[Rebirth] Murphy

You won't understand, you won't understand what death means...

Even though the ocean is far away, as long as he holds her book and thinks of her voice and smile, the person who will feel soft in his heart will never appear in his life again.

In the summer when he was 15 years old, Tezuka met Yunmo in Germany.Her calmness, rationality, maturity, self-confidence...all of them attracted his attention.Later, he accidentally discovered that she was still a writer, and he, who never read literary and romantic novels, bought all her novels for the first time.When he has nothing to do, he will make a cup of tea and sit under the lamp, open her book, and read her thoughts from the lines, so he knows...

Yunmo believes in romantic love at first sight, Yunmo believes in unswerving love until death, Yunmo likes meticulous and considerate lovers, Yunmo likes long-lasting affection...

At that time, Tezuka was sure that he liked Yunmo, but at the age of 15, he was still young after all, and there were many oceans across, so there were many uncertain factors in the future.So until he left Germany, he didn't show any thoughts, because he didn't want to hurt the girl in the slightest.

Since entering high school, Tezuka has started to strengthen his Chinese learning, and plans to apply for studying in China in his third year of high school.He knew that Yunmo should have returned to China by then.Because she said that when she was 19 years old, she would return to China to accompany her grandfather.At that time, he would stand in front of her and say to her: Yunmo, can I watch the cherry blossoms with you for the rest of my life?

It's just that fate played tricks on him, and he saw Yunmo again at her wedding with Ren Zu.He couldn't believe that she would marry Renzu: it was clear that Renzu's personality was completely opposite to what she aspired to.

During that time, he suddenly felt that everything he did seemed meaningless, and he was so depressed that even Taocheng, who had always been nervous, noticed something was wrong.Later, he gave up his application to study in China and was recommended to Dongda University.He thought that even if he had no chance, he still hoped to be close to her and watch her happy.

It's just that Ren Zuzu doesn't seem to know how to cherish her at all, and his promiscuous behavior hasn't changed at all since he got married.Many times he can't help but want to rush up and beat him up, and then declare war: Since you don't want to cherish her, then give her to me!

Of course, just thinking about it.He could tell that Yunmo liked Renzu, and with her attitude towards love, if he made a move on Renzu, she would stay farther away from him, maybe she wouldn't even be able to be friends.

Tezuka is waiting, maybe one day Yunmo will be disappointed with Renzu, at that time he will stand by her side and accompany her for the rest of his life.It's just that he didn't expect that what he was waiting for was Yun Mo's death...

"Tezuka? What's wrong with you?" Fuji asked worriedly.

Tezuka seemed to be a little bit wrong today, although his face still had that expression of unshakable facial paralysis.But after so many years of getting along, no one knows Tezuka better than him: he is distracted!There is also the low and sad atmosphere that lingers all over the body, which makes Fuji feel that Tezuka's heart is crying.

Tezuka clapped slowly and pulled it out of his memory, "Ah...it's nothing." The woman named Yan Mofei said that she would move here today, but she didn't know if she would move here...

No wonder!

Looking at the Tezuka whose thoughts had gone somewhere before him, Fuji felt a little speechless.If it wasn't for what Tezuka himself was willing to say, no one would be able to ask anything... But what could make Tezuka so abnormal?I really want to know...

One year after Yun Mo's death, the bookstore on the website actually started to promote the new book of "Zui Liunian" again, which made Tezuka's dead heart rekindled a glimmer of hope.Without hesitation, he bought the new book of 'Drunken Years' and spent an entire night reading it.Then I was pleasantly surprised to find that although the style of writing was tainted with a touch of sadness, and the hero and heroine went from falling in love to being apart, some of the unique humor remained unchanged.

Isn't Yunmo dead?But obviously he heard the doctor's announcement that the rescue was invalid...

Some things cannot withstand scrutiny, but he would rather believe that Yunmo must still exist somewhere in this world.In this way, he can lie to himself that one day he will meet Yun Mo again, and at that time, no matter what is in front of them, he will never let go!

After meeting Yan Mofei and guessing that she might know Yun Mo and was still very close, Tezuka felt very complicated.He hoped to hear the news from her that Yun Mo was still alive in this world, but he was also afraid of breaking his long-standing fantasy.

This has been hesitant until Renzu asked her about "Drunken Years" yesterday, and Tezuka made up his mind to ask her about Yunmo. This time he didn't want to lose to Renzu again.

It's just that Yan Mofei's answer completely shattered his last fantasy, and made him face up to a question: Is it really possible for a dead person to come back to life?

You don't know what death is until you're gone, which means that no matter what you do, she won't see it.And what he can do now is to learn about her past that he doesn't know from another person.

"No, I still have something to do, so I won't go to the library this afternoon." Tezuka put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth with a napkin, then raised his head and said in his usual cold voice.

"Huh?" A trace of surprise flashed in Fuji's blue eyes.Tezuka University chose to study medicine, and he wanted to apply to the University of Munich in Germany, so he started preparations very early.Usually when there is no class, they will go to the library to read together.He watched photography, and Tezuka watched heart disease, and Tezuka was almost never absent.

Tezuka didn't mean to explain any more, he stood up after saying that and was about to go out of the restaurant, Fuji quickly stood up and followed.He turned his head to observe Tezuka's expression carefully, but was disappointed to find that he was still as expressionless as before. It seemed that he had missed something...

Tezuka's apartment is very close to the main campus of the University of Tokyo, and it only takes about 10 minutes to walk.The apartment was on the fifth floor, and it took the elevator to arrive in a blink of an eye. After opening the door, Tezuka seriously suspected that he had gone to the wrong door.So he made a rather stupid move: he exited the door and looked at the house number... At this moment, a woman chuckled softly from the room.

"Tezuka, you're back~"

The woman came out of the guest room wearing home clothes, with her long black hair hanging over her shoulders, and a playful smile on her face... Tezuka just looked at Yan Mofei like this, and for some reason, suddenly turned her face into the clouds. Mo's face overlapped, and his heart beat wildly for a moment.

"Aren't you coming in?" Seeing that he didn't move, Yan Mofei asked strangely.

Tezuka concealedly pushed his glasses and walked in from the door. The originally empty living room has been filled with various warm-toned furniture.The black sofa was replaced with a light brown color, and a few ancient Chinese-style paintings were hung on the white wall, making the whole living room feel a little warmer.

"Your house is too cold in space. I bought some furniture and decorations on my own. Of course, I paid for it! You don't mind, do you?" Somehow, in front of Tezuka, she always seemed to ignore a lot of.It was also at this time that Yan Mofei remembered that he had changed the furniture without the owner's permission, which seemed a bit impolite.

She generally spends more time at home, so she has very high requirements for the comfort of the room.So when I decided to live here, I ordered furniture online directly when I went back at night and had the store deliver it the next day.

"No." Tezuka looked at her calmly.

Maybe it's because he's been thinking more and more about Yunmo in the past few days. The moment he saw her just now, he had the feeling of seeing Yunmo. It's obvious that the two don't look alike at all...

At this moment, the doorbell rang, and Yan Mofei's eyes lit up, "I'll go and open the door!"

Tezuka looked at the living room, which had gained a lot of popularity, and suddenly felt that maybe he had made a good decision.

"Let's move the things in!" Just as he was thinking, Tezuka saw a group of people in uniforms, led by Yan Mofei, bring in a large object with packaging, probably... a bed?

When those people carried the things into the guest room, Tezuka was sure that it was the bed.But the room has a bed, right?Occasionally, the junior high school tennis club has a party, and when some people don't go back, they will sleep in there for one night...

At this time, Yan Mofei stood at the door and turned his head to look at him. Tezuka saw his expression as innocent, "I asked them to dismantle the bed in this room and replace it with another one. Don't you mind?"

"Ah, whatever~" When Tezuka said this, didn't he notice that the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, and he always felt that his mood somehow got better?