Bamboo horse is difficult to ride

Zheng Xin sat in front of the computer, looking up the English-Chinese dictionary and typing English clumsily.

After finally entering the letters, Zheng Xin's hand to press the mouse stopped. Do you really want to do this?Must see?

Who said that people in love are sensitive, Zheng Xin told himself not to think so much, but he couldn't help but want to seek the truth.

I have been with Zhou Mingdi for two years, and during these two years, except for the confession, the two have only met once.

Zhou Mingdi is as sunny and handsome as before, and his life abroad has added a lot of foreign style to his appearance and conversation.

On the other hand, Zheng Xin, in the past two years, his work has been done smoothly, and his achievements are nothing compared to Zhou Mingdi.

Many times, Zheng Xin wondered if the distance between him and Zhou Mingdi was too great?

But Zhou Mingdi treated him very well. Even though the two were in a foreign relationship, Zhou Mingdi’s gifts had never been left behind on any festival or Zheng Xin’s birthday. Every time he received a gift from Zhou Mingdi that spanned half the world, Zheng Xin was so happy To die, it made him feel that he was also cared about and cared for by someone, not lonely and helpless, he was really in love.

However, a few days ago, I accidentally heard a sentence Tian Ruirui said, which made Zheng Xin's heart no longer calm.

"I heard that Zhou Mingdi has a girlfriend in England. She has a good family background and is also pretty!"

At that time, Zheng Xin was stunned for a long time, only thinking that his mind was empty, and he said dully: "Why, how could it be!"

Tian Ruiruite gossiped: "Why not? Guess who I heard it from? He Jiani! She is Zhou Mingdi's ex-girlfriend. She has never given up and always cares about Zhou Mingdi's every move. She said that Zhou Mingdi posted a lot on his facebook. A picture of him with a foreign girlfriend!"

It was just such a hearsay, but it was remembered by Zheng Xin.

It is impossible to say that Zhou Mingdi never thought that Zhou Mingdi would change. Zheng Xin is not a person who has no sense of crisis at all. In addition, he and Zhou Mingdi had an unsuccessful sexual experience. There is a divide in that regard.

Zhou Mingdi is a normal man, he understands that men at this age will have needs, and European girls are open and enthusiastic...

Zheng Xin shook his head to stop himself from thinking wildly.

Seeing is believing, just click in and see!After making up his mind, Zheng Xin finally pressed the mouse button.

At this time, social networking sites have just emerged, and the mainland has not restricted access to foreign websites. Zheng Xin can easily enter the website Tian Ruirui mentioned.

Zhou Mingdi's English name, Zheng Xin, is known, and it didn't take too much effort to find it.

The content Zhou Mingdi sent was all in English, and Zheng Xin could understand some of it, and the rest needed translation software.As for the photos, most of them are photos of Zhou Mingdi's school and life, and some selfies.

Zhou Mingdi in the photo is handsome and compelling, sometimes he makes funny faces to look cute, sometimes he frowns to pretend to be cool, and sometimes he shows off his figure. When Zheng Xin looks at it, he feels that the person on the screen is not the Zhou Mingdi he knows, but looks like a star.

In fact, Zhou Mingdi was originally a dazzling existence.

Then, Zheng Xin found some photos on the party. They were all group photos of a group of people. There were foreign students like Zhou Mingdi, and there were also blonde beauties. You could tell from the scenes that they were having a good time.

There is nothing to be seen from these photos, but Zheng Xin saw that Zhou Mingdi was always interacting with a girl named Nancy, followed the link and clicked in, and this girl posted a lot of photos of her and Zhou Mingdi alone.

Finally... still saw it.

Tian Ruirui and the others are talking about this Nancy, right?If Zheng Xin remembered correctly, the so-called study partner who always called Zhou Mingdi back then was also named Nancy.

Zheng Xin closed the webpage and lay back on the bed tiredly.

In the past two years, Zheng Xin has been saving money. He didn't even change his house, but rented this basement, in order to have a certain amount of savings and make some achievements for Zhou Mingdi to see.Of course, he admitted that this basement was the place where he and Zhou Mingdi started after all, so he was somewhat nostalgic.

Actually, I'm not surprised, Zhou Mingdi wasn't purely gay in the first place, he had a girlfriend at first, and his relationship with him has been hazy for so long.Zheng Xin has read many stories about gays falling in love with straight men, and none of them did not end in tragedy.

If you stop now, maybe it's still too late?

From the moment Zheng Xin was with Zhou Mingdi, he never expected to come out of the closet in this life. Although the word "breakup" never really took shape, he also felt that this was what he and Zhou Mingdi were destined for a long time ago. ending.

Zheng Xin didn't sleep well that night.

The next morning, I went to work with dark circles under my eyes.

Now Zheng Xin is no longer a salesman in the electronic city. He joined an advertising company half a year ago and became a graphic designer.

The initial salary of a designer is not as high as that of a salesperson, but Zheng Xin feels that this profession is linked to art at any rate, and being able to bring out his talent in art is much more important to him than high salary.

"Xiao Zheng, the advertising screen of Rui Lin Law Firm has to be paid close attention, and the other company will see the first draft in the afternoon." The team leader knocked Zheng Xin on the head.

Zheng Xin, who was somewhat absent-minded, nodded quickly and focused his gaze on the computer screen.

The advertising screen of this law firm uses their boss and lawyer Rui Kaiwen as a model. Zheng Xin looked at the cold and handsome man on the screen and couldn't help but sigh!

It seems that I have been distracted for a long time, and even such a handsome man can't make him concentrate.

Kaiwen Rui is a well-known barrister in City C and a celebrity lawyer. He often appears on TV as a guest and is a frequent guest on lunchtime legal programs.He is very handsome. Although sometimes he looks a little bit hung up, but this kind of hang up is popular now. He is definitely the most ideal successful man in the hearts of modern girls. Even Zheng Xin admits that Rui Kaiwen is indeed very attractive .

Zheng Xin worked hard all day to complete the advertisement screen. After the team leader passed it, he took Zheng Xin to Ruilin Law Firm.

The team leader said that the work this time is a big one. If it is done well, it will improve the company's brand, so Zheng Xin is required to go to the other party's office for a meeting to listen to the opinions of the demand side.

After arriving at Rui Lin Law Firm, Rui Kaiwen was not there at all. They were received by a business manager who made a lot of comments, and the meeting lasted until after six o'clock in the afternoon.

After getting off the shift, the team leader was busy driving to pick up his wife, and Zheng Xin was the only one left to go home.

Zheng Xin didn't eat at noon, and now he was a little hungry, so he simply ate at the fast food restaurant downstairs of the office.There were quite a lot of people in the store, and the two girls were sitting next to Zheng Xin, chatting while eating.

"Hey, do you think Mr. Rui is the one?"

"Are you still suspicious? Didn't someone see him kissing a man in the car last time?"

"Oh, what a pity! Why are all good men going to stir up trouble?"

"Don't sigh, even if he doesn't disturb the foundation, it's not our turn. Instead of being seduced by those seductive women, it's better to stir the foundation!"

Zheng Xin was almost speechless when he heard it!What are these thoughts and remarks?very scary!

However, after hearing what they said, Zheng Xin suddenly became a little envious of the pair of men kissing in the car. Can the two men really not hide when they are together?Can you really not care about the eyes of people around you?

Zheng Xin did not propose to break up with Zhou Mingdi. He felt that the two had confessed their feelings face to face. Let's think about it carefully.

Zheng Xin's life is crawling forward, working, sleeping, working, sleeping.

At the end of the month, the team leader celebrated his birthday, and someone proposed to go out for dinner. The place was chosen at a high-end Japanese barbecue restaurant, and the buffet cost 298 yuan per person.Generally, Zheng Xin does not participate in this kind of AA dinner party, but he doesn't want to be too out of the ordinary for the team leader's birthday. After all, the team leader treats him well, and Zheng Xin feels that he should also relax, although the price is outrageous .

After get off work, a group of people went straight to the restaurant, and a dozen people occupied a large table, eating and chatting, having a great time!Zheng Xin was not good at talking, so he sat and ate quietly.

On the way, Xiao Zhang who was sitting next to him suddenly said: "Just now I saw Rui Kaiwen was also eating in this restaurant, in the private room inside."

Zheng Xin was stunned, Rui Kaiwen?That famous barrister!A few days ago, Zheng Xin made a design drawing on Rui Kaiwen's photo, and he knew that face by heart.

Xiao Zhang lowered his voice and said, "But it's weird, Rui Kaiwen is eating with a man, and the two of them are still sitting in the couple's suite."

puff!The few people around almost didn't spit out.

Zheng Xin thought of the gossip he heard in the fast food restaurant downstairs of Rui Kaiwen's law firm a few days ago, and after thinking about it, he suddenly felt that Rui Kaiwen might really be a fellow.

The group didn't leave until after ten o'clock. Zheng Xin went to the bathroom before leaving, and all his colleagues left after he came out.

Zheng Xin thought that there would be no buses at this time, so he might have to take a taxi.

Standing on the side of the road, his eyes suddenly fell on a black SUV in the opposite parking lot.

There were two men standing beside the car, smoking and chatting, holding cigarette butts between their slender fingers, smiling gracefully while talking.

Both of them are dressed in casual clothes, both tall and handsome!The one on the left is Rui Kaiwen, and he is even more handsome.

And the one on the right... Zheng Xin recognized it at a glance, who is it if it's not Lin Lang?

I haven't seen him for more than a year, Lin Lang has a more calm temperament, even if he is just chatting, it gives people an invisible pressure.On this man's face, there was no longer despair, hesitation, or urgency, but only a calm smile and elegant demeanor.

It's only been a year, Lin Lang seems to have changed a lot.

The traces brought by time have polished him to be full of vitality but mature and charming.

Lin Lang and Rui Kaiwen are together.So, Lin Lang is Rui Kaiwen's gossip?

Ha ha……

Zheng Xin didn't know why, but suddenly remembered a certain noon many years ago, he was sitting on the iron fence of the playground, watching Lin Lang and Zhou Mingdi chasing and playing on bicycles...

At different times, in different places, and with different people, the figures overlap inexplicably.

"Hello! Can you get in the car?" A taxi stopped in front of him.

Zheng Xin quickly calmed down, opened the car door and got in.

Across the road, the man who was leaning against the car to smoke had a faint smile on his lips.

"What are you looking at? You're smiling so lasciviously!" Rui Kaiwen stretched out his hand and pushed Lin Lang, teasingly.

Lin Lang threw away the cigarette butt, stomped on it with his foot, looked at the taxi waiting to turn at the intersection, and said slowly, "I... just think I should do something."

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