Flashy Dream of Thunderbolt

Chapter 79 Letting Go

The shadow was stretched very long on the narrow road, and the woods on both sides were densely packed. From time to time, there would be a few shrill crows, scratching the hearts of passers-by.

The once glorious No. [-] Realm in the World now has no sound of conquest, the leaves outside have been swept together, Xian Lingxi walks forward against the evening wind, her heart suppressed.It wasn't until she saw that person standing alone in front of an unremarkable tomb that she completely lost the courage to go any further.

She knew very well that such a day would come. Ever since she no longer longed for him so much, she had thought that maybe she could let go slowly.

It doesn't hurt Suzhen, and it doesn't hurt itself.

Su Zhenzhen held a whisk in his hand, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little more tender than usual.He gently stroked the words engraved on the stone tablet with his incomparable eyes. The moonlight was so cold that it streamed in the corners of his eyes, reflecting crystal light.

"Su thought you wouldn't come today." Seeing Xian Lingxi, Su really cleared up the emotions in his eyes. He turned his head, looked at her timid and hesitant appearance, and remembered what very Jun said to him a while ago if.

On that day, the very gentleman came to find Su Huanzhen on his own initiative, and the very gentleman brought a stack of drawing paper. The drawings on the paper were very messy, but he could clearly distinguish the people in the painting, it was Su Huanzhen and Xian Lingxi.There are boating, drinking, and sword dancing... When Xian Lingxi painted herself, she didn't draw facial features, and only a few strokes outlined her general body shape, but the sketches were true, but they were very detailed. The vortex is also painted exactly the same.

Xian Lingxi likes Su Huanzhen's affairs, and Su Huanzhen knows it clearly in his heart, seeing those paintings, he can feel her heart even more.However, although Xian Lingxi can be willful at times, she seldom acts petty in front of him, let alone make any overreaching actions.The estrus, and the ritual, made Su Zhenzhen think that she could let go after realizing the impossibility between them.

However, Su Huanzhen saw the most unexpected painting in the stack of paintings, a painting of lingering on the bed.At that time, Su Zhenzhen suddenly realized that maybe the matter was more serious than he imagined, Xian Lingxi was not so innocent, and he was not so free of distracting thoughts.

Very Jun asked Su Zhenzhen the question was very simple, he just asked Su Zhenzhen if he could marry Xian Lingxi.

Xian Lingxi herself may not care about rumors in the martial arts world, but Su really must take her reputation into consideration.

The answer, of course, is impossible.

Both silence and darkness will magnify the fear and anxiety in people's hearts. When Su Zhenzhen was silent, Xian Lingxi covered her chest with her hands.She didn't want to get any closer, and she didn't want to face the situation.

"Just stand there and say what you want, don't worry about me being sad, I'm stronger than you think."

The darkness blurred her face, and her voice was flat, unrecognizable.Xian Lingxi felt that at times like this, she must be chic and open-minded, not vulnerable and sad, not reluctant.Even the crabapple flower, which is always cared for by people, must stand up its flower stems firmly when facing the storm.

Su Zhenzhen looked at her thin figure in the evening wind, half-closed her eyes, and waved away the strange emotions in her heart.She is like a cat that is about to be abandoned, maintaining her proud posture, but she is nervous and afraid to approach her.Such a woman who would only be pampered and pampered in front of any man, has run into walls again and again with him.

"The bad guy just said it straight. After seeing the paintings you drew, to be honest, the content surprised the bad guy. All along, the bad guy thought that you were not deep in the world and didn't have a clear understanding of human feelings, so you were rejected. Confused by the appearance, you belong to the inferior." When Su Zhenzhen said this, he was very concerned about Xian Lingxi's reaction.

painting?Xian Lingxi was stunned for a moment, her footsteps moved slightly, she opened her red lips and wanted to say something, but before she could say anything, her face flushed red.

Seeing Xian Lingxi's reaction like this, Su Zhenzhen felt the seriousness of the matter even more. He had dealt with Xian Lingxi's feelings for him before in a way that was too soft and sideways, which made her not only unable to see clearly by herself, but also getting more and more trapped. deeper.

"Hey, it's the fault of the inferior!" Su Zhenzhen frowned and walked forward. He stood in front of Xian Lingxi, regretting that he didn't cut the mess with a sharp knife before, which confused her until now.

Xian Lingxi felt that her small thoughts had been exposed, she lowered her head shyly, not daring to look directly at Su Zhenzhen.Those paintings were drawn casually when she was thinking about Su Huanzhen, and those playful paintings were seen, but she vaguely remembered that there was another picture... She was holding Su Huanzhen among the white snow and red plum blossoms.

She used to look forward to embracing him.

In the end, Su Huanzhen still made up his mind and said: "The inferior will not marry you, nor can I give you the life you want. Feng Cailing is the only love of the inferior in this life. Even if she dies, the inferior will not accept her again." Other women."

Words are the sharpest knife in the world, it hurts without blood.

Xian Lingxi moved her fingers hidden in her sleeves, she looked at the pattern on Su Huanzhen's cuffs, and suddenly felt that the white color was too cold.After a moment of silence, there were no tears in her eyes, and she raised her head bravely and asked, "Su Zhenzhen, tell me the reason why you don't like me. Is it because I am not as good as the woman buried there? Or is it the moral bondage that makes you persist?" Not excited?"

"It's because the bad one doesn't care about the relationship between men and women. The bad one is a cultivator, so he should be pure and ascetic. The ring bell is the only exception in this life of the bad one, and he can't accommodate others." Seeing that she didn't cry, Su Zhenzhen also He said with a lot of peace of mind: "In this world, there are many men who are better than the inferior ones. They are younger and more righteous and have no burden. One day, you will meet the right person."

Xian Lingxi under the moonlight is like a lost elf. She doesn't like the blessings that Su Zhenzhen said, so she drives away the confusion in her heart and says stubbornly: "I am not short of men, I am short of love. Men are everywhere. My feeling for you is unique. Since you have made it clear to me, you don’t have to worry about what I am obsessed with, even if I am alone in the future, I won’t bother you.”

"Oh, you're still angry." Su Zhenzhen shook his head, it was the temperament of a child like Xian Lingxi that made Su Zhenzhen feel at ease with her.If it wasn't for the cross-border painting, he might not be so quick, so blunt and straightforward, to speak clearly to her.

Are you angry?Xian Lingxi asked herself, she had already been mentally prepared, and she was not heartbroken after being thoroughly told the answer.Her relationship with Su Huanzhen is like looking at flowers in a fog. Su Huanzhen never responds to her, and it has always been her one-man show alone.

Seeing Su Zhenzhen, Xian Lingxi suddenly asked blankly, "Why didn't you let me be your righteous sister? Why didn't you say that you would take care of me for the rest of my life, just like a family member?"

"Huh? Didn't you fall asleep the night the inferior carried you back?"

These words were what Su Huanzhen said when he fulfilled his promise to carry her back to Huahuameng Pavilion. He thought she was asleep, but he didn't expect that she had already listened to the words at that time.

"No, I did fall asleep at that time. It's just that there are many magical artifacts that can see the past when I joined the business. I know what you said. It's not unusual."

Su Zhenzhen was choked by her words, he felt that Xian Lingxi's attitude towards him was much more aggressive than before, seeing her waiting gaze, Su Zhenzhen thought about it, and did not follow her meaning and said: " Hey, let the past be the past, girl, you are stronger than the inferior, how can you need the care and protection of the inferior?"

"Hmph, it's fine if you don't want to give the title of wife, and you don't even give one of the titles of righteous sister. Don't even think about getting the Arctic Purple Spirit Pill from me for free in the future." Xian Lingxi "hummed" and turned her head away. , she looked at Su Huanzhen from the corner of her eye, expecting to see him riding a tiger.

It's not that she really wants to be his righteous sister, but she's upset and wants to find fault.

But who is Su Zhen really? After so long in the rivers and lakes, his face and qualifications have thickened. He quickly bowed and said, "Young sister, don't be angry. Brother Wei was just joking with you just now. To have you is like this!" A strong righteous sister, I am afraid that all the devils who come to the difficult situation will not dare to chase and kill her as a brother."

"... Su Zhenzhen, you change your face too quickly." Xian Lingxi looked at his white jade face, as long as he could live a relaxed life, it was worth taking a step back.

"Hey, that's wrong. The bad ones just have better adaptability. As a commemoration of your friendship with the bad ones in Jinlan, are you willing to go with Brother Wei to solve the disaster of the Buddha Karma?"

Xian Lingxi, who was once rejected by Su Zhenzhen, of course took this opportunity to refuse to go back. She raised her chin and said happily in her heart: "I don't want to, who is your righteous sister? I didn't agree to you."

Su Zhenzhen blinked and said aggrievedly: "At this critical juncture, does the girl have the heart to abandon the inferior?"

The corners of Xian Lingxi's mouth were curved like crescent moons, and her eyes rippling like blue waves were extraordinarily bright and radiant. She showed her white teeth and uttered three words: "It's hard to bear."

"The poor one is really sad." Su Zhenzhen said lightly, he was not sad at all, but a little bit emotional: "The bad one finally understands the feelings of those who are blocked by the girl from the Vanity Dream Pavilion. "

"I don't know the people who came to see me, so of course I won't let them in." Xian Lingxi thought of the ghostly horns that sprung up like mushrooms outside the Vanity Dream Pavilion from time to time, and said with a chuckle: "My world may It's really narrow, and it can't reach your level."

She has the ability to help the world and save people, but she is not very happy doing that.

Su really didn't want to interfere with Xian Lingxi's own choice too much. When she heard her say this about herself, Su really frowned subtly and said: "Those who have deep desires have shallow secrets. The seven emotions and six desires are too sad. Too much desire hurts the body, stay away from sex, and you will be more at ease. If you seek the human way, you don’t have to stay away from love like the monks, just go with the situation and don’t be too obsessed with feelings.

"This world has nurtured Taoist and Buddhist practitioners, but those people want to cut off their passions and desires, stay away from the mundane world, don't cherish what they have, but want to downplay their feelings in order to seek transcendence and holiness. Don't you think it's strange? "

"The girl is already extraordinary and holy, but she is obsessed with the seven emotions and six desires. Girl, don't you think it's strange?"

"Ha, maybe..." Xian Lingxi looked at Su Huanzhen, handsome but not unparalleled, noble but not holy, he was mellow and transparent, good at everything but not extreme.For a while, Xian Lingxi didn't realize any Zen mechanism, but she understood why she couldn't explain why she was obsessed with people like him: "In fact, what I want is what I have never had, because I don't have it, I want it." , Bone Erosion is too extreme, and you are just right in everything, meeting all my expectations, so I will be persistent."

The author has something to say:

Xi Yan'er: I'm coming out, hehe.

Very Jun: It’s finally here.

Yuejiaozi: It's time for the ghost to show off.

Su Huanzhen: Excuse me, the inferior ones have a side story.

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