my crazy lover

Xu Yanxin had never been tortured by Han Chengguang in bed before, this time such a short suppression by Han Chengguang made Xu Yanxin scratch his heart with all kinds of claws and intolerable, and the end result was that he started to ask Han Chengguang actively at the end.

He was surprised by Xu Yanxin's initiative this time, but after being surprised, Han Chengguang was full of joy, holding Xu Yanxin and chewing Xu Yanxin from beginning to end several times.

After a few days...

Xu Mingxin: "Xiaoyan, remember when I told you to overwhelm Han Chengguang?"

Xu Yanxin, who was reading a book, when he heard Xu Mingxin's overwhelming topic, subconsciously remembered the feeling of being deliberately shackled by Han Chengguang that day, as well as his own initiative and the madness of the two at the end, and his face suddenly turned red.

Seeing Xu Yanxin blushing, Xu Mingxin's eyes lit up. "You crushed Han Chengguang!!!"

Shaking his head, Xu Yanxin lowered his head.

The originally happy expression immediately collapsed, and Xu Ming took a deep breath. "It's okay, if you don't succeed this time, there will be a next time. I helped you find some steps and means to overwhelm the other party. Do you want to learn from it?"

He secretly took out a few pieces of paper from his pocket, and Xu Mingxin put them on Xu Yanxin's book.

Picking up the paper from the book, Xu Yanxin handed it back to Xu Mingxin without even looking at it.

"I do not want……"

"Why?" Xu Mingxin was surprised that he didn't expect Xu Yanxin to come back.

With a flush on his face, Xu Yanxin stammered for a long time: "I, I think it's pretty good now. I don't want... to overwhelm Cheng Guang."

Shocked that Xu Yanxin directly refused to overwhelm Han Chengguang, Xu Mingxin was speechless for a long time.

"No, Xiaoyan! You have to overwhelm Han Chengguang!"

"I do not."

"Xiaoyan, do you listen to me or Han Chengguang?" Gritting his teeth, Xu Mingxin looked at Xu Yanxin bitterly and asked.

"I listen--"

"Don't talk about it, I didn't ask this question." Immediately interrupted Xu Yanxin's answer, Xu Mingxin realized what a stupid and self-abuse topic he had asked just after he finished asking, and immediately stopped what Xu Yanxin was about to say.

After a "Han" slipped in his mouth a few times, Xu Yanxin still refused to swallow the word.

"—Han."

His expression was extremely depressed. Although he already knew himself, Xu Mingxin's mood fell to the bottom after hearing the Korean character. He sighed, took a look at Xu Yanxin, and left with his head down. He was in no mood to lobby for any overwhelming plan. up.

"Brother..." Seeing Xu Mingxin's depression, Xu Yanxin suddenly felt that he was a little too direct, and wanted to chase after him when he got up, but as soon as he stood up, a palm was pressed on his shoulder. Looking back, it was Han Chengguang.

"Brother Xu is gone...Xiaoyan, come and try the western food I just learned to cook. I learned it from the aunt in the kitchen."

"Okay." As soon as Xu Yanxin saw Han Chengguang, Xu Yanxin's eyes were full of Han Chengguang again. As for Xu Mingxin just now, he completely forgot about it, and was very happy to be dragged by Han Chengguang to taste the food.

(Sad brother Xu, full of resentment!!!)

So far, the overwhelming topic has been stopped.

Because of Han Chengguang's company, Xu Yanxin surprised even the doctors, and once, Han Chengguang led Xu Yanxin outside. Compared with Xu Yanxin's rejection of the outside world before, this time Xu Yanxin was very quiet and played outside with Han Chengguang Throughout the day, as long as Han Chengguang ordered the meal, he ate it without any malice, and did not show any signs of fear or vigilance.

Xu Yanxin recovered well, so the doctor made another change to Xu Yanxin's treatment, and informed Xu Mingxin and Han Chengguang of the next treatment plan.

The doctor's suggestion this time was to have Xu Mingxin and Han Chengguang accompany Xu Yanxin to the grave of Xu Yanxin's mother. Originally, the plan was to wait until Xu Yanxin had almost two years of treatment before going there, but because Xu Yanxin recovered so well So the doctor brought this stage forward.

"Xiaoyan has never been to his mother's cemetery..." After hearing the doctor's suggestion, Xu Mingxin showed a hesitant look on his face.

"Go to see his mother, so that Xu Yanxin can realize that his mother has really passed away. The shadow left by Xu Yanxin's mother in his heart is really too great. If he doesn't prove and face his mother's death with his own eyes, he will never die. If you can’t get out, even if the disease is under control now, the possibility of recurrence will be very high.”

Facing the doctor's analysis, Xu Mingxin felt that it made sense, but he was also a little worried.

"It's like a wound. If you don't remove the rotten flesh, the wound won't heal. Although removing the rotten flesh will leave a scar, it won't hurt if you touch it later."

Because of what happened back then, and after that, Xu Yanxin lost that part of his memory, and even completely forgot about his own mother, so Xu's father, Xu Mingxin's father, issued an order in front of everyone, absolutely not allowing the family to mention anything about Xu Yanxin. Mother's matter, and even used means to suppress the news from the outside world, so that no news about this matter flowed out. Therefore, Xu Yanxin had never been to her mother's graveyard, and in Xu Yanxin's nearly 20 years of life, The word "mother" was unfamiliar, if it wasn't because Martin reminded him of the past, Xu Yanxin probably would never have remembered it in his life.

Moreover, just after Xu Yanxin completely remembered about her mother, Xu Yanxin still didn't like to talk about her mother. Perhaps, the word mother had become a pain in Xu Yanxin's heart forever.

In the end, Xu Mingxin agreed with the doctor, and discussed with Han Chengguang, or let Han Chengguang talk to Xu Yanxin first, and then find a way to let Xu Yanxin go to the cemetery, and now it is almost the death day of Xu Yanxin's mother.

When Han Chengguang told Xu Yanxin that he could go home, Xu Yanxin was very happy, and quickly packed up his things without even asking why he could go back.

Opening his mouth, Han Chengguang saw Xu Yanxin looking so happy, he couldn't say what he wanted to say, and Xu Yanxin dragged him to pack up the things together.

From the time after packing up until the next day when Xu Mingxin came to pick them up, and then to the flight back to the country, and the car back home, Han Chengguang never mentioned the matter of going to the cemetery with Xu Yanxin.

After sending Han Chengguang and Xu Yanxin home, Xu Mingxin signaled to Han Chengguang several times before turning around and leaving.

Back home, Han Chengguang put away his things and went to find Xu Yanxin, and found it in the bedroom after searching around.

Xu Yanxin was lying on the bed with her whole body stretched out.

"Xiaoyan, get up quickly...the sheets and quilts were not changed."

Lying on the bed, Xu Yanxin looked sideways at Han Chengguang. "Should I go back there again?"

Walking to the bed and pulling Xu Yanxin up from the bed, Han Chengguang sat beside Xu Yanxin. "You don't want to go back?"

Nodding his head, Xu Yanxin turned around and hugged Han Chengguang. "Cheng Guang, I'm fine. I don't want to think about it anymore. I don't want to go back there..." At this point, Xu Yan paused for a moment, and then said cautiously, "Cheng Guang, trust me... alright."

For a moment, Han Chengguang felt a little hard to say, put his arms around Xu Yanxin's back and said softly: "I believe in you, I know you are already healed."

"Then I don't have to go back?"

"...Yes, but you have to go to a place first."

When he heard that he didn't have to go back, Xu Yanxin was filled with joy. "Where are you going?"

"Next Friday is June 24th..."

After Han Chengguang finished this sentence, Xu Yanxin knew everything without saying anything else, because he saw Xu Yanxin's expression suddenly changed.

I couldn't bear it, but Han Chengguang continued: "Your mother...you never went to see her."

"I'm not going, Cheng Guang, I'm not going there, I'm not going!!!" Shaking his head quickly, Xu Yanxin showed resistance.

"If you don't go, you have to go back to the nursing home!" Gritting his teeth, Han Chengguang held Xu Yanxin's wrist, his tone full of no room for negotiation.

Looking at Han Chengguang in surprise, it took Xu Yanxin a long time to say again: "I don't want to go back."

Letting go of Xu Yanxin's wrist, Han Chengguang hugged Xu Yanxin into his arms. "Then go see your mother, and if you don't want to go back to the nursing home, go to the cemetery."

Obviously, these two choices made Xu Yanxin fall into a dilemma. No matter which side it is, Xu Yanxin resisted in his heart. He didn't want to be regarded as a mentally ill and stay in the nursing home. Even with Han Chengguang's company, the kind of mental illness But the feeling is so bad that he doesn't want to admit it.

But facing his own mother, Xu Yanxin even directly denied this approach in his heart. If possible, he would not even hear these two words.

"I'm not going... Cheng Guang, I don't want to go, and I don't want to go back, don't send me back." Clutching Han Chengguang's lapel, Xu Yanxin's tone was full of pleading.

Han Chengguang didn't answer Xu Yanxin's plea, but just put his arms around Xu Yanxin and patted Xu Yanxin's back gently.

Afterwards, when Han Chengguang was tidying up the house, Xu Yanxin stood silently watching from the sidelines.

After cleaning up the house, Han Chengguang took Xu Yanxin out to buy some food, and when he got home, he cleaned up the kitchen and started cooking.

Ever since Han Chengguang didn't show any wavering in his pleading, Xu Yanxin never said a word to Han Chengguang again.

During the meal, Xu Yanxin just sat there motionless, letting Han Chengguang persuade him to the end, without taking a bite.

Knowing that Xu Yanxin was using this method to force him to let go, but even so, Han Chengguang still didn't say what Xu Yanxin wanted to hear.

"Even if you don't want to eat, drink some porridge." After filling a bowl of porridge, Han Chengguang placed it in front of Xu Yanxin.

Without even looking at the bowl of porridge, Xu Yanxin got up, left the dining table and went into the bedroom.

After Xu Yanxin left, Han Chengguang frowned looking at the bowl of porridge, and then went to the bedroom with the porridge bowl.

After Han Chengguang went in, he saw Xu Yanxin curled up on the bed, wrapping himself in a quilt.

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