Demolition of the bridge across the river

The topic shifted to himself, Gou Xiaohe's rationality instantly returned, and his mind became clearer.

Being liked by Bian Qiao sounds like a very happy thing. When Gou Xiaohe first met Bian Qiao when he was a child, his goal for a long time was to make Bian Qiao like himself and stop hating him all the time.

As a result, this goal has not been achieved so far.

But his heart thumped twice, and he realized that the "like" that Bian Qiao said was not the same thing as the "like" he thought.

Although Bian Qiao has emphasized more than once since he confessed his orientation to him: to avoid suspicion, homosexuals like the same sex, and he will definitely not like Gou Xiaohe.

But it wasn't until Bianqiao asked this question that Gou Xiaohe really realized how different the "like" needed by homosexuals is from his "like" for Bianqiao.

It feels like he knows that mathematics is difficult, but only when he really encounters a problem that cannot be solved can he feel the insurmountable obstacle.

"Ah?" He stared blankly at Bian Qiao, trying to sort out the messy analysis in his mind, "But I'm not gay?"

"If you like me, I'm sure I'll be very happy, but don't want that kind of liking. The liking between friends is enough. Otherwise... because it's impossible for me and you to fall in love."

He was a little embarrassed to say the last three words, and his eyeballs rolled around, avoiding the sight of Bibianqiao.

The color of Bianqiao's pupils is darker and darker than that of ordinary people. When he silently stares at people, he always seems to be deeply emotional, which makes people confused.With every word Gou Xiaohe uttered, his gaze sank a little bit.

Gou Xiaohe looked at him right now, feeling flustered for some reason.

After listening to what he said, Bianqiao lowered his eyes after a while, twitched the corners of his mouth and let out a soft "oh".

"I want me to like you, but I can't fall in love." He straightened up and looked at Gou Xiaohe, "Is this why you are unhappy?"

"No, I'm not upset. Isn't this the question you asked me just now?" Gou Xiaohe felt that this conclusion seemed wrong, and he couldn't come up with it for a while.

"I want to say..." He sat up anxiously and grabbed Bian Qiao's hand.

"What are you talking about?" Bianqiao's tone also began to level off.

"I want to say," Gou Xiaohe was stunned for a few seconds, he actually didn't know what he was going to say, he was a little confused, "Even if you really want to fall in love with a boy, you don't just like him just because you know someone, You wait until you meet someone you really like..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Bian Qiao immediately withdrew his hand and left.

Not happy again.

Gou Xiaohe slumped on the bed, feeling dazed and aggrieved at the same time.

He couldn't think of any other reason to make Bian Qiao angry, and after thinking about it, he could only conclude reluctantly: Bian Qiao probably liked that chicken juice quite a bit, so he didn't want to hear him say bad things about that person.

"Ah!" Gou Xiaohe grabbed the pillow and turned over twice, feeling so depressed that he buried his face in the pillow.

It's all Jiang Chao's fault.

He complained in his heart.

How about introducing a new friend to Bianqiao?

After being bored on the bed for a while, he got up abruptly, and went to take out his mobile phone in the pocket of the jacket he had changed.

Usually he always wanted to ask about Jiang Chao's sexual orientation, but he never dared to ask. Now he was overwhelmed by emotions and didn't have so many worries, so he wanted to send Jiang Chao a wechat message.

However, after a long time of deleting and deleting a sentence, he did not write a suitable opening sentence.

So what if he asks, can he not be allowed to introduce his friend to Bian Qiao?

Gou Xiaohe himself felt baffled.

After calming down and thinking about it carefully, indeed, even if Bian Qiao really liked that chicken juice and fell in love with him, why should he be unhappy?

No matter how entangled this kind of thing is, there will be no result.

Gou Xiaohe's thoughts tossed and turned, and finally all these problems were cleared up in the sentence he forwarded: Friendship can also be possessive.

After trying to understand this, he suddenly became enlightened and felt much more comfortable.

Even if Bianqiao is not gay, didn't he feel awkward when he saw Sister Xuejia playing games on Bianqiao's shoulder intimately?

He just didn't want to lose his friend Bian Qiao, and he didn't want someone else to take his place beside Bian Qiao, it had nothing to do with anything else.

So even if Bianqiao turned around and was really with that Chicken Juice, or someone else, as long as he got used to it, he would definitely be able to send blessings... right?

Gou Xiaohe was thinking about something by himself upstairs, Bianqiao didn't know, and didn't want to know more.

It's easy to get mad.

When Jiang Chao called, he had just returned from a walk with his dog, instead of going upstairs, he was biting a cigarette in the small garden in the backyard.

"How is it?" Jiang Chao's tone was very relaxed and cheerful, as soon as the call was connected, he asked as if asking for credit.

"What kind of bullshit idea?" Bian Qiao was not as happy as he was, frowned and scolded in a low voice.

"Gou Xiaohe didn't respond?" Jiang Chao laughed even louder. After analyzing Bianqiao's tone, he thought it was amazing, "Can't you? His eyes can't wait to be marked on you one day, and such a big crisis has not been taken seriously." thing?"

The second half of the sentence sounds like human speech.

Bian Qiao lowered his eyes and let out a puff of smoke, and roughly described Gou Xiaohe's reaction.

"Ah." Jiang Chao laughed while listening, "That man is right, he is a straight man, you really expect to play games with others to discount his sexual orientation?"

"Why do I feel that your temper is getting bigger and bigger recently?" Jiang Chao's tone became a little more serious, "Bian Qiao, you can't keep suppressing things in your heart, you are too good at holding things back, sooner or later you will have trouble .”

Jiang Chao didn't interrupt him on purpose, Bian Qiao understood, he understood those principles, and he also felt that his state was getting worse and worse.

But the feeling of being upset is really out of control.

"Have you ever wanted something that you didn't dare to ask for when it was handed over to you?" He asked Jiang Chao.

"Really not." Jiang Chao thought about it, "We are not the same kind of people. The things I miss have to be comfortable in my hands, and half of them are fine."

"So sometimes I think you are too serious." He said and smiled again, "I would be you if I were to live under the same roof, no matter what is straight or not, what kind of relationship can't be acquired Cultivate again?"

"I have." Bianqiao said.

More than the same.

Ever since he was a child, he never really had everything he wanted.

He has had enough of the anxiety of getting half of it and being smashed, half of it being taken back, and half of it waiting forever for the other half.

"I don't like plausible answers." Bian Qiao seemed to be saying to Jiang Chao, but also to himself, "If it's mine, it must be all mine. Complete and complete."

Otherwise he would rather not.