until the last minute

Li Qing didn't vomit in the car, the dizziness and nausea brought by the alcohol could not overcome the stimulation of reuniting with Zhou Yin, he kept a high degree of sobriety, holding the fruit candy in his hand.

Zhou Yin's intoxicated demeanor, realistic acting skills, and even more temptation than before, every scene that was staged in the bathroom just now went through in his mind now.Li Qing remembered Zhou Yin's proficiency in provocative teasing, he lied with ease, pretended to be drunk, pretended not to know each other, and there was not a single truth in his mouth from beginning to end.

There is no surprise and joy of meeting again after a long absence.

Li Qing's heartbeat was no longer as fast as it was just now, and cold sweat oozes from the inside to the outside of his burning palm.The hot state of his head was like being poured with a basin of cold water, and he calmed down in an instant, and the boiling and tension in his blood subsided.

He understands that Zhou Yin has not changed, and his determination has not changed, so it is impossible for them to get along with each other like in the past - he will always indulge, Zhou Yin can come and go freely in his world.

There must be a change, Li Qing looked out the car window at the tall buildings that were constantly receding, and repeated this sentence in a murmur, there must be a change.His eyes reflect the chaotic night sky heavily polluted by neon lights. This city often stays up all night, which is very different from the small town he and Zhou Yin met.

Through the change of the environment, he reminded himself that the present is different from the past. He is no longer the poor student who was struggling at the beginning, and now he has the ability to change what he wants to change.

Li Qing closed his eyes, suppressed his heartbeat that was once again clamoring, if he could tie up the person, restrain his hands and feet, and completely deprive him of the idea of ​​leaving him——

If he can do so.

Back in the dormitory that night, Li Qing occupied the bathroom and retched for a long time facing the sink. When he came out with a pale face and a heavy head, there was a missed call on his phone, which was from his younger sister Li Ying.

He immediately called back and went to the corridor to answer the call. The person on the phone spoke for nearly half a minute. He only replied a few monosyllables briefly, and finally added a word of caution, and hung up the phone.

Li Qing took off his clothes that smelled of alcohol and sweat, and went into the bathroom to take a shower shirtless.No matter what he does, he is very fast, and he is one step faster in eating and bathing. His roommate said that he is like a clockwork robot, working tirelessly from morning to night every day.It was rare for him not to refute, because he really had a lot to do.

Even basic physical needs are not spared a block of time.

Fortunately, he is not keen on this matter, and only occasionally, when he thinks of Zhou Yin again, will he be interested in doing it.

For example, now that he has lathered his whole body, looking down at the thing between his legs, he almost immediately thinks of Zhou Yin's bright red lips, or the slightly fluttering bright red entrance behind him.The two have something in common, except that one is high-profile and the other is secretly flushed, and they both have something to soothe him.

Li Qing turned the switch to the maximum, and the dense water washed over his body, taking away the foam on his body.He stretched his hands between his legs, frowned and grunted from time to time, the voices of the dormmates chatting with each other and chatting with his girlfriend came and went, covering his inaudible panting.

A few minutes later, Li Qing let go of the half-soft thing in a dispirited manner. He thought that drinking was a mistake, and decided to stay away from alcohol in the future, and he would not drink alcoholic drinks.

The next day is the recruiting day of the school club. In order to repay the favor of his junior sister, Li Qing was forced to agree to wear a doll costume as a mascot, attracting popularity for the club booth to attract new students.

The bulky doll costume was hot and stuffy, Li Qing gritted his teeth and stayed inside, sweating all over after walking a long distance.He looked ahead through the doll's open mouth, and when he saw someone approaching, he shook his body awkwardly, posing in different poses to take pictures.

Li Qing had long forgotten what kind of animation character the doll costume he was wearing was, and even if he remembered, he might not be able to name it.He felt that he was not very popular, especially compared to the hard-dancing bear in front of him. A bunch of juniors and juniors gathered around to take pictures and record videos, but his place was a bit deserted.

Although he is used to being ignored on many occasions, he did not expect that he would also be treated coldly when he stuffed himself into a doll. Li Qing thought for a moment, and then glanced at the dancing bear several times, mainly considering whether he could also be ignored. Go all out like this and twist twice.

Before he could think about it, someone touched his chubby body, and then a smiling voice came into the thick doll clothes, "Are you wondering why there are so many people there, but there are no people here?"

Li Qing turned his face slowly, and as expected, he saw Zhou Yin's face, with a smile in his eyes, he wiped off the sweat from his forehead and the tip of his nose under the scorching sun, and his whole face was bright and vivid.

Zhou Yin grabbed the short and fat hand of the doll costume, and said with a smile: "It's not easy to mess around with old Internet celebrities, but you were much more popular than it before, do you know it?"

I don't know, he doesn't even know the name of this doll.Li Qing stared blankly at Zhou Yin, and suddenly realized the benefits of being hidden in a doll, he can look at the person he wants to see unscrupulously, no need to hide it, and don't need to be in a confrontation between you and me In painstaking efforts.

How harmless dolls are, no one will lie to them, and no one will hide their true self in front of them.

Zhou Yin called a passing classmate to help, and took a photo with his short and fat body.Even though the person being hugged was in a doll costume, Li Qing was so nervous that his hands and feet became stiff, his face under the hood was tense, and he felt as if he was facing a formidable enemy throughout the whole process, without any relaxation.

After taking the photo, Zhou Yin left, and Li Qing went around again, returned to the club booth, and took off the doll costume with the help of others.He was sweating profusely, as if he had just been fished out of the water, and greeted his junior sister. Before he left, he saw the black doll costume on the ground, and asked in a mysterious way: "What is the name of this doll?"

"Kumamon, the senior sister said that it was bought by the previous boss, and passed down from generation to generation."

"No wonder it looks so familiar." Li Qing tried to recall which unlucky senior brother wore it to welcome the new year, but he remembered the name of the senior brother, but he forgot the name of this doll, "What did you just say about the bear?"

The speechlessness on Junior Sister's face turned into six dots, and she sighed faintly: "It's really outdated Internet celebrities are not as good as dogs."

While walking, Li Qing searched for this black bear with two bumps of plateau red on his cheeks, secretly guessing in his heart how likely Zhou Yin would like this mascot from the island country.

Almost walking to the downstairs of the dormitory, Li Qing looked up and realized that he had gone wrong again. They moved the dormitory building, and now only juniors and some freshmen live in this building.Turning around and about to leave, Li Qing put away his mobile phone and caught a glimpse of a pair of white shoes gradually approaching. He looked up along the white uppers and loose trousers, and finally a face of surprise and surprise appeared in front of him.

It's Zhou Yin.Zhou Yin was just a few steps away, his expression was slightly startled, and then a smile appeared on his lips.

A waking reunion with no cover of alcohol or night.

Li Qing walked over and looked at the person from head to toe. He wanted to ask Zhou Yin "Have you come back?" and then realized that the expression was wrong. He and Zhou Yin clearly met in another city, so they didn't count as returning.But he understood that he actually wanted to ask Zhou Yin if he wanted to come back to him?

Zhou Yin nodded, and Li Qing realized that he had asked the question inadvertently.

He still wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say at this moment. Instead, Zhou Yin spoke first: "Are you a bad drinker?"

Li Qing hummed.

Zhou Yin asked again: "How much can you remember when you were drunk?"

Li Qing didn't answer, he was still looking at Zhou Yin, staring at him directly and almost greedily.Zhou Yin showed the most innocent smile to him as if he didn't notice it, "Then let's treat today as a reunion after four years apart? Li Qing, how are you doing?"

Li Qing asked Zhou Yin: "How about you? How are you doing?"

How are you doing in the four years that you have lied to everyone and never heard from?Did you change your phone number? Will you think of me even for 1000 minute in more than 1 days?

However, Zhou quoted a firm tone and said to him: "I have a very good life, and there is no better life than this."

Li Qing twitched the corner of his mouth, his tone was very light, "Really? That's good, I'm going to leave beforehand."

He passed by Zhou Yin's side without squinting, and even the corners of his eyes avoided meeting each other.It wasn't until he was far away that he dared to look around a little. There was a lot of people on the school road, and the main teaching building was on the left, which was farther away from the dormitory area he was going back to.

Li Qing laughed at himself, took out his phone and unlocked it, and the page was still on the slightly silly bear.After staring at it for a long time, he opened Taobao and placed an order for a so-called genuine large Kumamon plush doll. The customer service quickly sent the order verification information. He clicked to confirm, and said to himself, Zhou Yin would like it.

It doesn't matter if you don't like it, Li Qing thought, Zhou Yin will always accept it.

This is not a gift of reunion, it is a silent warning, a hopeless act he has experienced day and night when he has experienced more than 1000 phone calls and no messages.There will be an eye hidden inside, looking at Zhou Yin instead of him all the time.

Li Qing took a deep breath, the sunlight was dazzling, he raised his hand to cover his forehead, avoiding the direct sunlight, and hurried to the shade.

Later, he went to Zhou Yin's small mansion again. One day after Zhou Yin left, the panic and despair of not being able to find this person after his phone was turned off almost overwhelmed him.

He wanted to go to Zhou Yin's room to take a look at the items left behind, maybe there was something he could take away, such as an insignificant piece of waste paper, old pajamas, and a dying potted plant on the windowsill.

Finally, he found a box in the back of the drawer, which contained a complete set of micro-camera equipment, and he took the set with him.Although he could vaguely guess the purpose of Zhou Yin's purchase of this equipment, when he opened the memory card on the computer in the Internet cafe, he couldn't help feeling cold.

There are three videos in the memory card, one is Zhou Yin's test recording at home, and the other two took place in the school laboratory.

He watched the video completely, Zhou Yin called the person who had plans for him over, endured his disgust and approached him, the first time he pushed the person away, the other party expressed his understanding and left; the second time he pretended to obey and stood up again Fighting back, he was finally beaten to death.

He didn't know about some of these things, and he only heard about some of them. After watching the video, he finally understood what Zhou Yin had experienced.

His resistance and rejection of other people's touch, his pain, his repressed panting when he is uncomfortable.He endured all that he couldn't bear, and put all his eggs in one basket just to escape, and he finally escaped far away, and got his wish, which is a good thing.

Don't blame him, let alone trap him.

From that day on, Li Qing made a compromise to a certain extent, no longer thinking about finding someone, and there was always an answer to his phone messages.Every phone call he made and every WeChat message he sent later was a one-sided way of expressing his miss.

He just misses it.