silent sample

Feng Tianyu said before that Tang Yuan likes to recruit rotten peach blossoms, which means He Ji, but in Tang Yuan's view, the worst one among all his rotten peach blossoms is definitely not him, but Yuan Qian.

Tang Yuan never thought that one day Yuan Qian would come to confess to him.

It was the [-]th day of the year after graduation. Not long after they entered university, they were in different places, thousands of miles apart, but they kept in touch. Yuan Qian said that he would come to play with him. Tang Yuan still felt strange at that time. It's not fun, it's no better than Yuan Qian's big city.

At that time, all the local classmates went home, and Yuan Qian lived in his dormitory. When chatting at night, he faintly felt that something was wrong. Tang Yuan didn't think much about it.

Tang Yuan remembered that it was in the KFC at the station, a place with no atmosphere. Yuan Qian looked at him suddenly while he was eating, and said he liked it bluntly and without leaving any room for it.

Tang Yuan was shocked.

The first reaction was that the man was in a trance.

In his impression, Yuan Qian has always been a very simple person. Ever since Tang Yuan met him, his world has only been learning and getting ahead. It seems that such a person should not be born with the ability to talk about love. The string of love is not now, let alone for him.

I'm a fool, I haven't seen the outside world, I haven't met a few good people, the first step of a bright future is to put a set of complicated shackles on myself in a hurry.

Does Yuan Qian know what it means to like him? Tang Yuan thinks he doesn't know. He takes it for granted and is so innocent that he has no awareness of it.

For this reason, Tang Yuan almost rejected him in a reprimanded tone, and ordered him to think carefully after he went back, first to think about whether he likes men, and then whether it is him, and based on his understanding of Yuan Qian, the first question is Can hold him firmly.

After more than half a year, Yuan Qian didn't contact him until one day he called Tang Yuan and said he had figured it out.

Tang Yuan didn't ask him how he figured it out, just this one sentence, since then, the two of them have been in business as usual, and they haven't talked about this matter again.

And if there is something related to it, Yuan Qian said last time that he was in a relationship, and Tang Yuan had already guessed who it was.

Look, he can normally like the opposite sex. Tang Yuan is just a savior who happened to appear during his special eradication period, just like the suspension bridge effect, they can all return to the right track after breaking away from the specific environment.

"I've thought a lot about He Ji." Tang Yuan said, "It's true that he's pestering me like this annoys me, but looking at it from another angle, it's not entirely a bad thing."

He stood next to Song Yichuan, and Song Yichuan took two steps back, as if he thought it was too close, Tang Yuan made a slight movement and he reacted quickly and deliberately, lest he would chase after him unwisely, he slightly tilted his head after retreating, Signal Tang Yuan to continue.

"I felt painful when I was in school. He followed me regardless of the occasion. No matter how much he scolded or threatened, it didn't work. They all said that he liked me and had a crush on me, but he didn't. I know. He thought I could bring him something. A sense of security, you won’t be bullied if you follow me.”

"For a while, I regretted very much. I regretted why I helped him in the first place. It would be fine if I didn't help. If I didn't help, these things would be fine." Tang Yuan said and looked at Song Yichuan, "Does it seem like deja vu?"

"It's because he doesn't know good from bad." Song Yichuan said.

"Indeed." Tang Yuan smiled, "I helped him, but he made trouble for me."

When Tang Yuan thinks about regretting, he can understand Song Yichuan's mood at that time. Every time he regrets, he understands a little more. This is an increasing and gradual process, until finally he is completely relieved from that regret.

"Stand over here." Tang Yuan said softly, and reached out to stop Song Yichuan's waist, trying to drag him away from the lake, but he was too close, afraid that he would be careless.

Song Yichuan grabbed his arm with his backhand, "Then he asked you too?"

"What request?" Tang Yuan came to his senses after asking, and said with a smile, "No, he's not as thick-skinned as me."

Obviously, compared with He Jibi, he is the complete lunatic.

"What if he mentions it?" Song Yichuan looked at him, "Will you agree?"

Tang Yuan asked back: "Then why did you agree to me?"

Song Yichuan wanted to know if he would agree, but obviously Tang Yuan would not, he didn't like He Ji, and even hated him for a while, and he also knew how he would agree to such an unreasonable request from an annoying person, but since he seemed to have known each other, Why did Song Yichuan agree to him in the first place?

Song Yichuan didn't speak, Tang Yuan withdrew his hand, looked at the sparse lights on the other side of the lake, and whispered: "I'm not as kind as you."

The way Song Yichuan looked at him and some unusual little movements made Tang Yuan believe that he really drank a little too much. He restrained his drinking capacity like others, and kept his face. The wind around him was getting stronger and stronger. Tang Yuan did not forget him The clothes are thin, he said let's go, send him back.

He took two steps, but Song Yichuan didn't move, "You brought me into you, use me to face He Ji."

He sneered, his voice was low and hoarse, "Tang Yuan, you really know how to think."

"I……"

"Then what is the real He Ji, a stranger you just helped?"

Song Yichuan turned to him, looked at him with deep eyes, weighty, and as cold as the night wind, "It's because I haven't eaten at the same table, I haven't fought with you, I haven't slept on your bedside , there is no one who calls you eighty times a day but only to win your sympathy from the beginning to the end?"

Tang Yuan was at a loss for words for a while, and didn't know how to answer. He did compare the relationship between Song Yichuan and him to the relationship between him and He Ji. Song Yichuan was him, and he was He Ji. Confess, and reflect on himself more deeply after feeling what he has experienced.

But Song Yichuan came to question him, and did not intend to let him go and asked: "Really, are you such a person?"

"He Ji pestering you is not entirely a bad thing for you, but this is what you are referring to? Then who are you, Yuan Qian? What inspiration has he given you?"

The lake hummed and tumbled, gradually overcoming the vigilance in Tang Yuan's heart, what inspiration did Yuan Qian give him?Too many, don’t make decisions when your mind is hot, go to the outside world to see more people, time is a sharp weapon to calm all restlessness, recognize yourself before blindly judging...

"Speak." Song Yichuan urged in a low voice: "Who else have you thought about?"

"No one." Tang Yuan said, "I think about myself the most."

"What are you thinking about? Thinking about how sorry you are to me, and then reviewing my mental journey for me?" Song Yichuan said with a smile, "Then you can guess, you have thought so much, will I forgive you?"

"If you can come to me, it means you won't."

I really forgive you. To Song Yichuan, a person like Tang Yuan is just a stain in his life that can be erased at will, and can't cause any troubles. But Song Yichuan seems to be more painful than he thought, not superficial That kind, but the incomprehension and struggle entangled deep in my heart.

"I..." Tang Yuan couldn't bear to see him like this, "I didn't expect this matter to affect you so much. As I said before, I can cooperate with whatever you want to solve."

Song Yichuan didn't speak until a long time after he had finished speaking. His voice was very soft, and every word was almost lost in the wind, "Do you know what I hate about you the most? Avoid the important and take the light, never see the point of the problem clearly, or you can see clearly Now, you are just asking the question knowingly, it is even more annoying if this is the case."

"I didn't..." Tang Yuan instinctively wanted to refute, but was interrupted by Song Yichuan, "You said you thought about it a lot, but didn't you just think about why the person you're entangled with is me?"

"You don't like men one by one, so why did you provoke me in the first place? Just because I helped you, like you did to He Ji, so it's a matter of course?" Song Yichuan said more and more that the reason was ridiculous, " Are you doing an experiment, or are you looking for fun?"

"I do not have."

"No? Then why was it me?" Song Yichuan looked at him again, "You can find Yuan Qian, Yang Qifan, Zhu Hua, and other people who are willing to accompany you to misbehave...why it is me, I am better than them Are they all good-looking? Or am I easier to bully than them..."

"...Stand over a little bit, and be careful behind you." Song Yichuan unknowingly stepped on the edge of the lake again, and Tang Yuan suddenly discovered that this place has no fence, nor any grass buffer, it is an unusually neat edge Artificial lake, the kind that can be stepped into the air with one more step.

He tried to get closer to Song Yichuan, but soon found that as long as he moved, Song Yichuan would also move, like two magnetic poles repelling each other, and there was not much space left behind for Song Yichuan.

It's not fun to fall in this kind of weather, Tang Yuan can only stop first, he softened his tone again and again, persuading, "Come here first, calm down first, let's talk well."

"I should calm down a bit." Song Yichuan lowered his head slowly, as if talking to himself in a sleepy state, "I should wake up properly."

After he finished speaking, he closed his eyes, and as the little space behind him was squeezed again, a figure flashed in the darkness and quickly disappeared from Tang Yuan's sight.

"Fuck!" Tang Yuan rushed forward, but couldn't reach anything. He watched Song Yichuan fall, his first reaction was that this person couldn't swim, and then he jumped down without thinking about anything.

The moment he entered the water was even colder than Tang Yuan had imagined, and it was extremely bone-piercing. The current rolled his eyes so hard that he couldn't open his eyes. He estimated the direction and reached out again and again, but he couldn't catch anyone. Where did he go?Float away or sink?

Just a second ago, he was still wondering why Song Yichuan had to jump into the river, but now that he had, he thought of a special way to sober up.

On purpose, Tang Yuan didn't realize that this person was so narrow-minded before, he jumped once in front of Song Yichuan, and now he has to repay him in the same way.

There was silence all around, and the ubiquitous pressure engulfed every inch of his body. Tang Yuan's limbs were cold, resisting the needle-like chill, he surfaced, took a deep breath, and wanted to dive to a deeper place .

At this moment, a sudden force came from behind, pushing him to the shore, he couldn't wait to call Song Yichuan's name, and wanted to turn around to have a look, even if there was no other person besides him at this moment. People in the water have to confirm it with their own eyes.

"Song..." As soon as Tang Yuan's back touched the edge of the lake, the next second he turned around, before he had time to speak, his mouth was blocked by the sudden heat.

He was stunned for a moment, then reacted.

Song Yichuan was actually kissing him.

Tang Yuan's voice gave him an opportunity, and he was kissed deeply without any effort. There was no place on his body that was not cold, only his lips were warm. Song Yichuan held one hand by his ear, and the other Hold his neck tightly.

He kissed fiercely, like a storm, Tang Yuan didn't even respond, he even struggled to breathe. In just a few seconds, before he recovered from the suffocation of anxiety, he fell into another unsettled scene. Controlled tearing.

He tried to push away, raised his head to avoid it, no matter what, they could go up the steps first, find a place to change clothes, and then discuss long-term plans, instead of having the momentary pleasure in front of the map of today and no tomorrow like a desperado like now.

Tang Yuan thought so, but the more urgent Song Yichuan kissed, the more he couldn't bear to interrupt him. He didn't respond, but he didn't hide anymore, until Song Yichuan had kissed enough, gradually calmed down, and let go of him panting.

Song Yichuan leaned against his neck, shaking violently. Tang Yuan hugged him and rubbed his back. The next second Song Yichuan backed away, trying to get up, but Tang Yuan grabbed him.

"Song Yichuan." Tang Yuan finally had a chance to call out his name, he gasped a few more times, looked at him, his eyes gradually brought a smile, "Do you want to try with me?"