entertainment love

Coming out from Yin Mushan's side, Song Xi walked aimlessly on the street, she couldn't cry anymore, the sadness of being abandoned filled her whole heart.Now everything has come back to a far point, she can no longer find support in Yin Mushan, and can no longer be obsessed with that reassuring breath.

The phone rang many times, but Song Xi didn't answer it. Although he didn't know who called, Ye Li just wanted to be alone.

"Hello." She wanted to turn off the phone, but seeing Miss Amanda blinking on the screen, Song Xi pressed the answer button anyway.

"TheOne, come here." On the other end of the phone, Amanda didn't say much, but simply said something, and then silently waited for Song Xi to answer.

"Okay." Song Xi responded lightly. She knew that sister Amanda already knew about her and Yin Mushan. Although Song Xi didn't want to be pitied by others, to her, sister Amanda was like her safe haven. It can soothe her wounded heart.

In TheOne's box, Sister Amanda and Shen Jie were already waiting for Song Xi.

"Fate is destined to come and go, and people will take it from themselves. Sow the cause, reap the fruit, everything is created by the heart. Face it with a smile, don't complain. Leisurely, follow your heart, follow your nature, and follow your fate." Song Xi leaned on the sofa, Holding a glass of red wine in his hand, shaking the glass, looking at the scarlet color, he said a sentence that he accidentally saw the day before yesterday, perhaps for Song Xi now, this sentence would be the best comfort.

"Have you really figured it out?" Shen Jie looked at Song Xi with concern and asked, although she couldn't see how sad she was on Song Xi's face, but Shen Jie knew how sad it would be to end a relationship.

"Otherwise, what else can I do?" The smile on Song Xi's face was self-deprecating bitterness, she was used to it, used to being abandoned, used to being hurt.

"Xiao Xi, maybe give Mu Shan some more time. After all, making such a choice is also painful for her." Shen Jie knew that Song Xi always gave everything she had when facing feelings, but every time this The children were all bruised and bruised.She couldn't criticize Yin Mushan's actions, because for everyone, the value and worth are different.Thinking of this, Shen Jie looked at Amanda who was sitting beside her, as if to herself, as long as she could stay by this person's side, everything would be worth it.

"I'm tired after waiting too long." Song Xi leaned on the sofa, but her eyes were so sad. She knew that this choice would be painful for both of them. is a relief.

"The TV series cast by the company will start in a few days. You can go with the crew, and it will give you a little sustenance, so you don't have to think about it." Amanda said to Song Xi, work can make people forget the pain for a moment, and it can also make Song Hope to get out of the injury as soon as possible.

"That TV series is not..." Song Xi was slightly taken aback, looked at Shen Jie and said, she knew that Sister Amanda was doing it for her own good, but she couldn't take Shen Jie's affairs away.

"I have other things on hand recently, so I will leave this drama to you." Shen Jie knew what Song Xi was worried about. Originally, she was the producer of this drama. When Amanda discussed this matter with her She agreed to give up the job to Song Xi. Although this was a good opportunity, Shen Jie already regarded Song Xi as a friend. If a friend had something to do, how could she care so much about it.

"Thank you." Song Xi said to Shen Jie, at least Song Xi was lucky, because beside her was sister Amanda who took good care of her, and Shen Jie who cared about her, she was not alone.

"If you want to thank me, just do a good job in this matter, and don't let us down." Shen Jie said to Song Xi with a smile.

"I will." Song Xi promised. She knew that Shen Jie had put in a lot of effort into this film, and she cared very much. She would not let Shen Jie's hard work be ruined in her hands, and the busy work could paralyze her heart of.

"Is she okay?" Song Xi looked at Shen Jie who was leaning on Amanda's body while drunk, and asked with concern. She was not drunk, but Shen Jie got drunk first.

"She doesn't drink very much." Amanda stretched out her hand and gently brushed aside the hair that covered Shen Jie's face, allowing Shen Jie to lie comfortably on her lap.Song Xi looked at Amanda and the others. She knew that Shen Jie had always liked Amanda and had been by Amanda's side for so many years. Song Xi admired Shen Jie's persistence.She knew that Shen Jie had been waiting for Amanda to open the knot in her heart, maybe Amanda hadn't realized that her heart had been slowly melted by Shen Jie.

"Sister, am I really not worthy of being chosen?" Song Xi only felt that there was a heavy stone on her chest, and this question made her breathless.Ye Han once told Song Xi that she liked her, but chose to hurt her and chose a career she thought was important.Yin Mushan once said to Song Xi that she was the person she loved the most in her life, but in the end she chose to let go and chose what she thought was more important.Those who hurt Song Xi deeply all said that she was their choice, but they all chose to abandon her in the end.Didn't it mean that you care because you like it, and you know how to cherish it because you love it?

"Xiaoxi, you are not allowed to think like this. Giving up on you is her loss." Amanda looked at Song Xi who was mourning in front of her with distress. She is someone who is worthy of everyone's love and everyone's cherishment. Her innocence and her love Desperate, Amanda saw all of this, and felt sorry for her loving this child.If she had had the courage back then, perhaps that tragedy would not have happened, and perhaps everything would be different today.

"Do you hate her?" Amanda looked at Song Xi's profile. Even though this strong and stubborn child was abandoned, he didn't say a word of resentment. Amanda suddenly saw that child again.The person who was seriously injured because of herself, that person has been hidden in her heart for a long time, so long that Amanda thought it was just a dream, a ridiculous youth, but she knew that person really existed , loved each other, hurt, but finally expressed his hatred for himself in the most decisive way, so that he could not forgive himself.

"Hate?" Song Xi murmured the word.

"If you say you don't hate, you're lying to yourself. This relationship is not just her contribution alone. She can give up so easily, but I hate myself even more, because I can't let her choose me in the end." Song Xixi tightly Hold hands, close eyes, don't let Sister Amanda see the sadness in her eyes, don't want Sister Amanda and the others to worry anymore.

"It's not that I don't hate, but I still love her." Song Xi couldn't ignore her attachment to Yin Mushan in her heart, and couldn't stop thinking about Yin Mushan's tenderness. It was Yin Mushan who brought her out of the sadness Ye Han gave her, but now she's gone Push yourself into a deeper abyss.

"Everything will pass." Amanda reached out and hugged Song Xi in her arms. She knew that Song Xi was fragile at this moment.

"Everything will be fine." Being hugged by Sister Amanda, Song Xi felt the urge to cry. The emotions in her heart have been suppressed for too long, and the tears have flowed down uncontrollably. She thought she was neither sad nor sad, but this time Everything will pass.I thought that if I didn't feel sad or cry, all this would be a dream.Hearing Song Xi's suppressed crying, Amanda could only hold Song Xi tighter, and looked down at the sleeping person lying on her lap, feeling an indescribable emotion spreading in her heart.

"Sister Amanda, Shen Jie is a person worthy of love." After crying, Song Xi felt much more comfortable, her eyes were swollen and a little painful, but as Shen Jie's friend, she even regarded Amanda as a relative , Song Xi felt that she should say these words.

"Sister, don't miss some people. If you miss it, you will regret it for the rest of your life." Song Xi knew that her words were ironic, but she really wanted to say them.

"I know." Amanda knew who Song Xi was referring to. Over the years, she had felt Shen Jie's feelings for her. She was not heartless, but just another knot in her heart, a scar that she was afraid to touch.

"But I'm afraid. I'm really afraid." Amanda's rare weakness let Song Xi know that Amanda still can't look past things.

"Sister, can you tell me your story? Some things are better for someone to talk to than to bear alone." Song Xi knew that only by untying the knot in Sister Amanda's heart, would she open her closed heart, I will accept this Shen Jie who has been giving like me.

Sister Amanda looked at Song Xi, seeing that this child was so similar to that child in her heart, the repressed emotions in her heart were gradually ignited by Song Xi's words, those memories flooded her like a tide, maybe she hadn't touched it for a long time In retrospect, Amanda felt an indescribable pain in her heart.

"Back then..." Looking at Song Xi, Sister Amanda finally said slowly, about her story, about the person in her heart.

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