those days when the iceberg hit the iceberg

Chen Yu, who left in a hurry, couldn't restrain her spiritual pressure from leaking out.No matter how hard Chen Yu tried to restrain the spiritual pressure, it was useless. Chen Yu barely kept awake, cursing in a low voice, "Damn, what's going on?"

The spiritual pressure suppressed by Chen Yu leaked out crazily, and his consciousness gradually blurred.Suddenly, Chen Yu couldn't restrain the spiritual pressure, burst out quickly, and fell forward.With one hand, he quickly caught Chen Yu's fallen body, and quickly disappeared into the night with Chen Yu.

Chen Yu, who fell into a coma, was pulled into the spiritual world by Xianchen.The endless night, the violent wind and rain, Chen Yu's spiritual time was in a mess.Chen Yu stood blankly in the rain, looking at Xianchen not far away with cold eyes, "Xianchen, why is this happening here?"

"Why?" Xianchen walked towards Chen Yu, different from the previous Xianchen, and said with a sneer, "Don't you understand? You just run away, seemingly fine on the surface, do you know that there is always a cumulonimbus cloud in your inner world , getting bigger and bigger.”

"Sorry, Xianchen." Chen Yu lowered her head and said softly.Chen Yu didn't know what to say at all, and looked at Xianchen blankly, like a child who was lost.

"Sorry, hehe, Jiulan Chenyu, you are almost unqualified to be my master." Xianchen said, condensing a Zanpakutao in his hand, looking at Chenyu with cold eyes, as if looking at a dead object .

He slashed at Chen Yu with a knife, and the blade cut through Chen Yu's clothes.Chen Yu was taken aback by the cold murderous intent on the knife, and looked at Xianchen in disbelief.

"Swing the knife, defeat me, and I'll admit you, otherwise your end is death. I've had enough of this life, I might as well die with you." Saying this, he swung his knife and slashed at Chen Yu again, and Chen Yu Narrowly dodging Xianchen's attack, he drew out his Zanpakuto and made a defensive posture. He didn't want to fight Xianchen in such a life-and-death battle.

"Does it have to be like this? Xianchen." Chen Yu's words did not get an answer from Xianchen, only the cold blade answered him.

Chen Yu subconsciously blocked Xianchen's knife, and at the moment when the two knives touched, Chen Yu seemed to feel Xianchen's disappointment and pain.Chen Yu froze for a moment, looking at Xianchen with cold eyes, his eyes were filled with only disappointment.

Why?Why are you disappointed with me?Is it because I didn't do well?Hehe, I have never been a qualified master.Letting his own Zanpakuto die with him is really bad.

Escape is a very shameful thing, but I have been doing it.A person who can only escape will always be able to survive at the bottom.

Chen Yu fought against Xianchen reluctantly, and every time he swung the knife, it seemed that Chen Yu had exhausted all his strength.The person who is fighting against him is his half body, and he will not abandon his half body. It is a failure to swing a knife at him now.

"Jiulan Chenyu, you can only escape, you can only hide, what else would you do besides these?" What else would I do, I don't know?What else can I do besides these?That's the only way you won't be in so much pain.

"Why don't you face it? Even if I want to kill you now, you are still running away. When are you going to run away?" Yes, he really doesn't want to swing the knife anymore, he doesn't want to fight anymore, he just wants to be himself Stay alone alone, so that there will be no pain, no parting, and no need to face those dirty things.Or just give up like this, yes, give up, then you will be free, and there will be no more pain.

The speed of the knife in Chen Yu's hand was getting slower and slower, but Xianchen's knife was getting faster and faster. Bright red blood was left on Chen Yu's body. Chen Yu's embarrassment was not only on the surface, but also in his heart.Xianchen's cold words came from beside his ear, "Jiulan Chenyu, what's the point of you being alive?"

Why, Xianchen, is there so much pain in your words, is it because I am always running away?Even if I escape with death, am I still Jiulan Chenyu?

Chen Yu fell down slowly, the ground was stained red with blood, and the rain kept washing away, but the blood that kept flowing out couldn't be washed away.Holding the knife, Xianchen walked slowly towards Chen Yu.

Chen Yu closed her eyes, the sound of Xianchen's footsteps was so clear, even the sound of the rainstorm couldn't cover up the approaching footsteps.Is that the end?I have paid so much, is this the end?Some are not reconciled?

Not reconciled?Do you still feel this way?Don't you always feel that you will be free after death?Why still hope for survival?

"Chen Yu, you have to be good."

"Chen Yu, are you alright?"

"Chen Yu, we are all here. Always."

"Master, you are back."

……

Figures of Yoruichi, Kisuke, Haiyan, Byakuya, and Soyousuke kept flashing in his mind, those words of concern, jokes, and simple scenes of life emerged.

He, Jiulan Chenyu is not alone, he can't give up like this, such a self is too selfish.Jiulan Chenyu, you have to face together, not only for them, but also for yourself, if you want to survive, then get up.

Opening his eyes in an instant, he struggled to get up from the ground, seeing Chen Yu's movements, Xianchen's footsteps froze, and a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes.

"Jiulan Chenyu, do you want to resist? You look so ugly." Only the one who is persistent, tenacious, and fearless is the real Jiulan Chenyu.Chen Yu is like this, get up and subdue me.

Chen Yu stood up leaning on Zanpakutao, looking at Xianchen with firm eyes.Even though the clothes were worn out, the fearlessness in his eyes made Chen Yu look even stronger.

In an instant, a huge spiritual pressure erupted from Chen Yu's body. Feeling that spiritual pressure, Xianchen took a step back unconsciously.Regardless of the powerful moves, a strong heart is needed to control them.Chen Yu, let me see your real side.

Xianchen looked at the changed Chen Yu, although he still looked embarrassed, but his eyes were so firm, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, "I want to live, do you think you can do it?"

"Wind erosion blade." The fine wind knife quickly wrapped Xianchen, when the wind knife dispersed, Xianchen's clothes were also broken, and the wound kept gushing blood, Xianchen glanced at his body indifferently, "Jiu Lan Chen Yu, tell me Why do I want to live?"

Chen Yu held Zanpakutao tightly, looked at Xianchen who was covered in wounds, and said calmly, "I won't be so selfish anymore."

Hearing Chen Yu's words, the knife in Xianchen's hand gradually dissipated, and his body shook slightly.

Chen Yu stepped forward, supported Xianchen to lie down, "Thank you, Xianchen, take a rest."

Chen Yu has always understood that no matter what Xianchen does, it is for his own good.Because Xianchen will always be that reliable guardian.

Chen Yu stood up and was about to leave the world of consciousness when she heard Xianchen's voice, "Chen Yu, can you really face everything?"

Chen Yu turned around, looked at the sun that had come out of the sky, and said with a smile, "You see, the sky is clear."

Xianchen looked at the cloudless sky, even in the distance there was no trace of cumulonimbus clouds, "Chen Yu, you should have heard your inner voice before you collapsed, right?"

Chen Yu froze for a moment, recalling the voice in his heart when his consciousness was blurred, looked at Xianchen who looked worried and said, "Xianchen, I won't envy Li Xiao any more. Starting today, I will be another 'Li Xiao'."

Xianchen watched Chen Yu disappear, thinking about Chen Yu's words.Are you Kurino?I really don't know how Jiulan Chenyu chases people, it's really interesting.After being drenched in the rain for so long, I finally had something fun to do.However, Chen Yu, don't hurt yourself anymore.

But, Jiulan Chenyu, why do you think of that Kuchiki Byakuya the moment you wake up, is he that good?Really, I don't know how to care about others, I'm still lying here.Xianchen didn't think he would admit it, he was jealous, because of Kuchiki Byakuya's jealousy, his master was completely abducted.

When Chen Yu opened his eyes, he found that he hadn't fallen in the wild.Chen Yu sat up, looked around the familiar Japanese room, saw Aizen who was correcting the documents, and was taken aback, "Souyousuke."

Lan Ran raised her head, looked at Chen Yu who had already woken up, moved her body a bit stiffly, "You are awake, Chen Yu, you have slept for a long time, you are much better now."

"I didn't trouble you, Soyousuke." Thinking of the spiritual pressure that he couldn't restrain at that time, Chen Yu asked.

"It's okay, I'll cover it up for you." Chen Yu immediately envied Lan Ran's Zanpakuto when he heard it, completely ignoring how tough his own Zanpakuto was.

Chen Yu regained his energy, smiled and said to Ai Ran, "It's really nice to have a good Zanpakuto, Soyousuke."

Knowing what Chen Yu said about her selfishness, Lan Ran recalled Chen Yu's sometimes strong and sometimes weak Reiatsu when she was in a coma, and said with a smile, "Chen Yu's Zanpakuto is also very interesting."

"Have some tea." Lan Ran held a cup of tea and handed it to Chen Yu.

Chen Yu took the tea, took a sip, looked at the bright sky outside, and asked, "By the way, what time is it?"

"Hehe, Chen Yu is now your time to skip work." Aizen's words made the corners of Chen Yu's mouth twitch. It turns out that Soyousuke can tell jokes, but it's so cold.

"It's already this time, let's continue skipping work, anyway, there is nothing wrong." Chen Yu stood up and rummaged through Aizen's room for food.

Seeing this, Lan Ran just indulged Chen Yu to rummage around in his room, not worried about him digging out any confidential documents, "Chen Yu, you skipped work, but I didn't go to work because of it."

Chen Yu stopped what he was doing, looked at the so-called Aizen who was skipping work, and said nonchalantly, "It's okay to skip work occasionally, and besides, Soyousuke is so capable at work, Captain Yamamoto won't say anything."

"Hehe, I heard from Yin that you taught him that he skipped work." Chen Yu flicked his hand over things, that guy Yin obviously learned without a teacher.

Chen Yu took a few pieces of persimmons that he found out, curled his lips and said, "Cut, he still needs to teach. Soyousuke, why are there only persimmons?"

Aizen stood up, and took out a pack of Kopeito from the drawer, "That's all."

Chen Yu unceremoniously ate persimmon cakes, took Jinpingtang, drank tea, raised his eyebrows and said, "Souyousuke, I will prepare more things in the future."

Lan Ran helplessly looked at Chen Yu as if it should be taken for granted, "It seems that my place is going to become a stronghold for Chen Yu to skip work and hang out."

Chen Yu stuffed the leftover Jinpingtang into his bosom, and must take away the good things.

"You've always been one of my strongholds here. Now, I won't stay here any longer. I'm going back to the fan team. Ling should be very worried about me now."

Seeing that Chen Yu not only ate, but also held, Lan Ran smiled helplessly. He finally understood why the property under the name of the Jiulan clan was so good. After all, there was a patriarch who did not suffer at all.

"I told Ling last night that you are here, Chen Yu."

Chen Yu remembered Ling's concern for him, shook his head, and said, "Youjie, you don't know Ling, he can detect even a slight fluctuation of my spiritual power, even if you help me hide it from other people, you can't hide it from Ling, we He must have known about the burst of spiritual power at that moment."

"Hehe, Ling is a good subordinate." Lan Ran nodded and said in approval.The people under Chen Yu's subordinates are indeed carefully selected. Although there are not many of you, everyone is an elite.

Chen Yu rolled his eyes at Lan Ran, and said unhappily, "Ling, you're not just a subordinate."

Lanran helplessly raised his forehead, well, he can't care about Chen Yu, after all, he is someone Chen Yu cares about.

"Let's go, Soyousuke." Chen Yu swayed out slowly, and left with a wave of his hand.

Everyone has something to fear and care about. All we can do is face it. Avoiding it will only make things worse.