My millet has turned into a man

"Well... how should I put it, anyway, I will probably become very busy after a while? After all, I have to accept some manuscripts. Although I can still survive like this, but... after all, it is still Things I like." As she spoke, Lan Ye couldn't help showing a smile on her face.As if she was recalling some beautiful picture, she just supported her chin, as if she was thinking about all that.

But in fact, there is another very important point that Lan Ye didn't say.

That is——in fact, she planned to save the money secretly just in case. As for what she was preparing for, she didn't want others to know about it for the time being.

Although even if she said it, she probably wouldn't get any answer that made her feel sad... If you think about it this way, it seems that when you get along with Kenji Hagiwara, you never have the feeling that you are no longer understood by others. .

Although she also understands that she still has a lot of bad things to do, she is just learning clumsily, trying to change herself bit by bit so that her life looks better.

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After all, others seem to be telling her that only by changing herself, learning to behave differently, and showing herself that fits others, can she integrate into it.

But Kenji Hagiwara would just look at her quietly, and then tell her that everything has been done very well, there is no need to turn himself into that strange and annoying appearance for those people.

[Because, no matter who it is, they can always find a place where they can accommodate themselves, there is no need to do such a thing.Xiaolan Ye has already done a great job. 】

She still remembered the lunch incident. Although she didn't want to say what happened before, she still briefly summarized the entanglement between her and that "former" friend.

This is what Hagiwara Kenji said to herself after that. She still remembers her loss of focus and bewilderment at that moment, and also remembers the feeling of sudden enlightenment at that time, as if the fog on the way forward has been cleared all along. It was as clean as before, and all that was left was a piece of clarity, allowing her to see clearly what kind of choice to make.

That's right... Since she has already thought about it, why should she be afraid of it?Maybe it was just because it was the first step to go out, because those were the unknown future, but at that time, she seemed to have infinite courage.

Yes, her life will get better and better, so she told herself again.

Maybe it was at that moment that Lan Ye felt her heart beating violently. She didn't know what kind of emotion it was, maybe it was because of being comforted, maybe it was because she was able to make a decision to change herself at that moment. Ecstasy, or simply being moved, produced unexpected emotions such as love.

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"It's really great to have something you like. I would think that Xiao Lanye really doesn't like other things except the ones before." Kenji Hagiwara seemed to be teasing, but slightly bent his eyes Come.

Hmm... In fact, he is very clear about what Lan Ye made, and he probably guessed it, but he will still feel a little novel when he really has to wait until this moment.

Of course he would be a little curious about how Lan Ye was going to paint.But... In this case, what exactly is Xiao Lanye going to discuss with herself?

"Ahem...so I have to continue to trouble you about my shop. When I was busy with the two things before, I was almost exhausted..." Lan Ye couldn't help complaining.

She still remembers that at the beginning, she was still full of fighting spirit, and even thought that she could even take care of the delivery, but later she realized that she was still too naive to have such an idea, which led to every day during that time. doubting life.

After all, just folding dozens of airplane boxes every day made her feel painful, not to mention counting the corresponding grains, wrapping them in foam paper and stuffing them in, and then finding time to draw... She simply I don't know how that period of time came.

But even though it was hard at that time, she also relied on such fatigue, which made her forget the confusion and sadness during that time, and the only thing left was to deal with the things in front of her.

It wasn't until recently that she stopped receiving manuscripts and simply dealt with the matter at hand, but those millets were still a worrying thing.In the past, it was no problem to deliver the goods by myself, but now there are more and more things. When she came back to her senses, she realized that she had sold so much that she couldn't finish the work by herself. .Otherwise, she wouldn't have asked Kenji Hagiwara to help move things. Lan Ye couldn't help but sigh when thinking of this.

But... She paused slightly when she thought of this.Because she was a little hesitant to make this request.

You know...in the past, she only needed Kenji Hagiwara to help maintain the store, and she also told Kenji Hagiwara what he was going to do.

Although she was only talking about being a customer service at the beginning, Kenji Hagiwara asked herself a few days ago, and she also told the other party what she could do-such as helping with delivery, or being in short supply. When the goods are in stock, put some more on the shelves.

Of course, Lan Ye didn't think much about it at that time, she just wanted to think of a way so that Kenji Hagiwara would stop asking him what else he could do to help.

Maybe it was because Kenji Hagiwara could see her distress at that time... Because she really wanted to immerse herself in her paintings, shelving all the business of the store or handing over to others to take care of it, but except for Kenji Hagiwara, Lan Ye didn't have anyone else who believed in her past, so she took advantage of the opportunity and agreed to Kenji Hagiwara.

But what she was thinking about now was not this matter, but other things. She really didn't know how to speak, so she could only hesitate, opening and closing her mouth.

I was really embarrassed to make such a request. Although I felt that Hagiwara Kenji would agree to him, Lan Ye always felt that it might cause some misunderstandings.

For some reason, she suddenly cared about these things again at this time, maybe it was the temperature just now and the words that Hagiwara Ken Erti emphasized, which made her unable to help but want to escape for a short time.

Although such a thing is normal among friends, but...

"It seems that there is still something that can't be said... Do you need my help when you draw the manuscript?"

Although I was not used to those terms at first, after listening to them a few times, Kenji Hagiwara was able to speak them very smoothly.Even if he is very clear that although two people can communicate normally, the language they use is actually completely different-this is a very mysterious thing, but now the two people have accepted it well.

Naturally, he was very keen to capture Lan Ye's hesitant expression at this time, and he could naturally think of other things besides the shop, which would embarrass Lan Ye.

At the beginning, he really wanted to take over the kitchen—because he thought that although he didn't do a particularly good job, he had to pay something to be regarded as rent.But Lan Ye sternly rejected him, so Hagiwara Kenji had no choice but to maintain the previous state.

Sometimes he would smile wryly, thinking that there is no need to treat him so well, otherwise the guilt of not being able to repay it will only pile up and deepen.Even though he was very clear that Lan Ye didn't care about these at all, it was precisely because of this that Hagiwara Kenji remembered all of these, and planned to find a way to surprise her.

It was probably mixed with some other ideas. At this time, Hagiwara Kenji had no choice but to admit this openly, but he would not regret having such a feeling, because ah, in his eyes, it is true... will always be Attracting his attention, at least for now.

Thinking about it this way, I seem to regret the words I just said... But, it's really inappropriate to mention these things now, because at least it's necessary to make sure—that it can be stabilized.

Although it doesn't matter to him, even if he loses it, he will regret it - but at least he will have a memorable and romantic past, so he won't be too sad after that, but ah, he is worried that if If such a situation really happened, then what would Xiao Lanye become.

He just had a smiling expression, without showing the slightest abnormality, but only Hagiwara Kenji knew that the slightly accelerated heartbeat existed from the first time he saw Lan Ye - he was sure that he was out of danger at that time, so Now, in his opinion, the feeling at that time should not be regarded as the suspension bridge effect. It may be an illusion caused by accidents in the dark, or it may be the sudden intertwining of relaxation and tension after seeing a harmless existence after arriving in a strange place. a feeling of.

Although occasionally, he still treats that feeling as a suspension bridge effect, as if reminding himself, but in fact, Kenji Hagiwara does not need such a reminder, because he has always been sober, and he has made it in the end. What kind of decision is made, and it is also clear what the consequences of all this are.

But he can be sure that all the decisions he made afterwards were only based on his subjective decisions. It was he who decided to help this girl who was a stranger to him, whether it was because she might be his savior. , or simply because... maybe from the moment we first met, I had a good impression of him.

Although in the following month, this feeling no longer appeared, replaced by the warm daily feeling that he rarely experienced when the two of them got along, which he couldn't help but miss.But he could feel that a similar feeling had appeared again recently, and it seemed to be constantly pulling his heart, and it became more and more intense.

"Hey... I knew you would see it. I really can't hide it from Kenji." Lan Ye could only shake her head helplessly. She also knew that her entanglement was completely useless, and she would still be discovered by Hagiwara Kenji, but If she really didn't want to speak, Hagiwara Kenji would not force her to speak out.

But if that's the case—then it's okay to take this opportunity to say it, right?

She thought so, so she tried her best to keep a straight face and made a serious expression-although it seemed a little funny to Hagiwara Kenji, and he couldn't help but hooked the corners of his lips.

"Actually, it's like this... It's not a complicated thing, it just needs to trouble you, it will take up a while. Probably... It can be said to help me find the scene..." Lan Ye hesitated, but until now, Still can't make it clear.

She hesitated, not knowing how to fully express her request, and in the end, there was only this unfinished sentence left halfway there, which made her a little embarrassed, and she simply closed her mouth , a little blush appeared on his face because of embarrassment, but he looked extremely cute.

"Huh? Then what exactly do I need to do?" He couldn't help laughing, he really didn't know what Lan Ye was embarrassed to say, but it was this Lan Ye that made him feel more vivid, and at the same time shared cute outside.

"Hmm... can Kenji accept things like performing other people's expressions and corresponding expressions, actions, etc.? Because it is really difficult for me to imagine their expressions, so that every time I receive some requests, it is very difficult. When it comes to high drafts, I always have a hard time drawing...because I can't even imagine it."

This was indeed something that made Lan Ye feel difficult.It is really easy for her to draw the corresponding characters, but occasionally, she can also feel that even if the characters above are smiling, they seem to be cold-although the shape of the painting is similar, but there is no expression .

Fortunately, just to be similar in appearance, she can rely on this ability to go out and receive manuscripts, and then study hard to understand, and she can barely infuse the soul of the characters drawn by her hands. It was at that time that she dared to come out of the millet , I didn't expect it to sell so well.

But now—maybe the previous process can be slightly changed?Maybe I can have a better chance to understand the looks of those characters.

After all——in the final analysis, it is only when she really sees it that she can feel it.Although it sounds absurd for Kenji Hagiwara to play this role, it did make Lan Ye feel extremely uneasy, because she also felt that her idea was a bit nonsensical, even too whimsical.

The author has something to say:

I play this game, I dream of opening a brothel at night (close your eyes)

Anyway (weakly) my pleasure value went from 50 to 800 all by me and my guard having sex(?)

I don’t want to do it every day, but I’m really given too much pleasure value (paralyzed) and there’s really nothing to do at night… except for sleeping and cleaning, I can’t do it every day ()

Anyway, because of the inspiration from Kaiqinglou (?) I am writing the setting that I want to write in the next book, and I will throw away the copy when I finish coding, and I will write that in the next book

(I want to write because it feels too funny, help)