until the last minute

On Sundays when you don’t need to get up early, it’s suitable for tenderness in bed with your lover.But this one obviously doesn't apply to Li Qing, he wakes up early, Zhou Yin is still asleep, and his childish and harmless sleeping face really makes him feel sorry for him, and he is reluctant to wake him up.

But the physical impulse in the morning came strong, Zhou Yin hugged him tightly, his arms almost wrapped around him, and curled up, snuggling against his chest like a baby.

Li Qing raised his arms to block the slanting sunlight.He forgot to close the curtains before going to bed last night, and his eyes were very bright when he opened his eyes in the morning. He took a long time to get used to it before putting down his arms, and put his hands on Zhou Yin's back, guarding his good sleep with a protective attitude. .

In my impression, I haven’t woken up with such an embrace for a long time. The time in the dormitory is not counted. Although I used to live in a simple rental house and woke up many times, the future of those days is uncertain. Seconds are accompanied by anxiety.

Li Qing thought about the past, and slowly fell back to sleep.

He dreamed of the days after Zhou Yin left.The day after it was confirmed that Zhou Yin had left, he spent the whole day in a daze. The most direct consequence of staying up all night was that his head hurt like it was going to explode, and his eyes were bloodshot.He didn't go to the cafeteria for lunch, but bought dry bread at the canteen, and felt the pain of tearing his throat while chewing dryly.

Putting the leftover half of the bread into his pocket, he went to the southwestern gate of the school. From a distance, he saw that sharp cones were installed on the fence, and the bricks on the ground that were half a person's height disappeared. These silent warnings announced He could no longer climb out of this wall, and had to make a big circle to get back to that alley.

Day students couldn't leave the school gate at noon, so he went back to the classroom and lay down on the desk for a while, with a splitting headache and a messy mind, unable to fall asleep at all.He gave up falling asleep, walked out of the classroom, and followed the only thought in his mind—to take a look at Zhou Yin's original classroom.

There was no one in the classroom during the lunch break, Zhou Yin's original seat was now empty, and the desks had also been moved.There is an extra desk in the corner of the classroom where the trash can is placed, and the desktop is scattered with scattered paper balls, mineral water bottles and plastic lunch boxes.

Unprecedented anger welled up in his heart, and his intuition told him that it was Zhou Yin's desk.He walked into the classroom, went straight to the desk that was out of place with his surroundings, and swept away the trash on the desk with his arm.He dragged the desk out of the corner, away from the piles of trash, and away from the room that couldn't hold it.

The desk was pushed into the corridor by him, and a sharp female voice stopped him, "Hello! What are you doing?"

He turned a deaf ear to it, and squatted down to look through the things in the desk drawers, textbooks, crumpled test papers, water cups, pencil cases, campus cards, and nothing else was left behind.He wanted to take all the things away, but he glanced at the nearby classroom, every inch of space and every strand of air had once shut Zhou Yin out.

He clenched his fists, stood up and pushed the desk into his class.

"Hey, are you sick! This is the desk of our class!"

"Xiaoqin! Don't do this."

Hearing a familiar voice, he looked back. Ruan Wei covered her mouth in surprise when she saw him, while the girl next to her obviously took a step back, her face full of fear and horror.He recognized that girl, she was Zhou Yin's deskmate.

"What you don't want, I want it, you throw it away like garbage, I recycle it, what's the problem?" He heard his rough voice, unusually calm and sober, he neither lost control nor He didn't make a big fuss, he discussed in a peaceful tone, he just wanted to take away a table.

why not?

Why do they look so scared in their own eyes?

Ruan Wei stepped into the classroom first, then pushed his desk to the corridor, and moved the desk and textbooks and sundries in the drawer to Zhou Yin's desk, "The number of desks and chairs in each class is fixed, there must be no less , you can only exchange your own, and you can’t let their class lose a desk for no reason.”

He nodded stiffly.

Ruan Wei smiled at him reluctantly, the smile was unspeakably miserable, "Li Qing, you should look in the mirror, you look scary like this."

After changing the desk, he went to the toilet to wash his face. The mirror reflected his appearance, with an unshaven beard, bloodshot eyes, and a haggard and dull expression.Maybe he didn't stop the hostility between his brows and eyes just now, Zhou Yin said that he looks a bit fierce, and it would be scary if he got angry.

Thinking of Zhou Yin, he didn't feel any particular anger or sadness, only bursts of sadness welling up in his heart.

Zhou Yin should be treated better, the understanding and kindness that Zhou Yin did not get from other people should be made up by him, but why did he also become a cold arrow to Zhou Yin.

After self-study that night, he took a detour to the alley and took away the stray cat he met with Zhou Yin.

Li Qing woke up again, Zhou Yin was looking at him and smiling, then he rubbed his cheek against his neck, soft kiss fell on his neck, Adam's apple, chin, and then his lips.

Zhou Yin looked at Li Qing before kissing him, his eyes and voice were as soft and sweet as his kiss, "Good morning, did you sleep well last night?"

Li Qing rubbed the back of Zhou Yin's head, "I slept well, how about you?"

Zhou Yin said angrily, "It's not bad, but now you're hitting me again."

"You too, you have to get used to it." Li Qing turned around and pressed on Zhou Yin's body. Zhou Yin was lying flat and wrapped his arms around Li Qing's neck.Li Qing lifted Zhou Yin's pajamas with his left hand, and the moment his palm covered it, Zhou Yin let out a long hum in his throat.Li Qing blocked those overly rosy lips, and also blocked all emotional moans.

Zhou Yin let him caress, like a small animal showing its belly to please its master, extremely obedient.Li Qing kissed a little hard, he needed the most real stimulation to help him forget the bitterness in his dream, the past is in the past, but there are some things that he can never get over.

He brought the stray cat back to the rental house, intending to take good care of it and keep each other company.

But maybe it was a sudden change to an unfamiliar environment, the cat’s stress response caught him off guard, vomiting, diarrhea, and suddenly became extremely aggressive. It hid under the sofa and couldn’t bark.

He searched for many solutions on the Internet, and even went to ask Ruan Wei. Ruan Wei made many suggestions, and he wrote them down one by one, and tried them when he was ready to go back.

But when he got back to the rental house that night, the door was open, and from the moment he walked in, bad premonition almost swallowed him.

The cat was gone, so he searched the whole house, under the sofa, under the bed, in the bathroom, in the kitchen, every nook and cranny, but couldn't find the raccoon cat.

He even searched downstairs, but found nothing on the lawn, flowers, and trash cans.The next day, he walked around the alley where he picked it up with hope, naively thinking that the cat would come back here.

However, no.

He felt regretful that the last impression of that raccoon cat was hiding under the bed, its pupils were wide and round, looking at him in horror, it extremely repelled his approach.

Until the last moment, he couldn't hug it.