Demolition of the bridge across the river

"Isn't it?" Hu Yuan turned pale with shock, "You two have already slept together?"

"What are you talking about?" Gou Xiaohe was more terrified than him, his face and neck blushed.

He had to remind himself that he was in a car, in a public place, so he held back and didn't jump up directly.

"Scared me," Hu Yuan heaved a sigh of relief, but at the same time he was very reasonable, "It's not you who said it yourself, it's fierce or something, I thought he did something to you."

It was true that something happened, but it was far from the level that Hu Yuan imagined.

But it seems not much difference.

Gou Xiaohe can't even recall the scene of that day - now he is immune to the thing about peeing his pants, and when he thinks about it, the first memory that pops up is the one in the bathroom.

At that time, he was just in a daze of fear, but now he just thinks of their looks and feels ashamed.

Hu Yuan spent the entire drive talking to him, and finally understood the current relationship between Gou Xiaohe and Bianqiao.

"So the two of you are not together, but you have basically done everything between lovers?" When the car arrived at the entrance of the village, he got down and stared at Gou Xiaohe.

"Not really," Gou Xiaohe felt that his conclusion was exaggerated, "I just kissed a few times, cuddled and so on."

"Then it's the last step?" Hu Yuan raised his voice, "What else do you want?"

Without waiting for Gou Xiaohe to refute, he continued to ask: "You have kissed so many times, and you still sleep in the same bed all day, you tell me that you two are not together, are you not gay?"

"Where are you two going to let it go?"

Gou Xiaohe originally wanted to conceal Bianqiao's sexual orientation, but in his eyes, this matter was still very private, and it belonged entirely to Bianqiao's personal privacy.

But there is no way to hide it.

There seemed to be a reason for the two of them to kiss each time, but now that he thought about it, he was too embarrassed to say those reasons, and it seemed like nonsense to Hu Yuan's ears.

"Don't talk about those useless things." He pointed to his mouth, "I'm also in a bad mood right now, please come and comfort me with a kiss."

Gou Xiaohe followed his fingers to look at his mouth, blinked his eyes, and looked at Hu Yuan again, physically feeling sick to his stomach.

"Fuck, what expression do you have!" Hu Yuan felt insulted, and raised his hand to stagger Gou Xiaohe, "I don't even want to vomit, what are you fucking retching about?"

Gou Xiaohe sipped his milk tea in a complicated mood, and corrected Hu Yuan: "I'm not."

"Are you sick?" Hu Yuan couldn't understand him, "You kiss, sleep, and cuddle with men, but are you a straight man?"

"I..." Gou Xiaohe hesitated.

"Then you two do this and that every day, Bianqiao really wants to take you to the bed, are you cowardly, hiding from me?"

The mental journey that has been entangled for several days has been summed up.

Gou Xiaohe felt that there was something wrong with this statement, but he couldn't understand it and couldn't say it.

If he really understood, he wouldn't have to hide and run to his hometown.

"But I'm not?" He was also very confused, "I just think it's too much, and I don't think we should be like this."

"Do you think you shouldn't do this with Bian Qiao, or do you think you shouldn't go this far with Bian Qiao?" Hu Yuan looked at him and gestured twice, "It's fine to kiss you or even impress you, but you can't. bed?"

The word "go to bed" is too exaggerated for Gou Xiaohe.

"It should be the latter." He blushed thinking, "Isn't that something only couples can do?"

"I don't think it's a question of whether you're gay or not." Hu Yuan rubbed her goosebumps when she heard him admit it, and said "tsk", "Anyway, you have always been mentally abnormal in my opinion, and no normal person can bear it." side bridge."

"In the final analysis, you just don't like him. You may like him a little bit, but not much. You don't like him to that extent."

"If you like someone, you must want to do those things with him, and you can't control it." He became serious as he spoke, "You said those are all excuses. You just don't like him, so you don't want to fall in love with him. like."

"Then if you don't like it, it's right to run away earlier. Otherwise, you will let him take advantage of it all day long, and it will be like being caught by him. It's not fair."

Hu Yuan never liked Bian Qiao since he was a child, so he never said anything good about him.

Gou Xiaohe was at a loss because of "Bianqiao really likes him that way", but when he suddenly heard him say "it's not fair", he was taken aback and thought for a long time with a blank face.

"But Bianqiao is gay?" Hu Yuan talked for a long time, and only now remembered the point.

"I didn't see it at all! He still likes you?" He looked belatedly shocked, and swept Gou Xiaohe up and down, "What's wrong with you two?"

"Don't tell others," Gou Xiaohe reminded him cautiously, "This is a secret between me and Bianqiao."

"Am I free?" Hu Yuan was dissatisfied with his distrust, and wanted to kick Gou Xiaohe's ass, "If you really want to say that I will use a loudspeaker to spread the word all over the village when I come back from you two, why wait until today?"

Everything is clear to the onlookers, and Hu Yuan gave the answer to the matter that has troubled Gou Xiaohe for so long with "I don't like it".

"So I didn't do anything wrong, right?" Gou Xiaohe was still ignorant, and asked Hu Yuan when he was about to sleep at night, "Is it time to keep a distance from Bianqiao?"

"What do you want to do if you don't like to keep your distance?" Hu Yuan was tired of hearing this topic, so he shrugged his arms impatiently.

Gou Xiaohe said "Oh", pulled the blanket and turned over with his back facing him.

Not half a minute later, he couldn't help turning around again: "Hu Yuaner."

"Let go." Hu Yuan also turned over and lay on the pillow, playing a game.

"You seem to be quite accepting of homosexuality?" Gou Xiaohe lowered his tone.

"How many years has it been since the reform and opening up, buddy." Hu Yuan took the time to glance at him during the fierce team battle, very rational and disdainful, "I don't love me, what can I not accept."

"You are going to die." Gou Xiaohe pointed to his screen.

"Fuck him!" Hu Yuan, who was still very rational a second ago, sat up and threw his phone, "You idiot Ahn'Qiraj!"

Gou Xiaohe couldn't stand it anymore, Hu Yuan's skills were not as good as Bian Qiao's by a tenth.

He turned over and lay down again, turned on his phone, scrolled through WeChat, liked all the refreshed content in Moments, and then clicked on Bianqiao's page to look at it, staring at his avatar.

He hasn't spoken to Bianqiao all day.

It's been unbelievable since he got a cell phone.

I don't know what Bianqiao is doing.

Will the remote control of the projector be lost again?

Just as he was hesitating whether to send Bian Qiao a WeChat message, Hu Yuan finished playing the game, put away his phone and kicked him: "Hey, Gou Xiaohe."

"What." Gou Xiaohe was a little cold from the air conditioner, curled up under the blanket and didn't look back.

"I still can't figure it out, you can accept Bian Qiao kissing you, why are you so sure that you are not gay?" Hu Yuan asked.

"Because I don't like men." Gou Xiaohe still decided not to post, and stuffed the lock screen of his phone under his pillow, "I just want to be nice to Bianqiao."

Gou Xiaohe lived in his hometown for two and a half days.

On the first day, I accompanied Hu Yuan to buy clothes, and on the second day, I went to visit my grandmother's grave. Hu Yuan secretly rode his second uncle's motorcycle and took him to the town for a long time.

On the morning of the third day, my aunt called him.

It's okay, the college entrance examination is over, she wanted to take time to take Gou Xiaohe out to play, but when she got home, there were only Bian Qiao and the dog, and she found out that Gou Xiaohe had returned to his hometown by himself after asking.

"Why didn't you tell me? I'll take you back." My aunt asked on the phone, "How did you get there? By car?"

"Ah." Gou Xiaohe responded indiscriminately. Ever since he heard his aunt say that only Bianqiao and the dog are at home, he couldn't sit still.

"It's okay, auntie," he said, getting up to pack his things, "I'll be going back now."

My aunt told him a few more words, telling him to pay attention to safety, Gou Xiaohe agreed with a "hmm" and hung up the phone, Hu Yuan leaned to the side and laughed at him: "Can't hold it anymore?"

"Can you steal your second uncle's motorcycle and ride it?" Gou Xiaohe pushed him away, "Hurry up and take me to the car."

Although we haven't talked in depth these days, Hu Yuan still raised a word with Gou Xiaohe on the way to send him off: "Gou Xiaohe, although I think homosexuality is fine these days, but you two, especially Bianqiao, want to It can be changed or changed.”

The motorbike made a lot of noise, and the hot wind blowing up hit his face, suppressing his voice.

Gou Xiaohe sat behind and nodded, shouting loudly: "I know!"

"Why do you still have your aunt between the two of you, now you are both children, it doesn't matter if you mess around... In the future, you will get married and have children, and you two will go to pay New Year's greetings to your uncle and aunt, remembering that you used to kiss and touch each other, embarrassing Isn't it embarrassing?"

Gou Xiaohe didn't reply to these words.

He didn't think Bian Qiao would get married, and he couldn't imagine how Bian Qiao would marry someone else.

Thinking about rushing back all the way, when he finally reached the gate of the villa, Gou Xiaohe was a little nervous again, afraid that Bian Qiao would get angry with him.

Pushing hard to open the door lock, the dog Xiaohe was already greeted at the entrance as usual. As soon as the door was opened, it squeezed its head out and barked happily.

Gou Xiaohe bent down and patted its head, first went to the living room to walk around, but there was no one, and my aunt came home in the morning and went out again.

He went upstairs to look for Bianqiao, but there was no one in Bianqiao's room, the air conditioner was not turned on, the window was open to let Xinchengshu bask in the sun, and the soil was still a little wet.

"Bianqiao?" Gou Xiaohe went out and called him.

The whole villa is empty, only the dog Xiaohe wags its tail after him.

"Where are the people from Bianqiao?" He knelt down and hugged the dog, and took out his mobile phone to call Bianqiao.

The first call was unsuccessful, so Gou Xiaohe checked his phone number, sent a message on WeChat, and continued calling.

When the notification sound on the phone reached the sixth tone, Bian Qiao finally answered it.

"What's wrong?" He asked out of breath, a little out of breath.

"Bianqiao?" Gou Xiaohe called him, "Have you gone out?"

"Play ball." Bianqiao said succinctly, with the noisy sound of the gymnasium in the background, and someone shouting "pass the ball".

Gou Xiaohe couldn't hear his emotions through the phone. He originally thought that Bian Qiao would get angry at him, and he was ready to meet the cold tone and questioning, but listening to Bian Qiao's tone, it seemed the same as usual.

"Qiao'er!" Cui Yang's voice also rose from far away, urging Bianqiao to go back and play.

"Is there anything to do on the phone?" Before Gou Xiaohe could speak, Bian Qiao asked again, as if he was in a hurry to hang up.

"Ah," Gou Xiaohe sat on the ground and pulled at the dog's hair, "It's okay, I'm back, I saw you weren't home, so I called to ask."

"Understood." Bianqiao replied lightly, and hung up the phone with a "beep".