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The more I hated Mu Zixing in my heart, the more I felt guilty towards Yan Yi, and the more I disliked myself.

This has almost become an endless loop that can't get out.

Lei Shao struggled in such shackles, but during the day and night together, those deep-seated hatreds were still disintegrating bit by bit.

Even later, he couldn't help but use a high-sounding excuse to hug Mu Zixing.

I have known Lan Jing for more than a year. Although it seems that he is chasing Lan Jing, he has never had the idea of ​​having anything to do with that young man.

He has no sexual desire for Lan Jing.

But for Mu Zixing, he has.

So when he detained Lan Jing and Mu Zixing released him privately, Lei Shao looked at Mu Zixing who was kicked on the ground by him, and said in a strange way, "Since you let Xiao Jing go , then you will replace him yourself.”

After blurting out the words, Lei Shao was startled to realize what he had said, but his expression was serious and restrained, and he frowned quickly, covering up all the momentary astonishment.

And he didn't take back his words, and then Mu Zixing obediently stripped off and lay on his bed.

It was the first time he hugged Mu Zixing, and he was only a few feet away from each other. He watched Mu Zixing's eyes gradually become blurred with tears, and his heart forgot everything for a moment, and became soft.

But when Mu Zixing was in a daze, he called "Brother Lei", which brought both of them back to their senses.

This title has already become a taboo in Lei Shao's heart, just like the 12-year-old Mu Zixing.

At the same time, Lei Shao suddenly realized that the person lying under him should have been the person he hated the most.

At that moment, all the hatred that was about to fade away came back doubled, and Mu Zixing also knew that he had suffered Lei Shao's misfortune, so he hurriedly apologized.

Lei Shao still punished him for no reason, but in the following days, he couldn't help hugging Mu Zixing again and again.

The torture of Mu Zixing is still going on, but he has already begun to wonder what he wants Mu Zixing to do?What kind of ending should there be between him and Mu Zixing?

Until Ruan Ning and Mu Zixing had an accident together this time, if he knew that people from LA would not rush to rescue Mu Zixing, he might not have gone to rescue Ruan Ning so quickly at that time.

During these days, he watched Mu Zixing escape from death, and all the suppressed, unspeakable, and unwilling to admit emotions towards this person finally broke out uncontrollably.

But there are already too many obstacles between them. After hating and hurting for so long, when he looked back, he couldn't like that person with peace of mind.

He didn't know what to do with Mu Zixing.

So when Mu Zixing left, Lei Shao was both pained and grateful.

It doesn't matter if he leaves, this is the best ending he can think of for the two of them. That person doesn't have to suffer from his torture anymore. If he leaves, he will have a new life in the future.

However, the pain still hurt his heart a lot. Lei Shao turned off his phone and stood quietly in the room for a long time. He waited to put all the turbulent emotions in the deepest part of his eyes, and then went out with a calm expression. .

He is in a high position, and there are no close friends around him. These heavy and heavy emotions can only be rotted in his heart, fermented into a severe poison, and then corroded along the veins of the heart little by little.

Just like Mu Zixing, he didn't know how long he could last, and to what day he could last.

There was nothing he wanted in the road ahead.

"Sir, the Shen family is secretly inquiring about Brother Xing's whereabouts again. The news of Brother Xing's departure may not be suppressed."

A month later, in the bedroom, Zhuang Shi respectfully reported to Lei Shaohui with a face similar to Yan Yi's.

Lei Shao was sitting in the sofa chair, holding a stack of documents in his hand, flipping through them and asking, "Where is Mu Zixing now?"

"I received the news yesterday that Brother Xing went to Dover City in country F." Zhuang Shi said.

Lei Shao frowned, and finally raised his head from the information, "Going abroad? Do you know what to do?"

"It's not clear yet, all the people in LA went there together."

all gone?The wrinkles between Lei Shao's brows deepened, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I see."

"Then... about Brother Xing, how will the families explain it?" Zhuang Shi asked hesitantly.

"Avoid, delay first." Lei Shao said calmly.

"But..." Zhuang Shi's voice paused, and he continued, "Sir, you issued a military order at the group meeting, or...you should call Brother Xing back."

"If they get caught this time, I'm afraid they won't let it go."

When Lei Shao heard this, the expression on his face didn't fluctuate much. He stared at the information in front of him for a few seconds and said, "Press first."

Zhuang Shi wanted to say something else.

Lei Shao glanced at him, "Do as I say."

Zhuang Shi didn't dare to say any more, so he said yes.

"Go and rest." Lei Shao said.

When Zhuang Shi heard about it, he bowed his lower body slightly, "Sir, too, go to bed earlier."

After saying that, he walked to the other side of the room, opened the sofa bed in the corner, rolled out another blanket and fell asleep on it.

Lei Shao sat in the original position without moving, just reached out to take the remote control to turn off the headlights in the room, then turned on the reading light on the coffee table next to him, and continued to browse through the thick stack of documents in his hand.

When it was just dawn, Zhuang Shi woke up, only to find that Lei Shao hadn't slept for another night.

"Leave a copy of these things, delete all the ones I circled, and send them to Officer Xia."

Zhuang Shi packed the quilt and came over, took all the documents that Lei Shao had read, hid them in his clothes, and then left Lei's house.

As soon as the people left, Lei Shao frowned, exhaled slowly with a little tiredness, and then his eyes fell on the phone.

It seemed to have rained last night, and the green plants and trees outside were a little damp. Lei Shao opened the window and brought over his phone.

After unlocking, the interface on the screen still stays on the name of Mu Zixing in the address book. Facing the wind blowing from outside with the fragrance of wisteria flowers, Lei Shao pressed the number that he had not dialed from last night until now.

The city of Dover in country F is another person's base camp. Mu Zixing's going there is tantamount to a sheep entering a tiger's mouth, which makes him a little uneasy.

Unexpectedly, the phone was connected, Lei Shao pursed his lips, he thought Mu Zixing would change the number.

"Sir." After 37 days, Mu Zixing's voice rang in his ears again. At that moment, Lei Shao had to admit that he actually hoped that this person would be by his side more than Mu Zixing's departure.

But when he spoke, his voice was still indifferent and distant as usual, "Where have you been?"

Mu Zixing honestly reported the name of his place, which was the same as what Lei Shao's subordinates had received.

"What are you doing there?" Lei Shao asked.

"Ji Haodong has appeared in this area before, so I'll come and have a look." Mu Zixing said, his voice was very soft, with the same caution as always.

"En." Lei Shao responded.