until the last minute

After returning the umbrella, Li Qing braved the rain and went back to the dormitory.He took off his soaked shirt, wiped his dripping hair, and pushed open the bathroom door.

After only being stunned for three seconds, he immediately backed out and closed the door by the way.The obscene language inside was unbearable to the ears. He took out his phone from his trouser pocket, turned on the music software, and started playing the CET-[-] listening comprehension test. The volume was deliberately turned up to the maximum.

A few minutes later, the roommate came out cursing while putting on his pants.Li Qing sat on the bed and wiped his hair, lowering his head and not looking at evil.It wasn't until the two people at the door finished saying goodbye, and one of them left, that he raised his head and said impatiently, "Can't you go out to do business?"

"How did I know you came back so early," said the roommate with a playful smile. "Besides, it's hard to bear when the love is strong. Forget it, you don't understand."

Li Qing was too lazy to talk nonsense with his roommate, so he found a dry towel and wiped his upper body casually.The roommate asked him why he didn't go to the bathroom, and he replied angrily: "You just finished using it, let it dissipate the smell."

"Hey, is there something wrong with you? You boy is really cold."

My roommate babbled like Tang Seng, saying that he had a relationship every four years in college, and mentioned that they watched [-] banned movies in the same dormitory in freshman year. .

Li Qing felt numb, took off his shoes and lay down on the bed, with his hands behind his head.

Before going to bed, he thought of the pornographic film that everyone watched together, whose name he forgot. Solved it by themselves.

He watched it carefully, even when he saw the same-sex kissing scene, he couldn't take his eyes off it. He didn't react at the moment. That night, he dreamed of a person after a long absence.

He dreamed of Zhou Yin.

They were kissing, more intense than ever before, the emotions that surged in their chests were put into their lips and teeth.He even fantasized about biting, and only by swallowing this person with blood and flesh can fill the huge emptiness in his heart.

At the moment when the most violent thought occurred, Zhou Yin suddenly pushed him away, then squatted down, raised his face, and showed him the sweetest and most innocent smile.

Immediately afterwards, his actions were dissolute and incompatible with purity, as if throwing a piece of cream cake to a filthy corner, the delicate cake was smashed, and the pure white cream clings to the black and smelly sludge accumulated in the corner bit by bit , and gradually merged with it.

In the dream, Li Qing was short of breath and his heart was beating violently. After waking up, his scalp still felt numb, and his body seemed to experience that extreme pleasure.

The snoring of his roommate dragged him back to reality. He lay on the hard iron bed and felt that his crotch was wet.

That night he hid in the toilet, turned off the light, and dipped his hands and soiled underwear into the basin filled with water.He hated himself for having obscene and dirty dreams, and he felt that such dreams were a blasphemy against such a beautiful and pure person.

So he dared not say his name.

Li Qing took out his soaked white and wrinkled hands, and took a closer look through the moonlight outside the window.In the dream, these hands hugged that person, did some actions that cannot be truthfully stated, and pressed that person's head, trying to make him go deeper.

Contains all that is not contained like a black hole.

He wanted him to lead them into the boundless abyss.

What Li Qing dare not admit is that he actually doesn't hate this dream.

After sleeping until three o'clock in the afternoon, Li Qing got up and took a shower.Perhaps it was because Zhou Yin thought of Zhou Yin before going to bed, so Zhou Yin fell into his dream again.

Now he can calmly recall the dreams he had, no matter how vile and shameless they were, and he can rely on the people in the dreams to solve his urgent physical needs in a waking state.

It's not dirty anymore.

Zhou Yin accepts all his blazing, bottomless desires.With his connivance, they did many more extreme things, exploring each other's bodies in every detail.

Shame, sanity, or decency have long since been unnecessary for them.

Li Qing flushed out the used toilet paper and washed his hands.I boiled a pot of hot water, made myself a bowl of instant noodles, packed up after eating, and went to work.

He is an intern in a real estate agency, and the intern store is twenty stations away from the school.It was his turn to rest today, so he deliberately changed shifts with his colleagues.

At 04:30, he went to the store where he practiced to deal with daily work.At five o'clock, he reported to the store manager that he was going to take the client to see the house later. At 05:30, he got the key, took the house rental contract, and set off for the community ahead of schedule.

He purchased daily necessities and food ingredients in a supermarket near the community, carrying two bags full of them, and asked the security guard of the community he knew to help him swipe his card to let him enter the community smoothly.

The apartment to be rented is on the fifth floor. It is a two-bedroom apartment with complete furniture and home appliances. The landlord is abroad, and I entrust them with full authority to act as an agent for the rental.

He put towels, toothbrushes, bed sheets and quilt covers and other daily necessities in the corresponding places, put the ingredients in the refrigerator, cleaned the inside and outside of the house with a vacuum cleaner, checked the doors, windows and door locks, and confirmed that there was no one in the whole house. Knives and sharps.

The house lease contract was placed on the coffee table. He picked up a pen and wrote the name cited last week on the lessee's signature.

This house is prepared for Zhou Yin.

He used the company's work mobile phone and WeChat ID to contact Zhou Yin.During the waiting time, he imagined what kind of expression Zhou Yin would have when he saw him, maybe he would laugh, say something to him, or pretend to be angry.But Zhou Yin is always willing, and he will definitely follow him into this house voluntarily.

At six o'clock in the evening, Li Qing was waiting at the gate of the community on time, but Zhou Yin was 5 minutes later than the agreed time.

From the moment he got out of the car and saw people, Zhou Yin was in disbelief.He opened his eyes wide and was stunned for a moment before he walked up to Li Qing and tilted his head to look at it for a long time.

Li Qing explained: "I am in the class for my colleagues."

"You knew it was me." Zhou Yin was very sure. They had already contacted on WeChat. Li Qing used the work account, but he still used the original one.

Li Qing confessed: "Yes, I know it's you."

"You didn't tell me earlier." Zhou Yin looked at him sideways, with complaints in his tone, and the teasing and slyness in his eyes revealed a little pride after finding out everything.

Li Qing didn't speak anymore, he could smell the faintly sweet fragrance from Zhou Yin's body, like the tempting fragrance from the cake that he coveted for a long time in his dream.He suppressed the desire in his heart again and again, and then he couldn't resist hugging Zhou Yin in front of the public.

Zhou Yin took the initiative to ask: "Aren't you leading the way? Take me to see the house."

Li Qing led him to the building, absent-minded and didn't talk much along the way.After entering the elevator, a large group of people poured in before the elevator doors closed, and they were squeezed into a corner.

In order to make room, Zhou Yin stood sideways, and Li Qing also turned around, and they were forced to stare at each other.The elevator stopped on almost every floor. After stopping three or four times, Zhou Yin rested his face on Li Qing's shoulder and said with a smile, "Stupid, you forgot to press the floor."

The elevator had already passed the fifth floor and was going up to the twentieth floor. They could only go up to the twentieth floor with others, and then take the elevator down to the fifth floor.

The number of people in the elevator gradually decreased, and the ascent process was extremely slow.Zhou Yin leaned his head on Li Qing's shoulder, and glanced at the elevator screen, the scarlet floor number was changing, he suddenly held Li Qing's arm, and asked abruptly: "Do you remember that you saved me once before?" ?”

Li Qing didn't answer immediately, he knew which time Zhou Yin was talking about, but he didn't feel that he had done anything at that time.He looked down at Zhou Yin, but saw that Zhou Yin's eyes were burning, his smile was not obvious but his eyes were soft.

He smiled back, wondering if the stiff corners of his mouth had betrayed him.

Since the reunion, he could feel the change in Zhou Yin's attitude, as well as the deliberate flattery towards him sometimes—maybe it wasn't flattery at all.

Same as before, as long as Zhou Yin is willing to get close to him and make a gesture of letting him get what he wants, he will be satisfied and think that he has got what he wants.

When the separation came unexpectedly, he realized that the superficial intimacy was an illusion, and that wanting to leave was the real intention under the illusion.

The elevator went up to the twentieth floor, and after the last person got out, Li Qing pressed down on the fifth floor.He pressed his back against the elevator wall, feeling weightless as everything plummeted down at an unstoppable speed.

At this moment, Zhou Yin took his hand, leaned close to him, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you, you look very bad, are you uncomfortable?"

Li Qing didn't answer, he suddenly wanted to know, if Zhou Yin knew what he was going to do next, would he still show such an attitude of complete trust to him.

There are only two houses on the fifth floor, and the one on the right when you come out of the elevator is the house that Li Qing wants to show Zhou Yin.

Li Qing opened the door with the key. He just wanted to tell Zhou Yin that if the key was troublesome to open the door, he could change the fingerprint lock, but Zhou Yin had already entered the door before him.

The door lock was a little rusty. After entering the door, Li Qing inserted the key into the keyhole and turned it a few times until it was smooth, then pulled the key out.There was a slight click, drowned in Zhou Yin's exclamation.

"Why is there food in the refrigerator, and it hasn't expired yet!"

"How many clothes are there in the closet, and a lot of personal items in the bathroom, whose?"

Zhou Yin came out after watching the bedroom, passed by Li Qing and gave him a half-smile look, and then swayed to the balcony.

Li Qing stood in the middle of the living room, looking at Zhou Yin's figure hidden behind the gauze curtain.He started to unbutton the two buttons of his shirt, and rolled the sleeves between his forearms.

Zhou Yin turned around and opened the curtains. Against the soft light of the setting sun, he looked at him with a smile and said, "The scenery here is good. Although it's on the fifth floor, the view is very wide, but I have a problem."

"what is the problem?"

"You said if we kiss on the balcony, will the people on the opposite side see it?"

"You'll know if you try it."

Li Qing walked over with big strides, stretched out his arms, Zhou Yin bumped into his arms, his cheek was only a few feet away, he pinched the back of Zhou Yin's neck and lowered his head to kiss him.

"No! There's someone on the other side!" Zhou Yin was so nervous that he buried his face into his neck.

Li Qing whispered: "Hold me."

Zhou Yin obediently put his arms around Li Qing's neck, and Li Qing immediately picked him up and went straight to the nearest sofa.Zhou Yin, whose feet were off the ground, had no choice but to hug Li Qing's neck tightly, and then both of them fell on the sofa, and Li Qing quickly crawled on top of him, pressing him down and not letting him move.

Zhou Yin bit Li Qing's chin resentfully, "You have become more courageous, dare to kiss me in front of others."

Li Qing's eyes were blazing, and his breath fell on Zhou Yin's face, "It's not just a kiss, how about doing it once on the balcony?"

"You can only say, if you have the ability, do it." Zhou Yin deliberately provoked.

Li Qing touched the slender waist with his big hand, and pinched it heavily, stopping the malicious twisting of the person under him.His hands got into Zhou Yin's clothes, touching from waist to chest, Zhou Yin gradually became silent, panted lowly, and stared at Li Qing without blinking.

Li Qing frowned and said: "You're a little thinner, haven't you eaten well these few days?"

"The canteen and the takeaway are both terrible, and I can't eat them."

"What I cook is delicious?"

"Well, what you cook is delicious." Zhou Yin replied with a smile.

Li Qing's eyes darkened, his hands gradually moved to Zhou Yin's shoulders, he stroked the thin shoulders, and then up the slender neck, he could easily clamp the back of the neck without arousing Zhou Yin's vigilance.

Even if he is biting that fragile throat at this moment, Zhou Yin will only raise his neck and send the gate of life to his mouth.

Zhou Yin's shirts were piled up on his chest because of his movements, his upper body was exposed, Zhou Yin was short of breath, his eyes were moist, they clearly did nothing, Zhou Yin already looked like a sheep who had given up resistance.

Li Qing thought, now is the time.

He got up from Zhou Yin's body, turned to kneel on the ground, held Zhou Yin's hand, moved it to his mouth and kissed one after another, "May I make you fatter?"

He is asking for Zhou Yin's consent.

Zhou Yin asked: "How to raise it?"

"You live here, and I will take care of you three meals a day."

"Will you live here too?" Zhou Yin asked softly.

"Of course, we're going to live together, just the two of us."

Zhou Yin looked at him and smiled, but did not answer for a long time.

The wall clock on the wall was ticking, and every minute and every second was extremely difficult.In this silent tug-of-war, Li Qing realizes that nothing has changed from the past to the present, and he still has to wait, wait for Zhou Yin to make a choice, wait for Zhou Yin to stay or leave him.

Only this time, even if he wasn't the winner, he wouldn't lose either.