kiss you at sunset

After Zhou Shiluo knew what happened to Yang Jin's family, he didn't do much.The most indispensable thing in this world is poor people. He feels that sympathy and pity are often the most powerful weapons against a person. He pretends that he doesn't know anything, and continues to pick up Yang Jin as usual.

Yang Jin is a small optimist, talking and laughing every day, Zhou Shiluo listened quietly, and gradually became infected by this child, and even began to like the child by his side a little bit in his heart.

The days passed day by day, until the day when Zhou Shiluo got his grades in the college entrance examination.

Although the scores were announced in the evening, Zhou Shiluo woke up early, and even cleaned up to welcome the scores.

Even the old lady was surprised when she saw her and praised: "You are very energetic today."

Zhou Shiluo pursed his lips, controlled the upward movement of the corners of his mouth, and told the old lady, "You will know in the evening."

Then fell into a long wait, Zhou Shiluo hardly went into the room, glanced at the phone from time to time, and kept sending Yang Jin and asking the old lady if there was a call when he came back from the bathroom.

Others checked the score by holding the mobile phone, but he was dead waiting for the call.

Just because he thought Tan Cui should contact him.

So Zhou Shiluo looked forward to it from morning to night, from the expectation gradually lost, until the moment when the score was announced, for a family, the most important moment in a student's life, but no relatives contacted him.

In the past, he always said things like "Zhou Chongde deserves to die", "Tan Cui deserves it", "If you can't get through, get a divorce quickly", "He will live better if he doesn't follow anyone", but after he really experienced it, he discovered the original feeling It's not good.

In the end Zhou Shiluo gave up. Ever since Tan Cui left him here alone for so long, he should understand that he should not hope for hopeless things.

It just makes people feel disgusted and hypocritical.

Zhou Shiluo turned into the quilt early and didn't even eat dinner.The abnormal reaction made the old lady puzzled, and asked him what was wrong.

Zhou Shiluo was annoyed by the questioning, so he found a reason and sent him away.

Not long after the old lady returned to the house, the phone finally rang after sleeping all day.Zhou Shiluo sat up, and then rushed over with a "whoosh".

But the call was from Li Xu.

Li Xu first apologized for his previous behavior, and then explained why he didn't answer the phone last time.Although the reason sounds a bit fake, Zhou Shiluo doesn't care at all, for example, he doesn't want to answer anyone's phone now that he's in an irritable mood.

After exchanging pleasantries, Li Xu got straight to the point and mentioned the college entrance examination score, "Zhou Shiluo, how much did you score?"

Li Xu's voice was passionate and high-spirited. Although Zhou Shiluo didn't know his score, he could guess that this person should have done well in the exam.

"I didn't check." Zhou Shiluo said truthfully.

Li Xu on the other end of the phone was startled by his answer for a while, very puzzled: "What's going on? You're not bad at studying, and you're not a person who gets nervous easily. How can you make a score so hard that you don't have the courage? ?”

Normally Zhou Shiluo would call him an idiot, but now he is not in the mood.He didn't know how other people would feel when they were waiting for the score, but they were much stronger than him.

"I'm still in the countryside, my phone is out of battery, my mother took the charger away, and there is no computer at home. My mother said before that there is an Internet cafe in the village, but I don't know the exact location, and I don't know if there are any. People," he said one by one, his voice was very calm, as if it wasn't him, "anyway, things piled up together."

After finishing speaking, Zhou Shiluo thought about it, and there should be nothing left behind.

Then I concluded for myself in my heart: It's so fucking pitiful.

Li Xu paused, and retorted: "No, isn't the Internet cafe 24 hours a day? It's not like you haven't been to it before, just ask where it is. Why don't you worry about such a big thing."

Zhou Shiluo's heart sank, and an unspeakable emotion pressed against his chest. Maybe the reason was just a reason, an excuse for his own wishes.

He reacted belatedly, as if he really didn't have the mood he expected at first.Tan Cui and Zhou Chongde didn't care, which made him subconsciously feel that his home was gone, and he still cared about the score.

"The countryside is different from the city." Zhou Shiluo said perfunctorily, and then changed the subject, "How about you, how many points?"

Li Xu gave a score, which was quite high, much higher than usual. Zhou Shiluo congratulated him sincerely.

Hearing this, Li Xu smiled and told him to stop messing around. After they had joked with each other, they fell into a dead silence. Just when Zhou Shiluo was about to say goodbye, Li Xu on the other end faltered and said, "How about...you give the test number Tell me the password and I can check it for you?"

Zhou Shiluo knew that Li Xu had good intentions, but he somewhat disliked this kind of request, and resolutely refused: "No need, I'll go to the Internet cafe tomorrow morning, and I'll call you when I'm done."

After hanging up the phone, he lay on the kang for a long time, not feeling sleepy at all, so he got up and took out the mobile phone that was pressed at the bottom of the bag, and pressed the power button for a long time, but the screen was still stubbornly black.

Zhou Shiluo looked at the screen quietly, the expressionless face reflected on the screen made him a little strange.

When was it so embarrassing.

He froze for a while, then put on his coat and went out. When he passed by the back room, he saw light from the crack of the door, and there were a few more quarrels, probably the old lady was watching the family ethics that started on time at eight o'clock. drama.

Zhou Shiluo hesitated for a moment, then slowed down and pushed the door gently to go out.

At this time, basically every household turned off the lights and went to sleep, and the street lamps placed on the side of the road were just decorations, and the surroundings were pitch black, and nothing could be seen clearly.

Taking advantage of the only moonlight, Zhou Shiluo moved a little bit to the steps of the yard, and then sat down on it regardless of whether he did it cleanly or not.

The summer evening breeze is the most pleasant, it blows people's body and mind, and Zhou Shiluo likes to nest on his balcony and play games secretly all night at this time.Because at that time, he had to avoid scolding from Zhou Chongde or Tan Cui, who were occasionally at home, and to avoid the nanny's complaint.

In order to play games for a while, he always scolded the nanny, and at the same time prayed in his heart that Tan Cui and Zhou Chongde would go out quickly and leave him alone.

He recalled, a pair of eyes stared blankly at the night, and suddenly couldn't help laughing: God is so kind to him.

Zhou Shiluo took out a cigarette from his pocket and put it in his mouth, and then took out a box of matches, only to hear the match "hiss", and the faint light of the fire drew a shallow hole in the night.

I rolled the cigarettes secretly at night when my wife was out, and I picked up the matches in the kitchen.

Zhou Shiluo has the habit of smoking, but he is not addicted to it. He didn't even think about smoking to relieve his worries in the first few days when he arrived here.

In fact, he doesn't like old tobacco leaves, it's not easy to smoke, and it smells bad. After two puffs, he couldn't stand it, so he planned to snuff it out.

Just as he was about to make a move, Yang Jin's voice suddenly came out, "Brother, do you actually smoke?"

Zhou Shi Luoshi was really taken aback. He followed the sound and saw a dark shadow standing behind the fence. He couldn't tell who it was without making a sound.

Zhou Shiluo breathed a sigh of relief, and for a moment he was glad that the child spoke up first, "Why are you running out without sleeping? After a while, your mother will find out that she will beat you again."

The black shadow moved, "Grandma suddenly had a severe headache, and my mother took her to the bathroom to hang the water [1]. Actually, I fell asleep, and then I was woken up by urinating."

Zhou Shiluo was stunned, looked at Yang Jin, and subconsciously asked, "Are you afraid at home?"

Yang Jin nodded, but Zhou Shiluo couldn't see anything clearly, and finally got a little impatient: "Little dumb, what do I ask you?"

"Scared." Yang Jin said, his tone full of grievances.

Hearing this, Zhou Shiluo stubbed out the cigarette butt, waved his hand at Yang Jin, and asked, "Find a bigger hole to get in, brother will accompany you for a while."

It didn't take long before Yang Jin came over, sat down obediently next to Zhou Chongde, and continued to ask the question just now, "Brother, do you also smoke?"

Zhou Shiluo said "um", and tirelessly crushed the extinguished tobacco leaves with the soles of his shoes.

Yang Jin pouted, expressing dissatisfaction: "Brother, don't smoke in the future, my dad said smoking is bad for your health."

Zhou Shiluo didn't refute.

Seeing that Zhou Shiluo was silent, Yang Jin decided to publicize the danger to the end, "Really, my dad said that people who smoke can get cancer when they get old."

Zhou Shiluo suddenly remembered the cause of Yang Jin's father's death. He nodded and asked, "What else did your father say?"

Yang Jin blinked his eyes, recalled carefully with his small head, and then said happily: "My dad also told me that the big cities are good, and he will lead me to earn money in the future."

Then he was very disappointed: "Although he is gone, he will definitely protect me."

Zhou Shiluo looked at Yang Jin, seeing strength in this child for the first time.

Yang Jin asked again: "Brother, is it really good in the big city?"

Hearing that, Zhou Shiluo's mind flashed a lot, his room, school, road, high-rise building, restaurant, airplane..., everything here can't be compared with it.

Zhou Shiluo said "hmm" and responded in a low voice: "Very good."

Yang Jin was very envious and asked, "Brother, how good is it?"

"For example..." Zhou Shiluo couldn't say anything for a while, so he could only mention the little things around him, "The bathroom is inside the house."

Fearing that Yang Jin wouldn't understand, he explained, "The bathroom is a thatched building, so it's very convenient to go to the bathroom. You don't have to run out in the middle of the night like you."

Yang Jin laughed out loud when he heard "噗嗤", stretched out his hand and pinched his nose, "It doesn't stink in the room anymore, it's so smelly that I can't sleep."

Zhou Shiluo raised his hand and rubbed the child's head, and continued: "Not only does it not smell bad, but it also always sits to go to the toilet."

Yang Jin shook his head quickly when he heard it, like a breaking wave, "No, why don't you sit on your butt?"

Zhou Shiluo didn't bother to explain, but just smiled slightly, "You'll know when you see it."

Yang Jin was dubious, "Brother, you wouldn't lie to me, would you?"

"No," Zhou Shiluo withdrew his hand and subconsciously promised, "You are obedient, and I will lead you there later."

Yang Jin was overjoyed when he heard that, and began to nod his head desperately, "Okay, I will obediently obey my brother."

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Cat Four:

[1] Hanging water: drip.