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The human heart is a selective medium container, no amount of joy will burst, but it will be easily broken by sadness and guilt.

Meng Yi is like this now.

His terrified eyes were wide open, filled with thin mist, layers of red bloodshots, and the last remaining bit of disbelief, followed by guilt that was so heavy that it could not be resolved.

All of Fu Juehan's injuries were caused by him...

It is far more than the simple congestion of the trachea that Li Yang said, but also the electric shock on the chest, the broken arm, the smashed head, the large and small wounds and bruises on the body, and the despair of not being able to rescue his father and being betrayed by his lover pain...

All of this was caused by him himself, and Qi Han was the instigator, so he is the most stupid accomplice.

From the very beginning, he noticed that there was something wrong with Qi Han, but he didn't dare to think too much about it because he was afraid that his mother would lose the chance of medical treatment.

The few words that Qi Han asked after leaking the location of the Liyuan were really strange. He had thought that it might have something to do with Fu Juehan, and even a voice in his heart kept urging him to tell the truth quickly, but he was still tossing around for a whole day. I chose to hide it later.

Now Meng Yi finally understands why the last question Fu Juehan asked him when they broke up was - did he ever think about telling him about his contact with Qi Han even once.

Because as long as he was willing to mention it, the plan would not fail, and Fu Ge would not be arrested. God gave him a whole night to think about it, but he still chose to sacrifice Fu Juehan.

But Fu Juehan was protecting him from beginning to end.

When we met for the first time, Fu Juehan helped him settle the fight at Wangjiang. Later, when he was targeted by Shen Lei, it was Fu Juehan who personally protected him. Even when Fang Yao was almost drugged in the bar, Fu Juehan did it silently. Solved in the dark.

Even after breaking up, no matter how much he cried and asked, he refused to tell him what mistake he had made.

Because Fu Juehan knew that he simply couldn't bear the price.

But what did this heartfelt love come in exchange for?

Meng Yi not only ruined his plan and killed his father, he even "didn't want to think about it" after realizing that he might be in danger.

How hard and tenacious a heart will not be torn to pieces?

Breath was taken away bit by bit, a hole was stabbed in the chest, sour water flowed from Meng Yi's empty eyes, from the time the bell rang to the present 30 seconds, he already wished to kill himself thousands of times.

Because he hurt everyone who was nice to him.

History kept repeating itself, and tragedies happened to him over and over again. When he was seven years old, he fell into the water. He ruined the rest of Tao Ya's life. He was abandoned by everyone and felt guilty for 13 years.

At the age of 20, because of his selfishness and stupidity, he indirectly destroyed Fu Ge's freedom and hurt his favorite Fu Juehan.

Meng Yi felt that his appearance was a mistake.

He may really be a disaster star and plague god, unworthy of anyone's favor.

When Li Yang opened the curtains, Meng Yi's mind was full of these words, so that when Fu Juehan stretched out his hand, he took a step back in panic.

Don't touch me anymore, go live your own life...

Thinking of this, he raised his eyes in despair, he didn't even dare to speak out the final proof, he just lowered his eyes and said, "I'm sorry..."

His thin body kept trembling, his face was so pale that he seemed about to fall down at any moment, but he still managed to force a smile, and said, "I don't know why... I'm always like this..."

He wished so much to take the hurt instead of those people, but things had already happened, the results had already been caused, and some mistakes could not be made up no matter how hard he tried.

Fu Juehan's heart was twisted hard, he took a step forward anxiously, and said: "Xiaobao, listen, this is not your fault, understand?"

As he said, the instigator of that incident was Qi Han. Even if he had no chance of winning against him, how could he criticize Meng Yi for being perfect? ​​As for the rest, he agreed with Li Yang to release Meng Yi. When I came in, it was already turned over.

But Meng Yi couldn't forgive himself no matter what.

"Don't call me that... I'm not worth these two words..."

His nickname entrusts too much love and affection from his family and lover. Meng Yi has been called since he was a child, and every time Fu Juehan called him this in a tone full of passion/desire and affection, his heart ached. It's all numb.

How much he liked it before, but now he finds it ironic.

I don't deserve it at all.

Red eyes retreated back and forth until they were against the wall, Meng Yi's throat became hoarse, his breathing became disordered, and he couldn't even lift his hands, like an assembled toy that would fall apart at any moment.

"I didn't mean to...not every time...but it happened anyway...I really don't know why it happened..."

He didn't have the confidence to say any word, as if he got into the horns of a bull's-eye. When he closed his eyes, he saw the faces of Tao Ya and Fu Ge. When he opened his eyes, he saw Fu Juehan's neck, which was still wrapped in bandages.

He knows how much Tao Ya loves his acting career, he knows how much Fu Ge longs for freedom, he knows how much Fu Juehan wants to rescue his father, but he ruined all of this...

What if Tao Ya's illness never turns around, what if Qi Han never let go, how much would Meng Qingshu and Meng Xiang hate him, how much would Fu Juehan hate him?

Why didn't he just drown him when he fell into the water?

In this way, what happened later will not happen, the Meng family can always be happy and happy, and Fu Juehan will meet someone who will love him even more.

He was about to be swallowed by endless guilt, torn to shreds, strangling his neck and throwing himself into the water, even breathing became a luxury.

Fu Juehan was afraid that it would be like this if he knew the truth, and this body that had suffered so much could no longer bear a little bit of guilt.

He took a step forward cautiously, and touched Meng Yi's forehead tentatively, "Little Bao, calm down, listen to me, that incident is over, you were just used—"

"Enough!" Meng Yi yelled and interrupted him, his eyes were slit into two narrow slits with tears, he said with a wry smile, "Don't comfort me anymore, I'm so precious, if I hurt someone, I'll be relieved ..."

He lowered his eyes in despair, looking at the ring he had just worn on his finger. For a moment, it seemed that his soul was imprisoned forever in the dirt pit when he was seven years old. Only this broken body grew up stumbling.

He doesn't know where his way out...

Originally, I planned to propose to Fu Juehan today.

He even designed a lot of surprises for this, not to force Fu Juehan to promise him or forgive him, but just to show his own attitude - no matter where you go, I will always follow you with a promise.

At that time, he still thought that the ring must be given away quietly, so as not to embarrass or embarrass others. If Fu Juehan is willing to accept it, he will make money. If he does not accept it, he will keep it for others. For this reason, he gave himself another ring in advance He put it on, because he was prepared that no one would help him wear it.

But now all this made him feel extremely ridiculous.

"How can I still have the face to beg you to forgive me..." Meng Yi took off the ring tremblingly, and said to Fu Juehan, "I won't go abroad again... I will leave when my mother's illness is cured. I won't bother you any more...you have to live well, and don't run into someone like me again..."

Fu Juehan's heart trembled violently, and his throat was blocked by a ball of soaked cotton, "What do you mean, the result you've been waiting for is all gone?"

Meng Yi shook his head, threw the ring on the ground, his thin body turned around, full of dead air like a walking corpse.

He silently said: I really want...but I don't deserve it...

"Meng Yi! Come back to me!"

Fu Juehan frowned, turned around and was about to chase after him, but Li Yang hurriedly grabbed him, "Brother, I'm about to board the plane, don't be stupid now."

Qi Han bought their air tickets, and Qi Han set the date. The man who had been crazy for half his life finally let go, but he was so stingy that he only gave them one chance.

"If you don't leave this time, you will never leave me again." These were the original words Qi Han said while pinching Fu Ge's chin.

Fu Juehan cursed in a low voice, and looked at Qi Han eagerly, who just waved his hand innocently, looked at him and said, "Maybe I have to thank that child today, right?"

He didn't feel guilty at all about what happened just now, and he was even expecting that Fu Juehan would chase him out because he couldn't let go of Meng Yi, thus missing the flight.

Fu Ge, who had been standing behind them all the time, lowered his head and ate French fries in silence. Although his heart was already in his throat and his fingertips were deeply pinched into his palm, he did not hinder his son from making any decisions.

He said, "Ah Jue, don't leave any regrets."

Three seconds later, Fu Juehan made a decision: "Let's go."

Qi Han's face darkened instantly: "You are really as cruel as Xiaoge."

Fu Juehan didn't even give him a look, and directly took away Li Yang's boarding pass, speaking quickly and calmly: "Don't go, go to him right now, you have to keep an eye on him for 24 hours, and you have to be tied up. Bind people under your nose, do you understand?"

Li Yang has not yet reacted, "Brother, you mean?"

"He's in a very bad state. I'm afraid he'll do something stupid. If necessary, let Meng want to help you. I'll be back within a week."

Fu Ge can't leave people here. In order to prevent Qi Han from changing his mind midway, he must safely send him abroad, and then cut off all of Qi Han's eyeliners in the shortest time to ensure that Fu Ge's life will not be disturbed.

Li Yang didn't dare to delay, put down his things and chased in the direction of Meng Yi, the rest of the father and son looked at Qi Han together: "You should go too."

Every minute and every second of Qi Han's presence made them feel oppressed. Facts have proved that this person is really good at making all kinds of troubles.

Qi Han paused, "Can't I watch you board the plane?"

Fu Ge raised his eyebrows: "I'm afraid you will rush over and take me back at any time."

He was silent for a few seconds, then smiled and said, "Okay, goodbye then."

No one responded to him, Chairman Qi turned around and left, Fu Juehan and Fu Ge looked at each other, "Dad, let's go too."

"Your little friend..."

Thousands of reluctance flashed in Fu Juehan's eyes, but in the end he only said: "He must know, and he must grow up."

A group of people walked towards the boarding gate. Fu Juehan walked in front carrying their luggage, and followed Fu Ge half a step to the right.

A child bumped into him recklessly behind him, Fu Ge tilted his body, and both of them almost fell down. He quickly stretched out his hand to protect the little boy, but the boarding pass in the bag fell out.

He helped the child up and leaned over to pick it up. Suddenly, a tour group stepped in and dispersed the group.

"Hey! I'm sorry to give way, let's go through it."

Hearing the commotion behind him, Fu Juehan subconsciously turned his head to look back, only to find that Fu Ge was isolated behind by a mighty tour group. In just half a minute, there was already a gap of five or six meters between the two of them.

"Dad!" He called out loudly, and walked quickly towards Fu Ge.

However, there were too many people in the tour group, and the fish that opened the gates rushed towards them. The boarding line was cut into a small section, and several people, including Fu Juehan and Fu Ge, kept heading towards another boarding gate that was not open. offset.

The person in front of him was like a wall. From his perspective, he could only see Fu Ge talking to a crying little boy. His call was swallowed by the voices of the people. He had no choice but to call Fu Ge.

Seeing that the bell rang for a long time before being found connected, Fu Juehan asked as he walked past, "Dad, what's wrong with you?"

Fu Ge lowered his head and said, "There was a little boy who bumped into me, and even cried after hitting me. There were too many people just now, and his parents were scattered. Now he is holding me back."

Fu Juehan raised his eyes and quickly searched around. After finding the ground support, he raised his hand to signal him to come over, and said to Fu Ge, "Wait a minute, I'm looking for—"

"Okay, don't hold me back, the plane will be late!" Fu Ge's dissatisfied reprimand came from the receiver, and Fu Juehan stopped in his tracks, seeing him tear away the little boy's hand in disgust.

"Dad, your shoelaces are untied." He stood there, looked at Fu Ge from three or four meters away, and said softly, "Tie the one on your left foot."

The latter responded, clamped the mobile phone between the right ear and shoulder, and bent down to tie the shoelace.

Fu Juehan's eyes were dim, and he slowly rubbed the fingers hanging by his legs twice. He took off the phone, edited a text message and sent it, and followed the flow of people to the closed boarding gate.

At the same time, the ground crew went through the tour group and took the little boy away. Fu Ge straightened up and raised his eyes to look for him.

Fu Juehan stood behind him and said, "Five o'clock direction."

Fu Ge immediately turned his head and found his position precisely. His eyes met, Fu Juehan smiled and said, "Come here, the road ahead is blocked by tour groups."

Fu Ge trotted over immediately, and took his suitcase as he passed by him, "Let's go."

As soon as he finished speaking, his knees suddenly bent, and he rushed towards the boarding gate with his luggage. Fu Juehan pressed his head and slammed it hard against the wall, covering his mouth before Fu Ge yelled.

The metal tie was pressed against the arteries in his neck, Fu Juehan looked fiercely, approached him and whispered in his ear, "Don't move, don't make a sound."

"Where did you get my dad?"

Fu Ge is left-handed. If the lace of his left shoe is untied and he is holding something with his right hand, he will definitely choose to tie it with his left hand.

Moreover, he didn't have any experience in sniping, so he wouldn't immediately understand that the "five o'clock direction" refers to the direction, and he could find it so accurately.

From the moment he pushed the little boy away in disgust, Fu Juehan became suspicious, and the next two times were just for testing.

Pulling away his long hair, he found a miniature voice changer at his Adam's apple. Fu Juehan lost his patience, and his subordinates tried their best to bend "Fu Ge"'s wrist back, "Answer, where is my dad? You are here."

The man with the same face screamed in pain, and when he spoke again, his voice became hoarse and unpleasant: "Fu, Boss Fu can guess... Who doesn't want you to leave..."

Fu Juehan raised his eyelids: "Qi Han really is like a dog who can't change eating shit."

The man pursed his lips in satisfaction: "As long as you——ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

The shrill scream was blocked as soon as it came out, Fu Juehan carried his broken arm, and his hoarse voice crawled like an electric current: "It's a pity that he won't use such indecent methods against me, I will ask again For the last time, where is my dad! Who sent you!"

Suddenly there was a sound of hurried footsteps behind him, Fu Juehan turned around with the person in his arms, and the next second the black muzzle of the gun was pressed against his chest.

The entire tour group poured into the closed boarding gate, with more than a dozen pairs of eyes fixed on his direction, the leader smiled: "Boss Fu, I'm afraid you won't be able to leave today."

At the same time, Li Yang finally found Meng Yi at the elevator entrance on the first floor.

People have fainted.

"Damn it, young master!" He exclaimed and ran over, helped him up from the ground, and patted his face hard.

Meng Yi was still conscious, not completely unconscious, but rolled his eyes and twitched non-stop, his whole face was flushed purple, and his half-open eyes were full of tears.

"What's the matter! Is it sick!"

He knew about Meng Yi's illness. After the reception, Fu Juehan told him about Meng Yi's illness and how to treat it, in case there was one more person to save him when he was not around.

"Blood! Brother Han's blood... Need Brother Han's blood..." He took out his phone and glanced at it, then exhaled in fear, "Fortunately, I haven't boarded the plane yet, there is still time, good boy, hold on , I'll call Brother Han right away!"

Meng Yi twitched and shook his head, pulling at the hem of his clothes with all his strength, "No, don't hit...let him go...call me an ambulance..."

"What an ambulance!" Li Yanghong pressed the number with eyes, and still yelled at him: "This is the airport! By the time the ambulance arrives, you'll be fucking belching!"

Before the call was connected, Fu Juehan was being invited out of the boarding gate by "Fu Ge" and the tour group, and returned to the waiting room.

He put his hands on his legs, with his clothes on his wrists, "Fu Ge" took his arm and said, "Boss Fu, please be honest, otherwise your father might accidentally step on the air and fall off the plane."

Fu Juehan's back was covered with cold sweat, and his eyes were fixed on the clock hanging on the wall, calculating how long it would take for the person who received the text message to arrive.

Suddenly, a staff member ran over panting, holding a gift box in both hands, saying that it was a lucky prize arranged for him as the 8888th passenger.

Fu Juehan knew what was going on just by looking at the Pikachu logo on the gift box, "No need, I'm in a hurry, let's give it to the next passenger."

"Hey! Don't refuse in a hurry." Fu Ge took the gift box, and the facial features on the smiling face trembled unnaturally, "It fits the occasion, isn't today our lucky day for Ah Jue."

The gift box was opened, and a chubby Pikachu model played with a familiar voice. Meng Yi said: "Brother Xiaohan, no matter where you go, I will always love you. I have already put on the ring. Put the other one first." There, can you?"

After the audio was played, Pikachu's two paws stood up, holding a ring that was identical to the one that Meng Yi threw on the ground.

This is the surprise he prepared. Originally, the two of them wanted to open it together, but now one has fainted and the other is being coerced.

Fu Juehan only took one look before turning his head, brows and eyes blushed, "Let's go, your master is not in a hurry."

"Fu Ge" took the Pikachu off and looked at it, and said, "This is a gift from your little boyfriend, he cares about you, if he doesn't reply to the gift, will he come to you?" .”

Fu Juehan took a tight breath, "I didn't show up, so I made something like this to send someone away. How can you tell that he cares?"

He was sure that Fu Ge was transferred before boarding the plane, but he was not sure if the other party knew that Meng Yi had been here, and he just wanted to make sure that he would not be involved as much as possible.

"Fu Ge" groaned, took off the ring and put it on his finger, and suddenly leaned in front of Fu Juehan: "You want to lie to me that he's not here?"

"It's not that easy." He ordered two people to go out, "Search separately, find the child and Li Yang, and don't let them report the news."

Just then, a phone call came in.

"Fu Ge" picked up Fu Juehan's mobile phone, looked at the word Li Yang on the screen, and couldn't help but smile, "I delivered it to my door."

"Boss Fu wants to drive them away so as not to ruin my business, or let me invite them up to accompany you."

He connected the phone, put it to Fu Juehan's ear, took off the ring and threw it to him: "I think you will be a smart person."

When Fu Juehan's voice came, Meng Yi had already exhaled more air than breathed in. Li Yang was so anxious that his palms were covered with cold sweat. The phone almost slipped down and he managed to hold it steady. Just as he called out, he heard Fu Juehan say : "I have received the gift."

"what?"

what gift?

He turned it on, and both of them could hear it. Meng Yi half-opened his eyes as he was dying. Just hearing Fu Juehan's voice, he began to unconsciously move towards the phone with difficulty.

Li Yang continued: "Brother, young master——"

"There is no such thing as a young master," Fu Juehan interrupted again, and said, "Give the phone to Meng Yi."

He wasn't sure if Li Yang or Meng Yi could discover the anomaly, and if they couldn't, he had to ensure that they were not implicated.

Li Yang followed suit suspiciously, and pushed the phone towards Meng Yi. The latter reacted for a few seconds, opened his eyes forcefully, and his brain, which was tortured to the point of deliriousness by the deficiency, regained consciousness for a moment.

He opened his hot lips and called, "Brother..."

Fu Juehan was sitting on the chair, holding the ring tightly in his hand, the pupils in his dark red eyes were constricted, and half a minute later, he said, "We're done."

Meng Yi blinked twice and froze.

Fu Juehan's voice sounded again in his ears——

"Young and playful, I can spoil you."

He threw the ring into the wine in front of "Fu Ge", and said word by word: "But Xiaobao, you have to learn some rules and don't bother me again."

With a beep, the phone hangs up.

Meng Yi was nailed to the floor, all the blood was drained from his body, and he remained motionless like a fool.

Li Yang stared at the phone in disbelief, and stuttered: "How... how is it possible, why did Brother Han say that! You have to—"

The unspoken words were interrupted by a hand, Meng Yi squeezed his wrist, his chapped lips trembled several times before he could make a sound: "Something's wrong..."

"Of course it's not right!" Li Yang pulled his white face like a fool: "Why did he treat you like this! His mother's life is almost dead and he said these fucking things, I'll take you up to find him!"

"wrong……"

Meng Yi propped himself up on the floor, his slack eyes slowly focused, and he said: "Brother has an accident, you should contact Qi Han quickly."

The author says:

I think Xiaobao's biggest improvement is that he has been able to abandon his despair and sadness at this time, and trust Brother Han more than Li Yang.

When he considered Fu Juehan first before his own feelings, it was easy to find that this was not what Brother Han would say at this time.

He gave Brother Han his long-overdue trust.