until the last minute

After Li Qing got off work, he went straight to find Zhou Yin, and on the phone he said that he would order a big meal to reward his stomach, but when he walked in, it was still nothing.Zhou Yin was boiling underwater dried noodles in the kitchen, and touched the plug and socket with his wet hands. Seeing him terrified, he hurriedly drove him out of the kitchen, and rolled up his sleeves to take Zhou Yin's place for dinner.

"I ordered takeaway at first, but the deliveryman delivered the wrong meal and spilled it. If it's too late, I'll do it myself." Zhou Yin stood behind him and explained shyly, touching his elbow from time to time, his smooth cheek Rubbing against his shoulder, leaving a few kisses lighter than a feather.

"Next time, I promise to have a big meal." Zhou Yin squeezed sideways into the gap between him and the cooking counter, tilted his head and looked at him with a very sad expression, "If you ignore me, I will kiss you!"

Li Qing lifted Zhou Yin's collar, carried him to a place where he would not interfere with his work, and said with a straight face, "If I see you touching electrical appliances with wet hands again, I will punish you."

Zhou Yin promised that there would be no next time, tiptoed and kissed his chin, then slipped away from his arms, like a cunning fox that could eat him to death.

Li Qing was helpless and helpless, and occasionally hated him, but he was happy with it.In fact, he didn't know why Zhou Yin had to be the one in the first place. Zhou Yin was too perverse, unconstrained, and elusive. He could be obedient on the outside, but in fact, he didn't know when he would stab him in the heart without warning.

He admitted that the seeds of doubt were permanently planted in his heart, similar to being bitten by a snake for ten years and being afraid of well ropes. It is impossible for him to trust Zhou Yin unreservedly, even after he has long since stopped entangled in the issue of love or not love today.

For him, there is something more important than love or not, and that is to ensure that Zhou Yin will stay by his side.

Li Qing put the lid on the pot, turned it to a low heat and simmered the noodles.He started to clean up the messy cooking table, wiped the table with a rag, and swept the egg shells on the cutting board into the trash can.Just as I was about to find the bowls and chopsticks to hold the noodles, I inadvertently swept them to the storage area under the cooking table. There were a few conspicuous oil stains on the clean surface, which looked like they had just been splashed on, not old oil stains.

He knelt down and wiped it off with a rag. He looked down and saw some ceramic debris in the gap between the floor and the cabinet. He scanned around and found larger ceramic debris under the dining table.He picked one up and examined it, confirming that it was the remains of a broken dish.

Li Qing got a broom to clean the ground, and then took two bowls of noodles. The noodles were a bit soft after cooking for a long time, and Zhou Yin, who had just come out of the shower, didn't dry his hair, so he pulled out the chair and sat down and started eating.

Zhou Yin looks delicious when he eats, and when he is particularly satisfied, his mouth full of food will make a humming sound.

While telling Zhou Yin to eat slowly, Li Qing was amused by his bulging cheeks. He walked behind Zhou Yin, picked up the towel hanging around his neck, and dried his hair for him.

He often feels that Zhou Yin lives in his own world, and it's not that he doesn't understand many things, but that he doesn't care.They have never discussed the practical things that others often talk about, such as earning money through studies and employment, and the more ethereal things, such as dreams, feelings and hobbies, are almost never mentioned by Zhou Yin.

When the two of them meet each other, what they do most often is to hug and kiss, and what they like most is to hug and kiss.No matter what they talked about, they would end up kissing and touching in a daze.

Zhou Yin is like a piece of sweet and greasy candy. It only has edges and corners on the outside, but it melts easily when it is put into his mouth. The sweet taste fills his mouth, so sweet that he can forget the bitterness in life.

Zhou Yin turned to look at him, "Why don't you come to eat, the noodles are lumpy."

"Immediately, if you don't dry your hair, you'll have a headache if you get cold from the wind."

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, come and eat," Zhou Yin patted the chair next to him, got up and moved his bowl of noodles over, "Don't sit across from me, sit next to me."

"Don't want to look at me? You have to squeeze a piece and wait for me to put the towel back."

Li Qing entered Zhou Yin's bedroom and threw the towel into the laundry basket in the bathroom.There were still a few clothes in the laundry basket, and he flipped through them with his hands. There were obvious food oil stains on a short sleeve and a pair of shorts.

He returned to the dining room as if nothing had happened, and sat down beside Zhou Yin.Zhou Yin held his chin, turned his face to his side, and said with a smile: "Look, I can always look at you like this."

Li Qing smiled and didn't speak. He ate a few mouthfuls. Zhou Yin's gaze was fixed on his face. The meaning suddenly made his heart move.

He suddenly remembered the scene he saw this afternoon, Zhou Yin's mother was watching her lover affectionately, her deep expression was very similar to Zhou Yin at this moment.

Li Qing suddenly understood why Zhou Yin was so unsophisticated and acted so surly and reckless. He was not well protected by his family. He was just a mother who had been immersed in the sweet dream woven by her lover for more than ten years. The only relative who lost himself for love may also be afraid of such an extremely pathological love.

Therefore, when love comes, Zhou Yin refuses, escapes, and finally sinks in love inevitably.

Li Qing thought that he might have seen Zhou Yin's deep love for him.

Seeing him in a daze, Zhou Yin stretched out his hand and waved in front of his eyes, "What are you thinking about?"

Li Qing came back to his senses, subconsciously said: "I want to kiss."

Zhou Yin chuckled, wiped his lips with his fingertips, and muttered: "I want to kiss you even if you are greasy." Then she held his face and kissed him without disgust, holding his lips Suck gently.

Zhou Yin kept his eyes closed the whole time, while he kept his eyes open, keeping Zhou Yin's serious and focused attitude in mind.This is evidence that Zhou Yin loves him, and he wants to collect it so that he can testify face to face when needed in the future.

The noodles were lumped into a ball and could not be eaten anymore. Li Qing cleaned up the bowls and dumped out the unfinished noodles in the bowls of the two of them. Zhou Yin still had more noodles left than him, and he still said without knowing it: "I ate a lot, yes You didn't finish eating until you said you had to kiss."

Li Qing laughed a few times, and when he was washing his hands under the tap, he suddenly leaned close to Zhou Yin's ear, and deliberately lowered his voice: "It would be great if you were as active in eating as you are in other foods. You said you liked it, and you knew that you had How greedy?"

Zhou Yin realized what Li Qing was referring to, blushed instantly, covered his mouth desperately, raised his voice to hide his embarrassment, "You are so annoying! Don't say you won't do it next time!"

"Really don't do it? Say it again and it will take effect." Li Qing asked calmly.

Zhou Yin was so choked that he couldn't speak, so he ran back to the room in a fit of anger, Li Qing looked at it with his head, and smiled immediately, the door was wide open, waiting for him to enter grandly.

After Li Qing washed the dishes, he knocked on the door pretendingly before entering Zhou Yin's room. Zhou Yin went to the door and turned on the light, and took him by the hand to drag him in, "It's not the first time I've knocked on some door!"

Li Qing watched his heart carefully, Zhou Yin first asked him to stand still, walked around him, and then picked up a bundle of soft rulers from the bedside table.

Li Qing said in a mean-spirited manner on purpose: "What are you doing? What do you want to measure? Do you want to compare with me?"

"Be serious! Change me back to the original Li Qing." Zhou Yin looked at him with his arms crossed, trying to make a vicious expression, but the cartoon pattern on his clothes greatly halved his aura.

Li Qing suppressed a smile, "Okay, listen to you, what do you want to measure?"

Zhou Yin untied the tape measure, put the starting point of the tape measure against his waist, held it down with one hand, let the tape measure drop to his ankle and then straightened it tightly, and then called out a number.

Zhou Yin raised his head and ordered fiercely: "You have to help me remember, I can't remember alone."

Li Qing responded with a full mouth: "Okay, I will remember."

"The next step is to measure the shoulder width, how to measure it?" Zhou Yin said to himself, the starting point of the soft ruler was attached to Li Qing's shoulder, and it was stretched to the other shoulder before reading.

"Is that the right amount? I remember it seems to be coming from behind." Zhou Yin looked at Li Qing coldly, with a confused expression on his face. Their eyes met. Li Qing suddenly lowered his head and kissed Zhou Yin's lips, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, "I'm sorry." I couldn't hold back for a moment."

"You seem to be a different person today, it's weird," Zhou Yin looked at Li Qing with a blushing face, "Is the wood enlightened?"

"No, it's because you are very good-looking." Li Qing pulled Zhou Yin into his arms, wishing he could crush him into pieces and embed him in his body. He smelled the fragrance of Zhou Yin's hair and kissed the soft top of her hair.

Zhou Yin put his arms around his waist and asked softly: "Did you encounter any difficulties today? Or you are too tired from work, so you will make fun of me."

"It doesn't matter, my lord has a lot, in order to compensate you for not eating a big meal tonight, do you want special service?" Zhou Yin raised his face, his eyes were no longer the usual teasing and cunning, but as pure as the night sky outside the window, able to reflect The unspeakable secrets and thoughts from the bottom of the heart.

Li Qing can't see through it, his secret is the camera hidden in the doll, it's the wish that is about to come true, it's that he won't tell Zhou Yin what he saw today.

So what about Zhou Yin, what is on his mind?Is there a secret to such innocent eyes?

Li Qing said: "There is no need for special services, just let me give you a hug."

"Going to bed?" Zhou Yin asked, "It will be more comfortable to lie down for a while."

Li Qing shook his head, "I didn't take a shower, I sweated a lot after running outside today."

"I don't dislike you," Zhou Yin sniffed at his neck, and hugged him even tighter, "It smells a little sweaty, but it's okay, you're still handsome, you wear shirts and trousers every day Even more handsome."

"By the way, if you have time in a few days, come with me to the formal clothing store to measure the size. I really forgot which sizes to measure. There are too many."

Li Qing lowered his head and looked at Zhou Yin, "What are you doing here? Shopping for clothes?"

"I'll customize a pair of work clothes for you. Find a place to write 'Zhou Yin Exclusive'. Where should I write it? The collar or the pocket?"

"Is it still written here?"

Zhou Yin's eyes were gradually imbued with the mystery and charm of this night. His hands were circling around the edge of Li Qing's belt. It was a handy thing for him to tease Li Qing. He knew that as long as he continued, both he and Li Qing would be fine. Indulge in sensory stimulation and forget all your troubles.

Li Qing grabbed his hand and stopped him: "Hey, don't do anything, just hug him, don't force yourself if you're not in the mood."

"How do you know I'm not in the mood?"

"Because I can see it all." Li Qing leaned over and hooked Zhou Yin's legs, put his other arm around his waist, picked him up and put him on the bed.He knelt down by the bed and held Zhou Yin's hand, "You may not know, I can feel it as long as you are a little bit unhappy."

Zhou Yin burst into tears with laughter, he squinted at Li Qing, "I don't believe it, you will coax me."

"Sleep, I'll leave when you fall asleep."

"Chat with me for a while longer," Zhou Yin turned over and lay on his side, one hand under the bed was held in the palm of Li Qing, "What do you want to do in the future?"

Li Qing thought for a while, "I haven't thought much about it. I haven't finished my thesis yet. In the future, I will probably find a job, earn more money, and live as hard and busy as most ordinary people in this society."

Zhou Yin pouted and hummed, "Don't you ask me what I want to do in the future?"

"What do you want to do?"

Zhou Yin took it for granted: "Of course I want to be with you, every day, why don't you have me in the future?"

"Because you are the goal and result of my life's plan, you are not in the process of my hard work, you have to wait for me at the end."

Li Qing seemed to know what he would ask, and with a few words, he dispelled his dissatisfaction and coaxed him into a euphoria.But he was still dissatisfied, he said to Li Qing: "I don't want it, I want to be with you, the process is very difficult and I want to be together..."

Zhou Yin's voice gradually became weaker, and after a while there was no sound at all, and he finally fell asleep tiredly.Li Qing carefully withdrew his hand and pressed a kiss on Zhou Yin's forehead.He turned off the light, closed the door, and quietly left the room.

Zhou Yin fell into a deep sleep, and he urgently needed to forget some of the pictures he saw today through sleep.

However, he refused to let him go in his dream about the things that made him miserable. He went back to those days when his mother was ill. He was forced to face his hysterical mother. At that time, his mother was no longer a mother. Looking at herself, she hated him for destroying the dream she had maintained for many years.

She doesn't want to wake up.

Zhou Yin twitched slightly in his deep sleep, and his dream was fragmented.Those bad days were like one after another full of medicine jars and bottles, emptied and emptied again, and finally he could not hear his mother's uncomfortable gagging when she swallowed the medicine. The doctor said that it was getting better. He looked at his mother who recovered her smile and hid the scars My own bloody mess.

He thought that the haze dissipated and ushered in hope.

Until today, a stack of photos shattered his fantasy, and his bad premonition for many days was confirmed at this moment.In the photo, his father and mother, who were as close as ever, slapped him after a few years. His self-righteous sacrifice and dedication in the past were all reduced to a joke.

Stabbed by the happy scene, he broke down and pushed aside the dishes on the table. The soup and vegetables splashed all over his body, and the newly bought ceramic dishes were broken to the ground.

He wanted to escape far away, to escape completely from this family that would collapse again at some point.He was going to end the perennial nightmare, he was going to a place where there would be no lies to hide separation and pain.

Li Qing is his refuge, the only place he can go back to now.He must ensure that there will always be a place for him by Li Qing's side.For this, he can pay all the price, and once again, he will not hesitate to run out of organs.