silent sample

The first monthly exam since entering Class A ended amidst a lot of complaints. The moment Tang Yuan walked out of the exam room, he was dazzled by the glare of the sun.

He had a bad feeling.

In fact, a player with ups and downs like him should stay in the selected comfort zone. Going to such a place full of masters is tantamount to seeking a dead end. Tang Yuan can almost foresee every next game. The exam will be a process where he plays with his heart and gets hammered repeatedly.

He doesn't have much pursuit in life, even Huang Jun and Tang Yiyu don't care about him, pretending to be just waiting for him to graduate, and what he pursues and doesn't pursue, in the final analysis, he is competing with himself.

Tang Yuan didn't want to make himself too embarrassed, he just wanted to graduate early, go to the city where Tang Sirong was, finish college step by step, find a job that could make ends meet, and then be able to look after her sister and spend more time with her. Just be by her side.

So, why bother.

Why bother to be forced to go up and down here, to be a phoenix tail... no, that can't be called a phoenix tail anymore, it has to be called a phoenix tail.

Tang Yuan regretted his brain a little bit, and simply stopped coming if he didn't come. No one would say anything, but now he would be laughed at when he went back.

Thinking about Lao Tian, ​​Tang Yuan couldn't help feeling sad. He wondered if Class [-] would be up to date this time, and would be able to take this sacred stick from him someday in the future.

He lay down on the table, rolling a piece of eraser back and forth weakly with his fingers, Song Yichuan called him, and he didn't hear it until he called several times.

"Did you pass the exam?" Song Yichuan asked.

It is true that the paper was a little difficult this time, and there was a lot of complaints in the class after the exam. No one went to eat this meeting, and everyone gathered around Mingjin to check the answers, and every pair of answers, followed by wailing of varying heights .

"Ah."

"Which door?"

"I didn't pass any exams."

"Is there no English?"

English is Tang Yuan's strong point. Later, he asked Song Yichuan to copy the textbooks and typed the annotations that he could recall.

"What's the use of English alone." Tang Yuan was already thinking if he fell out of the top [-] this time, whether he would work hard for the next month or simply give up on himself.

Song Yichuan casually flipped through a few papers he made before the exam. He hoarded a lot during the two days when he was sick, and many of them are still blank. He was worried that Tang Yuan would scare himself, "Do you want to check the answer?"

"Early death and late death are not the same death." Tang Yuan raised his head from his arms, and opened one of his exposed eyes to look at him, "Are you trying to comfort me?"

"Ah."

"Then touch my ears."

"..."

Song Yichuan only had a big speechless look on his face. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether Tang Yuan's appearance was really sad or he was looking for an opportunity to make fun of him. He stood up expressionlessly, and pushed him, "Let's eat."

Tang Yuan was about to get up slowly from this side, when Xie Yao came over from the other side, her complexion was not very good, her eyes were slightly red, she looked like she had just cried, she didn't pass the exam.

But Tang Yuan never believed what a good student said about failing the exam. At best, it was the difference between No.1 and No.3. It was completely different from his qualitative decline. She was still in this class even if she failed the exam. Did not pass the exam.

Song Yichuan carried over the same rhetoric he had just made with Tang Yuan and asked her again. The difference was that he didn't say that he had to get the answer right. People like Xie Yao who had been fighting at the top all the year round were bound to be right. Talk and walk to the door.

Tang Yuan stalked at the back, deliberately stalking a little far away, he didn't want to hear a word, especially the way Song Yichuan comforted one end and comforted the other end, looking like a scumbag.

It's not that Tang Yuan is stingy, he seldom evaluates others, especially girls, there is a reason why he cares so much about Xie Yao.

Before he regarded Xie Yao as a special existence, she had already reached the point where he felt uncomfortable.

The current relationship between Xie Yao and Song Yichuan can be regarded as friends, Tang Yuan and Song Yichuan can at least be regarded as friends, and they all eat together in the same small cafeteria, and they come and go to see each other so many times.

But apart from smiling at him for the first time, after that, especially after he got acquainted with Song Yichuan, Xie Yao never spoke to him again. He is such a big living person.

To put it more directly, Tang Yuan could feel Xie Yao's rejection of him. This rejection was due to his poor grades and failure to integrate into their group. Like He Maoqing, there were other reasons. Tang Yuan couldn't help it. And know.

The only thing he knows is that he doesn't want to be regarded as air, especially the air around Song Yichuan, so he pays more and more attention to the relationship between Song Yichuan and Xie Yao, and wants to hear his more decisive answer to this, yes yes, no no.

If it is, then he just doesn't ask Song Yichuan to run with him for supper in the future, it's shameful to take up other's boyfriend's time, even buddies.

But if not, there is something wrong with Xie Yao's attitude, even Song Yichuan is a bit abnormal, Tang Yuan doesn't believe he didn't feel it at all.

"Aren't these two people talking?" Yang Qifan asked thoughtfully, looking at the perfectly matched backs of a man and a woman in front of him.

"Walk for a walk and talk." Tang Yuan sneered, "Song even runs with me every day, and if we want to talk, it's between us."

"Then you two are talking." Yang Qifan smiled.

Tang Yuan said he was joking, but there was no sign of a smile on his face. He suddenly thought that Song Yichuan really wanted to talk, so let’s talk. With his grades that are as stable as an old dog, it doesn’t make sense for him to have a relationship that affects his studies. .

If so, what is he afraid of?Afraid of delaying other people's achievements?

Tang Yuan thought about Song Yichuan's attitude every time he asked Song Yichuan, either he was unwilling to say it, or he would show his face, cover it like that, it would be a crime to touch him more than others, since Xie Yao doesn't want to see him, the Song is still Come talk nonsense to him.

The more Tang Yuan thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became. He felt that Song Yichuan didn't treat him as a friend, and being involved in this triangle relationship for no reason seemed superfluous to him.

And the word he least likes to hear is superfluous.

The four of them entered the small cafeteria. In the past, Uncle Jia’s tables were placed separately, and the dishes were also served separately. I don’t know if the four of them often appear together recently. He deliberately moved the table next to them to make it for them A table for four.

Tang Yuan didn't say anything when he saw it, Yang Qifan turned his head and called Song Yichuan along.

But before that, every time the four of them walked together, Song Yichuan and Xie Yao were in front, and Tang Yuan and Yang Qifan were in the rear. It was also the same when entering the door. Usually, Xie Yao walked directly to the old position by the window, and Song Yichuan naturally With her, so for a long time, they never sat together.

Come together when you come, and sit separately when you sit. In the past, there was a reason for not setting the table together, but now even Uncle Jia can't stand it.

Tang Yuan waited for Song Yichuan to speak, he decided that if Song Yichuan really sat down, he didn't need to care about Xie Yao, and he didn't care about his unhappiness in this matter, and he would do whatever he wanted in the future, and he wouldn't talk to Xie Yao What to grab, what kind of love is such a small mind.

And if Song Yichuan doesn't sit down... Tang Yuan waited for a while, but Song Yichuan really didn't sit down, Xie Yao still walked to the window, he greeted Yang Qifan and then walked over.

good very good.

Tang Yuan picked up his chopsticks and poked it on the table, eating.

Yang Qifan coughed, as if he also felt embarrassed, after that, the two of them ate together without saying a word.

After eating, Tang Yuan left first. In the past, he might have waited a while, but now he is still waiting for SpongeBob SquarePants' hammer.

Only people like Yang Qifan would not take this matter seriously at all, and would turn around and make jokes with Tang Yuan again.

He raised his arm, put it on Tang Yuan's shoulder very smoothly, and gave his after-dinner speech without swishing, "It's still up to them to talk, you can't get into it."

"Get out." Tang Yuan collapsed for a long time, his back was sore, so he leaned half on Yang Qifan's body.

When he was about to enter the school gate, suddenly there was more force on his back, pushing him forward, pushing him away from Yang Qifan, followed by Song Yichuan's voice, "Walk well."

These four words did not know where Tang Yuan's nerves were poked, he suddenly became angry, immediately shook his hand, turned around and rushed, "I want you to teach me how to walk, take care of yourself."

He didn't mean to be joking at all, his face was so ugly that Yang Qifan and Xie Yao who followed were stunned for a moment.

Tang Yuan didn't look at them, turned his head and left.

That evening self-study, Lao Xu finished his paper and asked Tang Yuan to go out.

When he got up, the faces of the people around him were different, Song Yichuan seemed to turn his head, Yuan Qian looked at him worriedly, and a sneer that was neither high nor low came from not far away, no need to guess that it was from He Maoqing.

The test papers of all subjects were almost corrected, not only Tang Yuan, but everyone in class A could have a premonition why Lao Xu called him at this time.

After going out, Tang Yuan followed and stood still at the top of the stairs, when he heard Lao Xu ask him what he thought about the results of this monthly exam.

"I don't have any ideas." Tang Yuan looked calm, mainly because it's useless, and the exams are all over.

"It seems that you know it well." Old Xu was not satisfied with his attitude. When the thermos cup was placed on the balcony, there was a lot of movement at the bottom of the cup. Tang Yuan was a little worried that it would be broken, and couldn't help but Stay and look twice.

"What are you looking at?" Old Xu raised his eyebrows, and immediately stared at him, "Ask you what you think and tell me that you have no idea. If you pass the exam like this, you have no idea. Why are you here?!"

His sudden increase in volume made Tang Yuan wonder if the people in the classroom could hear their conversation. He was silent for a moment, "I don't care, I just..."

"What is it?!" Old Xu interrupted him with an angry yell, "I couldn't do it? I didn't want to come? Then why did you come here in the first place! Ah?! It's fun? Or is it fashionable?"

"Tang Yuan, my ugly words are up front. Don't think that you will be stable if you enter here. There are many people who have gone up and down in the past! It doesn't matter to you, it doesn't matter if you take me to comfort you! If you don't have this psychological quality, give it to me as soon as possible. Go back where you came from."

Tang Yuan didn't want to care about whether he could hear or not. If he couldn't hear, unless everyone inside was deaf.

Old Xu's mantra is "I uglify first", once this sentence appears, it will be followed by all the ugly words without borders.

Seeing that Lao Xu was angry, Tang Yuan pursed his lips and said nothing. There are only a few places in Class A. If he takes one more, someone will definitely not be able to get in. There is nothing to say about it.

Seeing that he lowered his head, Lao Xu finally had a posture of introspection. He breathed a sigh of relief, picked up the cup, and blew away the layer of tea leaves that was full on the top, "Your sister came to see me two days ago. Tell me about your situation."

Tang Yuan raised his head, his numb expression relaxed a little, he didn't stop Tang Sirong from coming that time, he seldom disagreed with her, but in fact he didn't want her to come, because he knew what Lao Xu would think.

"If she didn't tell me, I never thought you were her younger brother."

"Did I make you suspicious?" Tang Yuan looked at him.

"You also know that your sister is the first in the grade, and you can't even keep the top [-]."

"I doubt it too." Tang Yuan smiled, "You see, we don't look alike at all, not even our names. If I want to be called Tang Siyuan, you might have already thought about it."

"Whether you call Tang Siyuan or not is far from her. Don't make a fuss with me here. It's only the first monthly exam now, and there will be so many times in the future. If you want to return this attitude, go to your old Tian. I won't stop it."

Tang Yuan did hesitate to go back, but it was all a matter of thinking, and now there is another chance, it would be too bad to leave without fighting for anything, and even if he was willing, Lao Tian would not let him go.

She can't wait for him to be the one in class A when he dies.

In order to prevent Lao Xu from yelling at everyone, Tang Yuan lowered his head at the right time, "I will definitely do well in the exam next time."

"I'll talk about it next time. Call your parents over tomorrow."

"How can I do that?" Tang Yuan blurted out.

"Why can't you? Are you missing at home or something? Others can't shout you?"

"..." Just like their family, it's really no different from lack, "Did my sister call out back then?"

"What do you ask for this?"

"She didn't call out, so I can't call out either."

"She doesn't need to shout. If you can't shout, don't come."

Old Xu put down his harsh words and left Tang Yuan alone to reflect in the wind. Tomorrow is Sunday, and he will have half a day off in the afternoon. The conditions are clearly set up for him.

Tang Yuan was going to go home, but he was not going to alarm Huang Jun or Tang Yiyu because of this incident. They didn't care about it, and it was useless to shout. It was worse than the two voices that Old Xu himself yelled.

If he is really not allowed to stay any longer, it would be good for him to go back to find Lao Tian, ​​so as not to save... Tang Yuan thought of Song Yichuan pushing him, and the way he followed Xie Yao without hesitation... Fuck, whoever you love.