The dream of the entertainment circle is you

My name is Park Min Hee, but I'm not the Park Min Hee I used to be.God made a big joke with me when he was taking a nap. I traveled to South Korea several years ago, and the trajectory of my life was completely changed.

The life of a trainee is very frustrating. Being a trainee in the performing arts department in a company that mainly focuses on singers is actually very unpopular, especially when you have no one to trust.I don't know why this child refused to leave until I opened the songbook she left behind.

As compensation for occupying her body, I began to try hard to create, writing one after another under her name.One day Lee Hyo Ri discovered all this, she recommended me to Lee Hao Yeon, and officially brought me into the Korean music scene.In fact, I only like acting, and I'm not very interested in songwriting, but if she can sense her name, she should be happy if her name has become a hot presence in the Korean music industry.

I went back and forth between the acting department and the singer department every day, and this continued until I met those two boys and got the opportunity to shoot commercials.

I'm not an enthusiastic person, and I came here halfway, so I have many casual acquaintances, but not many real friends.It is not an easy thing to really become my friend, but the boy named Quan Zhilong did it.

Well, looking back now, if I had firmly kept a distance from him at that time, maybe I would never have to experience the feeling of worrying about gains and losses because of others in my life.But life is like this, some things are predestined, and no one can avoid them.

The huge influence brought by the advertisement made my debut smoothly. With the memories of my previous life, I did not hesitate to choose "Han River Monster" among several works.When the interview was successful and the filming officially started on the spot, I knew that the real me came alive at that moment.

And then... Then I had an extraordinary rainy night.He was near my house, calling and crying to tell me that I was dying of heartache, and I rushed out as fast as I could, to find the fool who was raining on love.But what I never told him is that I thought a lot on the way to him.

Does he really want me to show up when he is most embarrassed?Find him and then what?Lonely men and widows brought back to the dormitory?Will he misunderstand that I often take boys home?And...why would I care so much what he thinks.And to be honest, I am a little envious of Jin Jiner, envious that someone can write such a beautiful song for her.

Later, at a dinner party, I learned his stage name - G-Dragon.I have an impression of this stage name. Apart from being shocked, my first instinct is to stay away from him.This is an existence that is destined to become the protagonist of the era, and I just want to be a simple little actor, with filming and not worrying about food and clothing.But again I failed.

The news about me and Hyun Joong appeared out of nowhere that day, and he quickly called.I smiled and told him it was just a scandal, but my heart kept beating non-stop after I hung up the phone.Maybe he didn't realize that we are too close, which can be called ambiguous in many people's eyes.

The experience of my previous life tells me that I can't invest in it, because when a man wants to leave you, the sharp arrow stabbed without any scruples will make people powerless to fight back.If it was him I trusted... then it should be harder for me to heal.I hope we are just friends, although... maybe I will feel a little lost, but it is better than losing face in the future and completely not seeing each other.

So when he told me through drunkenness that he liked me very much, my heart was both sweet and sad.Zhilong, in fact, I also like you very much, but I dare not like you.But in the end, on the night they won their first grand prize, I still lost to his arms.

Yong Pei said that thanks to me, he felt better in 09, but I don't think there is anything to be surprised about. He is the one I love. If I don't appear by his side when he is most vulnerable, who can do it? Guard him.And facing the abyss, how can I abandon people who want to give me a chance to survive.

He is very innocent and cute, and will be teased by a dog in order to compete with the domestic tiger; he is very delicate, and will cry like a child when he sees touching Korean dramas; he loves me very much, and wrote a book for me Song after song, even if I was an enemy of the whole world, I insisted on appearing in front of me with a broken bone, touching my face and asking me if it hurts.Even though I am too busy to take care of myself, I still remember the preferences I casually said many years ago.

So, facing him like this, how can I have reservations. In 11 years, I didn't know what the future would be like, whether he could rebound from the bottom, but after sorting out all my thoughts and understanding his love, how could I be willing to leave him.

Signing contracts with DSP Savings and YG, the whole process was done without any hesitation, just because the other party was him.And God knows how grateful I am that I won the Best Actress Awards of Dazhong and Qinglong in one go with "Blind Evidence", which gave me more confidence to speak for him.Of course, this movie also made me an existence that cannot be ignored in the history of Korean film.

In fact, I know very well that this award is more or less a "time-made hero". If the most important and only capable competitor is not a foreigner, it is almost impossible for me to win a double award.But so what, no one outside the industry cares about this, everyone will only remember that Park Min-hee is the first female winner of a film grand slam in the 21st century, and that is enough.

I suggest that the company carefully guide the public opinion, and the voice of criticism from the outside finally gradually faded away until "ALIVE" was released, and BIGBANG was reborn from the ashes and won MTV's Global Fashion Award. Zhilong confessed sincerely and affectionately in his acceptance speech, Everything has completely changed.

I like the way he mentions me with a happy face, I like the way he shows off my appearance to people, and I like the strength of his gentle hugging me.I like him so much.

I still remember in "Strong Heart", he leaned on me with an attitude of attachment and said, "Since I have identified her in this life, I will bear the consequences no matter what happens after it is revealed", even though I have been in love for many years, at that moment Still can't help but speed up his heartbeat.

So I also wanted to do something for him. It happened that he was on a world tour at that time, and he had been coquettishly wanting me to visit the set, so the idea of ​​taking this opportunity to do a surprise for him came to my mind.

Singing... How difficult it is for me. When I avoided him asking Yong Pei for help, I was actually going crazy. For two whole months, how many times have I practiced in private? I can't remember clearly, but the small blisters in my mouth and the increasingly stable intonation told me that my efforts were not in vain.

Sister Enna once asked me, he didn't know you gave so much behind your back, do you think it's worth it?

But in love, there is no value or not, only willingness or not.Seeing the surprise smile he showed me at the concert, my heart will be full of joy; seeing the affectionate eyes, I will be deeply immersed in it irresistibly; as for the unscrupulous kiss, I will It is impossible to refuse.

It can be said that we have always gotten along very sweetly, and we are a model couple in the eyes of many people.However, the more this kind of existence exists, when there is a estrangement between the two and a dispute breaks out, it will often be more serious than the situation of ordinary couples.

14 years is worth remembering for me, but I hope I will never miss it again.Because of "Little Home", I officially became the most successful top actress in Asia in Europe and the United States, but also because of the different perspectives on acting, I had the biggest quarrel with him in 7 years, which turned into a six-month quarrel cold war.

But until now, I don't regret my persistence at that time. We are destined to face this disagreement, even if we avoid it this time, it will be inevitable in the future.And because of this quarrel, he has matured a lot, we got along better, and he gave me the most ideal love.

I don't know exactly what he went through in those six months, but obviously the feeling of almost losing has always left him with lingering fears, so he kicked off the marriage proposal with a song "girlfriend", telling me that he wanted to change his identity and continue to stay by my side.

Seeing him kneeling on one knee, I had a lot of thoughts in my mind at that moment.Maybe God has anticipated my future, so he let him cross the limitations of time and space and appear in front of me.I am grateful for this encounter that is enough to entrust me for a lifetime.

18 years, we got married.When we said our vows, we both looked at each other and wept like children, and our relatives and friends in the audience were overjoyed.When we were alone at night, he was drunk and hugged me to confirm over and over again: "Is this true, am I not dreaming?"

"Well, it's true. We're married," I said.

So he smiled, his brows and eyes filled with a deep smile: "Baby, I have actually fantasized about your appearance in a wedding dress many times, but now I realize that all the imagined you are not as good-looking as the current you."

"It's so good, it's so good..." He kept repeating in his mouth like this, and fell asleep with his arms around me.

Yeah, that's great.Although I won't tell you, I have imagined the picture of marrying you countless times just like you.

On the day I joined the army with Yong Pei, under his strong request, I agreed not to see him off, because he said he was afraid to leave after seeing me.But in fact I lied to him, I was there that day.After changing clothes, he hid in the crowd and quietly watched him leave in the car, and then wiped away tears in the sad atmosphere of the scene and left.

I secretly wrote him a letter on the website of the Military Service Department. From the beginning to the end, there were only three words "Salang Hey", and the signature was the most crooked ever - Quan Zhilong's baby.Later, Yong Pei said that when he saw the message that day, he immediately guessed that it was me, and he lost control of his emotions and cried and laughed, causing a group of people around to worry that G-Dragon would not be able to hold on.

And then...he finished his military service, transformed into a man, and we had our first child.Holding my hand who had just come out of the delivery room, he named the child Quan Weixi with blurred eyes.

Quan Weixi, Quan Weixi.

Weixi is very strange, he doesn’t like to watch children’s enlightenment cartoons, he only likes to watch the movies I made; he doesn’t listen to lullabies when he sleeps, he only listens to piano music; he must drink milk with rap, otherwise his appetite will be poor; and… just watch His father's pictorial of the cult leader's kelp head would keep crying.I guess, maybe in the eyes of Weixi, Jiahu may be more friendly than G-Dragon...

But so what, the first thing my son said was "Abba".Thinking of the look on his face when he said this, I couldn't help laughing secretly. Of course, if I didn't fight Weixi all the time because of the problem of sleeping in separate beds at night, I would think this man is more mature and stable.

But anyway, having said all that, I am very satisfied with my current life and feel that our family is very happy together.And I believe that we will be happy forever in the future.

PS: Zhilong, today I asked Weixi what his future dream is, and he said that he wants to be like Abba, because he can sleep with oma in his arms every day... I think you need to tell him that this world is big, no Only oma.