until the last minute

The temperature dropped a lot overnight, and Li Qing woke up at dawn. As soon as his arms stretched out of the bed, he felt the biting cold. He didn't want to get up even more, and was greedy for the warmth of the bed.

Zhou Yin leaned on one of his arms and slept soundly on his chest.Li Qing looked at his sleeping state almost greedily. Zhou Yin, who was sleeping soundly, was more obedient and harmless than usual. He was lying undefended beside him, maybe he was still having a sweet dream, what kind of feelings did he have for the person next to his pillow? The mind knows nothing.

Maybe Zhou Yin knew it, and he should have realized it deeply after last night if he didn't know it before.But Zhou Yin is still willing to get close to him.

Li Qing thought of Zhou Yin crying in front of him last night, even so, he still held his hand in the end and acted according to his wishes.

Does it mean that Zhou Yin was just a little afraid, he was not unwilling, even if he was afraid, he chose to obey, and he never rejected himself again.

This conjecture revived Li Qing's hope, he couldn't hold back the urgency in his heart, he stretched out his hand and pulled Zhou Yin into his arms, he didn't care whether he would wake him up - he just wanted to confirm his conjecture immediately.

But Zhou Yin seemed to be used to his hug, half of his body was hooped in his sleep, and he still didn't resist at all, and even approached him proactively, his head went from resting on his arm to burrowing into his chest.

Zhou Yin was wearing his old pajamas, the neckline was too big and half of his shoulders were exposed with a slight movement.Li Qing pulled up the quilt covered by the two of them, making sure there was no gap left, and then put his hand on Zhou Yin's bare shoulder.

He didn't dare to be too pretentious, he only dared to gently rub the round shoulders and the delicate flesh of the back of the neck.While admitting his despicableness in his heart, he couldn't restrain his suspicion at the same time. He wanted to ask Zhou Yin, do you know who he is?

He didn't ask, Zhou Yin, who was soundly asleep, noticed his touch, and muttered, don't touch it, itchy, Li Qing.

The moment he heard his name, his heart seemed to miss half a beat. Li Qing suddenly grabbed Zhou Yin's shoulder, and when he heard his complaining hum, he softened his strength.He said to himself, I'm sorry, did I hurt you again, I will be gentler, be good, go to sleep.

Li Qing slowly recalled Zhou Yin's voice in the dark, and his hands became more and more irregular. Sharing the same bed really gave him the illusion that he completely owned a person.He couldn't bear to wake up, and fell asleep again with Zhou Yin in his arms.

The regular biological clock made Li Qing wake up before the alarm clock rang, Zhou Yin woke up too, and the two of them huddled together to wash.Zhou Yin's mouth was full of toothpaste bubbles, and he asked vaguely: "I fell asleep, are you touching me?"

Li Qing wiped his face with a towel, his expression was very upright, "No, I fell asleep too."

"But when I woke up, your hand was on my ass." Zhou Yin rinsed his mouth and complained eagerly, as if he had been wronged so much.

Li Qing responded calmly: "Your legs are also on my waist."

"Are you turning the corner and saying that I have a bad sleeping posture?" Zhou Yin glared at him angrily.

"No, I just want to tell you that it's not my fault that I put my hand on your butt." Li Qing slowly raised the corners of his mouth and wiped off the toothpaste stains on Zhou Yin's chin.

Zhou Yin leaned forward and bit his lip, "You've really learned badly!"

"I learned from you." Li Qing pinched the back of Zhou Yin's neck, and Zhou Yin had to raise his face to bear Li Qing's menacing kiss from the very beginning.

Li Qing is quite good at kissing now, he has learned to lick his gums without a teacher, and even suck his tongue.Zhou Yin was completely defeated, he relied on Li Qing, unwilling to admit that his legs were weak.

Li Qing stroked the back of his head, "I've always wanted to ask you, what will happen if our agreement crosses the line?"

"You crossed the line, I didn't," Zhou Yin pressed his chin against Li Qing's shoulder, "My bottom line is that as long as you don't go to bed, you can do whatever else you want."

"You think so?"

"Not at first, but I underestimated your weight in my heart."

Li Qing pulled Zhou Yin out of his arms and stared at him closely.Zhou Yin looked straight into his eyes, "Li Qing, I like you even more than before, what do you think should be done?"

Li Qing felt a tightness in his throat and couldn't speak a word.

"Should people who like each other be allowed to kiss?"

Li Qing nodded dully.

Zhou Yin finally laughed, "Then don't think about it so much, if it's too serious, the game won't be fun."

He whispered the second half of the sentence in Li Qing's ear.Li Qing couldn't think about what Zhou Yin said, he was dazzled by that sentence of liking.For the game that Zhou Yin repeatedly mentioned, he also regarded it as an annoying thorn in his finger, unable to stop him from picking the most beautiful rose.

The two rushed back to school before morning reading. When Li Qing walked into the classroom, the class suddenly became quiet.He didn't care, went straight to the seat and pulled out the chair to sit down.The atmosphere was deadlocked for two or three seconds, and was quickly broken by whispering voices from all directions.

The department representative handed over the homework to the podium. Li Qing took out the test paper from the drawer and was about to pass it up with his deskmate. The deskmate directly passed the test paper to the person in front of him.

Li Qing saw that the distance between the two desks was getting wider and wider, and he really couldn't figure out where he offended his deskmate.

In the last class in the morning, the school's new psychology teacher borrowed their class for an open class.The psychology teacher opened the courseware for less than half a minute, and the courseware was closed before anyone could finish reading the topics on the screen.

She turned off the projector, flicked her hair, tapped the blackboard and said, "In this class, I originally planned to talk about how high school students can relieve their study pressure, but I think this topic is very boring. It's all commonplace content, and it's not worth my time Lesson. So, I'm going to tell you something that you don't usually hear, and that no one will tell you."

Immediately afterwards, the words "Love and Sexual Mental Health" appeared on the blackboard.The psychology teacher threw the chalk and patted the dust on his hands, "Let's just talk about this. I saw the deans in the last row glaring at me. Students, I'm telling you this at the risk of losing my job." , it’s a rare opportunity to listen well.”

There was an uproar downstairs.

Li Qing took the opportunity to look back at the teacher who was listening in the back row of the classroom, and the dean's face turned green.

In all fairness, this teacher speaks very well, and often makes people laugh with witty remarks.Li Qing listened very carefully at first, thinking about sharing it with Zhou Yin tonight.If there is no next one, today's episode might be treated as a joke by him to Zhou Yin.

But as the topic gradually deepened, I somehow changed from heterosexual relationships to homosexuality. Someone mentioned homosexuality in the audience, and the psychology teacher conducted a popular science on this.A classmate interjected, he is the one in the next class.

There was another whisper in the classroom.Li Qing felt very uncomfortable. He had always known that Zhou Yin's sexual orientation was known to everyone at his age. Before he knew him, he had learned about it from other people.

But it's one thing to know, and quite another to face it.He never put himself in Zhou Yin's situation, it turned out that he would hear this voice every day.

Li Qing felt like he was sitting on pins and needles, wishing he could jump out and share the malice for Zhou Yin.

But the psychology teacher immediately changed the topic, and for the rest of the class, Li Qing regretted that he didn't do anything at that time.

A few minutes before the end of get out of class, the psychology teacher did something even more shocking.She took out a transparent file bag containing several boxes of condoms, then scanned the classroom, her tone was serious, and her words were resonant.

"I know that no matter what the parents and teachers say, some people will still eat this forbidden fruit. Since I can't stop it, I can only prepare this at my own expense. Finally, I would like to remind everyone that you must learn to protect yourself."

The dean's expression was distorted when he left the classroom.One of the older teachers who came to observe shook his head at the psychology teacher, "Are you coming back to be a teacher or come back to disrupt the stage, Lao Yu will be mad at you."

A bold student came to the stage and took a box of condoms, claiming to dismantle them and blow bubbles.His companions laughed at him as a loner, and he could only be used to blow bubbles.

Suddenly someone turned their finger on Li Qing, "What are you doing, give it to Li Qing, he needs it."

"It is said that homosexuals are more susceptible to AIDS. You really need this." A classmate who didn't have much contact with each other took the document bag, walked to his seat, and poured out all the condoms inside.

Li Qing looked up at the man, who showed a provocative expression and pointed his middle finger at him.

The atmosphere in the class was a bit weird for a while, the others silently observed the situation on their side, no one dared to speak out.Li Qing picked up a few boxes of condoms scattered on the table, and asked, "Give it all to me? Thank you." He accepted it without hesitation, and stuffed it into the drawer. Seeing that the other party was still standing in front of him, he raised his eyebrows , "Is there anything else?"

The man was forcibly dragged away by his companions, and before leaving, he turned his head and cursed.Li Qing didn't change his face, he sat in his seat for a while, got up and walked out of the classroom.

After passing the notice board on the first floor, he went up to look at it. The notice of his punishment was posted in the center, and there was a black and white photo beside it.In the photo, he and Zhou Yin hugged at the door of the bar, Zhou Yin turned his back to the camera, and his face was clearly exposed in front of the camera.

Li Qing finally knew where some of his classmates' hostility towards him came from.

This photo was not one of the few he had asked for from the dean of the academic affairs. He guessed that the person who secretly took the photo kept it on purpose, and now he printed it out and posted it with ulterior motives.

"This is you and Zhou Yin, right?" Ruan Wei walked to his side at some point.

Li Qing glanced at her, noncommittal.

"Do you know why those people in the class treated you like this?"

Li Qing didn't speak, and directly tore off the photo.

Ruan Wei said: "It's not because of the Zhou Citation on the photo. I guess they didn't recognize it. The bar you went to was a gay bar. Some of them saw this photo and checked the sign when they came back."

Although Li Qing was surprised, he didn't show it on his face. He crumpled up the black and white photo and stuffed it into the pocket of his school uniform.

"Guess, other people will know about you and Zhou Yin?"

"No, they won't know, because you don't know how to tell," Li Qing said calmly, "It wasn't you who saw me and Zhou Yin in the infirmary that day."

"How do you know it's not?"

"If you saw it, maybe you would rush in and question us on the spot instead of staying until evening. You are not a person who can hide things. Similarly, you will not tell it. I know you are a good person."

Ruan Wei's eyes suddenly turned red, "Shut up, don't send me a good person card, only I will send it to others."

Li Qing was dumbfounded, and the corners of his mouth raised a very shallow arc.

"Even if I don't say it, or my friend doesn't say it, other people will see it. You usually have such a close relationship, unless you keep your distance."

"I won't change myself because of what other people think." Li Qing said each word slowly.

"What will you do if you are discovered?" Ruan Wei sneered, "Are you going to come out?"

Li Qing remained silent. In fact, he had no plans. The relationship between him and Zhou Yin was still unclear. He didn't dare to do something that would arouse Zhou Yin's resentment and make him have no way out.