After hiding love with the movie queen

Xiliu quickly signed and put down the pen, not daring to look up at Qin Leyan.You An didn't expect that Xiliu would actually sign the plan to live in two places, she obviously seems to be so dependent on Qin Leyan... Qin Leyan was the most surprised, this result made her hard to accept for a while.

"Xi Liu?" Qin Leyan was puzzled why Xi Liu made such a choice.She wanted to ask clearly, and wanted to know what Xiliu was thinking, but Xiliu just lowered her head and said nothing.Seeing that the situation was not right, You An took Xi Liu to the dining table first, "Ah, it's alright, let's eat first."

This meal was very tormenting, and it was a torture for everyone. Qin Leyan didn't feel like eating at all, so he stuffed a few mouthfuls and went to the car to wait for Xiliu.

Sitting in the car, Qin Leyan looked at Xiliu through the rearview mirror, and tightened his hand on the steering wheel. "Why?"

Xiliu didn't answer, just lowered her head and pulled on her seat belt with both hands.Qin Leyan took a deep breath, "I'm asking you something."

"I want to get better."

"What does this have to do with the official announcement? Why do you want to separate, or do you think I affect your growth?"

"I don't want to make an official announcement with you in the way I am now. I have nothing now, and I have nothing to do. I, I want to go out and fight by myself."

"Can't we work together?"

"I don't want to rely on you anymore." Xiliu plucked up the courage to look at Qin Leyan, "I will always be a child in front of you, you handle everything for me, from life to social life to career, I don't want you to do it for me anymore Pave the way, let me fight on my own."

"So you just don't want to make an official announcement with me, you don't really want to separate, do you?"

"You can't run around with me, you still have a career to develop here."

"Are you going?"

"If there are better development opportunities outside."

"Isn't it good to stay by my side? I'll help you..."

"I don't want you to help me! I want to rely on myself! I'm 22 years old, and if I don't work hard, I will really accomplish nothing." Xiliu cried tremblingly, "I don't want to wait until I'm 25 and worry about improving myself. I don’t want others to see my achievements in the future and only think, ‘Isn’t she Qin Leyan’s partner? It’s different if you have resources’”

Qin Leyan took a few deep breaths, looked out the window in thought, and finally started the car, "Okay, I'll take you home."

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"I'll take you back."

"No, I can do it myself."

Qin Leyan grabbed Xiliu's suitcase, "Let me take care of you again on the last day." Xiliu tightened her fingers, "I..."

"Let's go at night, I haven't bought you a mobile phone yet, and I'm not ready yet."

Xiliu didn't answer, but silently let go of her hand.Qin Leyan took the box and drove him home.

"Would you like to have lunch here?"

"is it okay?"

Xiliu opened the door of the refrigerator, and there were fresh vegetables in it, probably Yunran prepared for her after she knew she was coming back, and picked out a few dishes at random, "Okay, anyway, you're leaving at night, so I can't drive you out, right?" .”

"Yeah." Qin Leyan sat on the bed, and a notification sound came from her mobile phone. She picked it up and looked.It was You An who sent her the script, and she will be able to join the group in a few days.

She turned off the screen and tightly grasped the edge of the bed. The low air pressure emitted forced Xi Liu to ask, "What's wrong?"

"You An helped me receive a drama, and I will join the group in a few days."

"Well, it's good. Isn't this the golden age of your career? It would be nice to make more movies."

"My golden years were over long ago when I won a Grand Slam."

Xi Liu looked into Qin Leyan's eyes, but in the end she couldn't say anything. She silently looked away and took out the drawing board to start drawing. Qin Leyan's fingers tightening the bed sheet turned white slightly, and she didn't let go until she felt the pain in her palm.

No one could bear this weird atmosphere, and the lunch was sloppily settled. Qin Leyan took Xiliu to the mall to choose a mobile phone, "Buy a better one, it's okay if it's expensive, and it will last for a long time."

"I, I'm not very good at picking these things." Xiliu looked at the rows of machines, and felt that they were all the same shells, but with a different style.Qin Leyan raised her hand and rubbed Xiliu's hair, "It's okay, I'll pick it for you."

The two shopped around for a while before choosing a model and color that both parties were satisfied with. Seeing the price, Xiliu started to shrink back and pressed Qin Leyan's hand, "Don't buy such an expensive one, it's too expensive "Qin Leyan pulled out his hand and handed the card to the salesperson, "I want this, I also use this brand, it can last for a long time."

Seeing that Xiliu wanted to say something else, Qin Leyan stretched out his finger to touch Xiliu's lips, "Don't refute, I don't know when I will have such a chance in the future." Fingers slowly brushed Xiliu's lips "If you are really sorry, then you can make it up to me when you come back from your studies."

After getting a new phone, Qin Leyan dragged her into the small group of variety shows.

Director: 【This is Xiliu, right? 】

Director: [It's not easy, I finally pulled you in. 】

L: [Well, the director is good. 】

After simply saying hello and chatting, Xiliu saw the number of people in the group chat, only the director, Qin Leyan and her. "Why are there only three of us?"

"The group disbanded after each episode of the variety show. This is the next episode of the variety show we will be starring in. The other members have not been found yet."

"When is the next issue?"

"one year later."

Xiliu rubbed the edge of the phone, how much could she grow in a year.Qin Leyan put her arms around Xiliu's waist, and gently pushed forward, "Let's go, and go shopping for other things."

"I have nothing left to buy."

Qin Leyan stopped and looked down at Xiliu. "Really?" Xiliu's eyes drifted aside, she bit her lip, what was she talking about...does this mean to drive people away? "Let's go shopping again."

"Do you want to take a look if you don't have anything to buy?"

"I suddenly remembered that I need to buy a USB flash drive. There are too many things stored in the iPad, so I have to remove some of them." Qin Leyan twitched the corners of her mouth, not to expose her awkward excuse. "Okay, I'll take you there."

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Xiliu can be sure that this is the most embarrassing shopping she has ever done since she grew up. It is probably because the two of them have their own concerns, and there is not much conversation or interaction throughout the day, just walking side by side.

From shopping malls to restaurants, and from restaurants to parks, sitting on a bench and watching the children playing in the square, the excitement belongs to the world, not to them.

The tea in her hand was no longer steaming, Xi Liu took the last sip of tea, the bitterness invaded her mouth instantly, she couldn't help frowning, and let out a gasp with the tip of her tongue, "Pfft, it's so bitter."

"When the tea is cold, it will become bitter." Qin Leyan took out a candy from the bag and stuffed it into Xiliu's mouth, "Eat a candy to relieve the bitterness." Xiliu took the candy, and the sweetness of the milk fragrance immediately Cover the bitter tea taste "Thank you sister."

Qin Leyan didn't respond, and Xiliu didn't know what to say, and fell into silence again, as if she was punished by a teacher to sit quietly when she was a child.

When the square became deserted, Xiliu finally couldn't sit still, turned her head to look at Qin Leyan, she lowered her hair to cover her face, Xiliu was not sure if she was asleep, and softly tried, "Let's go back Bar."

Qin Leyan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she pushed her hair behind her ears, "Okay, I'll see you off."

Xiliu didn't refuse, she knew that she couldn't refuse Qin Leyan's decision today.Walking side by side on the deserted path, relatively silent, the short distance becomes long at this moment, as if it will never end.

The two stood downstairs, Xiliu stepped forward first, "I'll just go up by myself." Qin Leyan looked at her quietly, and nodded after a long time, "Okay, I'll watch you go up."

Xiliu tightened her fingers, bit her lips and wanted to speak. She really wanted to say a lot to Qin Leyan, but now she couldn't utter a single word.After opening his mouth several times, he finally gave up, turned around and walked towards the stairs.

Qin Leyan just stood there watching Xi Liu go forward, and only slowly said "Actually, I'm very angry today." The hoarse voice made Xi Liu stop, and she no longer had the strength to move forward.

"I'm very angry. When you chose another plan, I felt like I was going to collapse, and I even began to doubt your initiative these days, how much love you expressed is true or false."

"But I still want to know why and what kind of excuses you would use. When you say you want to get better and grow on your own. You know what goes through my head? It's the Internet The last sentence was ridiculous: You are fine, but I am not good enough for you."

"Does that mean I blindly found a girlfriend who wasn't good enough for me? I used to think what I'd do if someone said that to me. I'd beat him up and let the guy know it was him Very well, I'm blind, and I'm not good enough for him."

"But I didn't expect this person to be you. I don't want to do that. I think you are not confident to say such a thing. I want you to know that is not the case. We are equal. If you still can't accept it, then We'll stop there."

"Until you yelled at me 'I don't want you to help me, I want to rely on myself', I knew you didn't use growth as an excuse, and I once said this to someone, so Xiliu, I believe that you can grow, I will wait for you, wait for you to become confident, and then come to my side by yourself."

Qin Leyan sighed, turned and left "Goodbye." The high-heeled shoes stepped on the ground dully, making a soft sound, Xiliu wiped away her tears, let go of the bag in her hand, and chased after "Qin Leyan!" Pen Fun Valley Qin Le Yan paused for a moment, then continued to walk forward without stopping.Xiliu rushed up to hug her, held back tears and apologized, "Qin Leyan, I did something wrong, I'm sorry."

"I know I can't get your forgiveness so easily, but I still want to say a word. No one has heard this sentence in the past, and I will only say it to you now and in the future."

"Qin Leyan." Xi Liu pushed Qin Leyan's hair back and hugged her neck, tiptoed and kissed her neck, "I love you."