those days when the iceberg hit the iceberg

If you ask Chen Yu what it feels like to push the person you love the most to others, he will only say that he doesn't feel it.No jealousy, no hatred, already numb, how can you make your mood fluctuate?

The elders of Kuchiki's family finally agreed to the marriage of Kuchiki Byakuya and Feizhen. When Kuchiki Byakuya heard the news, he was very surprised. He never thought that he would be approved by the elders so quickly, and he still stubbornly refused before.But not long after, he realized that it was all given by Chen Yu.I don't know what it feels like in my heart, it's very contradictory, I can't describe it.

On the day Kuchiki Byakuya got married, even though the elders agreed, Feizhen was still not recognized.Just as Chen Yu expected, if he offered to help, the elders of the Kuchiki family would definitely agree, but they would definitely not approve, and the wedding would definitely be deserted.

Indeed, there were no blessings from the elders, no visits from the nobles, only a few captains and vice-captains came to present congratulatory gifts and politely expressed their blessings.

When Byakuya Kuchiki accepted the wedding gift from Ling, he still couldn't help asking, where's your young master?

Kuchiki Byakuya's question only came in exchange for Ling's sharp eyes and disdain, "My young master went on a blind date, the one who separated from your Kuchiki family. Hehe, because of you, Kuchiki Patriarch."

When Ling thought of the clear palm prints on his young master's face and the sad eyes that couldn't hide, Ling's heart seemed to be ripped out.The young master of his family has never been treated like this.

When Chen Yu jokingly said "Ling, I'm going on a blind date, I can finally get rid of being single." Ling couldn't bear to look at Chen Yu anymore, Chen Yu had to hide all the pain in the joke.No matter how much he ignored it, the palm print was so clear, as if mocking Chen Yu.

Kuchiki Byzai blankly opened the gift from Chen Yu, and a camellia carved from white jade lay quietly in the box.This white camellia seemed to be unwillingly telling the true feelings of its master, accusing him of being cold.The cold white jade stung Kuchiki Byakuya's hand, he looked at the flower quietly for a long time.

Like irony, the person I love the most gets married today, but I am forced to come on a blind date.The corner of Chen Yu's mouth curled up slightly with a touch of sarcasm.

In the quiet Japanese room, both of them maintained good aristocratic etiquette.

After a while, a nice female voice said faintly, "Lord Jiulan, Lord Kuchiki is getting married today, won't you go?"

Chen Yu still maintained a lazy smile on the surface, but looked at the woman sharply.The eldest lady of the Kuchiki family, regardless of status, appearance or character, is a good candidate to be the head of the Jiulan clan.But to ask this question, is she courting death?Knowing that this is his own taboo.

"Miss Kuchiki, you clearly know the reason for the blind date today, don't you?" Chen Yu said dangerously while playing with the lid of the cup.

Kuchiki Qinglan didn't seem to see Chen Yu's sharp eyes, and said with a smile, "Of course I know that today's blind date is in exchange for the benefits lost by Mr. Kuchiki marrying that girl from Ruhun Street. Hehe, I didn't expect that Master Jiulan would actually Choose to go on a blind date today."

Chen Yu looked at the woman in front of her. She had a good temperament and gave off a gentle feeling, which was different from the tenderness of Feizhen Dodder, and the tenderness of such a woman seemed stronger.

"Hehe, it's clear what you can't see." Chen Yu took a sip of tea and said indifferently.

"Lord Jiulan, I know you love Master Kuchiki and you don't want to marry me, but I can't resist the family." Kuchiki Qinglan stated the facts lightly.The Kuchiki family will not let go of the opportunity to marry the Jiulan family.

Chen Yu looked at the woman in front of her with satisfaction, she is very knowledgeable about current affairs, isn't she?

"Master Jiulan, I can persuade the people in the family to marry the person who separated from you, so that you don't have to marry me." Kuchiki Qinglan clenched her hands tightly, and it was not easy to negotiate terms with Jiulan Chenyu .She is confident, but she is not completely sure when facing Chen Yu.The person in front of him would put down his sharp blade only in front of Kuchiki Byakuya.

However, she believed that Jiulan Chenyu would definitely agree to what was beneficial to Jiulan.From the perspective of the Kuchiki Clan, the Jiulan Clan is few in number, so as long as you marry someone from the Jiulan Clan, you will be rewarded handsomely.

Chen Yu raised her beautiful eyebrows slightly, looked at her curiously, and said, "Conditions."

"I can choose the person you split up with. I will choose the one I like better and marry him." Instead of marrying someone who doesn't love me at all and can't control her at all, it's better to settle for the next best thing and choose someone who is more stable people.

"Okay, as you wish. Besides, I will make up for the loss of the Kuchiki family." Chen Yu was very satisfied with this result.This blind date was originally for Kuchiki Byakuya, he didn't want to marry a wife at all.

Seeing that Chen Yu seemed to be in a better mood than when he came in, Kuchiki Qinglan let go of the worry he had been carrying and said, "Master Jiulan, what kind of mood did you make such a choice?"

Chen Yu's murderous intent flashed by, but immediately subsided.He knew what Kuchiki Qinglan was referring to, looked at the woman in front of him, and sighed slightly, since this woman solved some troubles for him, he told her.

"I don't want to enter Kuchiki Byakuya's world. If my persistence causes him difficulties, I would rather choose to leave. I can let everything down, but I can't bear to make him suffer. This choice is not made by me, but by him. I It's just for him to execute." Chen Yu's cold voice was hoarse, and there was a hidden emotion in his eyes.Moreover, this is also the last love he gave Kuchiki Byakuya, he is tired, he can't go on.

"Master Jiulan, why did you choose Lord Kuchiki in the first place? You know that this road is so difficult."

"Miss Kuchiki, there are always some choices in life. I just stick to what I want, but I seem to choose the worst one, ha ha." If you choose this path, you have already prepared it, haven't you?I have given up so much, even if the pain has come to this day, what reason is there to give up.Injured, licking the wound, still can start again.

But one day, a fatal injury will make him give up completely.The current self was almost completely knocked down by Kuchiki Byakuya.

"Master Kuchiki, it's too cruel to you." Kuchiki Qinglan looked into Chen Yu's eyes, obviously without a single tear, but seemed to have been crying for a long time.

Chen Yu heard Kuchiki Qinglan's words, chuckled lightly, and denied her words, "No, Ms. Kuchiki, I'm the one who hit me too hard."

Every joke of Chen Yu mocked his soon-to-be-lost love, as if remembering it.The dark purple eyes are deep, hiding endless sadness.

"Miss Kuchiki, Byakuya often tactfully refuses my approach, which makes me think I have a chance. Hehe, from now on, I'm just pretending to be affectionate. I will give you a piece of advice. If you don't want to give that person a chance in the future, you must Resolutely veto, otherwise such a little injury would be even more painful." Chen Yu's advice seemed to be reminding Kuchiki Qinglan, but Chen Yu understood that he was just telling the self who was desperate.

"Okay, Miss Kuchiki, I have an appointment, so I'm leaving first. If you need anything in the future, just ask Ling." Chen Yu stood up gracefully, and walked out of the Japanese room slowly.Only Kuchiki Qinglan left a lonely figure.

Kuchiki Qinglan looked at Chen Yu's back, and for some reason a tear rolled down her face.She seemed to see a lonely figure standing firm, in order to maintain the last dignity.

Chen Yu stood at the door of Kuimu House, the bright red hanging on the door hurt Chen Yu's eyes.Inside the Kuchiki house, the noisy voice reached Chen Yu's ears.None of this has anything to do with him.

Hehe, the person I love the most is getting married, and I can only stand at the door and watch silently. This joke is very funny.

"Sorry, Chen Yu, I'm late." Aizen Soyousuke walked out of the Kukiki house unhurriedly, smiling at Chen Yu who was staring at the gate of the Kukiki house in a daze.

"Let's go." Chen Yu turned around quickly.You know, the hateful Aizen actually chose to wait here for him, and let him watch the marriage he facilitated with his own eyes.

Seeing Chen Yu's indifferent expression, Aizen smiled lightly.Pain can only be felt when it is numb, which is more effective than anesthetics.

Now Chen Yu is sitting in Qianli Drunk, his favorite thing to do is to drink wine like water.Seeing Chen Yu's behavior, Lan Ran didn't stop it at all, it might be better to let him indulge, after all, her beloved got married today.

Chen Yu sipped Mengzui, the fragrance of the wine had already been ignored by Chen Yu.The only function of wine now is to forget.

"Soyousuke, I found that all my persistence has become vulnerable to Byakuya Kuchiki. I don't want to accept this ending, but what can I do now? I really hope that this is just a Just kidding." Under the stimulation of alcohol, Chen Yu finally stopped hiding her pain.

"Chen Yu, this is not a joke. You have to bear every result, this is the rule of the game, you always have to grow." Only when you grow, will you let go of those pains.

"Indeed." The sigh-like words were hidden in the wine.In Kuchiki Byakuya's place, he has already buried too much pain, those thin hopes, he always holds on tightly like a life-saving straw every time.

There are more and more empty wine bottles, Chen Yu's brows are getting deeper and deeper.

Holding the wine glass, whispering softly, "Byakuza Kuchiki, I love you. Byakuya Kuchiki, I love you. Byakuya Kuchiki, I love you..."

The whispers are getting louder and louder, unwilling to tell about their own love, those loves that are ignored.The world in my heart seems to be collapsing, only the embarrassment, pain, and sadness after being destroyed have been numb.Because I loved, so sad.

There are so many helplessness in the world, they fall inadvertently, and then fall into hell.

"Chen Yu, you can't bear so many injuries. You can't convince yourself to give up. At this point, do you still have to persevere?" Lan Ran said in a low voice, gently stroking Chen Yu's scars.

"It's the last time." Chen Yu's answer was not only aimed at Lan Ran, but also in his own heart.

Kuchiki Byakuya, you always seem to leave me alone?This time, I want to leave first.Don't give me another chance to get close to you, I'm afraid I can't control myself.

Kuchiki Byakuya, you will never understand that my love for you is beyond asking.