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"Sit down, I know you have a lot to ask, and you don't have to guess why I did this?" Yin Mushan and Song Xi sat down in a corner of the coffee shop, and she looked at Song Xi and said slowly.

"You forced me to do everything I'm doing now." Yin Mushan looked at Song Xi and said indifferently, the resentment and jealousy in her heart were like Gu insects, seeping into the marrow of her bone marrow, making her pretend to be bullshit all the time , can't get out.

"What good will this do for you?" Song Xi listened to Yin Mushan's words, but the anger in her heart turned into helplessness. All of this was caused by her, but why did she want to make a mistake when she clearly made a mistake? Let those around you get hurt.

"I just want you to know that she will make the same choice as me." Yin Mushan looked into Song Xi's eyes and said seriously and affirmatively that she was not wrong, at least until now Yin Mushan believed that it was not her who was wrong, It's the reality, everyone is selfish, she doesn't want to give up on Song Xi, but the reality is cruel, when she regrets, she wants to save it, but why can't Song Xi give her a chance, but for Ye Han, for Xia Qingwei However, Song Xi was not reconciled to being able to forget all of this, so she wanted Song Xi to clearly see that there was nothing wrong with her back then, and she was not wrong.

"Sister Mu Shan, no matter what choice Qingwei makes, I will still love her." The haze that had been covering Song Xi's heart these days gradually permeated, and it was bitter in Song Xi's heart.

"Maybe I'm used to it." Song Xi said with self-deprecation.

"Sister Mu Shan, please forgive me for what I did to you back then, but what I want to tell you is that when you chose to break up, I really didn't hate you. Clearly, what you have to endure for such a decision is no worse than mine." Song Xi knew that Yin Mushan had always been stuck in the past, and was always brooding over the past. For such a proud Yin Mushan, the scene between Song Xi and Xia Qingwei It was simply a betrayal, but Song Xi at that time was already unintentionally considerate, she just wanted the two of them to stop being entangled, so that there would be no more pain.

"At that time, in order to make you let go completely, I asked Qingwei to play a scene with me. At the beginning, we were just friends, but later on, the relationship between us became beyond my control. , When I understood my feelings for Qingwei, I retreated, maybe the feelings I had made me scared and timid." Song Xi talked about her relationship with Xia Qingwei at the beginning. She's just a coward.

"It's Qingwei who made me believe in love again. I just hope that I can be by her side." Song Xi confessed her feelings in front of Yin Mushan, and all the current situation may be caused by herself.

"After all, I have been in this circle for a long time. I have seen too many hypocritical things, and I have been lost. I used to think that in this circle, love is a luxury, let alone between the same sex. It is even more difficult." For the first time, Song Xi told others about the timidity and voice in her heart.

"Even if Qingwei and I are ordinary people, we have to bear a lot of pressure to be together. What's more, Qingwei is an artist, and her every word and action is under everyone's attention. The pressure and responsibility she bears are not something I can share. Yes, so no matter what decision she makes next, I will respect it." Song Xi looked at Xia Qingwei and said affirmatively

"Then if I am willing to withdraw from this circle for you, give up everything, and admit these scandals, can we forget what happened in the past? Will you still love me?" Yin Mushan felt in her heart after hearing what Song Xi said. The colic is because she missed Song Xi herself, all of this was caused by her, and everything she did was still so selfish until now, but Yin Mushan didn't want to let go, she didn't want the two of them to have any connection.

"Sister Mu Shan, stop doing stupid things for me. It's time to let it go. At least we still have good memories of the past. Isn't that enough? Now I know my feelings very well, and I don't want to worry about it anymore. I can't tolerate other people anymore." Song Xi knew that these words were cruel, but she also knew that Yin Mushan did such impulsive things only because she didn't see through them for a while.

"Let it go, can you really let it go?" Yin Mushan said with a wry smile. Some people say that what you can't get is the best. Only when you lose it will you know how to cherish it, and only then will you understand the feeling of pain.

"I believe you can. Cherish the people in front of you. Don't think about the pain of the past. Think about some happy memories." Song Xi persuaded Yin Mushan.

"Sister Mu Shan, for me, no one can replace your position in my heart. It is you who let me know how good it is to be loved and pampered by others. It is you who lead me out of sadness. Yes, stay with me so that I can get through the most painful days." For Song Xi, Yin Mushan's love at the beginning made her feel loved, which made her stand up again and face the pain. to herself.

"Then this time, will you hate me? Now all of this is caused by me, the harm to you, the harm to them." Yin Mushan looked at Song Xi and said, she did all of this, and she still Can we expect Song Xi's forgiveness?

"I'm very forgetful. I hated it once already, that's enough." Song Xi shook her head, now she should care about how to solve the current problem, and how she should face her parents.

"But I can't stop what's happening now." Yin Mushan regretted everything she had done.

"Why?" Song Xi asked in puzzlement. If Yin Mushan was the one manipulating behind the scenes, as long as she gave up to stop her, the matter would be resolved. Before Yin Mushan could answer, her cell phone rang, and she saw that the caller ID was Sister Amanda. Then picked up.

"What? Ye Han is gone." Song Xi answered the phone and heard Amanda's brief description of what happened, and suddenly exclaimed in surprise.

"Sister Amanda, please find Ye Han, don't let her do stupid things, and don't let her be implicated in this matter." Song Xi was very disturbed, and from Amanda's words, Song Xi could hear Ye Han She disappeared under the noses of the company people because she wanted to help herself and clarify her scandal, but Song Xi knew very well that there was only one way to clarify her scandal, but this was Song Xi. Never want to see.She has let down too many people, and she still can't figure out who she hurt in this life. Why does Ye Han want to fly moths into the flames? Is everything she has done worth it?

"I don't want anyone to be hurt because of me." Song Xi begged Amanda, hoping that she could find Ye Han and stop her from doing unworthy things.

"Ye Han, she..." Although Yin Mushan didn't quite understand what happened on the phone just now, she could guess what was going on from the conversation between Song Xi and Amanda. Heart fell into deep self-blame, and now she finally understands one thing, her feelings have always been selfish, and she has been doing things that hurt the people she loves.

"If it's Vivien, I think you'll feel better." Yin Mushan looked at Song Xi who was looking serious in front of her and said, if it was Xia Qingwei, Yin Mushan would completely admit defeat in her heart, but even if it was Ye Han, she also lost, not because she didn't love her She, and lost to love more.

"I don't want anyone. Why did it happen like this? I really just want to protect my feelings. Why do we have to bear so much without hurting anyone?" Song Xi said in pain, holding her head. She hated Her own helplessness, hating what happened, she can't do anything.

"Xiaoxi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Yin Mushan looked at Song Xi's pain because of herself, and at this moment she fully understood, even if she achieved all this, what's the point, because she hurt herself She cared the most, she brought the pain to the person she loved, and this result was not what she really wanted at all.

"You should watch the live broadcast of CSTV." Sister Amanda called again. Song Xi thought that she had found Ye Han, and heard Amanda's voice was dignified and disappointed.

"Ye Han." Before Song Xi finished asking, Amanda hung up the phone. There were some things that Song Xi would and should know. Amanda hung up the phone, Song Xi quickly picked up her mobile phone and directly searched and checked CSTV, but on the screen, the theme of the entertainment live broadcast shocked Song Xi's heart beyond words, tears could not help but filled the whole Eye sockets, her heart is so sore, so painful, why is she so stupid.

"Vivien, she actually did it." Yin Mushan looked at the person on the screen, Xia Qingwei, who was worthy of her envy and admiration. She never thought that Xia Qingwei would choose such a way to protect My own love, protecting the one I love, this way should have been what I planned to do, and it is also the right I once lost.Song Xi couldn't think anymore. She stared straight at the screen. She was afraid of what Xia Qingwei would say next. She would rather wait until what she heard were cruel and ruthless words than what she thought, because she I don't want Xia Qingwei to sacrifice so much for herself, why is she so stupid.But things backfired. What Song Xi didn't want to happen was reality. She was worried that Ye Han would do something stupid, but she didn't expect that there was another person who would do such a thing, who was just as stupid as Song Xiai couldn't help herself.

"About the scandals these days, I would like to explain to everyone that the person in that photo is me, and she and I are together... I will quit the showbiz." Xia Qingwei said on TV, one Every word was written in Song Xi's heart, engraved into the bottom of her heart. She never thought that one day the relationship between them would be exposed to the public like this, and she never expected that the relationship between them would be blessed by everyone. As long as the relationship between them is good, she is satisfied.I just never thought that such a day would come.

"Qingwei, Qingwei." Song Xi looked at Xia Qingwei who was frank in front of the media. The distress and pity in her eyes made Song Xi unable to control her emotions. She murmured Xia Qingwei's name. Come to Xia Qingwei's side and face all of this with her. No matter what the rumors are, no matter how disgusting the curses are, she wants to bear it with Xia Qingwei.

"Xiaoxi, calm down, what's the use of rushing over now, your matter is a foregone conclusion, since Vivien chooses to do this, her heart is to protect you and admit the relationship between you." Yin Mushan resisted the impulse Song Xi, who was about to leave, calmly persuaded Song Xi, saying that she really lost completely, but she was convinced of the loss.

"You should think about it calmly now. What should you do next? Vivien's choice to admit all of this means that she has anticipated what will happen next. If you are emotional and impulsive, what can you help her solve?" Yin Mushan knew that Song Xi's heart might not listen to her words, but she had to let Song Xi understand something.

"No matter what the public opinion outside will be, since you and her have chosen to be together, then you should seriously consider the next thing. For you, you should solve your own affairs now. I think your family also I won't accept your feelings easily." Yin Mushan's words made Song Xi's heart gradually calm down, she held the phone tightly, looked at the picture on the screen, tears flowed down uncontrollably, falling on her hands and on the ground .

"Vivien has already assumed the public opinion, which is an unchangeable fact, so now you should think that you can relieve her pressure. The attitude of family and friends is extremely important to her." Yin Mushan Seeing that Song Xi's mood became more and more calm, he knew that she had listened to what he said.

"Solve your own problems first, so that you can make everything Vivien has done worthwhile." Yin Mushan looked at Song Xi bitterly and said, she originally thought that Song Xi would be hurt by Xia Qingwei, she originally wanted Song Xi to understand that in this world She was the only one who cared the most about Song Xi the most, but the ending was so ironic. All she did was hurt Song Xi and herself.

"Sister Mu Shan, thank you, I know what I should do." Song Xi calmed down her emotions, she knew what she should do, everything Xia Qingwei gave for her should be what she did for Xia Qingwei, Make yourself someone Xia Qingwei can trust.