Bao Yang, understand?

While Shi Ji was rushing to exchange information with Yan Yiyin, Shen Fu was alone at home.

After all, the time without Shi Ji was a bit difficult for Shen Fu. He finished the homework assigned by Shi Ji by himself, memorized it without asking for further understanding, and then sat on the sofa alone and listened to Shi Ji's lectures. Song.

From the beginning to the end, he felt that he was Shi Ji's lover, and the so-called contract always had a day to end.

Therefore, in this night when the stars were covered by thick clouds, and even the air was filled with a drowning vapor, Shen Fu convinced himself to get used to the life without time.

Without his publicity, without his brilliance, without him chattering about his likes and dislikes around him.

The world was as quiet as the second before it was broken.

The songs on the phone were downloaded by Shen Fu himself. In this era when listening to music online is popular, his persistence is like an ascetic.

It's not his fault, there will always be moments when people lose connection with the Internet, Shen Fu is afraid that one day he will have no money to recharge the Internet, and he is thinking about Shiji terribly.

Or maybe one day I will see everything away, cut off from this world, and return to the forest in the underworld. The network signal must be bad.

And he wanted to die listening to Shi Ji's song.

Shen Fu patted his head, trying to get rid of the strange and extreme thoughts in his mind.On nights when Shi Ji was not around, his emotions would always get out of control like this.He has a sensitive and thoughtful personality, and he is in the awkward position of falling in love with the benefactor.

Just when he was very tangled, the ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted Shi Ji's singing in the earphones, Shen Fu answered it smoothly, and a man's voice came from the opposite side.

"Shen Fu, where do you live now?"

It's my father's voice.

"Huh? How did you remember to ask this?"

"It's nothing, I plan to come and see you soon."

Shen Fu suddenly panicked, he didn't know how to explain his current situation to his father.This house belongs to Shi Ji, Shen Fu definitely can't bring anyone in casually, and the price of this house can be seen by anyone with a discerning eye that he can't afford to rent it.

"I, where I live is too remote."

Shen Fu weaves lies, fearing that his father will find out that he has long been reduced to a canary-like plaything.

But the other party didn't care, and didn't even delve into Shen Fu's stuttering.

"Then you can come to me on the weekend, and I will send you the address then."

Shen Fu breathed a sigh of relief when his father said that.

Fortunately, he didn't plan to come to the door directly, and it would be really difficult to explain.

But why did father suddenly come to this city?Come and see for yourself?

Realizing this, Shen Fu felt like his heart had fallen into a jar full of honey.

In the past, the word "father" has always been a dispensable decoration in his life. He seems to have been engaged in some secret research. Shen Fu's impression of him since he was a child was only the name of the remitter on the passbook.

He rarely goes home, and rarely communicates with his mother too much.

Shen Fu sometimes wondered whether his father married his mother just to have a child, otherwise, how could someone not pay attention to his wife when he returned home, but ask himself all kinds of things.

Yes, Dad liked to ask himself some questions.

Such as have you grown taller recently?Does the body respond in any way?Have nightmares?At first, Shen Fu felt that he cared about such small things, but then he gradually felt that his father was a little weird.He comforted himself that maybe his father was too withdrawn in research work, so he was not good at speaking, thinking that such words were the best concern for his children.He would even brag to his schoolmates, saying that his father was a scientist who was secretly researching some weapons.

One day, my father will be like a great hero, wearing a handsome suit, leading me away amidst the envy and jealousy of everyone.

He comforted that the poverty of his family was the frugality of a scientific worker, and he deceived himself that his father's lack of a family was that he sold me on credit and took care of me.

Until year after year, disappointments piled up.

The adolescent Shen Fu no longer believed in such nonsense, he was always a bit more mature than other children, even in the rebellious period, he did not cause any disturbances.

It's just that the grades are getting worse and worse, and the matter of asking parents has become the first thing the teacher said when he saw Shen Fu.

Shen Fu also gradually learned to observe his words, and it was at that time that Shen Fu realized that every time his father asked about his physical condition,

Standing behind his father, his mother's eyes are filled with——

is fear.

It's like looking at a monster.

Speaking of which, I'm not a monster. Only one of the 15 English multiple-choice questions is correct. The teacher said that I got more correct than myself.

I have no ability to get money so that my mother can live a better life.

The mother must have regretted giving birth to herself even more.

Speaking of which, I haven't sent money to my mother for a long time, and I'm still a little unaccustomed to not having my mother's reminder call during this time.

Since being taken care of by Shi Ji, Shen Fu hasn't paid much for his daily life, and the company has also offered him a reasonable salary, so he has saved seven or eight thousand.

Why don't you remit [-] yuan? My mother is lonely at home alone, and I can always have some confidence if I have some money.

Shen Fu transferred money to the familiar account, and then called his mother as usual.

He always felt that maybe after the money was transferred, his mother's attitude towards him would be better.

When the time comes, I will tell her that I have learned a new craft, and I can find a good job in the future. I also tell him that I have someone I like, but I have no future with that person.Let's make some good expectations, such as one day in the future, I will go back to my hometown to buy a house, and then take her and my father to live a stable life without having to live in a rented house.Then go to the cake shop in my hometown to find a baker, and one day open my own shop.

He would play Shi Ji's songs in the store, secretly miss him in the dark night after the store closed, and then throw the expired bread into the sack, just like Shi Ji threw away himself.

Called, no one answered.

Shen Fu didn't pay too much attention to it, his mother has always been like this, she wouldn't answer her phone when she was busy.Call again in a few days.

It's just that I want to find someone to pour out the bitterness and emotions I have been holding back.

Maybe that's what family means.

At this time, Shi Ji came back.

He came back with a doll, a lop-eared rabbit.

The fur is very soft, and there are two lumps of blush on the face.

Shi Ji knew that such a toy might be too childish for Shen Fu, more like a toy for a girl, but he thought it was too cute, so he bought it.

"Give it to you."

Shen Fu was taken aback, it was not the first time that Shi Ji gave him something out of nowhere, why did he come again today.

I don't want to admit it, but I really yearned for these toys when I was a child.

I never had toys in my childhood. Glass balls were picked up on the side of the road, and rocking cars were not used by others, not to mention the exquisite dolls in the window. Even if I looked at them, my mother would teach me a lesson.

"Why do you think of giving me this? Brother, to tell you the truth, when I was a child, I really wanted a toy to put on the bed. I was very timid at that time, and I wanted a cute doll to sleep with me, but our family had no money. Buy me toys."

Shi Ji remained silent, looking at the water glass in his hand.

He remembered what Yan Yiyin said.

indeed.

He can give Shen Fu everything he wants today.

I can't go back to that gloomy childhood.

It is also impossible to add a smile to the memory of the teenager in front of him.

"But I don't like rabbits, I like big white geese," Shen Fu played with the ears of lop-eared rabbits, "It's just a gift from my brother, so I like it very much."

He smiled very sweetly, and the sweetness reached Shi Ji's heart all at once.

But wait, what big white goose?

Lao Tzu is a peacock! ! ! ! !