kiss you at sunset

After that night, Zhou Shiluo and Yang Jin had no contact for almost a month. To be precise, Yang Jin unilaterally disappeared from Zhou Shiluo's world, and he disappeared completely.

He deleted all contact information with Zhou Shiluo, just like Zhou Shiluo was heartless two years ago.

As usual, Zhou Shiluo commuted to and from get off work every day, if it wasn't for the safety button left by Yang Jin to remind him all the time, he even wondered if everything he experienced before was just a dream.

To be honest, he didn't have a good time in the past half month. He tried his best to help people teach, afraid that he would be idle, and even more afraid to go home.He was afraid that he would subconsciously think of Yang Jin, as long as he thought of Yang Jin who was alone at home waiting for him to come back for a few days, he would feel uncomfortable and breathless.

Zhou Shiluo couldn't blame others, he did it himself, knowing that he had gone too far this time, but he still held back and didn't go to see Yang Jin.Ever since he recognized his dirty thoughts towards Yang Jin, Zhou Shiluo fell into endless self-blame, he attributed all the consequences to himself, and he hated himself for misleading Yang Jin.

He thought that if it wasn't for him, Yang Jin wouldn't have jumped into this bottomless ravine at all.He wanted to stop the loss in time, and wanted to send Yang Jin back to the shore before he got too deep.

Zhou Shiluo hid the safety buckle selfishly. He felt that he should keep some thoughts for himself, so that he would not feel too uncomfortable on a certain difficult night.

Zhou Shiluo lay on the bed, curled up in the blanket.this weekend.He originally wanted to find something to do, but after searching around, there was nothing to do, and when he was free, he missed Yang Jin again.

Zhou Shiluo sighed, he felt very sad, he finally found someone he likes, but his mother still can't move.He pulled out the safety buckle under the pillow and rubbed his thumb back and forth to calm the restless restlessness in his heart.

My heart gradually calmed down, and Zhou Shiluo fell asleep unknowingly.

When he opened his eyes again, he was awakened by the ringing of his mobile phone.He picked up the phone slowly and took a closer look, it was Tan Cui.

Zhou Shiluo picked up the phone and called mom in a muffled voice.

Tan Cui on the other end of the phone was stunned, and she interrupted what she was going to say next with a "Mom". She knew her son and would only call her mother in a coquettish tone when she was sad.Tan Cui subconsciously slowed down her voice, and asked soothingly, "What's the matter, Luo Luo."

When Tan Cui asked, Zhou Shiluo felt even more aggrieved. He suppressed his crying, buried his head in the pillow, and said bravely, "It's okay."

Zhou Shiluo didn't say anything, Tan Cui could only guess carefully, she joked: "Song Xiao didn't like you?"

Zhou Shiluo shook his head, and quickly realized that Tan Cui couldn't see at all. He scratched his hair, and after a moment of silence, he responded softly: "No."

After a long time, Tan Cui persuaded softly: "If you're not happy, tell mom."

Zhou Shiluo didn't want Tan Cui to worry, he took a deep breath and tried to make his voice sound normal, "Mom, I'm really fine, it's just that I'm a little tired from work recently."

"If you're tired from work, ask for leave and go out for a while." Seeing that Zhou Shiluo refused to tell the truth, Tan Cui tactfully did not ask further questions. She could only deliberately talk about other topics to divert Zhou Shiluo's attention, so as to ease her son's mood.

"I went shopping a while ago and found a small Chinese restaurant that can make pot-packed meat, but the taste is really different from the one at home. Whether it's sour or sweet, it's better at home. When I return to China, I will take you back to your hometown for a walk. , the pot-packed meat in my hometown is a must, I'm just greedy for this..."

Tan Cui didn't continue talking, she heard sobbing from the phone.

Zhou Shiluoben didn't want to cry, but he couldn't help it. He buried his face into the pillow, thinking that he couldn't make a sound, it was too ugly, and he would be laughed at, but a small voice still came out disobediently.

Tan Cui's heart ached immediately, since she and Zhou Chongde divorced, this was the first time she heard Zhou Shiluo cry.

After Zhou Shiluo had a temper tantrum, he felt relieved a lot.He smiled and joked with Tan Cui, but Tan Cui was still worried, and immediately bought a ticket to return to China. Later, under Zhou Shiluo's repeated persuasion, he gave up the idea of ​​returning to China and refunded the ticket.

Zhou Shiluo looked at the ceiling and sighed silently. In fact, he really missed Tan Cui, but he didn't want his mother to see his listless appearance.

On Monday, after Zhou Shiluo finished class, he still couldn't help calling Liu Linsen to ask about Yang Jin's condition.

Since Yang Jin completely broke off contact with Zhou Shiluo, Jiang and Tang also deleted Zhou Shiluo's WeChat.Zhou Shiluo looked at the red exclamation mark in the dialog box, and couldn't help feeling: It's really brotherly love.

Therefore, Liu Linsen became the only channel through which Zhou Shiluo could get news about Yang Jin.

"Yang Jin?" Liu Linsen was slightly surprised, and then complained: "You ask him directly, why are you asking me?"

Zhou Shiluo licked his teeth, his tone as casual as possible, "Aren't you the instructor, the students are not allowed to ask you about their recent behavior."

Liu Linsen was speechless, feeling that there was nothing wrong with Zhou Shiluo's words. He was stunned for a while, carefully recalling Yang Jin's performance these days, pondered for a while, and then enlightened: "Don't say it, I really haven't seen this kid recently."

Zhou Shiluo's heart sank, and he turned up the volume: "What do you mean you didn't see it? He asked for leave?"

"That's not true," Liu Linsen didn't understand Zhou Shiluo's sudden temper, and explained helplessly: "Brother, I'm a college counselor, not a high school class mother. Come find me."

Liu Linsen paused for a moment, and then said: "However, Yang Jin is the school committee member. He used to come to report to me, but this semester the number of visits is less. Basically, the monitor of his class stopped by to replace him."

As soon as Liu Linsen finished speaking, Feng Jiayang knocked on the door with the materials, "Ms. Liu, this is our class's poverty allowance application."

Liu Linsen nodded and motioned him to put it aside, then his eyes lit up, and he asked quickly, "Why haven't I seen Yang Jin recently?"

Feng Jiayang explained: "Last time I mentioned to you about the fact that the previous senior came back to start a business. Yang Jin also wanted to join, and he has been busy with this matter recently."

Liu Linsen said "Oh" and said a few simple reminders: "That's fine, don't delay your homework this semester, and if you encounter problems, please tell me in time."

Feng Jiayang nodded, opened the door and left.

Zhou Shiluo heard it clearly on the other end of the phone. After Feng Jiayang left, he was slightly dissatisfied: "Don't worry too much, you haven't graduated yet, don't be fooled."

Liu Linsen rolled his eyes at him, "I will be a senior in the next semester, and everyone is much smarter than you."

Zhou Shiluo just wanted to refute, but the phone call reminded him, so he had no choice but to give up, "I won't tell you, my phone has another call."

After Zhou Shiluo hung up, he glanced at the screen, and the familiar words stuck into his eyes, his brows furrowed instantly, and he didn't even want to cut it off.

Two seconds later, the phone rang again, and Zhou Shiluo still hung up mercilessly.

Then, a text message popped up.

——I'm leaving, going to live abroad, and probably never coming back.

Zhou Shiluo stared at the text message in a daze, momentarily dazed, but the other party shrewdly seized the opportunity and called again.

This time, Zhou Shiluo hesitated, watching the phone vibrate in his hand for a long time, before he reluctantly stretched out his finger and slid open the screen.

Zhou Shiluo didn't make a sound, waiting for the other party to speak.

"Are you busy recently?" Li Xu's voice revealed exhaustion. He couldn't wait for Zhou Shiluo's response, so he just repeated the content of the text message, "I'm going abroad."

Zhou Shiluo gave a soft "hmm" with the tip of his nose, and replied, "I see."

Li Xu smiled wryly: "Anyway, we've known each other for almost ten years, don't you plan to send me off?"

Going abroad and settling down is not as simple as it is said. Zhou Shiluo knows Li Xu well, he is not a person who will choose to escape when he is frustrated.Zhou Shiluo didn't agree, but asked instead: "When was it decided?"

Li Xu didn't intend to hide anything, and told the truth: "For the past two years, my parents have been thinking about it. They and my sister have already completed the formalities, and now they are waiting for me."

Li Xu sighed lightly, "Actually, I didn't plan to live in the capital for a long time, but I still couldn't let it go after so many years. I thought if I would come and give it a try, maybe it would work, so I would take you with me."

At this moment, Zhou Shiluo couldn't tell what mood he was in, he might be angry, or he might be quite speechless.

After the two were silent for a few minutes, Li Xu explained why he came, "Let's have dinner together tonight."

After finishing speaking, he was afraid that Zhou Shiluo would refuse, so he hastily added: "This may be the last time we meet, and we will never see each other again."

Zhou Shiluo finally agreed. No matter what, the two had a ten-year friendship after all. Although he didn't know when Li Xu changed this friendship, he once sincerely regarded Li Xu as the best in his life. brother.Xiao Ying steamed

Zhou Shiluo stepped off work, and as soon as he left the school gate, he saw Li Xu who was waving at him across the road.

It was rare for Li Xu to take off his suit and wear the sweater he loved in high school.Zhou Shiluo was stunned for a moment, and after recovering, he walked towards Li Xu.

After approaching, Li Xu thoughtfully ran to the co-driver to open the car door for him. Zhou Shiluo was slightly startled, feeling very awkward, but he still didn't say anything and got into the car.

It didn't snow for a while after the new year, but the weather didn't seem to be getting warmer at all. Fortunately, Li Xu turned on the air conditioner in the car in advance, and Zhou Shiluo, who was numb all the way, gradually felt warmer. He was rubbing his hands, drinking a cup of warm The milk tea appeared in front of his eyes.

Li Xu smiled softly, as if what happened that day never happened, "I bought it specially for you, it warms your hands and stomach."

Zhou Shiluo didn't answer, and glanced at him lightly: "Drink it yourself."

"I'm driving. If you don't drink it for a while, you have to throw it away." Li Xu handed the milk tea in front of him again.

Seeing this, Zhou Shiluo couldn't shirk it, thinking: It's just a cup of milk tea.

He took it, took a sip, and the faint jasmine smell permeated the whole mouth. The sweetness was moderate, but mixed with an indescribable bitterness.Zhou Shiluo didn't usually drink milk tea very much, so he wondered whether Jasmine tasted like this.

When he was surprised, Li Xu turned on the player, and the soothing piano music slowly sounded in the car.

Li Xu looked at Zhou Shiluo and asked him with a smile, "What do you want to eat?"

"Whatever." Zhou Shiluo leaned against the car window without giving him half a look.

"That's fine." Li Xu didn't care, he smiled and rolled his eyes, and his tone was doting: "If you are tired, just squint for a while, and I will call you when you are."

Zhou Shiluo wanted to say that he wasn't tired, but he didn't know why, maybe he was really tired after a day of class, or maybe the music in the car was too soft, or maybe the milk tea was too sweet...

In short, not long after Li Xu finished speaking, Zhou Shi Luozhen felt drowsy. He couldn't resist, and planned to squint for a while, but fell asleep unknowingly.

Zhou Shiluo slept uncomfortably, but he couldn't wake up no matter what, as if he was trapped in one dream after another, those endless dreams wrapped him tightly, he struggled and shouted desperately, but it was useless.

Zhou Shiluo's head was throbbing with pain, as if it was about to explode. He curled up in pain, closed his eyes devoutly, and prayed for someone to save him.

In the next second, he seemed to hear Yang Jin's voice.

"Brother, are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

Zhou Shiluo opened his eyes with difficulty, and before he had time to think, the alcohol in his stomach was overwhelming, and he couldn't wait to pour out.Zhou Shiluo lay on the edge of the bed and retched twice into the trash can, but he didn't spit out anything, leaving only two physiological tears.

Yang Jin half-kneeled on the ground, and hurriedly picked up a tissue to wipe it for him: "You can't drink it and you're so brave."

Zhou Shiluo was very displeased, "I'm happy that you... got a high score in the exam."

"You can't straighten your tongue," Yang Jin groaned, helping him back onto the bed, "Lie down and don't move, I'll get you some hot water."

Zhou Shiluo's head was in a daze, and he didn't hear a word. Seeing that Yang Jin was about to leave, he hurriedly got up and hugged him into his arms, and he faltered: "Don't go."

"do not leave me."