crystal rose

Ah Gang and Xiao Mo walked side by side on the hillside by the river, this situation has not happened for a long time.Ever since Xiaomo got to know Jingzi and Xiaochun, the two girls often came to play with Xiaomo.There are still more common topics for girls.In addition, Ganga often acts together with Yamamoto Prison Temple.The two people who live under the same roof feel like they haven't seen each other for a long time.

Today the house is being cleaned, and Ah Gang and Xiao Mo are in charge of shopping.The two of them had just walked under the bridge with their big bags and small bags. Ah Gang looked up inadvertently, and saw a person standing outside the railing on the bridge, as if he was about to jump down.

Ah Gang was so frightened that he didn't have time to say anything, so he ran to the bridge.It has to be said that after Xiaomo's last education, Ah Gang has developed more and more into a new and good man.You see, even if he ran in such a hurry, he didn't lose what was in his hand. -_-|||

When Xiao Mo saw Ah Gang running up, she saw someone above her head who wanted to commit suicide.After thinking about it, he followed Ah Gang onto the bridge.

When Xiaomo walked onto the bridge, she realized that there was a small problem.As we all know, Gang's personality is a bit weak.Although it has changed a lot now.However, some glitches still occur from time to time.

For example, at this time, a girl who wants to commit suicide at this time.People who originally wanted to commit suicide had a little extreme thinking, and girls were born with the right to be unreasonable.The direct result is that Ah Gang was overwhelmed by the girl who committed suicide.I couldn't say words of comfort, so I could only walk around in circles in a hurry.

He saw Xiao Mo walking up slowly.Ah Gang hurriedly called Xiao Mo: "Xiao Mo, hurry up and help me." I can't do it anymore, the girls nowadays are too tough.

Xiao Mo looked at the girl standing outside the bridge, with her delicate facial features and weak temperament, no matter how she looked at it, she was a beautiful woman who wanted to be held in the palm of her hand and cared for.It's just that at this moment, her hair is messy and her eyes are red and swollen.Listen carefully, there is still the sound of sobbing in the air,

Sighing, Xiao Mo asked: "Sister, why did you do this?" The girl shouted: "Don't care about your business, you go quickly." Xiao Mo looked at the girl and said sincerely: "We don't know What happened, of course, can’t be discussed indiscriminately. But sister, you are not afraid of death. Why don’t you tell your story. You don’t want to have no one to sigh for you after you die. Death is too lonely."

"Hey, Xiao Mo..." Ah Gang shouted anxiously, but Xiao Mo choked up all the words he wanted to say with a look from Xiao Mo.

Maybe it was the sincerity in Xiaomo's words that moved her.Maybe it's because I've been alone for too long and I want someone to listen to me.Maybe it's because I don't want to die for no reason, and I want others to know my story.In short, the girl finally returned to this side of the railing and sat down against the railing.

Ah Gang burst into tears, I said that after a long time, Xiao Mo's words were not as effective.

The author sincerely believes that this is a matter of character.

The girl's name is Ayako Kawakami.Her story is corny.She grew up in a poor family, her father was an alcoholic.And her mother has always swallowed her anger.Whether it was beating and scolding when my father was drunk, or taking away the living expenses earned by her hard work when he was sober, he never dared to resist.Caizi has only two impressions of her father since she was a child, the cruelty when drunk, and the arrogance when sober.

The days shrouded in the shadow of her father's violence were completely over when Caizi was ten years old.When she was ten years old, Caizi's father got involved in a gangster's brawl when he was drunk, and was hit on the head by a gangster. The rescue failed and died.

No matter what others think, Ayako finds it a relief.I no longer have to tremble in the closet when I hear the sound in the middle of the night, and I don’t have to starve for days when my father steals the living expenses.

That time is one of the fondest memories that Ayako can remember.Although poor, the wages of two people working part-time are barely enough.Most importantly, spiritual freedom.

More than a year later, Caizi's mother met the owner of a small factory where she was working.Although Caizi's mother is a bit cowardly, she is an out-and-out delicate beauty.The little boss was shocked when he saw it, and launched a fierce pursuit offensive.

Caizi's mother is an out-and-out little woman, and only by relying on a man can she feel safe.It didn't take long before he was defeated by the little boss's attack.

The little boss became Ayako's stepfather.When Caizi was happy for her mother, she didn't know that she fell into another abyss again.

Caizi's stepfather is a beast, he even wants to shoot Caizi who is not yet 12 years old.

What disappoints Caizi the most is that the mother who has always depended on each other may be afraid of the previous life.He turned a blind eye to what his stepfather was doing.

Sad Caizi ran away from home angrily.Repeatedly moved to many places.It is extremely difficult for a girl under 12 years old to survive.

When Ayako was 14 years old, she met the third significant man in her life.A deepest calamity.

He is a frequent visitor to the restaurant where Caizi works.A completely different man from Ayako's father and stepfather.He seems suave, like a real big brother.

At first, there was no intersection between the two.After he saw Caizi being bullied by the seniors of the hotel, he came out to rescue her, and the lives of the two people had a crossover.

He really takes care of Cai Zi.He will give her a pair of gloves when the weather is cold, help her share when she lifts heavy objects, and stand by her side to protect her when others bully her.

No one had ever been so kind to her in Caiko's life, not even her mother.So when Caizi confessed to herself, she packed up her only possessions and moved into his apartment without hesitation.

Because he swore to Caizi that he would take care of her for the rest of his life.

Just this one sentence is enough to turn Ayako into a moth to the flame.

For two full years, Ayako was the only one in her world.The focus of her life is only him, and his emotions dominate her life.

Ayako's 16th birthday was when her dreams were shattered.She wanted to arrange a surprise decoration that day and returned home early.But what greeted her was a bolt from the blue.

Her and him were lying naked on their bed.Holding another woman in his arms.

He saw her.Not a trace of panic.He told her calmly that her love was a burden to him.It's just that he didn't want to hurt her, so he didn't say it all the time. Now she already knows, so let's separate.

Who said that gentleness does not hurt others, gentle people can give you the deepest knife with a smile.

Caizi cried and left the "home" where she had lived for two years, but he did not chase after her.

"Why, why did he give me only two years of his life. Was everything a lie back then? I can change what is wrong with me. Why even he has to abandon me." Caizi's voice was hoarse from crying Even so, her tears kept flowing out.

"It's because of this that you want to die?" Xiaomo squatted in front of Caizi, her blue eyes seemed to be able to look straight into the deepest part of a person's heart.

"The only person who loves me doesn't want me anymore, what hope is there for me to live." Caizi roared, her expression full of madness.

"But back then you had nothing, didn't you? This is just going back to the original point. Back then you could live well, why can't you now." Xiaomo's words made Caizi freeze in place.

"Is it because you have tasted the taste of being valued by others, and you don't want to go back to the time when you had nothing?"

"Even if that's the case." Caizi was like an angry lion.

"Then find someone to love you, isn't that all right?" Xiao Mo looked at the girl who was two or three years older than her, and said lightly.

"What do you know? What do you know about a person who looks like the proud girl of heaven." Caizi covered her face with her hands: "People like me, people like me, no one will love."

"I'm not the girl of heaven." Xiaomo's voice was still faint: "From the day I opened my eyes, my mind was blank. I don't know anything, I don't remember anything. If it weren't for Ah Gang If you kindly rescued me, I might die in a coma for no reason."

Looking at Caizi's wide eyes, Xiaomo continued: "Sometimes, being alive is a kind of luck. I don't know if I have relatives or friends, because I don't remember anything. Sister Caizi, you If you don’t love yourself, how can you ask others to love you?”

Caizi seemed to want to defend herself, but she couldn't say "I don't have it".

"I like Sister Caizi very much." Xiaomo suddenly said: "Living in such an environment since childhood, Sister Caizi has never compromised with fate. Such Sister Caizi deserves to be liked by others."

Caizi looked at Xiaomo, no one had ever said that to her, not even him back then.In fact, when I was with him back then, I felt as if I was dreaming.Will someone like this kind of me, will anyone like this kind of me?So be careful, change everything about yourself, and become a dodder vine, but you can't avoid being abandoned in the end.

In fact, compared to the anger of being betrayed, what I think in my heart is "Sure enough, this is still the case, and finally this day has come." It turns out that it is me who has been trapped all this time.

"Is it true?" Caizi looked at Xiaomo seriously.

"It's true, sister Caizi like this is the most worthy of being liked by others. So don't hate yourself, don't abandon yourself. One day, you will find someone who likes you the most. Before that, everything is A trial. Because this will help Sister Caizi know how to cherish happiness more. In this way, when you encounter the only happiness, you will hold on tightly and never let go."

Caizi laughed suddenly, even though her hair was messy and her eyes were red and swollen, she still looked radiant.Yes, I forgot the original goal.During those two years of starvation, cold, and humiliation, I had already forgotten my original intention.So when someone stretched out his hand like himself, he entangled himself like a vampire vine.In the end, it sucked the last trace of his warmth.

"I won't do stupid things anymore. You're right, I have nothing. But I still have life and time. How can I give up before I have tried. One day, I will find A person who doesn't care about my past, doesn't dislike my cowardice, and likes the real me. I will work hard to make myself worthy of that person." Caizi said firmly.

"It will definitely." Xiao Mo also said with a smile.The smiling face is like a jasmine flower, elegant but refreshing.It must be, because you are so kind.Even when he was driven to a desperate situation, he never thought of hurting others. Such a brilliant soul must be appreciated by those with discerning eyes.

Ah Gang didn't speak all the time, just stood behind and looked at the two people with complicated eyes.Such a mature little Mo reminded him of the strange little Mo who appeared the day he was attacked.A sense of powerlessness swept over my body.Why did Xiao Mo feel so far away when she was standing there?

Caizi solemnly bowed 90 degrees to Xiao Mo, but Xiao Mo couldn't avoid it.When Xiao Mo panicked, Cai Zi said seriously: "This is necessary, you have the grace of rebuilding me." Before leaving, Cai Zi blinked at Xiao Mo: "You don't have nothing, at least you still have nothing. There is the boy behind him, isn't there?"

Xiaomo turned her head to look at Ah Gang, indeed, in her memory, he appeared in every picture.

Xiao Mo and A Gang watched Cai Zi go further and further away.Xiao Mo asked Ah Gang suddenly: "Ah Gang, tell me, what is liking?" "I'm kidding, let's go. It's been such a long time."

Only Ah Gang looked at Xiao Mo's back with an inexplicable expression.