ago, when Gou Xiaohe was just brought by his aunt from the countryside, facing Bianqiao who was full of impatience at him, he would never have imagined that the self three years later would take the initiative to propose this request.

Going forward, when Bianqiao was just taken away by his aunt, the young Bianqiao who had a cold face and "hated the whole world" and didn't even say goodbye to him, they would never have imagined that a few years later They will meet again and live together again leaning on each other.

All the way back to the beginning, back to the sloppy Gou Xiaohe, the first time I saw the white and clean Bianqiao in Goujia Village, and saw the little Bianqiao with a sullen face who couldn't make friends...

Who would have thought of the future.

Standing by the table, Gou Xiaohe looked at Bian Qiao earnestly, countless images of them from childhood to adulthood emerged in his mind.

Those entanglements in his mind, such and such questions, were suddenly blown away and blown away in this hot autumn evening.

—He doesn't want to care anymore.

Aunt, uncle, good friend, childhood sweetheart, boys and boys, so-called homosexuality... These problems are stacked together, and they are far from being able to match his love for Bianqiao.

Gou Xiaohe loves Bianqiao so much, he loves it so much that it has no roots and no basis, and he loves it so naturally.

Maybe he and Bianqiao had the same childhood: no father and no mother, even though one was born in the city and the other in the country, they both grew up like left-behind children.

Whether it is fate or evil fate, they just met each other.

But from the moment he saw Bian Qiao, Gou Xiaohe liked him from the bottom of his heart.

They are like orphans in two small worlds, destined to hug each other for warmth, destined to be inseparable from each other.

If that's not "love," what is?

It was rare for Gou Xiaohe to be so philosophical, and he was so moved.In the end, he thought about it for a while, and then looked back at Bianqiao, his expression was calm, and he didn't show any emotion.

"Okay?" Gou Xiaohe was a little nervous, don't think it through now, Bianqiao doesn't want to fall in love anymore.

When Bian Qiao was asked by him, the corners of his mouth were lightly pursed, he stared straight at Gou Xiaohe, and said, "This time you mentioned it, Gou Xiaohe."

Just as Gou Xiaohe nodded his head and thought "um", Bianqiao continued without stopping, "You have no reason to run away, and you can't run away. If you don't want to be nice to me, I won't spoil you."

"I know." Gou Xiaohe's face was burning hot when he said it, and he shook his little finger, "Let's pull the hook."

Bianqiao always thought he was childish and was too lazy to cooperate with this kind of ceremony that only children played.

Today, although his eyes are still a little helpless, the corners of his mouth are slightly raised, and he tugged with Gou Xiaohe.

After pulling the hook, Gou Xiaohe took the opportunity to scratch Bianqiao's palm, feeling indescribably at ease and happy in his heart.

He stood expectantly at the table and waited.

Bian Qiao looked down at his little finger, then took his phone back to look at the circle of friends posted by Gou Xiaohe.

Jiang Chao's group of idlers have already liked it, and Sister Xuejiao posted three strings of question marks in the comment area, asking sharply: What does this date mean! my bridge!What do you mean ah ah ah ah I'm going to make a fuss!

Bian Qiao couldn't help laughing, and pretended to take a screenshot casually, locked the screen and put the phone aside, then turned to look at Gou Xiaohe, and saw that he was still standing beside him with bright eyes, staring at him.

"Look at what?" Bianqiao asked strangely.

A big question mark visible to the naked eye floated on Gou Xiaohe's forehead: "Don't you want to see me?"

Bianqiao looked puzzled: "You won't let me see?"

"No." Gou Xiaohe really couldn't quarrel with others, he was not born with that kind of material, and was immediately stunned.

After staring at Bian Qiao for a while, he scratched at the edge of the table and couldn't bear to move.

"I'm already in love," he said a little coyly, "Why don't you kiss me?"

The author has something to say:

There is a small situation

The number of pre-sales on our water side is a little bit beyond my expectation. The time for the special signing is super tight, and the urging is very tight. I guess I have to work hard to copy it recently.

The story of the pair of children crossing the river and demolishing the bridge may take a break in the near future. I will try to write as much as possible. I am really grateful for the understanding friends.

Everyone can save too!Wait till it's over, it shouldn't be too far away

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