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Sitting in Xia Qingwei's car, Song Xi didn't know where she was taking her.Xia Qingwei drove the car very fast, and there were not many cars on the way. Song Xi glanced at Xia Qingwei who was driving, and saw her face tense. The expression on her face made Song Xi very uneasy. She knew Xia Qingwei was born She is angry.In the car, Xia Qingwei didn't speak to Song Xi, and Song Xi didn't know what to say, she leaned on the seat a little slumped, she had already given up fighting, the silent silence of the two made their hearts depressed with.

The car finally stopped. Song Xi saw that Xia Qingwei had actually carried her home, and moved her mouth to ask Xia Qingwei, but seeing that her expression was even worse, she could only follow Xia Qingwei into the elevator.

"Qingwei." Standing at Xia Qingwei's door, Song Xi couldn't help shouting after all.Xia Qingwei didn't look back at Song Xi, she went straight into the house and walked to her bedroom, leaving Song Xi standing outside the door alone.With a helpless expression on Song Xi's face, he sighed weakly, took off his shoes and walked in, closing the door.Xia Qingwei is a public figure, and she doesn't want Xia Qingwei to have any negative news because of herself.Just as Song Xi walked into the room, Xia Qingwei also came out with something in her hand.

"Aren't you trying to hide from me? Then I'll give you a blessing and let you hide more completely." After speaking, he threw the things in his hands in front of Song Xi.

"Real estate certificate." There were three large characters written on a bright red book. Song Xi was slightly taken aback, then turned to look at Xia Qingwei, and suddenly understood what the person in front of him meant.

"The opposite is also my house. Now I don't intend to rent it to you. As for your rent, I will refund you. Since you want to hide from me, then I will fulfill you. Please disappear completely from my sight " Xia Qingwei said to Song Xi emotionally.Song Xi looked at the real estate certificate in front of him, with such a bitter expression on his face, who could know how he felt in his heart.Suppressing the feelings for Xia Qingwei in his heart, he suddenly raised his head and met Xia Qingwei's eyes.

"I was planning to buy a house for myself. Give me a few days, and I'll move out after the arrangements are made." Song Xi said to Xia Qingwei, the expression on her face made one feel her indifference.

"But I still have to thank you for renting the house to me." Song Xi took another deep look at Xia Qingwei, this time it was considered a kind of break, and it would be better if he made it clear.

"I won't bother you anymore. Please forgive me for the trouble I caused you during this time." Song Xi could feel her heart, which was so painful that she was almost suffocating. Such cold and heartless words hurt the room. Two people in the house.Turn around and leave, don't want to let yourself linger on the breath here, don't let yourself regret it, don't let yourself hurt and hurt others.Looking at Song Xi with her back turned to her, Xia Qingwei felt so unfamiliar with her unfamiliar and polite tone just now, she didn't really want Song Xi to leave, she was just angry, angry at why Song Xi treated her like this, she was angry at Song Xi Xi gave her the result without giving her a chance to choose.Xia Qingwei watched Song Xi walk to the door, it seemed that this time Song Xi's departure meant that she lost her forever, and lost someone who would take good care of her when she was not feeling well.People who will appear by your side when you feel lonely.I lost a person who let me let go of everything and treat him wholeheartedly.Xia Qingwei knew that Song Xi would always have the stomach medicine she was taking on her body. The ringtone on Song Xi's cell phone was always the song she begged herself to sing to her. Which last page of Song Xi's notepad was filled with About everything about herself, whether she likes it or not, Song Xi knows herself better than herself.Xia Qingwei couldn't forget that when she was filming, she just casually mentioned that she was uncomfortable on the phone, and this person rushed to her side regardless of everything, but just told herself that she encountered this by accident, but how could she not Knowing how accidental the encounter Song Xi was talking about in that mountain.

"What do you want from me, what do you want from me?" Xia Qingwei buried herself behind Song Xi's back when Song Xi closed the doorknob, and murmured hoarsely .

"Is disappearing in front of me the decision you made for me?" Xia Qingwei felt the coldness on her face, and tears flowed down her face uncontrollably. Amanda's words let Xia Qingwei know that if she didn't fight for it this time, she and Song Xi were doomed to miss it, because now Song Xi is a coward, a coward who is afraid of hurting herself and her.

"I know you're avoiding me, I know you'll disappear on purpose as long as I show up, but every time Amy tells me that I'm willing to answer any announcement as long as there's someone from your company, I thought maybe We will meet again inadvertently, but every time I go with expectations, I have never met you. When I call you, I am busy or leave a message, or it is your perfunctory excuse. Do you face me? Is it really that difficult?" Xia Qingwei said all of her grievances behind Song Xi's back.

"Do you think I ran into you by chance today? Do you know? I will go to that cafe whenever I have time these days. I know it is your favorite place to go. Even if you want to avoid me, but I still can't resist going there." Xia Qingwei had a self-deprecating expression on her face, she never thought that one day she would become like this, become so unlike herself, and become so sentimental.

"Qingwei." Song Xi was shocked by Xia Qingwei's words, she never knew that Xia Qingwei would do so much for herself, she knew that Xia Qingwei would spoil her, she knew that Xia Qingwei would care about her, and she also knew that Xia Qingwei might treat her There is also another kind of affection, but Song Xi thinks that Xia Qingwei just treats herself as a relative and a younger sister, pampering and relying on herself.Because the two of them didn't hide anything from each other, Song Xi didn't want to spoil everything, once some words were spoken, they couldn't be taken back.

"You don't need to be like this." The sobs in Song Xi's voice meant that her emotions were not as calm as she showed.

"Sister Amanda told me that Song Xi is a coward, a coward who dare not say or do anything." Xia Qingwei let go of Song Xi's hand, walked up to Song Xi, looked at Song Xi with her head down, I can't see her expression at this time.

"But I told Sister Amanda, I just care about this coward, and I don't know when I started to care about this coward, this coward who pretends to be strong outside and will cry without scruples when I face me. I don't know when At first, I found that this coward broke into my life and became a part of me." Xia Qingwei held Song Xi's cheek behind her, let her look at her, and slowly told Song Xi what was in her heart.

"I know that this coward has been hurt by others, making her no longer believe in herself, but she doesn't know how kind she is. Even if those people owe her a lot, she still doesn't want to hate them." Xia Qingwei Looking at Song Xi, it was the first time she said these words so frankly. Perhaps in TV dramas and movies, she had performed many classic roles, and experienced many different hard-hearted loves in them. She is not Never been in love.It's just that this visit has never caught her off guard and made her unable to let go.It's not that I haven't tried to forget, it's not that I haven't tried to let go, but isn't true love like moths to a flame?For the scorching heat that the fire brought to him, he sacrificed himself even where he was.

"Qingwei, don't force me, don't force me." Song Xi heard Xia Qingwei's sincere confession, and all the emotions in her heart surged like a tide. She already felt that she would not love her, and she had decided to let go, but Why can't I let it go, can't forget, can't stop loving this person.

"Fool." Xia Qingwei looked at the stubborn child with distress, she knew what Song Xi was worried about, and she also knew why Song Xi did this.But knowing that they can't do it, it takes courage, and what they have to face is very clear in their hearts.

"Do you still remember that I once said that if you decide to hold hands, you will never let go. My heart is small and easy to be satisfied. As long as I can live with the one I love, I can let go of everything else. "Xia Qingwei said to Song Xi, fate seems to be like a reincarnation, everything is predestined.That year, Yin Mushan asked Xia Qingwei that if she was her, she would choose to let go. That's what Xia Qingwei said at the time, and the person who held her was also Song Xi.That time it was to help Song Xi and Yin Mushan make a settlement, and today it was for her and Song Xi to get a result.

"My heart is also very small, but I don't have the courage to bear it again, and I don't have the courage to let go." The tears were bitter, sliding down from the cheeks, dripping on the corner of the mouth, and the faint bitterness spread in Song Xi's mouth. Song Xi said that Xia Qingwei was special. She could forgive Ye Han because she only learned to love at that time, but she didn't know how to love. Her love was a bondage and even a burden to Ye Han.After Yin Mushan let go, she could choose to force herself to accept it and stop pestering her, because Song Xi knew that her love for Yin Mushan was only dependent, because she was hurt by Ye Han, and with Yin Mushan she could make her heart Healed, because Yin Mushan made Song Xi understand what it is like to be loved, because when she faced Yin Mushan, she was grateful.And Xia Qingwei is a very special person to Song Xi. Before she knew Xia Qingwei, Xia Qingwei was her idol. She was able to enter this circle because of the opportunity of Xia Qingwei. After getting in touch with Xia Qingwei slowly, Song Xi thought that Xia Qingwei and the real Xia Qingwei gradually merged together, they became friends, and Song Xi also became mature, knowing what she wanted.Perhaps Xia Qingwei had left a shadow in Song Xi's heart a long time ago, so as she got more and more in contact with Xia Qingwei, Song Xi gradually fell in love with this considerate and genuine woman.But after experiencing two wounded loves, Song Xi became timid, and no longer faced love as bravely as before, but chose to escape, perhaps because the more he escaped, the deeper the shadow of love, and he was suppressed Feelings that are held in will be unstoppable once they are released.

"Look at me." Xia Qingwei's heart was deeply hurt by Song Xi's hurt expression. In facing this relationship, Song Xi needed more courage than her.Staring into Song Xi's eyes, he stretched out a hand to hold Song Xi's cold hand, clasping his fingers tightly.

"I said that if I decided to hold hands, I would not let go, so I will not allow Xiaoxi to say let go again in the future, never again." Xia Qingwei's resolute words moved Song Xi, she never thought that Xia Qingwei would say to her These words, she never knew that she was also so important in Xia Qingwei's heart.Looking at Xia Qingwei who was smiling at her, with the tears in her eyes, she could no longer suppress her feelings, and couldn't control her emotions towards Xia Qingwei.She hugged the person in front of her tightly, unwilling to let go, how much she wanted to embed the person in her arms into her own body, how much she wanted them to stay together forever, but she was afraid, too many things made her Song Xi was afraid and made her hesitate. She knew that if Xia Qingwei chose to let go again, Song Xi would collapse. She didn't know what she would do to hurt herself and Xia Qingwei.

"I'm afraid, I'm really afraid." Song Xi buried herself between Xia Qingwei's neck, letting Xia Qingwei's aura completely surround her, so that she could feel safe and feel that this was not a one-off. field dream.

"I'm afraid this will be a dream, I'm afraid I'll be abandoned again, I'm afraid I'll be lost forever." Song Xi said what was in her heart.

"I thought I wouldn't lose it if I didn't ask extravagantly, and I thought it wouldn't hurt if I didn't touch it." Song Xi knew that Xia Qingwei had broken through all her pretense of being strong, and she was really just as Sister Amanda said is a coward.In fact, when facing love, many people will think that they have made a certain choice, thinking that they have made a correct choice for themselves and for the person they love, but they don't know that this kind of self-conceited intelligence is often the most important choice. Stupid decision.

"In the future, I will not allow you to think that you are good to me and help me make choices." Xia Qingwei hugged the person she had lost and recovered, her heart was full, but she also knew that Song Xi was insecure about herself.

"We have to face everything together." Song Xi let go of her hand, her eyes were full of love for Xia Qingwei.

"I'm holding on this time, and I won't let you go again. I won't let you have an excuse to leave me. I'm going to keep entangled with you like this for the rest of my life." Clenching hands, Song Xi was moved. Said, since you can't hide and you can't escape, you are destined to face it. Song Xi looked at Xia Qingwei who made her fall in love. This time, she won't let go no matter what, even if the two of them will be entangled for a lifetime, even if it gets to the end, the relationship between them There will be hatred, and Song Xi doesn't intend to let go, he will never stop.

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