Future Interstellar Double Cultivation

It can be said that Su Ke slept in an unprecedented peaceful sleep. There was even a slight smile and a slight complacency on his slightly immature cheeks, but Xing Yi didn't pay attention.

After putting the boy on the bed, he went to the balcony.

Although radiation does not distinguish between day and night, and the damage caused by rays to the human body in the dark is no less than that in the daytime, Xing Yi didn't care about it. He only felt that at this moment, only the balcony was more in line with his state of mind.

There is a word in ancient Chinese that specifically describes this kind of situation called pretentiousness. Xing Yi thought of this, but there was no smile in his heart, only a little dazed and at a loss, and even his slender fingers unconsciously slipped onto his trousers In his pocket, he didn't realize until he found nothing after fumbling for a long time. He had quit smoking for many years.

In the past few years, he has lived in the interstellar world more freely, dared to go to almost any planet, and has seen almost everyone.Although Su Ke's situation can't be said to be good, he has seen worse ones, such as ordinary children who have never received education in slums, deformed people like violent and cruel youths in the dark delta, and those dirty people with broken arms and legs. Little beggar, Su Ke's situation is really nothing in comparison.

Su Ke is not the first young man to accept his teachings. Perhaps he has the factor of being a good teacher in his nature, and he also has the kind of temperament that is often ridiculed by those upper-class nobles as "ranger". Almost all the children, teenagers and young people he has come into contact with They have all received his guidance and help, and if necessary, he will arrange a suitable place for them, and then, they will go to the next planet.

For Su Ke, he originally planned the same way. In his spare time...even the things to be done can be slightly delayed, and he can train this cautious and delicate boy to be strong enough in the shortest possible time, and then take it with him when he leaves. Him, send him to another inhabited planet that won't be abandoned, at least in the short term, and basically never see each other again.

He thought that he had done a good job and gave them a relatively brighter future, but this young man's violent reaction tonight was like a sap, and he was a little dazed, especially That question about abandonment can be said to be deafening.

Is it really better for those kids that he acts like this?

Is his leaving without any regrets an abandonment in another sense?

I remember a literary and art worker said such a sentence earlier: If I never get it, then I will never know how poor I am. Therefore, it is the kind of kindness that is given and then taken away that makes people hate the most!

Was it this kind of kindness that he gave and then took away from all those he thought he had helped?

For a while, Xing Yi fell into an indescribable self-doubt, as if he had been denied in the past few years.

It's just that this kind of confusion didn't last long after all, and he soon realized that everything he had done in the past few years was not wrong. If it wasn't for him, those children, teenagers and young people would have fallen into such a miserable situation. , and what he did is also regarded as a kind of warm tone in memory, even if it can't warm their life, it will emit a little soft light.

Maybe they will miss him, or hate him for leaving, but these will also slowly settle into the past years with time, and finally there will be no more ripples.

It's just that Su Ke is still different, this young man is more...sensitive than everyone he has come into contact with before.

A slender and beautiful boy who is extremely sensitive and cautious, to what extent was his heart forced to do such a thing?

Xing Yi rubbed his forehead with some headaches, what should he do with him?

The unhealthy but still gorgeous Chaoyang sent the first ray of light to the balcony. Xing Yi finally left here and went back to see the boy who slept on his bed yesterday.

The boy's biological clock was as accurate as ever, and he just opened his eyes when Xing Yi returned.Seeing Xing Yi, he was stunned for a moment, then regained his composure, looked at the bedroom that did not belong to him, got up calmly, and asked Xing Yi calmly: "What do you want to eat this morning?"

Is he going to pretend that nothing happened last night?

Xing Yi suddenly felt that his IQ was not enough, and he couldn't guess whether Su Ke's heart had recovered at this moment, and thus realized the madness of last night.

But even though the young man was as calm as a night moon at this moment, he found it more difficult to deal with than last night.

If you don't explode in silence, you die in silence. Who said this sentence?

Xing Yi was a little worried. He pinched his nose again and again but couldn't figure out how to deal with it, so he replied dryly: "Beef soup."

The next day was as peaceful as the three months before he had never left. For a while, he wondered if everything that happened last night was just a dream he had, until that night, he finally confirmed that it was not. Not a dream.

At that hour, minute, and second last night, Xing Yi woke up from his dream on time.

This time it wasn't Su Ke's barbarism that woke Xing Yi up. Su Ke looked completely different tonight.

Without the stone ruler with the tip sharpened or the stone hammer, Su Ke came here empty-handed tonight. He stared blankly at Xing Yi's eyes. After a while, he gently stretched out his finger to touch Xing Yi's eyelashes - as if Xing Yi was fake, he couldn't help but reach out to confirm.

When he was sure, he withdrew his hand in satisfaction, and at the same time a satisfied and relaxed smile bloomed at the corner of his mouth like an epiphyllum.

It is fleeting, but it is extremely fragrant.

After recovering from the brief amazement, Xing Yi looked at Su Ke's leaving back thoughtfully and muttered to himself: "No more righteous indignation, but are you still afraid of losing?"

At the same time, he noticed that Su Ke's figure was more mechanical than usual, as if he was sleepwalking.

It seems that he has seen in some classics that some people who have been severely stimulated and usually suppress themselves too much will do things in their dreams that they would not normally do, but when they wake up, they will not remember what they did in the dream .

Or Su Ke is in such a state at the moment, and the calm this morning is not because of his inner strength, but because he has no idea what he did at night?

Xing Yi scratched his head a little irritably, because he found that no matter how hard he searched in his mind, he couldn't find out which classics he had read. As mentioned above, he has read too many books, and he can be regarded as a well-known book. , but often with ten lines at a glance, it is far from being able to achieve the photographic memory, let alone being rigorous enough to remember word by word, and occasionally even memory confusion due to the huge storage capacity, so he began to doubt whether it was his own brain. When he couldn't figure it out, he made up something on his own initiative.

After thinking about it again and again, Xing Yi decided: Observe for another night!

On the third night, on time, Su Ke arrived as scheduled. There was not much difference between what he did this night and the night before. The only difference was that the finger that touched Xing Yi's eyelashes bravely touched Xing Yi cheeks.

The young man's fingers were smooth and tender, with a slight coolness, like a dragonfly touching water. Perhaps because of nervousness, Xing Yi felt his heart beat uncontrollably at that moment. Fortunately, Su Ke left soon. , The heart slowly calmed down again.

Tonight, Xing also clearly felt that in Su Ke's eyes, he actually exists and does not exist. But in fact, his every move has nothing to do with him, he is just interacting with the people he imagined, even he himself is not the usual self, but another released self, such Su Ke will not Then he hesitated because of caution, obeyed the balance in his heart and bravely raised the "blade of judgment" against him, and when the resentment in his heart abated, he came over again and again to check because he was afraid of him disappearing again—these are the things that Su Ke, who is calm and self-possessed, can never do something.

In fact, he felt that if Su Ke hadn't been hurt by this sudden departure, maybe he would never have found out that Su Ke cared about him so much in his life!

Should he be allowed to vent like this day after day to prevent him from being depressed and eventually collapse, or should we stop the existence of this irrational state in time?

Xing Yi flipped through all the classics related to it one after another in his mind, and finally found that this kind of psychological and spiritual problems have never been his specialty, and even if he fabricated it at this moment, he couldn't make it up. What.

"Simple-minded brawn!"

Xing Yi scolded himself in contempt, and decided to adopt an attitude of pressing people, that is to say, tonight he will watch Su Ke fall asleep, to see how all this happened, and to see how he will be when he is next to him. Will there be a move to find him to make sure he's there.

The next day was another usual day. After dinner, Xing Yi did not disappear, but followed Su Ke's room step by step.

Su Ke gave him a strange look, then said nothing, and went to bed to meditate on his own.

With his legs crossed and his heart upward, Xing Yi looked at Su Ke in a sitting position that seemed to only exist in history in surprise, watching him quickly enter a state of forgetting both things and himself, and couldn't help but go deeper to guess.

I once tried this boy's secret, but at that time, he was so secretive that he even used fear as a cover to resist his temptation.Even at this moment, even if they have been together for more than three months, and how dull these three months are, in fact, there is no progress between them other than getting familiar with each other. With his cautious character, he should never be sober It is time to reveal such a secret in front of him with confidence.

However, this is just the beginning. After two hours of meditation, Su Ke practiced the condensation of the five elements of water, fire, wind, earth, and gold in sequence. Xing Yi watched in amazement that his fingertips sometimes condensed A small water ball sometimes condenses into a shallow fireball, and sometimes the wind flies by his fingers, and quicksand slips from his fingers...