Bamboo horse is difficult to ride

Once some thoughts arise, it is difficult to get rid of them, and they will become demons if they accumulate in the heart over time.

Lin Lang felt that he had a demon now.

Since Zheng Xin dubbed him a "Pao-you" hat, he began to dislike everyone.

The first one who was not pleasing to the eye was the cashier girl in the Internet cafe. Why did that girl call Zheng Xin "Xin Xin" and she called him so affectionately? Just very upset.

The second one that is not pleasing to the eye is the manager of the Internet cafe, who always arranges some dirty work for Zheng Xin, and I don't see him giving Zheng Xin a raise.

Then, he disliked all the men in the Internet cafes, because every time Zheng Xin crawled under the table, showing half of his white waist, those men would stare at him with lewd eyes!

Of course, Lin Lang didn't notice it at all, and he was the only one who thought those people's eyes were lewd.

Lin Lang began to go to Internet cafes more frequently, and he almost took root in Internet cafes. Many people thought that Lin Lang was looking at the cashier girl in the Internet cafe, and the cashier girl also became shy. Laugh shyly.

Lin Lang really couldn't bear the weird atmosphere of the Internet cafe, so he asked Zheng Xin: "When will you quit? School is about to start, and you have more than four months to take the senior high school entrance examination. Quit your job early and go back to school to make up lessons." ! Otherwise, your grades and test scores will be embarrassing!"

Zheng Xin was busy working with his head down, and replied casually: "Yes."

Lin Lang didn't know what he meant, "Well, what, you said, what's the point of working for this month with such a small salary?"

Zheng Xin raised his eyes and looked at him, "No matter how low the salary is, I earned it with my own labor."

Lin Lang knew that Zheng Xin's temper was twisted, as long as he insisted on doing it, it would be useless to be persuaded by others, so when he first heard that Zheng Xin was working in an Internet cafe, he didn't say anything and left him alone, but now school is about to start Yes, Zheng Xin's unhurried appearance, not in the state of the graduating class at all, Lin Lang looked anxious.

"Zheng Xin, just break the jar! Just like you, you still want to learn art and sculpture, and you don't have any artistic talent in your body!" Lin Lang couldn't help but sarcastically ridiculed Zheng Xin when he got angry.

Zheng Xin didn't bother to talk to him, so he just replied casually.

Seeing Zheng Xin's perfunctory attitude, Lin Lang immediately became annoyed and wanted to grab Zheng Xin out from behind the counter and beat him up.

"Lin Lang, what are you doing?" Zhou Mingdi came in just in time to see this scene, and hurriedly pulled Lin Lang back, "What's going on between the two of you brothers recently, Lin Lang and you too, Zheng Xin is working here, you can't Consider the impact?"

Lin Lang tidied his clothes angrily, looked at Zheng Xin who was still sitting there calmly, gritted his teeth and said: "Zheng Xin, you are a heartless white-eyed wolf!"

Lin Lang was so angry that he stopped looking for Zheng Xin.

The day when the middle school started, Lin Lang thought that Zheng Xin should quit his job in the Internet cafe this time. He wanted to visit Zheng Xin's school several times, but he remembered Zheng Xin's indifferent attitude towards him when he walked halfway. He immediately went back the same way, cursing himself for going crazy!

What about Zheng Xin's grades, don't care!He is a cheap man, so he misses Zheng Xin's study.

Lin Lang returned to the old days. After not going to school for more than half a semester, he returned to school with a sense of freshness. In addition, the wine bottle he stabbed the awl was passed on by the students in the school, so the first time he returned to school Lin Lang was actually a little busy.

Coupled with Lin Lang deliberately ignoring Zheng Xin, just like that, Zheng Xin was gradually put aside by him.

More than half a month after the start of school, one night when he just got home, he heard his father and his mother talking about Zheng Xin's fault.

Ordinarily, in the past, if his parents said that Zheng Xin was not good, he usually didn't bother to listen, but today Lin Lang couldn't help pricking up his ears and listened carefully. Only then did he realize that Zheng Xin didn't go to class after school started, and he still arrived today. The school asked for the tuition fee back and said that he would drop out of school.

Lin Lang couldn't sit still when he heard it, and he didn't eat, so he picked up his coat and went out.

His mother called him from behind, but he didn't look back, he just said that he was going to play with Zhou Mingdi.

Lin Lang went out and rode his bicycle straight to the Internet cafe where Zheng Xin worked. He thought that Zheng Xin had nowhere to go after dropping out of school, so he must still be working in the Internet cafe.

Sure enough, as soon as he entered, he saw Zheng Xin pouted there, pulling the network cable for someone.

Without saying a word, Lin Lang dragged Zheng Xin out with a dark face. Zheng Xin saw Lin Lang's face was not good, and thought that Lin Lang had come to drop out of school, so he greeted the front desk and told Lin Lang Lang went out.

Lin Lang dragged him to the remote alley where the two of them had been that night, and pushed him hard against the wall.

"Zheng Xin, you are so fucking good! The old idea is getting more and more correct, and you did such a big thing as dropping out of school without saying a word!" Lin Lang was so angry that he almost punched the wall.

Zheng Xin stood against the wall with no expression on his face.

"Speak!" Lin Lang yelled at the top of his voice, "You're full of ghost ideas, why don't you fart?! Do you think dropping out of school is a joke? Drop out if you want to? Why don't you study? Go? Just work in an Internet cafe for the rest of your life? Sleep five or six hours a day, as tired as a grandson?! Don’t you fucking like art? Don’t you want to go to technical secondary school or high school? Where did all that energy go?”

Lin Lang scolded Zheng Xin that his nose was not his nose and his eyes were not his eyes.

Zheng Xin just lowered his head and said nothing at first, until Lin Lang grabbed his collar and his fist almost fell on his face, he raised his eyelids and said lightly: "You have no right to control me .”

Lin Lang's fist came down suddenly, changed direction halfway, wiped Zheng Xin's face and hit the wall next to him.

"I have no right to... because I'm just a fucking fuck-friend! Right!"

Zheng Xin turned his face away and stopped talking again.

Lin Lang scolded angrily for a long time just now, but now he calmed down, forced himself to take a few deep breaths, and said in a calm tone, "Xin Xin, why did you drop out of school? Are you worried about tuition fees? I will talk to my dad, and I will be able to convince you He, no matter you take the high school or technical secondary school, he will let you study, you don't have to worry about it."

Zheng Xin was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Lin Lang to say that.

"Xin Xin, I know that my mother has always had opinions on you. My father is busy with work and his mess, and rarely cares about you, but don't be serious at this time. You will take the high school entrance examination soon. At least you will pass the exam. The grades come out! Do you want to be a person who has not graduated from junior high school? Even if you go to the society, who will hire someone who does not even have a junior high school diploma?"

Zheng Xin looked at Lin Lang silently. This might be the first time in his life that Lin Lang had analyzed his future with him so patiently. In the past, when they were together, it seemed that they had never discussed Zheng Xin's future life in depth.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Lin Lang sighed and said helplessly, "If you're angry with me, don't bet on your own future, okay?"

"Lin Lang," Zheng Xin finally spoke, with an unusually calm tone, "I didn't make this decision because I was angry with you."

"Then what the hell are you doing for?"

Zheng Xin still said flatly: "I just want to drop out of school."

Lin Lang suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness, he really wanted to find a knife to cut Zheng Xin open to see what exactly Zheng Xin was made of, why is he so soft and hard, he is so stubborn!

"Hehe... So, you actually had this plan long ago?"

Zheng Xin didn't deny it, "That's right."

"Since when?"

"It's very early."

"That's what you planned when you moved out of my house?"

Zheng Xin thought for a while, then nodded: "Almost."

"You've been hiding it from me? Some time ago, I came to the Internet cafe to look for you every day, and you didn't tell me a word. Xin Xin, you're really good at it! It's so deep!"

Lin Lang felt deeply hurt. He had known for a long time that Zheng Xin was bored on the surface, but in fact he had a lot of thoughts hidden in his heart, such as Zheng Xin's crush on Zhou Mingdi. Who would have thought that such an honest child like him would I like Zhou Mingdi, the person who can see but can't reach!

But now Lin Lang realized that he had underestimated Zheng Xin's city.From today's perspective, it is clear that Zheng Xin made a deliberate decision to drop out of school, but before that, there was no wind at all. Lin Lang even saw Zheng Xin doing math problems during the night shift!

After so long, Zheng Xin is still guarding against him, and he refuses to say a word from his heart, which makes Lin Lang very uncomfortable.

Lin Lang suddenly had an idea in his heart. He really wanted to know, if it were someone else, would Zheng Xin be the same?If Zheng Xin was facing Zhou Mingdi, would he not say a word?

"Xin Xin, you are so ruthless!"

Zheng Xin raised his head slowly and looked at Lin Lang, "It is impossible for me to live in your house forever and maintain that shameful relationship with you! Lin Lang, you are too selfish."

"It's you who are selfish!" Lin Lang has never been a person who can reflect deeply. He habitually growled at Zheng Xin, "You fucking slept with me, and you still think about Zhou Mingdi, don't think I have no idea!"

"Who I like in my heart is my business, why do you restrict me?! Besides, aren't you thinking about him too?!"

Lin Lang's head grew bigger. When he used to provoke Zheng Xin with Zhou Mingdi, Zheng Xin never retaliated, but now... yeah, why should he restrict who Zheng Xin likes? Who is Zheng Xin?cousin?It's a pity that Zheng Xin never called him brother; Pao-you?It seems that there is only such a ridiculous relationship left.

Zheng Xin pushed away the stiff Lin Lang, turned and left, it was half dark, and he walked towards the entrance of the alley step by step.

Lin Lang behind him was still standing there, black as a statue.

Zheng Xin walked to the entrance of the alley and stopped suddenly.

His face suddenly changed. There was a tall and thin man standing at the entrance of the alley, with his hands slightly clenched by his side, his face full of shock, he was standing at the entrance of the alley listening to the conversation between him and Lin Lang. Know how long you stand.

Zheng Xin let out a long breath, thinking to himself, this time it's all right, don't need to hide it anymore, I finally know what I should know.

Lin Lang noticed that Zheng Xin had stopped and followed him. When he saw Zhou Mingdi, he was astonished.

The three of them stood at the entrance of the alley and fell silent.