until the last minute

After lunch, Li Qing sent his mother downstairs. Before going out, he found Zhou Yin who was in a daze in the kitchen, and hugged her affectionately, "What are you thinking? You're depressed."

"Go and see off Auntie, I won't go." Zhou Yin turned his head, Li Qing saw his eye circles were red, kissed the corners of his eyes and then let go, "I'll be back soon, I'll wash the dishes."

Li Qing took the door key above the shoe cabinet in the entrance, walked out of the house and turned around and said, "Xiao Yin, please open the door for me later."

Zhou Yin acknowledged that he knew, Xu felt embarrassed not to show up, and quickly came out of the kitchen, Li Qing closed the door, and waved to Zhou Yin who was in the room to signal him to go back.

In the elevator, Li Qing had a vague smile on his face, and when he was going downstairs, he was also triggering WeChat messages for Zhou. He didn't look at his mother standing aside, but just stared at the WeChat interface, and said in a good mood: " You don't need to tell Zhou Yin that, he feels uncomfortable after hearing it."

"Don't tell me he is willing to follow you?"

Li Qing put away his mobile phone and suppressed his expression, "Of course he is willing to follow me."

"Then what did you wear on his feet? I asked him, and he said it was given by you. I said it was a bit noisy when he walked on it. He said he rarely went out and it didn't bother him."

"You were born by me, how could I not know what kind of person you are."

Li Qing met his mother's scrutinizing gaze, "What do you want to say?"

"When you were in junior high school, your dad flipped the table, and you never cooked us another meal. After the college entrance examination, your dad yelled at you, and you refused to go home."

"Didn't you still receive a beating?" Li Qing smiled coldly.

"Do you want your parents to apologize to you?"

"No, it's all about the year of the monkey." Li Qing twitched the corners of his mouth mockingly, and he took out the key and handed it to his mother, "The door key, the house was signed for three years, and there is one year left, if you want to renew the lease, you can contact me My colleague pushed the WeChat ID to Li Ying, and I also paid the rent for the remaining year."

"Let Li Ying help you install a mobile bank. Remember to spend the money I transfer to you. Don't save it for me. I have money, so don't even think about asking me to go home. I will live with Zhou Yin from now on."

Li Qing pushed open the door of the building, watched his mother go away before slowly walking into the elevator.Walking to the door of the house, he adjusted his expression and knocked on the door of the house. As soon as he entered the door, Zhou Yin hugged his waist without saying a word, his arms were tightened more and more tightly, and their bodies were pressed against each other without any gaps.

After hugging for a long time, Li Qing's lower body inevitably changed. He hugged the person calmly, letting the thing proudly press against the person in his arms.He really can't be blamed for this, Zhou Yin's clothes are cool today, short sleeves and shorts are baggy, and a white jade-like body can be seen through the wide neckline with a slight glance down.

Zhou Yin blushed and raised his head, Li Qing held Zhou Yin's cheeks, his eyes were full of affection, and he kissed lightly on his forehead and the tip of his nose. After the kiss, he whispered in Zhou Yin's ear every night: "Xiao Yin, there will only be the two of us in the future, are you happy?"

"It's just the two of us, and no one can disturb you. Does Xiaoyin know how long I've been waiting for this day?"

Zhou Yin's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the end of his eyes was a little red. Li Qing couldn't help but kiss the moist eye sockets.Li Qing pushed Zhou Yin to the porch, trapped him between the wall and his chest, and asked with a light smile, "What's wrong with Xiao Yin? I wasn't happy eating just now, blame me, I shouldn't be teasing you."

Zhou Yin recalled the embarrassment when eating. Li Qing was sitting on his left, picking up vegetables for him in an orderly manner on the table, but the free legs under the dining table were very loose. He fiddled with the ankle chain, and the bell rang intermittently, clearly showing their shady activities under the table.

"How dare you say that," Zhou Yin said angrily, "I will be angry next time!"

"There will be no next time. From now on, it's just the two of us eating. We can eat whatever we want. You can sit on my lap if you take off your clothes." Li Qing stopped talking, raised the corners of his lips, and the reaction became more and more intense. He completed what he wanted to say.

Although Zhou Yin was flustered with embarrassment, his eyes didn't dodge, he put his hands around Li Qing's neck, and said seriously: "Let me ask you, you confessed to your parents a long time ago, right?"

Li Qing hummed, smiled and said: "My mother told you what, don't listen to her."

"Auntie said you worked in a bar after the college entrance examination, right? It's a gay bar. Your dad found out and wanted you to leave, but you refused to leave. You got into an argument with your dad, so you said everything gone?"

Li Qing just laughed and didn't answer.

Zhou Yin became anxious, hooked Li Qing's neck and shook, "Hurry up and talk! What did you tell them?"

"I said I should stay here. I also have someone I like. He is a boy. We are together. He is my boyfriend." What he said at that time was vivid in his ears. Li Qing tried to recall the scene at that time but found that It was very difficult. He couldn't remember the scene of arguing and confronting his parents. He only remembered that the sun was so hot that day, and he should have been dragged outside the bar.

"You don't need to say that, you can make up a reason, or you can listen to your parents and don't do it with Zheng Wenliang." Zhou Citing was speaking very fast, Li Qing interrupted him, and said with a smile: "Why should I Want to listen to them?"

"You did it for Zheng Wenliang's sake, didn't you?" Zhou Yin stared at Li Qing with red eyes, and finished the rest of the sentence before tears fell, "But I'm obviously gone, I left you ,do not you know?"

Li Qing was silent for a while, and when he spoke again, his tone was very light, "I worked for Zheng Wenliang for so long, and I didn't gain anything. At that time, you knew that I was the one following you, right?"

Li Qing looked straight at Zhou Yin.

Zhou Yin nodded, "I know, I knew you were following, so I took you away on purpose for so long. I turned around and wanted to call you, but you ran away."

"I was very down and out at that time, I didn't dare to see you, and I couldn't find you when I went to look for you later." Li Qing lowered his head and sneered, "If I hadn't run away that day, wouldn't we have been separated for so many years?"

"Even if you don't run away, I will move. I am determined to leave you, and the result will not change."

A tear rolled down from the eye socket, Zhou Yin shook his head, as if he couldn't believe his determination, the tears became more violent, Li Qing embraced him, and he cried bitterly on Li Qing's shoulder.

Li Qing coaxed: "It's all over, let's not talk about it, can I take you back to take a nap?"

Zhou Yin shook his head, as if he wished to cut out his own heart and bones at this moment, he confessed to Li Qing with tears in his eyes: "I didn't dare to provoke you at that time, I shouldn't have provoked you in the first place, I'm too bad There are a lot of messes at home, and my mother is sick again, there is no reason for you to bear these with me."

"Because of this, you deliberately left me the wrong address?"

Zhou Yin was crying so hard, Li Qing stroked the back of his head, and sighed so softly that it was almost inaudible, "You didn't answer my phone call, and you didn't reply to your WeChat."

"I threw away my phone the day I left."

Li Qing could only feel the unspeakable bitterness in his mouth. He patted Zhou Yin's back lightly. During the four years when he was disconnected, the sadness and pain during that period had already become very faint. It does not matter whether to forgive or not to forgive.

In the end, he only said this sentence to Zhou Yin: "Xiao Yin is really unfeeling to me."

Zhou Yin hugged his waist tightly, saying sorry over and over again, his crying voice made Li Qing's heart ache.Li Qing hugged him horizontally, and Zhou Yin held him tightly around his neck. Li Qing carried him into the bedroom, and before he lay down on the bed, he asked Zhou Yin: "You owe me four years, and you will pay it with your whole life. Are you willing?" ?”

"Not enough," Zhou Yin murmured softly, only a second away from Li Qing's embrace, he couldn't wait to reach out his hand to Li Qing, put his arms around him, and let him press on his body, they fell into this hotbed of relieving pain and blending together, "The next life is also yours."

For the rest of the day, both of them packed their luggage at home. Zhou Yin sent all the presents he bought for Li Qing some time ago, including running shoes, jerseys, watches, and belts. These were ordered online when he couldn’t go out. Or ask a friend to run errands.In addition, there are bits and pieces of gifts, such as earphones, lighters, wallets, perfumes, etc., which were bought as early as when he went to work.

Li Qing went to the courier station four times. He tried all the gifts that Zhou Yin gave him solemnly, and then put them into packing boxes one by one. There was no way, he had to move, Li Qing was pained and happy.

Zhou Yin wanted to take Li Qing to tailor a suit. After packing the luggage at home, the two had time to go out, but when they went to the store, they were told that the master's schedule was over, and now it would take at least three months to order. .

Zhou Yin insisted on paying the deposit. Li Qing measured the size in the store to avoid returning empty-handed. Zhou Yin picked out several shirts for Li Qing and swiped Li Qing's card. money.

The night before he left, Li Qing prepared a candlelight dinner in a romantic way. There was no wine, but there was pork rib soup cooked by Zhou Yin according to the recipe.The steak was fried by Li Qing, which was a bit old, and the salad and dessert were made by Zhou Yin. I emptied the fruit and yogurt in the refrigerator, and I was too full after eating.

Zhou Yin and Li Qing agreed that tonight's roses are the best, bright and intoxicatingly red.

Before going to bed at night, Zhou Yin put the bouquet of roses on the window sill, bathed in the moonlight, Li Qing was above his sight and body, and Li Qing occupied his whole world.That night, the sea in his dream was no longer dangerous, there were no turbulent waves and overturned ships, he saw floating rose petals, layers upon layers, the sea was no longer the sea, and the dream was not like a dream.

It wasn't until Li Qing called his name that he realized that he wasn't in the dream. No wonder he didn't find himself in that sea.

In Li Qing's eyes, in Li Qing's gentle calls, in the brand new life starting from this moment.

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