palm blade

Back then in City C, Lei Shao was taken to the basement of the ME clubhouse in the southern district and tortured for more than 20 hours.

In the house he was in now, he endured loneliness and boredom for two months and eighteen days.

But time has never been tormented like this moment.

He hugged Mu Zixing, and the screams of the person in his arms were like a heavy hammer hitting his heart.

The effect of the medicine has entered the second half, at this moment the pain caused to the body is slowly weakening, while other effects are exerting their greatest power - such as hallucinations.

Mu Zixing's voice was already hoarse, and his throat was full of broken hisses filled with blood. Lei Shao didn't know what he saw or heard, but he could clearly feel his fear and despair.

"Help me, sir, help me..."

Mu Zixing held onto Lei Shao tightly, like a drowning man grabbing the last piece of driftwood.

Lei Shao let his nails dig into his own flesh, he imprisoned Mu Zixing, put his lips next to his ear and answered him again and again, "I am here, Xing Xing, don't be afraid, Big Brother Lei is here. …”

He couldn't tell whether it was tears or sweat on his face, and he couldn't tell whose voice was hoarse, his own or Mu Zixing's.

Too hard.

When Mu Zixing finally stopped crying and struggling, and gradually calmed down, Lei Shao seemed to have passed away.

The wind lifted the floor-to-ceiling curtains and blew in with the coolness of autumn. Lei Shao moved, reached out to close the bathroom door, and then lowered his eyes to look at Mu Zixing in his arms.

"Xing Xing?" He touched Mu Zixing's face and called softly.

Mu Zixing closed his eyes, his eyelashes, which were glued into strands of tears, trembled, and let out a very weak whimper from his throat.

"It's all right." Lei Shao kissed Muzi's hair, and then he stood up holding the person, but then his feet went limp, and he knelt back.

His knee hit the hard floor tiles with a bang, but Lei Shao didn't seem to feel anything. He collected himself and stood up again.

Putting Mu Zixing on the resting table by the bathtub, Lei Shao put one arm around his waist, leaving the other free, and turned on the water injection switch.

Warm water flowed out, Lei Shao took some of it first, and helped Mu Zixing wash off the tears all over his face. After the bathtub was filled with water, he took off Mu Zixing's clothes, and put him in carefully.

However, Mu Zixing clutched his clothes unconsciously, unwilling to let go, so Lei Shao could only follow him into the bathtub and hug him from behind.

When the warm water wrapped his body, Mu Zixing's limbs that were so painful and numb finally began to feel gradually, and his consciousness began to return slowly.

The chest on the back was firm and warm, Mu Zixing rubbed his forehead against Lei Shao's neck, and whispered, "Sir."

"Well," Lei Shao lowered his head and looked down at him, "Is it better?"

Mu Zixing didn't speak, he turned around and knelt in the bathtub, then met the gaze of the man in front of him with moist eyes, and said softly, "Sir, shall we do it?"

Lei Shao was slightly stunned. Before he could react, Mu Zixing wrapped his arms around his neck and sat on his lap.

"Xingxing?" Lei Shao held Mu Zixing's face in his hands, looking down at him with some surprise.

Seeing that he just stared at him, Mu Zixing's tears just stopped rolling down again, and his voice was filled with begging, "I want, sir, will you hug me?"

Lei Shao felt pain in his heart, originally he was concerned that Mu Zixing was too weak at the moment, but seeing him crying like this, how could he bear to refuse.

"Then wait," Lei Shao kissed Mu Zixing's tear-wet eyelashes, and coaxed, "I'll get the lubricant."

But Mu Zixing couldn't wait for a second, he shook his head, raised his waist almost urgently, and wanted to sit down.

Lei Shao was startled, and hurriedly supported him, then had no choice but to give up lubricating, and slowly guided Mu Zixing to sit on his crotch.

He knew that Mu Zixing's current behavior was a kind of stress response.

Returning to reality from great pain and hallucinations, some people will become very irritable in a short period of time, and even commit suicide or kill people because they can’t distinguish between reality and illusion, and some people may go crazy and go crazy...

And some people, such as Mu Zixing at this moment, will suddenly become very strong in sex and desire, and only through intense sex can they be freed from endless fear and pain.

After a tank of warm water completely cooled down, Lei Shao carried Mu Zixing out of the water, then wrapped him in a bath towel, and carried him out of the bathroom.

The two slender bodies continued to roll and entangle on the big bed in the master bedroom.

It wasn't until Mu Zixing fell asleep that Lei Shao stopped his movements, withdrew from his body, and quietly looked down at the person below him.

Mu Zixing's face, which had been wiped clean, was now stained with tears. Even when he was asleep, there were still two tiny streaks of crystals at the corners of his eyes, and his body would twitch from time to time.

For some reason, looking at him under the warm yellow light, Lei Shao couldn't control the feeling of wanting to cry.

He hasn't cried for a long time, the last time he cried was when he begged Ji Baichuan to let Mu Zixing go many years ago.

Before tears fell, Lei Shao got up in a hurry, put on his clothes, and went to the bathroom.

He washed his face with cold water, stood against the sink for a while, and finally suppressed the turbulent tears.

The room was in a mess, but he didn't want to clean it up, so he turned off the light and went back to bed.

"Sir, you called me by my nickname." Mu Zixing, who was already asleep, suddenly whispered.

Lei Shao gave him a hand that tucked in the quilt, and then said, "Yes, I called."

"Then can you..."

"Xing Xing," Lei Shao seemed to know what he wanted, and called again directly, "Xing Xing."

Mu Zixing didn't speak for a long time, Lei Shao reached out to touch his face, and touched the wet stains on his hands as expected.

Lei Shao's fingertips trembled slightly, then he scratched Mu Zixing's chin calmly, and asked in a low voice, "Do you want to drink water?"

Mu Zixing hummed heavily in a nasal voice.

Lei Shao turned on the bedside lamp, went down and poured a glass of warm water, and helped Mu Zixing to drink it.

"Does it still hurt?"

Mu Zixing shook his head.

He was very weak, he didn't even have the strength to sit up, and the overwhelming exhaustion pulled his consciousness down.

But when Lei Shao wanted him to rest, Mu Zixing refused.

"Sir, you said you would tell me the truth."

Hearing this, Lei Shao put down his glass, turned around and put him in his arms, coaxing him in a low voice, "Go to sleep first, and I'll tell you when I wake up."

"But I can't sleep." Mu Zixing looked at him and said.

Just because he kept remembering this incident, he woke up again from his lethargy.

At this point, Lei Shao knew that he could no longer hide from Mu Zixing, he was silent for a moment, then lowered his head and kissed Mu Zixing's ear, a soft sigh escaped from his lips as if in compromise.