those days when the iceberg hit the iceberg

Kuchiki Byakuya had thought about what Jiulan Chenyu would be like when they met again.Perhaps, it was a cynicism about my past injury, or the acquaintance that I once had.If so, Kuchiki Byakuya might feel better, but when he really saw Jiulan Chenyu, Kuchiki Byakuya didn't expect how calm Chenyu was, without acquaintance, and without cynicism, only a kind of A sense of distance that can be felt.With an almost polite calm, the two people were separated.It's a bad feeling.

"I thought Captain Yamamoto would stop at my door to ask questions, but I didn't expect you to come. Also, Captain Yamamoto doesn't have that much time." Chen Yu's alienated smile made Kuchiki Byakuya's frown even tighter.

"I thought you wouldn't come back." He knew Chen Yu's escape when he appeared in this world.When he sensed Chen Yu's spiritual pressure, his breathing stagnated, he wondered if Chen Yu would still choose to escape.If Chen Yu chooses to escape, even if he regrets not being able to see Chen Yu, he will still be thankful, because running away can only prove that Chen Yu still has his place in his heart.He was always afraid that Chen Yu would let go of everything and stand in front of him calmly like now.Kuchiki Byakuya truly realized that Chen Yu no longer loved him.

"People can't keep running away, can they?" Chen Yu walked to the door, gently pushed open the door of his own house, turned his head and said to Kuchiki Byakuya, "Do you want to go in and sit down?"

How many times before, she was turned away when she asked for an interview, but this time, she was pushed away so easily by Chen Yu.Kuchiki Byakuya smiled wryly in his heart, even if he walked into Jiulan House so easily now, it would be difficult for him to get close to this person who is so close to him.Under my own suspicion, I personally pushed him to a position where he could no longer get close. This is called a step away.

Led by Chen Yu, Kuchiki Byakuya walked straight into Jiulan House.Facing everything in the Jiulan House, Kuchiki Byakuya felt that everything was so strange. It turned out that he had never approached there before, let alone the owner of this house.He has been passively accepting this man's approach, and finally had the initiative, but it was given to another woman, not him.

Kuchiki Byakuya never understood how Chen Yu faced Fei Zhen, and what kind of mood he sent Fei Zhen to him.He didn't really understand until Jiulan Chenyu left.It's not because I don't love, but because I love it too much, so much that I am willing to abandon everything to win my own back.

Kuchiki Byakuya looked at Chen Yu's slender back. Chen Yu had been gone for 50 years. Although his appearance hadn't changed, there was still a difference that Kuchiki Byakuya couldn't tell.

Chen Yu calmly led Kuchiki Baizai into the living room, Chen Yu glanced at Kuchiki Baizai behind him, if it was the past, she would not hesitate to take him into her courtyard.

Chen Yu didn't call the servant, but made a cup of tea for Kuchiki Byakuya by himself, and put it in front of Kuchiki Byakuya, "It's been many years, and I have forgotten what you like to drink, this is the best tea I have here. "

Kuchiki Byakuya looked directly into Chen Yu's eyes, did not speak, took a sip of tea, and did not expose Chen Yu's lies.It's not that he didn't see Chen Yu's hand resting on his favorite tea when making tea, but Chen Yu finally gave up.This is telling himself that he has forgotten to like himself.

Chen Yu played with the lid of her cup seriously, silent.There was an awkward atmosphere in the room accompanied by the fragrance of tea, and neither of them spoke.In the past, even if neither of the two of them spoke, they could still feel a touch of warmth, but now there is only strangeness and embarrassment left.

"I know you hate me saying I'm sorry." Byakuya Kuchiki broke the silence between the two.

Chen Yu raised his eyes and smiled lightly, "You still want to say?"

"No, I won't do all the things you hate." Although I'm sorry now, it can no longer fluctuate your mood.

Kuchiki Byakuya's magnetic voice suddenly made Chen Yu almost think that Tezuka Kunimitsu had appeared.This thought brought a smile to the corner of Chen Yu's mouth, Kuchiki Byakuya looked at Chen Yu and smiled in surprise, without any pretense, as if he was remembering someone, this kind of cognition made Kuchiki Byakuya silent.

Chen Yu laughed and teased Kuchiki Byakuya, "Is it true, I hate you, and you have to leave too."

Chen Yu's joke was a bit cruel to Kuchiki Byakuya, knowing it was a joke, but Kuchiki Byakuya's heart still couldn't help but throbbing.

Chen Yu didn't wait for Kuchiki Byakuya's answer, and quickly said, "Ah, don't worry, I don't hate you."

Even if Chen Yu said so, the pain in Byakuya Kuchiki's heart still hasn't stopped, and it is still spreading and expanding.He knew that he was only deeply experiencing the pain he gave Chen Yu.

"Chen Yu, don't leave." Kuchiki Byakuya said softly.

I don't know why Chen Yu couldn't bear to hear Kuchiki Byakuya's words.Now none of them can go back, so what's the use of retaining them?

"Bai Zai, I don't have anything to worry about here anymore. You know, turning around means two worlds."

Kuchiki Byakuya stood up, walked in front of Chen Yu, bent down, and carefully touched Chen Yu's cheek with his hand.Chen Yu didn't hide, not because he was still attached to Byakuya Kuchiki, but because he saw the grief in Byakuya Kuchiki's eyes.

"I seem to have called here, but my memory is blurred."

Chen Yu suddenly remembered that cold and desperate kiss, reached out to take Kuchiki Byakuya's hand away, and smiled lightly, "Really? I don't remember."

Kuchiki Byakuya's eyes flashed, he had no feeling, no memory, let alone love.Byakuya Kuchiki knew that he was no longer qualified to talk about love.

Kuchiki Byakuya took a few steps back, looking straight at Chen Yu, as if he wanted to engrave it in his heart.Without saying goodbye, he turned and left.

Kuchiki Byakuya didn't know why he did something so inconsistent with noble etiquette, maybe it was because there was a chance to meet again without saying goodbye.Now he can't keep Chen Yu anymore, as long as he can see the people and hearts he can't keep, even if his heart hurts, he is still very satisfied.

Kuchiki Byakuya once thought that Jiulan Chenyu would always be behind him, but when he thought of this person, when he looked back, Chenyu had already left.Kuchiki Byakuya never thought that he and Chen Yu would end like this.It's not that he didn't have a good time. Now that he thinks about it, he still remembers two handsome teenagers, one sitting on a tree and joking, the other wielding a sword under the tree. Those scenes come to mind every day. It's the same as a dream, but now that the dream has woken up, everything has become the current regret and remorse.Only now did I know that those ordinary pasts made me so reluctant to let go.

It wasn't until Chen Yu left that Kuchiki Byakuya truly understood what love is. He exchanged the closest people for almost cruel growth.In fact, Kuchiki Byakuya kept that luck until he saw Chen Yu again, but when Jiulan Chen Yu really stood by him, all hopes were cooled in sorrow.

Kuchiki Byakuya no longer knows where he and Jiulan Chenyu are headed in the future. After so many years, they have all changed, maybe like parallel lines, they will never meet again.What they want to restore is not only the past, but also the eternity between them, but what they do now is futile after all.The good memories between them can only be kept in the bottom of my heart and slowly recollected.

Chen Yu just watched Kuchiki Byakuya leave without saying a word, Kuchiki Byakuya's back was still so lonely.Although Chen Yu still feels sorry for Kuchiki Byakuya, but he will not be moved.Kuchiki Byakuya has already missed the time when Chen Yu was moved by him.

In life, you will always miss some people and some things. When you really understand the word "miss", you will be in pain, but you really have transformed, and the process of transformation is always painful.

Kuchiki Byakuya, we are no longer young, we are all buried by time, diluting all memories and emotions.