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"Jingwen, I really love you." The words on the text message made Ye Jingwen burst into tears. She knew Xu Fei's feelings for her, but she was so weak. Thinking of this, Ye Jingwen Calling Xu Fei's number, but no one answered it all the time, which made Ye Jingwen's heart even more disturbed, because Xu Fei would never fail to answer his call, no matter how late, no matter when, as long as he gave Xu Fei On the Philippine phone, there was a reassuring voice on the other end of the phone, but this time, every time he dialed again, Ye Jingwen's heart tightened a little more.

"Jingwen, what's the matter with you?" Shen Muzhi saw Ye Jingwen's abnormal behavior just now, so he chased him out, and asked with concern when he saw Ye Jingwen with a disturbed expression outside the hotel door.

"Xiao Fei doesn't answer the phone, Xiao Fei." Ye Jingwen was a little incoherent, and she began to be afraid, and began to worry about what might happen.

"Jingwen, she is not a child, she will not have any accidents, you calm down." Seeing Ye Jingwen's flustered look, Shen Muzhi said to Ye Jingwen, the calmness in his tone was to reassure Ye Jingwen.

"I'm going to find her." Ye Jingwen couldn't stand this uneasy feeling, she had to find Xiao Fei, she had to see Xiao Fei.

"I'll accompany you." Shen Muzhi looked at Ye Jingwen's appearance, his heart never felt better, it turned out that his Jingwen, no matter how he tried to restore it, would never come back.

"Xiaofei." The phone rang, thinking it was the person he cared about, but the voice and words on the other end of the phone made Ye Jingwen feel that it was all a lie, a big lie, and it was Xiaofei who was angry with herself , I deliberately joked with myself, this is a farce.

Crouching on the ground collapsed, the phone loosened and fell to the ground, it seemed that the phone hadn't been hung up yet.Shen Muzhi's eyes tightened, he picked up the phone and said something to the people inside, and looked at Ye Jingwen, the expression on his face was also shocked, but the distress in his eyes was just that this phone call meant nothing to Ye Jingwen. mean something.

"Jingwen. You still have me. I will always be by your side." Shen Muzhi hung up the phone, squatted in front of Ye Jingwen, let her look at him, and said to Ye Jingwen seriously.

"I will never leave you, I will always be by your side." Shen Muzhi looked at Ye Jingwen who had no expression on her face, she had been beaten to pieces by grief.

"Xiao Fei, I want to see Xiao Fei, I want to see Xiao Fei." Ye Jingwen seemed not to have heard Shen Muzhi's words, and said loudly and flusteredly, the urgency and excitement in her tone made her feel lost Proper.

"I'll take you there." Shen Muzhi knew how much Ye Jingwen was hurt, so he comforted Ye Jingwen, but he took her there to see Xiao Fei for the last time.

Hospital.The pungent smell of disinfectant, the paleness and seriousness are what Xiao Fei dislikes the most, but the saddest thing is that this is the place where Ye Jingwen bid farewell to her, and it is also the place where she saw her for the last time.

"Jingwen, Xiaofei is inside." Luyi has already arrived at the hospital, saw Ye Jingwen, and said sadly, she did not expect Xiaofei to end her life in such a decisive way, she knew Xiaofei loved Ye Jing very much Wen, but such cruelty, for Ye Jingwen, this kind of love is so heavy.

"I hope you don't blame her, she really loves you." Luyi said to Ye Jingwen, she knew about the two of them, every time Xiaofei said Ye Jingwen in front of her, the expression on her face The contented smile, and the sweetness and indulgence in the tone, all of these let Luyi know that Xiao Fei loves this person named Ye Jingwen to the bone marrow, and even if she dies, she will still love Ye Jingwen with her heart dead.

Ye Jingwen walked towards the place where Xu Fei was lying, every step was so difficult, she didn't believe it was true, she didn't believe that Xu Fei would treat her so cruelly, she thought it was Xu Fei Joking with her, she thought that Xu Fei would start suddenly, make a face at her, and then say to her coquettishly, "See if you don't bully me, tell me whether Ye Jingwen loves Xu Fei or not."

Reaching out to lift the white cloth, trembling hands, silent crying and fear, made Ye Jingwen feel that her world had suddenly become dark and cold, and the people lying on the bed were lifeless.Ye Jingwen covered her mouth with one hand, not letting herself cry, she didn't want to cry, she didn't want to believe that Xu Fei just left her like this, such a decision was so cruel.

"Xiao Fei, don't be joking, you promised me, you have to wait for me to come back." Ye Jingwen looked at Xu Fei who had no temperature and said in pain, all this is a dream, isn't it, after waking up, Xu Fei will still by her side.

"Xiao Fei, you promised me that we will be together forever." Ye Jingwen reached out to touch Xu Fei's face, her eyebrows, everything about her, were engraved in his heart.

"Xiao Fei, don't go to sleep, it's time to get up, you promise me that you will say good night to me every day before you go to bed." Ye Jingwen looked at Xu Fei stupidly and said.

"Xiaofei, Xiaofei, wake up, wake up. I was wrong, I was wrong, I will never leave you again, I love you, I really love you." The guilt and pain in Ye Jingwen's heart Already tormenting her broke her down.

"Jing Wen, don't be like this, Jing Wen." Shen Muzhi didn't expect Xu Fei to use such a decisive way. He had never hated a person, and now he really hated Xu Fei very much. Ye Jingwen was gone, but now, Xu Fei used his death to take Ye Jingwen away forever. Shen Muzhi knew that he would never be able to defeat the dead.

"She has already left, let Xiaofei leave quietly." Shen Muzhi hugged Ye Jingwen, looking at the painful Ye Jingwen, his heart was bleeding.

"No, it's impossible for Xiao Fei to leave. She promised me that she would never leave me. She is punishing me, punishing me." Ye Jingwen broke away from Shen Muzhi, her Xiao Fei was very jealous. Child, she belongs to Xu Fei and will always belong to her.

"Jing Wen, that's enough, don't torture yourself anymore, Xiao Fei's death has nothing to do with you." Shen Muzhi looked at Ye Jingwen's painful self-reproach, he knew that Ye Jingwen was responsible for Xu Fei's death on myself.

"Jingwen, in fact, Xiaofei never told you that she has depression. Ever since her parents divorced, Xiaofei has suffered from depression, and then she got better. Do you still remember when Xiaofei was in high school? Did you ever take a long vacation? At that time, she went for treatment. Later, Xiaofei was with you, and the illness did not recur. Knowing that you will go abroad for four years after graduation, Xiaofei's illness has come and gone again and again." Luyi walked in, looked at Ye Jingwen sadly and said, these are things that Xu Fei has been unwilling to let Ye Jingwen know. In front of Ye Jingwen, Xu Fei will always be a happy child, with a brilliant A smiling face and a warm embrace are the best things she can give Ye Jingwen.

"After you came back, I thought Xiaofei's illness would be cured, but I don't know why, some time ago Xiaofei's illness relapsed again. The doctor said this time it was more serious. I don't know what happened to Xiaofei. But depression can't be cured completely, I know Xiaofei has been working hard to get better, but you didn't see Xiaofei's pain when she got sick, she was really suffering." Luyi said painfully , she knew that Xu Fei had been working hard to get better, but she couldn't hold on after all.

"Depression, she is sick, but I don't know anything, but I don't know anything. When she is sad, I don't stay with her. It turns out that she has been afraid all the time, but I thought she was a child with a temper." I blame her for not growing up, it turns out that all of this is my fault, it's all my fault." After listening to what Luyi said, Ye Jingwen understood everything, she understood why Xu Fei was so insecure Feeling, why does she want to hear herself say that she loves her so much.Xu Fei would rather bear all the pain by herself, but not let herself worry, but Ye Jingwen didn't know all this.

"Jingwen, don't be like this. If Xiao Fei knows you are like this, she will be sad. I know she really loves you, but her illness tortured her very painfully. It's not your fault." Lu Yi looked at the collapsed Ye Jingwen, and thought that telling everything would make Ye Jingwen feel better, but she didn't expect that this would make Ye Jingwen suffer even more and blame herself even more.

"Xiao Fei, always said in front of us that she likes to see you smiling, so she always tries her best to make you laugh. Jing Wen, do you know why Xiao Fei is unwilling to tell you about her illness? She doesn't want you to be sad for her, she doesn't want you to cry, because she told me that seeing you cry is more painful than killing her." Luyi said to Ye Jingwen, Xu Fei lived without Ye Jingwen for four years Lu Yi became her confidant, every time she talked about Ye Jingwen, Xu Fei's face would have a look, and Xu Fei was the most authentic and happiest at that time.

"Xiaofei really loves you, so I hope you can live happily for Xiaofei's sake." Luyi knew how sad Ye Jingwen was at the moment, and her heart was dead. Yes, it is the greatest pain, and only Xu Fei can let Ye Jingwen find a reason to survive and find a trace of comfort.

"But without Xiao Fei, would I still be happy?" Ye Jingwen looked sadly and obsessively at the person who could no longer wake up. She didn't know what her life would be like in the future. In a world without Xu Fei, what would happen? How cold it was, her heart died, and after Xiao Fei left, she followed her.Ye Jingwen thought countless times that if she had discovered Xu Fei's illness earlier, perhaps Xu Fei would not be so resolute and would not be in such pain.But there is no restart in life, and there is no rehearsal, so she has to endure these pains. The person who will protect her behind her, the child who will smile brightly at her, will use all his strength to give all the good things in him. Her little Fei will never disappear in her world, but will only live in her heart and will never be forgotten for the rest of her life.

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