silent sample

During a day, Tang Sirong would occasionally wake up for a while, sooner or later, Tang Yuan passed by on this day, just in time for him to run into him.

She leaned back on the bed and didn't notice him coming in. Tang Sirong slowly rolled her eyes and looked away from the window until Tang Yuan walked to the bedside and called sister.

She looked at him blankly, and it took a while to recognize him, then she frowned, bent her eyes, and asked him in a low voice if he finished the exam.

Tang Yuan was stunned for a moment, then quickly came to his senses, and said with a smile that the exam was over.

Tang Sirong asked him how he was doing in the exam.

Very good, Tang Yuan said, it was better than he expected, and he should be able to enter her school without any accidents, and when she got better, he would move in to live with her.

"Then...that's good..." Tang Sirong looked at him for a long time, then suddenly said something, Tang Yuan leaned closer to listen, and heard her say that she wanted to eat chocolate cake.

She ate less sweets, the first time she heard her think about it, Tang Yuan immediately got up and said to buy it.

He asked her to wait for him for a while, don't fall asleep again, "I'll be back soon."

Tang Sirong is a person who rarely expresses his desires. He takes care of Tang Yuan and does everything possible to satisfy him, but he never says what he wants.

She has never been in a relationship, and she has never made any particularly good friends. She treats herself as a passer-by in this world with no desires or desires, and the only debts and nostalgia she has are given to this younger brother.

That may be her biggest ups and downs. Tang Sirong's stubbornness gave Tang Yuan life, but it also consumed her. Looking at it this way, it's hard to say which of the two of them is more sorry for the other.

There is a bakery not far from here. Tang Yuan came out of the hospital and ran all the way there. He went in and asked if there was any chocolate cake. The owner said no, and would you like strawberry ones.

Tang Yuan lost his mind, he stood at the door of the store, choosing between chocolate and strawberries for the first time in his life, he was afraid that he would not be able to buy what she wanted, and even more afraid that Tang Sirong would not wait for him if he went back late.

In his anxiety, he was sweating profusely, his throat was choked, and he was gradually out of breath. He desperately wanted someone to discuss with him and make up his mind for him... Trapped in such emotions, Tang Yuan couldn't help himself for a while. Unable to restrain himself, he burst into tears.

He had never felt so sad. When despair came, no matter how many times he tried to comfort himself, it was useless. The hidden pain and haze rushed out of his body with the most ferocious attack. The building was about to collapse, leaving him helpless. The power to parry.

His crying frightened the owner of the shop. He didn't understand how a big boy could cry like this because he couldn't eat the cake he wanted. She hurried to the door to comfort him, saying that he would make it fresh for him. Leave a phone call and deliver it later, an hour at most.

Tang Yuan wiped away his tears and tidied himself quickly. He finally bought strawberry ones and mango blueberry ones, thinking that if Tang Sirong still had an appetite at that time, she could eat them all. also.

He rushed back to the hospital with the cake, but what was waiting for him was a critical illness notice, and no one was there. He hurried to the emergency room, and he was greeted by a closed door. Tang Yiyu and Huang Jun sat outside the door , all with dignified faces.

Tang Yuan couldn't sit down, the feeling of being devoured and torn apart, and stepping into a bottomless pit struck again.

He slept at home for two hours in the morning, and came back when he woke up. He hasn't eaten anything or drank a drop of water until now, but his body is sweating continuously, covering him layer by layer, soaking him. clothes.

He squatted down, squatting at the place closest to the door, without saying a word, as if the closer he was, the more he could hold on, the surroundings were silent, until Huang Jun suddenly asked him why he didn't go to school.

Tang Yuan looked up, and Huang Jun looked at him strangely. Seeing that he didn't speak, she raised her voice and asked again, "Do you think my life is wrong? Who told you to stay here?"

Tang Yuan glanced at her, turned the back of his head away from the wall, lowered his head, and Huang Jun stood up suddenly, and rushed over from the opposite side, "I told you to go back and hear it, what about your ears! Go back, immediately!"

She stretched out her hand and tugged at him. She didn't know where the strength came from, but she dragged Tang Yuan staggered on the ground for a few steps, "My words don't work anymore, right... What else are you going to do, and when? This is what you should do." place!"

"Okay, don't make trouble for now." Tang Yiyu pulled her from behind and asked her to keep her voice down. Since Tang Yuan was already here, he couldn't be driven away at this time, so let him stay.

"When will you stay?" Huang Jun asked him in turn, "To put it lightly, today is a day, and ten days and a half a month. Will he still take the exam?!"

"Are there still ten days and a half months left?" Tang Yuan asked.

"Whether it's up to you or not."

This was said by Tang Yiyu. The two of them were emotionally at odds, but they were always unexpectedly harmonious when teaching him. However, Tang Yiyu was over half a century old, and he often didn't see problems as thoroughly as he did.

It wasn't a matter of waiting at all, Tang Yiyu didn't need to use this to show how reluctant he was, saying that Huang Jun was venting his anger or losing his mind, as a mother, it was understandable that she couldn't accept the reality.

What Tang Yuan wanted to know was if there was a moment when they were worried that the family would be broken up like now.

Have it?

I think should not be.

"I'm on sick leave," he said.

"Who invited you?"

"Myself." Tang Yuan sat up again and straightened the collar that was messed up by Huang Jun, "Because I was sick and had a high fever of over 39 degrees, the head teacher drove me back personally."

"What do you mean by this now? Is this the only time for you?" Huang Jun persisted. Tang Yuan said that his illness did not comfort her. On the contrary, she only heard his dissatisfied attitude and wanted to preemptively strike hard work.

"That's right, I thought about it." Tang Yuan stopped avoiding and looked at her, "I thought about whether to pass the exam or not, I stayed with her, she didn't have a year, I did, I There are countless more, as long as I don’t get hit by a car one day in my life, there will be more.”

"You have countless, then have you thought about us, how many do we have?" Tang Yiyu interrupted again, "Don't forget that you are a student now, and the college entrance examination is your only task, don't reverse the priority .”

"Whose task?" Tang Yuan laughed hoarsely, "Mine, or yours? Then you can go to her to complain now, I am so disobedient, see if she will take care of it?"

Tang Yiyu's expression changed, "What did you say?"

"You know what I said, she insisted on coming, so she has to come and see what I will look like in the future."

"Aren't you just looking forward to this day? After sitting on the sidelines for so long, leaving all the pressure to her, it's best if I lose my face and live in a mess, so that she will come to confess to you and say that she regrets it. "

Tang Yuan stood up against the wall and kept squatting like this. The two people talking above his head made him feel very uncomfortable. Neither Tang Yiyu nor Huang Jun had the right to be condescending to him.

"The way to refuse something is to let it happen with the worst outcome. You expected it, but unfortunately she never said she regretted it. I want to know, is this your regret?"

Those who really wanted to separate would not stay together, Tang Yuan became the cost of trial and error, and Tang Sirong was the instigator, and in the end the two of them became the ones who left the scene gracefully and did not touch anyone.

An outright outrageous carnival.

"Don't tell me anything else." Huang Jun wanted to step forward again, but was pulled by Tang Yiyu. She suppressed her voice and stared at Tang Yuan closely, "How confused are you to say such words now! You Are you taking the test for us?!"

"For myself, and to liberate you."

"We don't need you to liberate."

"I'm not sensible enough." Tang Yuan took a deep breath, "I have been sensible since I was a child, and I can distinguish between priorities and myself. If I don't do well, you will blame her. Of course I have to do well."

"It's best for you to think like this." Tang Yiyu coughed, pretending that he didn't hear what Tang Yuan said before. He said what he wanted to hear now, and that was enough.

"So I said that I thought about it. If I was more willful, I would not participate. I would make it impossible for you to complete the task in your life, but I won't." Tang Yuan's eyes were flushed, and the smile on his face gradually faded , "Because I don't love you anymore."

After crying for a while, he was very calm, with only a pain in his throat. He looked at the closed door of the emergency room again. The light on the top was on. Everyone was waiting for a sentence, but he deliberately kept His innocence and blindness also came to an end at this moment.

Leaving the hospital, it was still daylight, Tang Sirong was pushed into intensive care, Tang Yuan listened to the doctor in charge talking to Huang Jun, Tang Sirong's current situation is not optimistic, let them be prepared at any time, Tang Yuan specially waited until he could go in, see After one glance at her, he left.

When I go back now, I can still catch up with the evening self-study, and the matter of Lao Xu has not been resolved, Tang Yuan plans to go to his office to find him in a while.

"Why did you come back? It wasn't in the morning..." Yang Qifan shouted when he saw him, "Old Tian said you were sick, are you okay?"

"fine."

"Are you all right?" No wonder Yang Qifan made a fuss, Tang Yuan looked very serious, "Don't be foolish."

Tang Yuan put down his things and went to find Lao Xu on the third floor. With the foreshadowing of this afternoon, Lao Xu calmed down a lot, but the mistakes were there, and people's hearts were fluctuating recently, so the two of them happened to be arrested typical.

Old Xu meant to write a self-criticism, not much, [-] words, and Song Yichuan had already finished writing it and handed it in in the afternoon. Tang Yuanzheng lamented how he was so fast, and heard from Old Xu that it didn’t count if he finished writing, and he had to be in front of the teachers and students in the school tomorrow morning face read.

To serve as a warning to others, to correct the style of study.

"Any opinion?" Old Xu looked unhappy at him.

"No comment."

It doesn't matter if he reads it in the city tomorrow, he can read it on the seven school simulcast, anyway, he has a thick skin, but... so he really wants to apologize to Song Yichuan, and agree to never see each other again, but the matter Wrapping up things, it's the same as never ending.

Tang Yuan hopes this is the last time.

It's good to say goodbye, and in a few days, they really won't see each other.

With evening self-study and a little time to go back, Tang Yuan worked hard and finished [-] words.

There's nothing to write about, you shouldn't skip class, you shouldn't climb over the wall, you shouldn't get into a fight with your friends over a trivial matter... Che Jilu was talking back and forth, he guessed that Old Xu wouldn't let him read it all, and he casually uttered two thousand words just to Make a statement.

Song Yichuan didn't know what he wrote, but the details of that night could fill up [-] words. This person often looks serious, and tomorrow he will review himself in front of the teachers and students of the school, thinking about the real truth behind the "fight". The reason, I don't know if I can still fall asleep.

No matter what, it was Tang Yuan who made him suffer, and his fever has not subsided until now, which is considered retribution.

The flag-raising ceremony on the second day happened to be the mobilization meeting for the second grade of senior high school. The senior high school had already sworn to be a teacher, not to mention that he was never afraid of mentality in the experiment.

When it was their turn, Tang Yuan and Song Yichuan came out of their respective classes and walked towards the flag-raising platform in different directions. The first class was closer, and Tang Yuan arrived first. When he stood still and turned around, Song Yichuan just came up from the steps.

Many people are whispering. After all, everyone in Song Yichuan's famous experiment has never seen it, especially the first-year seniors. Class A is the holy place in the hearts of all experimenters. , the handsome senior with good grades is even more living in the legend.

It's just that many people didn't expect that the first time they saw a real person would be in this scene. The god stepped down from the altar and fell into the ground. I guess there is nothing more impressive than this.

Tang Yuan didn't dare to look at him, his eyes only glanced at him and then moved away. Song Yichuan stood beside him in the corner of his vision, keeping an appropriate distance between them. Didn't even look at him.

The previous summary of old Xu Yizheng's words was about to end, and the microphone was given to Song Yichuan. From the first sentence he said, "I have deeply realized my mistakes", Tang Yuan guessed the correct direction of this review.

Song Yichuan criticized that he shouldn't have urged his classmates to skip class because of his own selfishness at this time, Tang Yuan wrote down his words, and when it was his turn, he said the same thing, using more words than Song Yichuan.

Coercion, entanglement, seduction, and because of anger, he fought with him.

As the discussion grew louder, Song Yichuan finally looked over at him.

Tang Yuan finally promised that he would never fight with him again.

Ignoring the part in the middle where the two take responsibility for each other, Lao Xu is overall very satisfied, and finally he will conclude his statement.

Tang Yuan raised his head in his ups and downs, the dazzling sun made him unable to open his eyes, and he looked at the empty sky.

This year, he had a high fever that he took for granted. It wasn't until this day that the once hot fire went out in his heart that he realized that every day in his 18 years of life, he was suffering from the same high fever.

Over and over again, he got carried away.

Song Yichuan was his last desire, he got it for a short time, and lost it completely this day.

And his connection with this world finally only left him.

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