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"Han, you're awake. Are you hungry? I've made porridge. You can drink some." Song Xi looked at Ye Han who opened his eyes, and said softly.At Aunt Ye's funeral, Ye Han finally couldn't hold on anymore and fell ill, but this made Song Xi very worried, because this time Ye Han had a high fever for several days, and she stayed in Ye Han's ward for a few days. Ye Han's fever finally subsided, and Song Xi breathed a sigh of relief.Song Xi was in charge of Ye Han's mother's funeral, but fortunately she had Amanda's help, otherwise Song Xi would not have been able to support it for so long.In addition to thanking Amanda, Song Xi also wants to thank and feel guilty for Xia Qingwei. Xia Qingwei's understanding and allowing herself to take good care of Ye Han made Song Xi feel that she owed Xia Qingwei.Song Xi knew that with the current relationship between her and Xia Qingwei, it was no longer suitable for her to take care of Ye Han, but now Ye Han had no other relatives besides herself, so Song Xi couldn't let Ye Han go, so she could only let go of what she owed to Xia Qingwei. I kept it all in my heart, thinking that after Ye Han recovered, I would make up for Xia Qingwei.

"How about we go out for a walk." Song Xi looked at Ye Han with concern and said, since the funeral, Ye Han's emotions have become more silent, and there is no anger in his eyes.After returning from the hospital, Ye Han just lay on the bed every day without saying anything, even if Song Xi talked to her, she would not respond, just like a living dead.Seeing Ye Han like this made Song Xi even more worried.

"Han, can you talk to me?" Song Xi looked at Ye Han. She didn't know when Ye Han would be able to come out of her sadness. She looked at the person in front of her with distress. The former Ye Han was her angel. , is the person she has been looking for, but now her angel is so haggard.

"Look at me, if you stop ignoring me, I don't know what's the use of staying here." Song Xi said mockingly, facing Ye Han like this, Song Xi seemed to be unable to do anything.

"So in your heart, I'm still so useless." Song Xi asked Ye Han to look at her, but those lifeless eyes hurt Song Xi's heart. Such Ye Han made Song Xi feel distressed. Song Xi couldn't let go of her heart.

"Han, do you still remember Auntie's last wish? She just hopes that An An, whom she loves the most, can be well and find her own happiness." Song Xi said to Ye Han.

"Han, whether you want to accept it or not, my aunt has left, and she will never come back, but she will always be by your side to protect you." Song Xi knew that Ye Han couldn't go on like this, even though facing her It is sad for the reality, but this is what she has to bear, and she will walk there with Ye Han.

"But you are still alive, you have to live well in this world for auntie, and you have to fulfill the wish that auntie wants to fulfill. Han, please be strong?" Song Xi looked at Ye Han and said, but these words she said, However, it did not cause Ye Han's mood swings at all, and even made Song Xi frustrated for a while.

"Enough, enough of this." Song Xi couldn't bear Ye Han's depression anymore, she knew that Ye Han's depression could only hurt herself, Song Xi said loudly to Ye Han.She stretched out her hand and collected all the friends who were beside Ye Han. She didn't want Ye Han to be immersed in sadness.

"Aunt is gone, this is a reality that can never be changed." Song Xi said cruelly to Ye Han.

"From now on, you have to learn to grow up alone and learn to love yourself well. If you don't even love yourself, who else will love you." Song Xi looked at Ye Han and said.

"If you don't want to see me, then my stay here is just to make you uncomfortable. I think I should go too. Facing you now, a Ye Han whom I don't know at all, I feel really tired." Song Xi said coldly to Ye Han that she didn't want Ye Han to give up on himself like this, maybe the best way is to be cruel to Ye Han.

"Han, I'm tired, I'm sorry, I'm really tired." Song Xi looked at Ye Han and said in pain, this kind of Ye Han was also a kind of torture to her, a kind of mental torture.

Once again, she lingered and looked at Ye Han who didn't respond. Song Xi turned around and left disappointed. She was betting on whether Ye Han would react, and on her own position in Ye Han's heart. Although it was cruel, but this was Song Xi. Last resort.

"Crack." The sound of closing the door was particularly obvious to Ye Han, the emotion in her eyes moved, the silence in the air made her panic, she was the only one left in the cold room, she had nothing left , her mother left her, and no one will love herself as much as her mother.Even Song Xi left, and the sadness in Ye Han's heart was like a bottomless pit, as if it could never be filled, sad and helpless, all together impacted Ye Han's fragile heart.

Tears fell silently, I wanted to call something, but I couldn't make a sound when I opened my mouth.No one will be by her side anymore, and she will be alone from now on. Although she lives in a trance these days, Ye Han knows that Song Xi has always been by her side to take care of her, and when she is unconscious When I was in bed, Ye Han once thought about not waking up again, but there was always someone talking to him by his ear, which made Ye Han unable to let go.Ye Han, who woke up, couldn't face the fact that her mother had left, so she could only close herself and shut herself in her own world, thinking that if she didn't touch the sadness, she couldn't think about it. will not be true.But all of this is Ye Han's self-righteousness, all of this is Ye Han's self-indulgence, because reality is fact, and now even Song Xi doesn't want her anymore.Such pain made Ye Han unable to breathe, biting his lips tightly, the smell of blood still couldn't wake up Ye Han's numbness.

"Han, you're going to torture yourself, don't do this, okay? Even if it's for me, don't torture yourself anymore." Song Xi didn't leave at all, and pretended to close the door just to let Ye Han react, she thought Let Ye Han face the reality, but standing outside the door and watching Ye Han suppress himself, but actually hurting himself, Song Xi couldn't hide anymore, rushed to Ye Han's side, hugged Ye Han tightly , suppressed his emotions, and said to Ye Han, stretched out his hand to appease Ye Han's emotions, but pushed Ye Han's tightly clenched hand away, the palm of his hand was already red, if Ye Han shook hands tightly again, She will get hurt, Song Xi don't let Ye Han hurt herself again.

"You don't want me anymore." Ye Han, who was hugged by Song Xi, suddenly said, with a low and sad voice, but for Song Xi, there was a hint of joy, because Ye Han finally responded to her.

"You don't want me anymore." Ye Han looked at Song Xi helplessly and said with tears.

"No one doesn't want to write, no one, we are all by your side, always." Song Xi stretched out his hand to hold Ye Han's face, looked at Ye Han sincerely and said sincerely.

"Han, promise me, don't suppress yourself anymore, don't hurt yourself anymore, it really hurts here." Song Xi took Ye Han's hand and put it on her heart, she wanted Ye Han to feel it. For her own emotions, she wants Ye Han to accept the reality, and she really wants to help Ye Han get out of the current sorrow.

"Xiaoxi, mom really won't come back anymore, she really won't come back again." Ye Han looked at Song Xi, at the people who cared about her, and at the many things she had done for herself during these days. People, Ye Han knew that the person in front of her really cared about her, really cared about herself, and only Song Xi's warmth was left in her world.

"But Auntie will always be in our hearts and will never leave." Song Xi softly said to Ye Han, she knew that as long as Ye Han spoke, it would be a good start.

"I miss her, I really miss her." Ye Han's tears dripped on the back of Song Xi's hand, watching Ye Han finally cry, no longer suppressing her sadness, this made Song Xi feel slightly better a little.Hugging tightly to Ye Han who was weeping and trembling gradually, it seemed that every cry of Ye Han was tugging at Song Xi's heart, but she was relieved because Ye Han finally cried out, and finally let her sorrow go It's all vented out, which may allow her to recover sooner.

"I know, I know everything." Song Xi hugged Ye Han in her arms, and said softly and soothingly.

"You still have me, I will always be by your side." Song Xi knew that Ye Han was fragile now, all she could do was let Ye Han rely on her first, and she would be fine when she came out of the sadness.

Ye Han cried for a long, long time, and finally had a place to vent her suppressed sadness. Tired of crying, she leaned against Song Xi and fell asleep, looked down at Ye Han who was sleeping, and gently wiped away the tears on Ye Han's face , let her have a comfortable posture to lean against herself, Song Xi is also tired, these days because of Ye Han, the spirit has been in a state of tension, and now Ye Han's mood has improved a lot, she is also relieved, there is no How long did it take to fall asleep.

"Letter." Song Xi woke up and opened his eyes, but he didn't see Ye Han who should be sleeping next to him, so he immediately sat up nervously.

"Ye Han, Ye Han." Song Xi got up and called into the room, but she didn't see Ye Han, she was very worried, Ye Han's current mood was not suitable to go out at all.

"What's the matter?" Hearing Song Xi's voice, Ye Han, who was wearing a bathrobe, came out of the bathroom.

"It's okay." Song Xi hugged Ye Han and breathed a sigh of relief. Just now, she was really worried that Ye Han would do something stupid. Seeing that Ye Han was doing well, she felt at ease.

"I'll get better soon, don't worry about me." Ye Han reached out to touch Song Xi's face, the deep emotion in her eyes made Song Xi's heart sink, but now she couldn't refuse , because she was afraid that she would hurt Ye Han again, no matter what, everything should be said when Ye Han really came out of sadness.

"This is what you promised me. You must get better and be well." Song Xi put away her mood and said to Ye Han with a gentle smile.

"I promise you, for you, I will be fine." Ye Han looked at Song Xi in front of her, at least she still had Song Xi, at least she was not alone, not alone.

"You should be hungry. I'll warm up the porridge and you can drink it later." Song Xi avoided Ye Han's eyes and said to her.

"Let's go out for a walk after you've finished eating, so you'll feel better." Song Xi said, but she didn't see the disappointment in Ye Han's eyes.

"Okay, it's all up to you." Ye Han nodded, and said obediently, it seemed that Song Xi could arrange everything about her now.

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