met joy

Lucent Chen vowed that he would never be separated in such an unclear way again, and next time he would take Bai Congyu to see his family.

Originally, he didn't plan to confess his love today, it was too hasty, he just came back and had to sort out a lot of things first, and he wanted to prepare a small ceremony to show his solemnity.Today was too hasty, he didn't even bring any gifts with him.

It's just that the plan can never keep up with the changes, and he discovered to his horror that Bai Congyu may have been surrounded by tigers and wolves for a long time.He was still immersed in his comfort zone and felt that he was very secure.If he doesn't take some action today, he may regret it tomorrow.

As if a thunderbolt struck his body, Bai Congyu's spirit almost left his body suddenly.He has just been confessed, and the other party is Lucent Chen, whom he has had a crush on for many years.He thought there would be nothing more exciting than this, for him the pinnacle of life was nothing more than this,

Lucent Chen treated him so well, it's not that he didn't have fantasies, it's just...he almost subconsciously wanted to touch his waist, stretched out his hand and forcibly retracted it, his whole body was trembling.

"Brother Chen, I think we..." It's not suitable, it's absolutely not suitable, you are so perfect, like my god.And I was dilapidated and ugly, and even I couldn't really accept it myself.Some consciousness is deeply rooted in his heart and has taken root, and he can't overcome his humbleness.

It must be an illusion, he felt that the scar on his back was starting to hurt, how could this be, how could the old wound still hurt, it was extremely hot.

It hurts!His eyes were blurred from the pain, so he should say something.

"Brother Chen, it hurts!" Bai Congyu said unconsciously, the scene of being scolded as a monster flashed back in his mind.Red mouth and white teeth, ferocious face.All the people around were watching, and he was executed in public.Even though the clothes on his body were neatly dressed, he still stood in front of these people like a full L.The humiliation was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

If there were no such scars, there would be no need to wait for Lucent Chen to say anything. He had confessed his love a long time ago. Where did he have the courage to bear it now?

He couldn't forget the eyes those people looked at him, panic, fear, disgust, contempt, pity, even the gentlest teacher in the orphanage would sigh at him, as if he was born with a nasty plague.

Lucent Chen was startled. After confessing his love, he saw the change of the light in Bai Congyu's eyes, from unbelievable bewilderment to instant burst of ecstasy. There was a bright brilliance in the round cat's eyes, but it quickly turned into an inexplicable pain. .The deep and turbulent waves swept in with despair, engulfing Bai Congyu completely.

"Where does it hurt?" Lucent Chen held his hand, which was very cold and sweated a lot.

"Back hurts." Bai Congyu's forehead was also sweating, and his face was pale.

"Let me see." Lucent Chen stood up and pulled his clothes.

"No, no need." Bai Congyu's voice became sharp, and he tried to hide back, and he squeezed into the narrow log chair.The eyes are chaotic and sharp, Lucent Chen can't look at them, only Lucent Chen can't look at them absolutely.

After watching all illusions will be shattered, will he feel that he is terrible and pitiful.

"Bai Congyu, look at me." Lucent Chen squeezed his chin, forcing him to formalize himself.But Bai Congyu's eyes kept flickering, hiding.

"Calm down, I won't look at your back. It's okay, take a sip of wine to calm down." Lucent Chen took the glass and asked Bai Congyu to drink it. It is said that resveratrol in red wine can relieve anxiety.

Putting down the wine glass, Lucent Chen hugged him into his arms, it seems that the burns cast a huge shadow on Bai Congyu.He sighed in his heart, hugged him tightly, and slowly comforted him.This incident had a much greater impact on Bai Congyu than he had imagined, and it had become an obstacle in his mind.

"Do you need to go to the hospital?" Lucent Chen was afraid that there was something wrong, but Bai Congyu's condition seemed to be inaudible, and he collapsed immersively.

"I didn't think my confession would have such a big impact on you. I won't look at your scars without your consent. I just want you to believe me. It's not easy for me to fall in love with someone. It will never be because of those scars. And tired of you, leave you."

Lucent Chen really wanted to tell him that the situation of his grandfather's house used to be a gang, and he used to play in it when he was a teenager.At that time, the situation in his mother's house was not very stable, and there was a fight. He had seen a person with severe burns all over his body, his face was almost completely destroyed, and only his two eyes were intact.

But that person was very nice, and later his mother arranged for him to help manage the stables in his family's villa, so that he could rest in peace by the way, and Lucent Chen's equestrian skills were taught by that person.

He is not afraid of those, but it is not appropriate to say anything now, Bai Congyu may not listen to his family's affairs.

Or to put it another way, even if he didn't have those experiences, would he leave the person he fell in love with so hard because of a scar? Is his liking so unreliable?

Bai Congyu shook his head, his eyes were sour, and his voice was hoarse: "You have never been called a monster to your face, and no one has pointed to your nose and said 'you are so disgusting, no wonder your parents don't want you', Brother Chen, I can't accept anyone, We can't be together, I don't want anyone to see. Not even my parents want me."

Lucent Chen hugged the person and patted gently; "It's okay, it's okay."

Being rejected, Lucent Chen didn't feel any sadness in his heart. The reason for his rejection was not because he didn't like it.It's because of his imperfection that he feels unworthy, so it's good to take things slowly. He has the patience to boil the frog in warm water.

But he felt sorry for Bai Congyu like this, he felt very distressed, people's viciousness was sometimes beyond imagination, they sprinkled salt on other people's wounds, and then stepped on them a few times.Seeing other people in agony and getting twisted vents and quick G's is just the devil.Distressed and angry, it is best not to let him meet this kind of person, otherwise he will be taught to be a man again every minute.It doesn't matter whether he has a good temper or not, as long as he is around, no one can hurt Bai Congyu.

"Cong Yu, you're not a monster, and you're not disgusting. Don't let others ruin you with a single word." Lucent Chen understands that his words are weak, the damage has already been done, and it will take time to heal. Of course, he is really not good at comforting others. good at.

Lucent Chen's embrace was very warm, and the heartbeat was conveyed powerfully under the generous chest.It was very stable and let people fall into the trap. The familiar atmosphere soothed his emotions, and a consciousness in his mind told Bai Congyu repeatedly that this place is safe, you can try to relax.

It took a long time for Bai Congyu to recover, and the return of a clear consciousness meant that he had to return to reality and face the situation in front of him.He knew that he was like an ignorant child, capricious and unreasonable.I was wrapped up in emotions, and then immersed in it.

"Brother Chen, I'm sorry..." Bai Congyu wanted to sit up straight.

"Let me hug you again, Mr. Bai, you see I have been rejected, please comfort me a little bit." Lucent Chen said, holding him tightly without relaxing his hands.

Bai Congyu's fingers froze, yes, he just rejected Lucent Chen and locked his favorite out of the door with his own hands.Bitterness welled up in my heart, it was cold, and the root of my tongue was numb.He was tossing so much just now, but in fact it was more of a grievance. He liked Lucent Chen so much that he chose a career that he was not suitable for at the beginning.But when he was confessed, he couldn't accept it no matter what, it was too fucked up.Why!What did he do wrong to be tortured like this.

The heart seemed to be pinched repeatedly by one hand, it was extremely suffocating, and it was extremely painful.He indulged himself in hugging Lucent, maybe this was the last time, and he would have no reason to get close to this person in the future.

Happiness within reach is as fragile as a piece of glass, which will shatter when touched.

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Xiaobai was thrown away because of this scar, and it is indeed a big shadow in his heart!