silent sample

If it is said that Tang Yuan has a kind of Nilin, which no one can touch, Song Yichuan's face must be on the list.

The first time they met was when Song Yichuan got beaten up for him for no apparent reason, so face is a sensitive word for him.

But once such a thing happened once, Tang Yuan never thought that it would happen again in his lifetime.

"Are you all right?" He pulled Song Yichuan away, anxiously looking at his face.

"It's okay." He Xian pulled it in time, the slap was not real, Song Yichuan patted Tang Yuan's hand, and said again that it was okay.

But no matter how fine he was, Tang Yuan couldn't appease the fact that he was beaten. Tang Yuan thought of Song Yichuan dragging his sick body to accompany him on the road for three or four hours at such a late hour. I can't even swallow this breath

He hadn't slept well for several days, his eyes were already bloodshot, and his heart was reddened even more ferociously at this moment, "He's lying in there now, it's not convenient for me to say too much."

Tang Yuan tried his best to suppress his emotions. If he was not afraid that if something happened to He Ji, he would beat up his own father outside, and he would have fought back. "But there are some things that I don't make clear now. Misunderstandings abound.”

"What misunderstanding?!" The man was dragged by He Xian and glared at Tang Yuan across the aisle, "You have the face to say you misunderstood!"

"Sorry, I really have it. First of all, I don't like He Ji, and He Ji doesn't like me, at least not in my opinion. I don't know if he is gay, and he hasn't told me. I'm also not interested in knowing, as for whether I am or not, it's none of your fucking business."

"Mr. Tang..." He Xian wanted to say something, but was stopped by Tang Yuan. He looked at the so-called father of the two brothers in front of him, and thought that the reason why He Ji lay in there with uncertain life and death was only because he had an affair with him at the dinner table. When arguing, I feel that such a shameless person has the nerve to keep calling others shameless.

"As for He Ji pestering me, yes, you heard me right, it's him pestering me, how much I hate this matter for a long time, I don't think you know at all, and you don't want to know, but What I want to talk about today is not this, don't you want to know why he keeps talking about me?"

Looking at the other party's expression, Tang Yuan knew that he must have never thought about it. Not only this matter, but also why He Ji became what he is now. He probably never thought about it. The reason, but will not find problems in himself.

"The reason is very simple." Tang Yuan said: "Because I helped him, he thought I was the one who could protect him. As for why he thought so, and why he would never come to you the first time he encountered a problem, he would not pester me." Looking at you, I think this is something you should reflect on as parents."

Tang Yuan paused, and sneered sarcastically at the corner of his mouth, "Still, as his father, you knew nothing about what he went through when he was good, but you were in a hurry to find innocent people after he committed suicide Do you really care about him, or do you want to cover up your guilt and dereliction of duty?"

"You fart! You..." The man was obviously stabbed in the sore spot, and pointed at him again angrily, "It's not up to you, an outsider, to make irresponsible remarks about our family's affairs, what are you!"

"Okay, since I'm an outsider, I don't think I need to listen to your accusations here. I'm here to see him, so what are you?" Tang Yuan pulled Song Yichuan to leave, He Xian rushed over to persuade him, and apologized to him .

Tang Yuan said that he changed the place and asked He Xian to call him whenever he had something to do. This was the most benevolent thing for him. It has been rescued, but it has not woken up yet, so it needs to be observed again.

He Xian heaved a sigh of relief, and immediately called to reserve a room, and asked Tang Yuan and the others to go to rest first, and if He Ji woke up tomorrow morning, it was convenient for him to come and see him.

Tang Yuan said yes.

From dragging Song Yichuan into the car and leaving the house until now, his nerves have been tense, and he didn't feel anything, and it would suddenly relax. Tang Yuan was so sleepy that he almost fell asleep on the steering wheel after driving a few steps.

After entering the hotel to check in, he checked out the room with the front desk, went upstairs and swiped his card to enter the door. The first time he saw the pillow, he swooped down and fell asleep.

Tired, still hungry, after a lot of tossing, he had already digested what he ate at night, and Song Yichuan didn't even eat. Tang Yuan asked him in the hospital, and he said he had no appetite.

The two of them already had a tacit understanding when they were lying on the same quilt, and when the light was turned off, they each laid down calmly and orderly.

Song Yichuan stretched out his arms to hug his waist, Tang Yuan turned around, endured sleepiness, and checked his face.

There is still a little redness, especially since his skin is fair, a little mark is very obvious.

"It's really fine, it doesn't hurt." Song Yichuan said.

"The bad old man is very bad." Tang Yuan couldn't help but get angry when he thought of the scene at that time, "You too, why don't you block for me, I can't fight anywhere."

Song Yichuan grabbed his hand and kissed him, "I just can't hit him."

Tang Yuan rubbed his face lightly with his fingertips, feeling distressed for a moment, "You heard how he scolded us."

"Ah."

"This is the first time I've heard someone scold me." Tang Yuan smiled, "I don't even know how to reply to him."

"You returned well, it's none of his business." Song Yichuan opened his eyes and looked at him in the dark, "You asked me before, which made me wonder if I was serious about you."

"Huh?" Tang Yuan snorted softly, closing his eyes on purpose.

"It depends on you." Song Yichuan said: "If you are serious, then I am serious too. If you just want to play, I can always play with you. I don't care how others scold me, what matters is what you think .”

This answer is very Song Yichuan, if you play, I will play with you, if you are serious, I will be serious with you, Tang Yuan understood the meaning of his words, seriousness will not appear suddenly, it must be planned for a long time, and you cannot switch freely, So no matter how you say it, Song Yichuan is serious about him.

Well, after such a big circle, he still likes himself.

"Then how long can you play with me?" Tang Yuan asked.

Song Yichuan didn't specify a specific time limit, only said it was a long time.

"En." Tang Yuan smiled and said, "Okay."

He took it as a promise from Song Yichuan to him.

Just when Tang Yuan was about to fall asleep in a daze, he heard Song Yichuan approaching him, almost whispering in his ear: "This year's Chinese New Year, come back with me."

"Huh?" Tang Yuan couldn't even open his eyes, "...why did you say this suddenly? Isn't there still more than a month left?"

"Well, let me tell you in advance."

Tang Yuan suddenly thought that perhaps Song Yichuan was touched by today's events, and it was not easy to ask him directly, so he thought of a way to probe.

If a normal person has a good relationship with his family, he must go back during the Chinese New Year, and with Tang Yuan's temper, when he heard such a proposal, his first reaction must be why didn't you go back with me.

Tang Yuan has indeed severed ties with his parents. Although he didn't say it explicitly, he has never been back for so many years, and rarely contacted him. He shrank his head under the quilt sullenly, "Let's talk about it."

Song Yichuan tucked up the quilt for him, and patted his back twice, "Well, go to sleep."

Before Tang Yuan left, he told He Xian to call him when He Ji woke up. He Xian called him after [-] o'clock in the morning. Tang Yuan quietly climbed out of bed, washed and dressed, and opened the door alone without waking Song Yichuan.

The hotel is right next to the hospital. After walking for 10 minutes, He Ji’s father was not there when Tang Yuan arrived. He Xian apologized to him again for the conflict last night. There is never a way to empathize and come to a reconciliation with this kind of person.

Entering the ward, He Ji was lying face up. Under the quilt, the figure was thin and thin, like a piece of paper, almost blending into the bed. His eyes were half-opened, looking at the top of his head, without any fluctuations in his eyes.

Tang Yuan approached, pulled over the chair, and deliberately made some noise. He Ji was stimulated, and finally reacted. He looked at him, and after looking at him for a long time, he recognized him, and shouted in a hoarse voice, "... Brother Yuan."

"You still recognize me?" Tang Yuan said.

"Of course." He Ji smiled, "You are the best person to me...I can't forget you."

"Then will you listen to what I say?"

He Ji looked at him in a daze, nodded after a while, and said, "...listen."

"Don't do such stupid things in the future, living well is more important than anything else, do you hear me?"

He Ji nodded again.

"Also, I'm not the best person for you. I'm at most a little bit better than a stranger who can't name you."

He Ji stopped nodding now, Tang Yuan laughed, "Why don't you tell me that you have a younger brother, isn't he nice to you? If you make such a move, I think he is the most anxious person."

"But he's a younger brother, so I should treat him well...Parents also treat him well, they all like him...He's too busy...I can't help, I'm the extra one..."

He Ji's words were a bit out of line, but Tang Yuan understood, and he frowned, "Who ever said you were redundant?"

"...Dad said, kept saying, saying I'm useless..." The corners of He Ji's mouth twitched slightly, tears streaming down his temples.

"Did he say you won't refute it, so let him say it?" Tang Yuan hated iron and steel, "I'll teach you, and he will say it next time. If you scold you back, just say you were born by him, there is no need for him to do it Where did you come from?"

A person who dislikes his own children certainly cannot expect him to be kind to others, so it is not necessarily a bad thing for that indiscriminate old man not to be recognized by him, but Tang Yuan did not say this. Too much, not necessarily his heart.

Sure enough, Tang Yuan heard him say, "I dare not..."

"Then you dare to commit suicide? You are not even afraid of death."

This kind of contradiction exists objectively. Tang Yuan must admit that some people are scarier than death, because death is more often another kind of escape than facing it.

Tang Yuan has not experienced what He Ji experienced, so he cannot judge whether he is right or wrong. Putting him in the same environment, there is no guarantee that he will be more sober than him and do better than him.

He also went crazy before, but in a different way. He has the ability to save himself, but for those who are born weak, sometimes saving themselves is a luxury.

Tang Yuan looked at him, and his voice was rare and gentle, "If the matter cannot be undone by your efforts, it is better to have less expectations of others. After this time, think about yourself more when doing things in the future, you know."

He Ji seemed to understand, but seeing Tang Yuan was about to get up, he cried even harder, saying sorry repeatedly.

Tang Yuan sighed lightly.

He Ji asked him again if he could still go to him in the future.

"No." Tang Yuan rejected him bluntly, "You can't rely on me all the time, I have my own life, I'm in a relationship, it's inconvenient for you to do this to me."

"Yes, is it?"

"Yes, and you also have your own life to live." Tang Yuan changed the subject and left room for him after all, "But you can come to me for a meal once in a while, provided you wait for you to recover."

"Okay, okay...then I'll get well soon, and I'll treat you to dinner."

"Then I'm leaving." Tang Yuan waved his hand, and He Ji took his hand out of the quilt, and waved along. It was amazing, this was actually the first time the two of them could say goodbye in a formal sense.

Tang Yuan went out to say hello to He Xian, and He Xian wanted to see them off, but Tang Yuan said no, and asked him to take care of He Ji, and contact him if there was anything to do.

It was less than nine o'clock when we went downstairs, Tang Yuan planned to go back to the hotel, but Song Yichuan was already waiting downstairs, "Okay?"

"Well, I'm going back, and I'll take you to the hospital." Tang Yuan never forgot this, and was about to open the door when Song Yichuan stopped him, "Let me do it."

"can you?"

"fine."

Tang Yuan then sat in the co-pilot, focused on turning on the system and asked for leave.

"Please?"

"Of course, please, I have plenty of time off."

Song Yichuan looked proud at him, "How much overtime did you do?"

"It's too many to count. Seriously, I should be able to rest from now until the Chinese New Year."

Unexpectedly, he could save so much, Song Yichuan felt inexplicable for a while, "Why did you keep going?"

"It's useless, I'm not sick."

"..."

"Some people still say it's for fun." Tang Yuan glanced at him, "Playing for fun is not worth the price of me being a workaholic."