Bao Yang, understand?

Shi Ji couldn't help laughing out at his answer.

But seeing Shen Fu's frightened eyes, he still put away and continued to tease Shen Fu.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt you."

Shi Ji cautiously reached out and rubbed Shen Fu's head a few times.

"Stop scaring him, the child is timid." Ruan Zhinian stood outside the door for a long time. He was talking with Yan Yiyin, but when he heard the movement inside the door and Shi Ji's joking words, he couldn't hold back. broke in.

Besides Ruan Zhinian, Yan Yiyin also walked in.

"Shen Fu, you don't have to be afraid of him, he is your senior brother." After explaining this to Shen Fu, Ruan Zhinian turned to Shi Ji again, "Aren't you going to tell Shen Fu the truth? You don't tell me the truth. "

Shi Ji retreated from the bed and stood behind Ruan Zhinian.

He complained in his heart that his uncle wasted his great opportunity to flirt with Shen Fu, but he was unwilling to give up the opportunity to tell Shen Fu the truth to others, so he had to tell all the stories by himself.

About how they met in the Junzi Kingdom, and what kind of fire burned the connection between the two people.

Shi Ji didn't embellish, and explained how he met the Buddha and how he missed saving Shen Fu because of revenge.

Right and wrong, he admits.

Right and wrong are both black and white.

He spoke so earnestly that he didn't even dare to look Shen Fu in the eyes.

When Shi Ji finished speaking and raised his head, Shen Fu's face turned blue and white.

He has no past memory, listening to these is like hearing the life experience of a stranger.

It's just that when he suddenly realized that the protagonist in this story was himself, his eyes felt sore.

It turned out that he was not the child of his parents.

"What about my biological parents?"

Shi Ji and Yan Yiyin looked at each other, and then told Shen Fu: "Your father has passed away, and the whereabouts of your mother is unknown, but I think it should be more or less ominous."

Otherwise, why didn't Empress Hengwu show up after so many years, why didn't she take the initiative to contact Shi Ji who has become the demon king?And why entrust Shen Fu to Ruan Zhinian before the country's subjugation?

"They treat you very well."

Shi Ji's voice surrounded Shen Fu's ears.

He thought that his biological parents must be very good people, otherwise how could they have taught such apprentices as Shi Ji and Yan Yiyin.

I was able to search tirelessly for hundreds of years when I had no news.

Through Shi Ji and Yan Yiyin, he can see the shadows of his parents.They must be like the king and queen in a fairy tale, living in a carefree country, and they themselves are the lovely princes under their knees, without worries, worries, worldly struggles for power, fame and fortune.

They're fine, fine, it's just—

The good and the bad are gone.

Shen Fu lowered his head, obviously feeling a little depressed.He was originally the person who cherished his family the most, but now he told him that the parents he always cared about were fake, and the real parents had passed away long ago.

Shen Fu didn't know how to describe this feeling, like gaining everything and losing everything.

"I see, can you let me be alone?"

Shen Fu's mind is in a mess now, he really doesn't know how to face the current situation.In addition to his parents' identities, he also had to accept the surreal setting that Shi Ji was the demon king. He was really a bit confused.

Shi Ji could understand it, he glanced at Ruan Zhinian and Yan Yiyin, and the three left the room.Anyway, with Shi Ji's feather hanging around Shen Fu's neck, and guarding Shen Fu all the time, nothing major will happen.

Just before leaving, Shi Ji asked: "Baby, you fell on the ground just now, and your arm was scratched. I repaired the wound for you, but there is still a little blood, baby, do you want to take a bath?"

Shen Fu nodded.

I remember that I did faint before I passed out.

Besides, he really wanted to clear his mind with the water flow.

Turning on the shower, the sound of dripping water echoed in the bathroom, Shen Fu took a deep breath.

In fact, Shen Fu had already felt this point. When he was a child, his mother was drunk, and once pinched her own neck and said, "Give me back my child."After his father learned about this incident, he was furious and made himself forget about it, but Shen Fu remembered her mother's cold hand and her hideous face for so many years.

It's good if it's not his own, otherwise I really don't understand that he has been obedient, sensible and well-behaved for so many years, but his parents are still lukewarm to him, and every time they look at him, they look like delusional maggots lingering in the sewer.

There have been hints in life, but I am confused, thinking that my parents are not good at words and expressive.

Blame it on the generation gap, blame the alienation on the difference, but forget to question the authenticity of this parent-child relationship.

All the wild and unrestrained dreams he had had turned out to be true. He really had a father as gentle as jade, and a mother with a sharp mouth and bean curd heart. He really lived like a little prince in a carefree country. .

Shen Fu pinched his face and let go only when he felt the pain.

He was afraid that these were all dreams.

But when I think about it, this fear seems meaningless, because I have lost it.

Water droplets from the sky fell on Shen Fu's hair and skin, and poured into his eyes.

Water poured into Shen Fu's mouth, choking him so much that his eyes were red, and he had no choice but to turn off the shower.

Shen Fu's figure was unstable, and he coughed several times before he calmed down.

After taking a shower and changing into clean pajamas, Shen Fu went to the living room in slippers.

Ruan Zhinian and Yan Yiyin had already left.

They can't help here, too much talk and chaos, Shen Fu's current state is not suitable to know more information, not to mention that the two of them can also see the affection between Shi Ji and Shen Fu, and they can't bear to continue. Continue to disturb, and leave while Shen Fu is taking a shower.

So when Shen Fu came to the living room, he only saw Shi Ji sitting on the sofa alone.Hearing Shen Fu's movement, Shi Ji remembered his flustered and cute appearance just now, and asked softly: "Are you still afraid that I will eat you?"

Shi Ji wanted to make some jokes to let Shen Fu understand that even if his own knowledge surpassed Shen Fu's common sense, their essential relationship would never change.

Shen Fu shook his head.

In fact, he also figured it out just now, if Shi Ji really wanted to eat him, he would have done it long ago, he is the demon king, why waste time with himself.

Shi Ji beckoned and asked Shen Fu to sit beside him.

"I wanted to make this meeting more gorgeous. I held a banquet in the Gongcui Palace in the demon world. The lights were brightly lit. It lasted for three days and three nights. I invited the monsters with the most agile voices and the flower fairies with graceful dancers. All the respectable people in the Six Realms are invited to come here, I want you to wear the most gorgeous jewelry, let all eyes focus on you, and I want to announce to the Six Realms that I have finally found you."

Shen Fu made up the scene, and then felt a chill in his heart.

"It's just that there are many people in the demon world who are dissatisfied with me. No matter how strong I am, I will be no match for four hands. I'm afraid I won't be able to protect you, so I won't take this risk."

It was a pity for Shi Ji, it was obviously a good reason to hold a big banquet, but it was wasted like this.

And Shen Fu was fortunate that he didn't have to be dragged by Shi Ji to attend such a banquet, and he didn't have to be dressed up as jewelry for the gods, Buddhas and monsters of the six realms to visit.

"It's a pity. We will hold it again after you find your body, but we can prepare now."

While planning, Shi Ji picked up a towel and wanted to wipe Shen Fu's hair.

But Shen Fu avoided it.

Shi Ji withdrew his hand in a daze.

He never thought that Shen Fu would reject him.

Shen Fu lowered his head and didn't know what to say. Indeed, after experiencing the shock of his life experience being revealed and his three views collapsed, he has calmed down a lot now.

But after a person calms down, it is easy to think about what happened before, especially in this room, every bit of life between himself and Shi Ji comes into view.

Those words about "gold master", "nurture", "seduce" and "little lover" are like simple and detailed mantras, circling in Shen Fu's mind.

Although I don't know what kind of misunderstanding and oolong caused Shi Ji to say that he wanted to support himself, but judging from the current reality, Shi Ji probably didn't have that kind of thought for him. Before that, he still— —

She tried every means to seduce him, and secretly felt that Shi Ji would not do it.

It's too -- embarrassing.

What happened to Shi Ji, why did he tell himself that he would support him, and even signed a contract?Why didn't you tell yourself the truth earlier, causing yourself to misunderstand for so long!

Speaking of it, it seems that I even sent a fruit photo to Shi Ji.

What did you say at that time? "Don't look at others, look at me"?

He thought it was because Shi Ji didn't understand, nonsense, he was treated like a younger brother!No wonder Shi Ji told himself to wear more clothes.

What a shame!I really want to dig a seam in the ground and get in!

Shen Fu's face turned red.

Why should I listen to Sister Zhu's words and be a slutty and charming little goblin? It's not as good as a person who plays Gaoling's flower, and now I won't be so embarrassed that I want to die.

but--

Shen Fu felt unwilling again.

He really likes Shi Ji.

Now no matter how strong my love is, I can only suppress it and pretend to be my younger brother to get along with Shi Ji.The moment Shi Ji announced his identity, his greed and love for him may always be just the desire in his heart.

Their relationship seems to be close, but also seems far away.

Shi Ji thought that Shen Fu's estrangement was because he cared about his failure to make it to Junzi Country, so he put his hand away and apologized to Shen Fu again.

"I'm sorry, what happened back then was my fault. If I had rushed to Junzi Country earlier, you wouldn't have been in exile for so many years."

This is his long-standing heart disease, the only stain and regret in his perfect life.

"No, brother, I'm not that stupid even though I'm not smart. I believe that brother didn't do it on purpose, otherwise why would you waste so many years looking for me."

"Brother has always been good to me, I know that."

After picking himself up from the snowy night, 80.00% of the sweetness and warmth in his life are related to Shi Ji.

For himself, he is a god who comes in light.

"Then why don't you let me brush your hair?"

"We will be brothers from now on, and—"

It's not the benefactor and the lover.

There is no need for much physical contact, and it is impossible to tease out love and desire anyway.

"Why can't brother wipe his hair?"

Shi Ji was a little angry, grabbed the towel, and rubbed it hard on Shen Fu's head.

Shen Fu originally wanted to refuse, but he really couldn't bear the temperature of Shi Ji's palm, which was gentle and made people want to get close.

偖颩喥徦

Then, wipe it off.

Anyway, brother.

It was at this moment that Shen Fu suddenly understood something.

It's good that I and Shi Ji are brothers.

Although we cannot hug, kiss, or make love, we are relatives.

It is a relative who is connected by blood, and a family relationship that cannot be parted.

Even if love can only be hidden in the name of family affection, even if my love for you will never see the sun, but——

We are relatives.

Love can end, marriage can be shattered, contracts can be torn into pieces and fall with the wind, consensual love can also end in mutual dislike, and eternal vows can't be worn out.

Shi Ji.

And I will always be your brother.

Thinking of this, Shen Fu's heart suddenly opened up.

Love is always more than one form of expression, and love does not necessarily have to have physical lingering.

I am the responsibility you cannot give up, and I am the one you have to love.

If it must be calculated like this.

Then I've got your "love".